2/14/16
7:00 AM
-Oh gods! Worst nightmare yet! In the eating part of the kitchen outside [my grandmother]'s room, there was a clump of purple and red-pink or pink-red worm/snake/bamboo like THINGS
One grabbed me by one of my ankles and dragged me to the clump. I tried to fight back but then another grabbed my other ankle and lifted me up. The two dragged me through the hole and into a HUGE mass of baby spiders akin to Muncher Marathon [a level in Donkey Kong Country Returns].
Some of them even got into my nose and mouth! It was awful! Luckily, I was able to summon a bubble shield to force them out and away, and the mass of spiders was gone as well. A brief glimpse of me showed a bumpy face, most likely from the spiders biting me, but I hadn't felt anything.
Later, inside that somewhat cavernous purple and reddish pink realm, I found myself forced to lay down on an altar, webbed up, and left with the impression that a Nerscylla [a large spider like creature in Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate] or a relative or analogue was coming.
All this time [I think it was starting from the moment I was forced onto the altar], some voice was saying to me things like "join us" and "You'll be one of us". I... suspect that bit with me webbed on the altar was the start of a ritual that would make me one of "them", whatever "they" are.
[skipped parts of the journal entry that are unrelated to this nightmare, but the parts after this are after I woke up]
I felt a bit sick from the spiders that entered my body, scared because I was in an area full of spiders, uneasy/worried because I have no idea who or what "they" who wanted me to join them are, and frightened because I was right in position for the ritual, unable to escape.
I probably squirmed in that webbing, but it didn't seem to have much effect. I'm, kinda scared. Why was I chosen for this ritual? Who was it that was going to make me one of "them"? What was I going to become had the ritual gone through before I woke up?