Name: Cahlusi
Age: 20
Sex: Male
Sexual Orientation: Flexible, but seems to prefer men.
Craft: Apprentice Harper
Rank: Candidate
Location: High Reaches Weyr
Physical Description: Cahlusi is tall, trim, and athletic. He stands a solid 6'3", and still might sprout another inch or two. He has his father's dark brown hair, which he keeps about shoulder length, though he has been known to grow it out long. Sometimes he'll throw a braid or two in it, or let his sister or mother style it should they feel so inclined. He's an attractive man, having inherited the best features from both his mother and father. He inherited his father's sharp features, thick brows, broad shoulders, and brown eyes, but was able to retain his mother's long limbs, her fair skin, and her graces.
Personality: Cahlusi is a heart-breaker, through and through. Ever since he was a small child, he had a way of charming the ladies; and as he got older and into his teens, he learned how to charm the men as well. He's naturally a benevolent soul; kind, gentle, and full of warmth. If someone is in need, then Cahlusi will go out of his way to help. He likes to help the newer Candidates get acquainted with the lifestyle of the Weyr, and will never hesitate to be there for his mother or sister.
It could be said that Cahlusi is a lover of love. He's always loved the great romances of Harper's tales, and is the first to gossip about the latest passion (or scandal) in the Weyr. There's just something satisfying about blooming romance that Cahlusi can't get enough of; unfortunately, when the bloom has rubbed off, that's when this man begins to stray.
For all his charm, Cahlusi can't help but be dissatisfied. Similar to his mother, he has a tendency to constantly want something better, or something more, than his current position provides. While he knows he's in a good spot, he can't help but imagine what it might be like being somewhere else. He is living representation of the saying 'The grass is always greener on the other side.' As soon as Cahlusi gets what he wants, he soon after grows bored, or realizes what he wanted wasn't as good as he'd imagined.
This lack of satisfaction also makes him competitive in nature. Not only does Cahlusi want the best but he wants to be the best. No matter the task, if he thinks someone is doing something better, he'll try to do what he can to beat them. If there's a song he can't master, he'll work until he manages it. Cahlusi wants everything to be picture perfect -- Surely, if he succeeds, he'll be satisfied then, right? This can cause him trouble when he's working on composing a song, or worse, trying to pick out an outfit to wear. All he wants is to look, and be, perfect; why is it so hard to obtain!?
Ah, but Cahlusi isn't a bad man. Family will always come first. While he makes many friends, his most near and dear friends are pulled into his family circle. He will defend them with his life. He's seen the cruel things people can do; he knows they can gossip and spread rumors, and he will put a stop to anyone who harms his family. Should any man get too close to his mother or sister, he'll need to have words, or at least scope them out. He remembers his childhood, and what it was like; he doesn't want them to ever be put in such a position again. As far as he's concerned, his mother and sister are his world and can do no wrong. He'd drop everything if one of them was in need.
At his heart of hearts, all Cahlusi wants that picture perfect dream - acceptance, love, and happiness. He wants a happily-ever-after, and all the fine things in life. Unfortunately, he's at an age where he simply doesn't seem to know how to find any of it and is shooting himself in the foot trying to find it.
Positive Trait List Benevolent, Protective, Romantic
Negative Trait List Indulgent, Dissatisfied, Perfectionist
History: Cahlusi is the eldest son of an ex-Courtesan, Alusia, and a temperamental but handsome blacksmith, Cahlumet. He was initially born in a small mining Hold outside of Crom. It was a tiny place; backwards, boring, and essentially out in the middle of nowhere. Cahlusi doesn't remember too much about his childhood; he remembers playing with his father's tools and getting yelled at; he remembers his father's yelling at his mother, and sometimes worse; he remembers his mother crying behind closed door; he remembers being sent outside for long hours while his father napped; and of course, getting in trouble when he tried some of the wine his father always had around.
There were good memories of his childhood, such as playing with his mothers jewelry, or admiring the weaponry and metalwork his father could make. A local Harper had passed through the area, and he'd given Cahlusi a wooden flute to play and practice on. He remembers the man giving him some lessons, and then giving his mother some private lessons later. He remembers listening to the Harper play, and wanting to make beautiful music; it made the bad days better, or so his mother said. He remembers when the Harper left, and it upset him so much that he cried.
Most of all, though, he remembers when they moved. Mostly, he remembers being woken up at night, and having to be quiet when they made their escape. It had been a long journey but eventually they were picked up by a dragonrider, and brought to High Reaches Weyr.
The Weyr is what Cahlusi really remembers. If anybody asked he'd call himself weyrbred. It was the place that gave his mother a safe haven, and allowed the fights to end. Cahlusi never really missed his father, and tries hard not to think of the man. He's never had any inclination to go near Crom Hold, or its surrounding territories, and has some biases against male blacksmiths. He doesn't know the details of what happened with his mother and father, but he remembers enough to know that his father was a strict man; while he remembers the scent of his cologne mixed with the alcohol, and the man's rages. Any good memories are often bittersweet for Cahlusi -- he might have been little, but he'd never forget how they had been treated. How his mother had been treated.
At a young age, Cahlusi vowed never to be like him.
He was 6 Turns old when they arrived at High Reaches Weyr. His mother was pregnant, and his sister nothing more than a toddler. He was old enough to know that he was the man of their family, and he became very protective of them. Not only was the Weyr unlike any place he'd ever been, but it was huge compared to their tiny Hold. For awhile Cahlusi was a suspicious child. He didn't want to leave his mother's side, or his sister's for that matter. He didn't want them to get hurt. Why would this place be any better than back home?
Ah, but it was better. There were far more children for Cahlusi to play with and best of all, nobody seemed to mind or care that his mother was a single lady now. There were no rumors spread about; there were no fights; and best of all, Cahlimet wasn't there. Oh, certainly, Cahlusi missed his father -- he had loved him with a child's heart and yearning even while he hated the things that he did. But now he didn't have to worry about his mother or sister getting in trouble.
So it was, the young man soon was accepted into the fold of local High Reaches weyrbrats.
Growing up, he took well to Weyrlife. His mother seemed happier in some ways, and he found himself countless friends, as well as all sorts of trouble. As he grew, he made friends with some of the local weyrsingers, who encouraged his growth. At turn 11, he was officially apprenticed under one of the local Harpers stationed at the Weyr. He refused to be sent to the Harper Hall for more official training -- he wanted his chance to Impress, and wasn't going to give it up for anyone.
At Turn 14 he stood for his first Hatching, much to his mother's delight. He didn't find his lifemate, and has been standing ever since, but he's not worried. He's certain that there's a match out there for him, and he has time yet. He's not that old!
Cahlusi has a handful for friends, as well as a trail of broken hearts. Ah, but he doesn't care. He's not in a rush to settle down. He has all the time in the world, doesn't he?
With Thread's return, Cahlusi has only become more determined to Impress. While he understands that it's the dragon's choice, he can't help but feel that surely, the right partner is out there for him. He's proud to be from High Reaches Weyr, and proud that his home had the foresight to prepare for Thread's return. While he hates to see the pain Thread causes, right now, in his youth, it's still something of a great adventure.
Other: He has a lovely baritone voice. He's also well gifted with flute, harp, and guitar. He's no Master, but he keeps music as an escape from stresses.
Candidate Specific Questions
Do you want them to have an official Search RP? No
Do you understand they will age every passing year regardless if you're there to RP the or not? Yes
Do you want them to have a possible Stands Impression? No
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