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 Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 3:16 am
So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life.
So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop
So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon.
The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 6:35 pm
Tobi Kaito So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life. So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon. The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl Tobi you're going to be ok. It's going to work out you just have to breathe.. even if you end up with your bro you can always go move with your friend after... you're never as stuck as you feel... don't make excuses why you can't do something make a plan so you can.. ^.~ it's going to be fine. Ps I'm a Gemini XD
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 6:42 pm
Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life. So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon. The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl Tobi you're going to be ok. It's going to work out you just have to breathe.. even if you end up with your bro you can always go move with your friend after... you're never as stuck as you feel... don't make excuses why you can't do something make a plan so you can.. ^.~ it's going to be fine. Ps I'm a Gemini XD I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 7:22 pm
Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life. So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon. The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl Tobi you're going to be ok. It's going to work out you just have to breathe.. even if you end up with your bro you can always go move with your friend after... you're never as stuck as you feel... don't make excuses why you can't do something make a plan so you can.. ^.~ it's going to be fine. Ps I'm a Gemini XD I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee -hug- it's all good I'm sure it will all work out
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 7:27 pm
Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life. So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon. The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl Tobi you're going to be ok. It's going to work out you just have to breathe.. even if you end up with your bro you can always go move with your friend after... you're never as stuck as you feel... don't make excuses why you can't do something make a plan so you can.. ^.~ it's going to be fine. Ps I'm a Gemini XD I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee -hug- it's all good I'm sure it will all work out Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all.
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 7:43 pm
Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life. So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon. The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl Tobi you're going to be ok. It's going to work out you just have to breathe.. even if you end up with your bro you can always go move with your friend after... you're never as stuck as you feel... don't make excuses why you can't do something make a plan so you can.. ^.~ it's going to be fine. Ps I'm a Gemini XD I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee -hug- it's all good I'm sure it will all work out Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all. Everyone needs to vent now an then
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 7:49 pm
Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito So I woke up from a painful stressful panic attack due to my life. So my dad has had Alzheimer's since I was 12 we all just found out in July. All my older brothers and sisters want dad's money and none of them want me at all in fact my older brother Jim told me in quote and short and sweet version "When you live with me you'll be my human meat puppet." ( I know that wasn't sweet but better then what I would and wanted to have said. sweatdrop ) Any way as some of you may know I plan to move in with my friend in a apartment in Logan Utah problem is my friend has no notice on the progress yet and it's almost winter my older siblings talk of tossing dad into a home by January maybe if not later in that year none of them listen to me at all so the good older siblings know nothing of the bad ones intentions of just wanting dad's cash and not caring about me but they're too busy to have me in life so only sibling I can live with is the Gemini mask incarnate of evil I mean no offense to any Geminis here just my older brother Jim is one and is a huge @#$%@$$ to me but good when dad's near so I am in fear of living with him and how life would be short as I see myself offing myself quickly with his living choices for me. gonk Then the stress of when I live with my friend kicks in as starting life quickly caring for myself in a snap my friend has practice as he's way older me I am young and a butt so I fear messing up life. sweatdrop So yeah I am wide awake scared scarred even, and praying my friend gets notice we have a apartment for us both soon. The cry of help is me wanting to just be told life will be fine even if I may not fully believe it so just keep trying to tell me that until I choke on it and get it in my system life will be fine. rofl Tobi you're going to be ok. It's going to work out you just have to breathe.. even if you end up with your bro you can always go move with your friend after... you're never as stuck as you feel... don't make excuses why you can't do something make a plan so you can.. ^.~ it's going to be fine. Ps I'm a Gemini XD I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee -hug- it's all good I'm sure it will all work out Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all. Everyone needs to vent now an then Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 8:18 pm
Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee -hug- it's all good I'm sure it will all work out Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all. Everyone needs to vent now an then Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl XD I'm like one day away from gemcan cusp
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 8:30 pm
Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito I figured you were a Gemini with the zodiac bubble so that's why I said no offense to any also because didn't want to seem judemental to any zodiac. I just had to have my Cancer flip poo moment time as it's just all complicated living life with a dad who has Alzheimer's for years. xp But all the same glad to see people comment on this and help me out. whee -hug- it's all good I'm sure it will all work out Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all. Everyone needs to vent now an then Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl XD I'm like one day away from gemcan cusp Nice. If you were this would be a chat between a crabcat and twin crabs. X3
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 10:28 pm
Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all. Everyone needs to vent now an then Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl XD I'm like one day away from gemcan cusp Nice. If you were this would be a chat between a crabcat and twin crabs. X3 Lmao
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2016 10:44 pm
Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Yeah same here now that I had the time to relax from it all. Everyone needs to vent now an then Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl XD I'm like one day away from gemcan cusp Nice. If you were this would be a chat between a crabcat and twin crabs. X3 Lmao So you doing well? :3
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2016 12:34 am
Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl XD I'm like one day away from gemcan cusp Nice. If you were this would be a chat between a crabcat and twin crabs. X3 Lmao So you doing well? :3 Mhm doing pretty fine indeed thank you smile
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2016 3:35 am
Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Tairn McBeth Tobi Kaito Very true. And sense I land on the cusp zodiac scale which I honestly just learned about it a week ago when someone in my town was all "Oh so you're the Canceo Cusp." and I was left confused by them. So according to it I got the perks and problems of Cancer and Leo both. rofl XD I'm like one day away from gemcan cusp Nice. If you were this would be a chat between a crabcat and twin crabs. X3 Lmao So you doing well? :3 Mhm doing pretty fine indeed thank you smile You're welcome. :3
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2016 5:46 pm
Deep breaths dude.
My god, I'm sorry if offend, but I really hate your older brother. Holy ********, who says that to their younger sibling?
I really hope you get out of there soon, if not just be strong until you go with your friend. Until then your best bet is to keep on saving your money, go on Craigslist for that housing section, and talk to your friend and keep him/her updated.
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