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PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 6:34 pm


I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake
PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 6:40 pm


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I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake


Though I appreciate you having invited me I don't really understand why. I don't think I did anything so awe inspiring.

I'm glad this site/guild is helping you. Um, if your having a panic attack or problems of any sort your always free to PM me. I might not be able to do much. But sometimes talking to someone is all we really need.

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PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 6:42 pm


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I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake


Though I appreciate you having invited me I don't really understand why. I don't think I did anything so awe inspiring.

I'm glad this site/guild is helping you. Um, if your having a panic attack or problems of any sort your always free to PM me. I might not be able to do much. But sometimes talking to someone is all we really need.


Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk
PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 6:51 pm


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I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake


Though I appreciate you having invited me I don't really understand why. I don't think I did anything so awe inspiring.

I'm glad this site/guild is helping you. Um, if your having a panic attack or problems of any sort your always free to PM me. I might not be able to do much. But sometimes talking to someone is all we really need.


Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk


I've been suicidal and working through a lot of depression issues. I feel bad because my husband always has to drag me back from the brink every
time. So I can empathize there.

I can also empathize with not wanting to be left home alone. For those of us who are Pagan/Wiccan seeing things and hearing things...it happens. It's also for those of us who have been assaulted or see sex offender papers on our door...Thankfully the one benefit of my husband being disabled is he can stay home with me.

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PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 7:00 pm


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I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake


Though I appreciate you having invited me I don't really understand why. I don't think I did anything so awe inspiring.

I'm glad this site/guild is helping you. Um, if your having a panic attack or problems of any sort your always free to PM me. I might not be able to do much. But sometimes talking to someone is all we really need.


Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk


I've been suicidal and working through a lot of depression issues. I feel bad because my husband always has to drag me back from the brink every
time. So I can empathize there.

I can also empathize with not wanting to be left home alone. For those of us who are Pagan/Wiccan seeing things and hearing things...it happens. It's also for those of us who have been assaulted or see sex offender papers on our door...Thankfully the one benefit of my husband being disabled is he can stay home with me.

xD I am a psychic medium for a living that lives on the southside of atlanta. xD I am soooo paranoid because this is where all the murder happens and I am just chilling home alone with the world's tiniest floof (minisheltie) hoping I don't have to beat someone with a skillet today xD Also that is really awesome he is supportive like that biggrin heart
PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 7:22 pm


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I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake


Though I appreciate you having invited me I don't really understand why. I don't think I did anything so awe inspiring.

I'm glad this site/guild is helping you. Um, if your having a panic attack or problems of any sort your always free to PM me. I might not be able to do much. But sometimes talking to someone is all we really need.


Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk


I've been suicidal and working through a lot of depression issues. I feel bad because my husband always has to drag me back from the brink every
time. So I can empathize there.

I can also empathize with not wanting to be left home alone. For those of us who are Pagan/Wiccan seeing things and hearing things...it happens. It's also for those of us who have been assaulted or see sex offender papers on our door...Thankfully the one benefit of my husband being disabled is he can stay home with me.

xD I am a psychic medium for a living that lives on the southside of atlanta. xD I am soooo paranoid because this is where all the murder happens and I am just chilling home alone with the world's tiniest floof (minisheltie) hoping I don't have to beat someone with a skillet today xD Also that is really awesome he is supportive like that biggrin heart


So do you do tarot or pendulum or scrying? I love a lot of white magick and divination.

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PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 7:25 pm


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I'd like to thank you all a lot for joining. Please do invite friends smile

This is therapeutic to me, because I have been having very bad panic attacks and dystopian episodes lately that I have been trying to work through... It has taken a toll on my work and my health, but I found my old gaia album on photobucket and had to come back. Still waiting on my old acct access, support here takes forever...

Anyway, this has given me something I really look forward to, and I invited each of you ladies for a reason -- either I saw you post something helpful, cool, or funny in the forums as I toodled around, and I thought you'd be an awesome part of this.

I can tell this will be a great group already, and I look forward to seeing it grow and 'blossom', pun totally intended. heart heart yum_strawberry yum_cupcake


Though I appreciate you having invited me I don't really understand why. I don't think I did anything so awe inspiring.

I'm glad this site/guild is helping you. Um, if your having a panic attack or problems of any sort your always free to PM me. I might not be able to do much. But sometimes talking to someone is all we really need.


Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk


I've been suicidal and working through a lot of depression issues. I feel bad because my husband always has to drag me back from the brink every
time. So I can empathize there.

I can also empathize with not wanting to be left home alone. For those of us who are Pagan/Wiccan seeing things and hearing things...it happens. It's also for those of us who have been assaulted or see sex offender papers on our door...Thankfully the one benefit of my husband being disabled is he can stay home with me.

xD I am a psychic medium for a living that lives on the southside of atlanta. xD I am soooo paranoid because this is where all the murder happens and I am just chilling home alone with the world's tiniest floof (minisheltie) hoping I don't have to beat someone with a skillet today xD Also that is really awesome he is supportive like that biggrin heart


So do you do tarot or pendulum or scrying? I love a lot of white magick and divination.


Love your avi outfit biggrin
I do all of them. I also do oracle decks, spiritual summoning, evocation, invocation, ritual work, binding, exorcisms, the works. xD I've been at it a few years now and it is why I moved to Atlanta from SC, I needed more opportunities.
PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 7:29 pm


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Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk


I've been suicidal and working through a lot of depression issues. I feel bad because my husband always has to drag me back from the brink every
time. So I can empathize there.

I can also empathize with not wanting to be left home alone. For those of us who are Pagan/Wiccan seeing things and hearing things...it happens. It's also for those of us who have been assaulted or see sex offender papers on our door...Thankfully the one benefit of my husband being disabled is he can stay home with me.

xD I am a psychic medium for a living that lives on the southside of atlanta. xD I am soooo paranoid because this is where all the murder happens and I am just chilling home alone with the world's tiniest floof (minisheltie) hoping I don't have to beat someone with a skillet today xD Also that is really awesome he is supportive like that biggrin heart


So do you do tarot or pendulum or scrying? I love a lot of white magick and divination.


Love your avi outfit biggrin
I do all of them. I also do oracle decks, spiritual summoning, evocation, invocation, ritual work, binding, exorcisms, the works. xD I've been at it a few years now and it is why I moved to Atlanta from SC, I needed more opportunities.


I just got my first oracle deck, some candles, incense, and herbs to start with. I'm a bit new still. There is so much to read and explore. It's so exciting. What path/god do you follow?

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PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 7:41 pm


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Thank you ^^ I usually have it way in check, but my roommate is 27 and has sucidal ideation and has tried to finish the job 2x since being here... it's taking a toll on me bc I have a phobia of being home alone. My other roommate who is my actual best friend is away visiting his boyfriend so I'm like sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop gonk


I've been suicidal and working through a lot of depression issues. I feel bad because my husband always has to drag me back from the brink every
time. So I can empathize there.

I can also empathize with not wanting to be left home alone. For those of us who are Pagan/Wiccan seeing things and hearing things...it happens. It's also for those of us who have been assaulted or see sex offender papers on our door...Thankfully the one benefit of my husband being disabled is he can stay home with me.

xD I am a psychic medium for a living that lives on the southside of atlanta. xD I am soooo paranoid because this is where all the murder happens and I am just chilling home alone with the world's tiniest floof (minisheltie) hoping I don't have to beat someone with a skillet today xD Also that is really awesome he is supportive like that biggrin heart


So do you do tarot or pendulum or scrying? I love a lot of white magick and divination.


Love your avi outfit biggrin
I do all of them. I also do oracle decks, spiritual summoning, evocation, invocation, ritual work, binding, exorcisms, the works. xD I've been at it a few years now and it is why I moved to Atlanta from SC, I needed more opportunities.


I just got my first oracle deck, some candles, incense, and herbs to start with. I'm a bit new still. There is so much to read and explore. It's so exciting. What path/god do you follow?

i am pantheistic with an emphasis on the Khemetic pantheon. I work closely with the Egyptian Neter and Sekhmet is my matron. I do some LHP stuff, but I am mostly a white witch when it comes down to it. I have had to work on all edges of the spectrum though. smile If you ever need advice, feel free to ask!
PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 8:32 pm


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xD I am a psychic medium for a living that lives on the southside of atlanta. xD I am soooo paranoid because this is where all the murder happens and I am just chilling home alone with the world's tiniest floof (minisheltie) hoping I don't have to beat someone with a skillet today xD Also that is really awesome he is supportive like that biggrin heart


So do you do tarot or pendulum or scrying? I love a lot of white magick and divination.


Love your avi outfit biggrin
I do all of them. I also do oracle decks, spiritual summoning, evocation, invocation, ritual work, binding, exorcisms, the works. xD I've been at it a few years now and it is why I moved to Atlanta from SC, I needed more opportunities.


I just got my first oracle deck, some candles, incense, and herbs to start with. I'm a bit new still. There is so much to read and explore. It's so exciting. What path/god do you follow?

i am pantheistic with an emphasis on the Khemetic pantheon. I work closely with the Egyptian Neter and Sekhmet is my matron. I do some LHP stuff, but I am mostly a white witch when it comes down to it. I have had to work on all edges of the spectrum though. smile If you ever need advice, feel free to ask!


I'm eletic pagan. I work exclusively with Ares. I couldn't call myself Hellenic Polytheist because Ares is in many pantheons under many different names. Also um, when you look into what a lot of the male Greek gods deemed ******** no. I'm not on board with that. Ares is, "the entertainer of women" he is the father of the amazons. He saved his own daughter even though it could have cost him everything. He is one of the few male gods who wasn't against women. I refuse to be against my own self interest.

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PostPosted: Fri May 20, 2016 10:01 pm


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Sorry to hear about them personal issues.. if you need someone to listen, I'm always here.

I don't have suicidal tendencies but I do spiral to depression sometimes.. I didn't know about it then and when I notice, it'd be too late. I'll sleep for the whole day.. eat less and sleep again.. not really willing to talk to anyone but does anyway cause I don't want them to worry.. but now I can recognize the signs.. and when I see it.. I order food I usually like.. watch something funny and maybe call a friend to distract myself.

Laughter is my defence through pain and loneliness.. all the time.

I also hate being left alone in the house.. I'm paranoid as hell when it comes to murders, holdapers, burglers and the likes. And yet I can't stop myself from watching those kind of shows.

I back read and you guys are very interesting! i don't know anything about magic and the works but it's very fascinating to me. although it's something I'll never touch.. my grandfather and aunts are witch doctors though and very effective. I strongly believe in the supernatural cause I used to live in a house full of them.
PostPosted: Sat May 21, 2016 12:39 am


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Sorry to hear about them personal issues.. if you need someone to listen, I'm always here.

I don't have suicidal tendencies but I do spiral to depression sometimes.. I didn't know about it then and when I notice, it'd be too late. I'll sleep for the whole day.. eat less and sleep again.. not really willing to talk to anyone but does anyway cause I don't want them to worry.. but now I can recognize the signs.. and when I see it.. I order food I usually like.. watch something funny and maybe call a friend to distract myself.

Laughter is my defence through pain and loneliness.. all the time.

I also hate being left alone in the house.. I'm paranoid as hell when it comes to murders, holdapers, burglers and the likes. And yet I can't stop myself from watching those kind of shows.

I back read and you guys are very interesting! i don't know anything about magic and the works but it's very fascinating to me. although it's something I'll never touch.. my grandfather and aunts are witch doctors though and very effective. I strongly believe in the supernatural cause I used to live in a house full of them.


Huh? I didn't think I was very interesting but thanks I guess. Magick is something I always had a deep connection with as a child. But it isn't until recently that I found my way. I grew up in a Christian household which did not allow me the freedom to explore any other options.

I tend to be the comedian in my relationship and amongst my group of friends. Having a good sense of humor does help deal with the pain. I love irony and observational humor. My favorite genre of movie is comedy.

I can also feel you about watching shows with murder and stuff. I love horror movies because they often have occult themes. I loved The Grudge movies. I love poltergeist themed ones the most. Serial killers can be put in jail by man. Evil spirits...it's far harder to even get anyone to believe you. It's so much harder to defend against them.

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PostPosted: Sat May 21, 2016 12:42 am


That's why I get all messed up about those movies where someone is seeing something paranormal and gets thrown into the asylum or something. It scares the fluff outta me xD
PostPosted: Sat May 21, 2016 1:04 am


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That's why I get all messed up about those movies where someone is seeing something paranormal and gets thrown into the asylum or something. It scares the fluff outta me xD


Irl it just makes me very careful who I discuss metaphysical topics with. I don't like when people don't believe me. But even worse than not believing me is thinking I'm crazy or a freak for what many people see.

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PostPosted: Sat May 21, 2016 3:11 am


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That's why I get all messed up about those movies where someone is seeing something paranormal and gets thrown into the asylum or something. It scares the fluff outta me xD


Ah, see I just get scared coz I think I'm gonna get possessed :S Espically during the night when my bf works nights sweatdrop
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