How do I even start this off? Haha...
Ok. So I'm fine with being the single pringle that I am but lately I've just been feeling.. i dunno.. wishing I wasn't.
I mean.. I dunno.. I feel like I'm just missing out you know?
I want to get a significant other even for just a while but at the same time I know I can't and it's irritating if not depressing.
I have issues when it comes to liking others on a more intimate level.
I can't get into liking someone for a long time. Not that I don't like friends and people like that.
But when it comes to getting intimate like potential dating I just can't stay in love or whatever.
Simplest way to put it is - I get bored. I don't mean to either.
I feel so bad for those that honestly do seem to like me(even though it's only been one person.. haha..)
I feel so mean and I hate that I'm like this but I dunno how to fix it.
Not only that but I'm not all that self-confident at times and while it's not always apparent I know I'm not very attractive and I can't really do much about it.
Thus I attract like no one.. besides like my cat... and maybe like a dog or two... >.>
Though I want to date someone I don't want to go about doing so half assed.. I'm not that type of person...
Pretty much the point of this post is me wondering if I should give it a try and even if it comes down to the fact that I'd most likely be dating only for a short while.. or should I just wait..?
Ok. So I'm fine with being the single pringle that I am but lately I've just been feeling.. i dunno.. wishing I wasn't.
I mean.. I dunno.. I feel like I'm just missing out you know?
I want to get a significant other even for just a while but at the same time I know I can't and it's irritating if not depressing.
I have issues when it comes to liking others on a more intimate level.
I can't get into liking someone for a long time. Not that I don't like friends and people like that.
But when it comes to getting intimate like potential dating I just can't stay in love or whatever.
Simplest way to put it is - I get bored. I don't mean to either.
I feel so bad for those that honestly do seem to like me(even though it's only been one person.. haha..)
I feel so mean and I hate that I'm like this but I dunno how to fix it.
Not only that but I'm not all that self-confident at times and while it's not always apparent I know I'm not very attractive and I can't really do much about it.
Thus I attract like no one.. besides like my cat... and maybe like a dog or two... >.>
Though I want to date someone I don't want to go about doing so half assed.. I'm not that type of person...
Pretty much the point of this post is me wondering if I should give it a try and even if it comes down to the fact that I'd most likely be dating only for a short while.. or should I just wait..?
