Things were lonely. Lerin had always been surrounded by people. She had her family growing up and her twin who was always beside her. Then during school she had her friends and still her twin, and when she had graduated she had Seth and Allie, but they weren’t there anymore. She didn’t know where they had gone. She hoped that they would come back. She did but it was lonely. Nasai had her own life and her own family. While Lerin still had frostbite, they were separated a good chunk of the time. She wanted something to fill the gap. Someone who would always be by frostbite’s side, much like when she was younger and had her twin. However what if Allie and seth came back and there she was with another child. Would they think she moved on and had left them? However she wasn’t an optimist she had never been an optimist and she was faced with. Well what if they never did. Lerin was petty enough that she wanted someone with her genes no matter how special frost was to her. She didn’t think she would ever be as completely in love as she had been but she could love her children. She would have to shape up, have a long talk with Frost and clean up around the apartment, cut back on some of her research work for the school. It definitely wouldn’t be a mixer. Lerin didn’t want any one new in her life to help raise the kid. Well at least not at this moment and she had plenty of support with her sister and Morin. Some of her old friends had imbued no problems and she wanted to take this new step. It would be challenging but maybe, just maybe things wouldn’t be so lonely.
