Pandora stared at the paper in front of her. She wasn't really sure why she was doing this. It wasn't that she didn't want to, it was that she wasn't sure she could do a good job. Pan had never really had a family before, it wasn't until she became a part of her band that she really even ever understood what that word meant. It had always been a thing that had eluded her and when people talked about their families she felt like the odd person out since she had nothing to contribute. She knew there were others like her, but it hadn't taken away the sting every time she thought about it. It was something that was a sore spot even today, especially when Conan talked about his sisters. She didn't blame him for it, it wasn't like her being alone in this world was his fault, and if anything he was more her family than she had ever had previously.
Maybe most people would call her crazy for considering something like this so soon out of school. Of course, it was a huge responsibility and that's what scared her the most, but she had two great guys in her life who she knew would treat any kid she had like it was their own. Maybe that was what had given her the strength to even attempt something like this. Before she met them she wasn't even sure she would have. In the past, having a child was a huge distant thought that made her scared, but now... now was different and she knew it was because of her band. She knew those two goofballs were the closest thing she had to an actual family and that thought gave her the resolve she needed to do this.
Pandora let in a huge breath. Her whole body shook in anticipation as she started filling out the paperwork she'd need to imbue. She hoped the guys (and even Odessa) understood her reasoning and that they didn't mind that she was thinking about bringing a kid into the world. Of course, she should have probably thought about that first before doing this, but she was scared that if she thought about it for too long she'd talk herself out of it. She still wasn't sure if she was ready to be a mother, there were tons of things that could go horribly wrong, but something about it felt right. She just hoped she'd be a good mother and didn't traumatize the kid, though she knew that even if they didn't agree with her, that they'd be there to help bail her out if she really needed it.
After signing the papers, she let out a breath of relief. There, she actually did it. Hopefully, if everything turned out alright, she'd be able to bring home a stone soon. It filled her with both a sense of excitement and one of dread. However, she knew that no matter what she'd try her best and that she'd be there for her child no matter what.
