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 Posted: Mon Dec 05, 2016 4:53 pm
 never knew i could feel so small
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Posted: Tue Dec 06, 2016 4:57 pm
He glanced at the address place and nodded. This was the place.
A tall greenblood stood anxiously outside the door, working up the nerve to knock. It'd taken quite a few steps for him to get here- first was admitting it might help to actually talk to someone about it. Straightening his shirt, Nucleo felt silly for worrying about such a trivial thing. Still, he wanted to make a good impression. He had no idea what kind of troll awaited him, based on the ad he'd picked up. Sure, they'd met at Bloodfest once (she'd given him that crazy rose even!) but he truthfully didn't remember very much about this Eridia Tsifer.
Guess he'd better get started, then! Raising his hand, the barista gave her door three raps and called out so she'd know what he'd come for.
"Hello! Are you open for business?"
ImaginationsParadise sorry for the wait on getting this started! also sorry for cutting it off so short, wanted to let you describe her place!
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Posted: Wed Dec 07, 2016 8:33 am
Eridia was sleeping on the couch, feeling drained for the things she did instead of sleep. The highblood didn't regret any pleasurable second of it-- after all, who wouldn't like to read so many PASSIONATE romances all day? She chuckled under her breath as she pictured many romantic scenarios starting her. Though her dreams were cut short as one of her maids woke her up. Eridia didn't appreciate that at all. "HOW DARE YOU WAKE ME UP AS I WAS DANCING IN A BEAUTIFUL BALL WITH THE MOST DASHING TROLL MY EYES HAVE EVER SEEN? OH THE HORROR, OOOH GERARD PLEASE FORGIVE ME!" She shouted. Maybe Eridia should've slept in her room. "My apologies, it seems you have a client." "A wha--" The maid handed her a picture of the visitor and Eridia couldn't help but feel glad than her drones, and hive servants were actually so productive. The teen gave the picture a good look and whistled. Hot, a hot troll, that was good. Yet... had she seen him before? "NO MATTER, I WILL ATTEND HIS NEEDS!" She said out loud, roughly handed the maid the books she read. She ordered them to clean the block while she fixed her hair and make up and slid on a gown-- all to look presentable and not a freaky mess. Hurriedly, heels tapped agains the marbled floors. She ran through her twisted hallways, occasionally knocking off a vase or two, went down several stairs, as her mansion-hive was just too ridiculously complicated. But that's what she loved them most-- complications. Eridia didn't stop until she reached the door. She paused as she tried to calm herself down. She wouldn't want to overwhelm him, so Eridia did her best not to act normal and casually opened it receiving her newest client with a smile. "Greetings!" She said as she checked out her visitor. Mmm, yes... he was fine, so fine. "Come in, come in! I'm always open for business!" If her clients were attractive of course. Doutei her hive is just big, and confusing and expensive. Its great <3
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2016 1:12 am
"Wow! What a- nice home you have!" Nucleo stammered, trying to cover up a dumbfounded response to the extravagant maze. Following the lady into her hive, he was amazed at the luxury and wondered if all hivebloods lived like this or if it was just purplebloods. Gourdi's mansion had been equally as impressive, though considerably spookier. No idea on Frossa's home.
"I hope I'm not interrupting anything. Sorry for any inconveniences." The greenblood apologized once Eridia had lead him to her destination. He was ashamed to admit it but he'd already lost track of how they'd gotten here and would not be able to leave later without help. Oh well, best get straight to things and not waste any of her time.
"I came for this." He produced one of Eridia's flyers. "I've been experiencing trouble with my... feelings." Oh gog it sounded so awkward and embarrassing to say it out loud like that.
"There's this girl I can't get out of my head. Only problem is, I think she pities somebody else. But why can't I get over her and move on?" The greenblood rambled, unsure of how to start.
ImaginationsParadise sorry for the wait! gonna try and be better about response times!
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Posted: Sat Dec 17, 2016 5:27 pm
"Thank you darling! I do try to keep it as homey as possible!" Eridia wasn't really sure where she was going, but he certainly didn't have to know that. So she walked on and on until they reached a block-- her makeup block to be exact. The room itself was organized, filled with different kind of furniture that showed of her jewelry collection, a couple of mirrors, fancy sofas and one large portrait of the purpleblood herself. The highblood motioned Nucleo to take a seat, while she admired herself on the mirror as he spoke. "Mmmm, feelings you say?" Eridia battered her eyes and looked back at her client. "Well, you are in the right place darling!" Oh how she loved it when others found it hard not to feel embarrassed by some feel talk. Taking some nail polish she sat down with a smile and casually shook the bottle. Ooooh, so he couldn't move on from a past love... It was just like in the novels she read! This was a juicy case!! "Oh sweetie, I'm truly sorry you are feeling such things." She cooed. "Why can't you get over her? Easy!" She scooted closer to him. "Removing someone from your pumpbiscuit is one of the most difficult tasks in life." She poked his chest with half lidded eyes. She moved away a bit, thinking about Gerard. That was her anchor, she knew that, just like she was aware that she couldn't forget him. " To be truthful darling, we are on the same chapter. There are millions of things we can easily forget, yet certain trolls... Don't you hate it?""It happens to everyone-- You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. Anyways," She handed him the nail polish. "Do you mind?" She fluttered her eyes once more, putting her hand in front of her dainty as she expected him to give her a manicure. "Talk to me about her darling... How did you two meet? Was she your first crush or were you, or are you, in a relationship of any kind?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 21, 2017 12:49 am
"Is that so?" Nucleo replied, recognizing the spots when he was supposed to say something in acknowledgement. Sitting down as directed, he watched the purpleblood begin to play with a small bottle of nail polish and wondered what she planned to use it for. As she continued on, he leaned forward to listen carefully. If he was going to all this trouble, he'd better take it seriously!
"Rather than hate it, I guess it makes me hate... myself?" The greenblood thought out loud. Out of all the things he'd forgotten in his life, feelings were the one thing he couldn't shake. The worst part about the memories he'd lost was that he was certain that some of his feelings were still rooted from those moments, moments he couldn't even hold and treasure. There was no way for Eridia to know any of this about him, as only Amonee was the other troll to know his secret, but talking to her for even this brief second was making him realize things already.
"Ah! Alright..." He was surprised as she pushed the nail polish in his hand and smiled like a cat. While it was odd to him, Nucleo didn't want to seem rude and merely accepted the task. He'd painted Amonee's nails a few times before so at least he had a basic understanding of what to do. Uncapping the brush, he began to carefully apply the paint.
"We met as kids in the city and kept running into each other at various events. I..." Fighting the blurred words and images that crowded his cluttered mind, Nucleo thought back to the moments of clarity over the past sweep.
"She was my first crush. She was even," swallow, "my first kiss. But we never talked about it or started a relationship." Last Perigree's even, they'd kissed under the mistlefrond at her party. How had so much time passed since then? It was already Perigree's Eve again and this time... he had no idea where she was, or who she'd be kissing this time. Tears threatened to well up at the thought of it. Saying this out loud was hard, realizing that the connection he'd felt so strongly didn't actually add up to or from a lot. It'd been mostly built up in his head.
He felt so stupid.
"I spent the past sweep thinking of her every night and... I just feel so hopeless."
ImaginationsParadise super late tag back i'm sorryyyy
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2017 3:38 pm
"Self-loathing and hopelessness... Do you even know what's hate?" Eridia chuckled bitterly. "You can't even imagine exactly how hatred is, not even self-hatred." Temporary hopelessness, yeah, that she could believe. But self-hatred? He didn't seem the type to inhibit such dark and painful feeling. The highblood felt her chest tightened, thinking-- overthinking. "I'm going to tell you something, please do say if you identify yourself and what you feel with the phrases I utter." She whispered, looking straight into his eyes with an empty gaze. "Thinking about you makes me wonder, why am I still here? Without, thinking about your well-being night by night... Every second, minute, hour... Knowing very well that what I want for us will never happen."She breathed in, feeling as if she was showing the deeper side of her to this stranger. Thinking out loud every thought that came to her mind when she thought of her past friends, and Gerard. "You left, I skipped a meal, you moved on, and I avoided you and others... Then you forgot about me..." She gulped, Azrael came to mind. "And I faked a smile to ease things inside me, so you wouldn't worry and so I could be temporarily at ease. But as you enjoyed your life, I cried at mine-- died a little even. Making this feeling a repeating cycle.""I'm just not suuuure if I am even a troll anymore! I'm just stress... sadness..." Her body language reflected just how tired she got as she said all this. She was... Thinking about them drained Eridia constantly. "Thinking about opening up to others, just seems wroooong. Because once they're in-- they leave!""They always leave." Tears threatened to spill but she mustered enough energy to resist such thing. "I-I..." She smiled sourly. "I hate myself for pitying you so much." "I don't blame you-- I don't blame anyone. I did this to myself, it's my fault. Everything is my fault. I wanted to kill the me underneath. That fact haunted my days and nights. When you realize you hate yourself so much, when you realize that you cannot stand who you are, and this deep spite has been the motivation behind your behavior for many years, your brain can’t quite deal with it."Eridia paused for a moment and blinked. Breathing in and out slowly, trying to shake those feelings away for the time of being and forcing a smile to her lips as she looked at Nucleo once more. "Do you constantly feel this? Because that is what self-loathing is my dear. Mental breakdowns for vague reasons... Do you experience that? No sleep, puffy eyes, screaming, dying, rocking back and forth wondering why-- wishing to be anywhere else but here." She sniffled. “When we don't know who to hate darling, we hate ourselves." The highblood shrugged. "Think about it my dear. If you had someone in your life treating you the way you treat yourself, you would have gotten rid of them a long time ago...”Eridia ran her free hand through her curls as she thought about his case. First crush, first kiss... That didn't mean they would be a thing-- unless, of course, the other party reciprocated the feeling. "It's alright to feel such way. It will go away in time. Maybe not tonight or even today, maybe not even tomorrow either. But someday... Someday you'll be ok.""You just need hope." She smiled. "Just know my darling: "Things aren't always what they seem. Sometimes you have to kiss a few frogs before you find your prince or princess!" She chuckled out a bit genuinely. "My~ You sure know how to paint one's nails!" She said, looking at his work. "Very nice job!"
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