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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2016 8:07 am
He'd already been out at some club, though he hadn't known the name of it when his college friends had dragged him along. It didn't what it was called, it wasn't Axton's usual scene, he'd only come along because he hadn't had any other plans for the evening. The likelihood of him returning after tonight were pretty slim. But they had beer, and they had liquor, and that was really all you needed New Year's Eve. The text had been unexpected, but certainly not unwelcome. Axton hadn't talked to Dessy in a few weeks. She'd seemed busy, so he hadn't pushed. Waiting for her to come to him again, if she'd wanted. So when his phone had buzzed, and he'd drawn it out with a laugh as someone pushed another drink into his freehand, his features sobered for just a moment as he looked down at the message. Without much thought to it he sent one back. Quote: Text to Dessy: Always. Where are you? She could come to him, or he could go to her, it didn't matter. His friends wouldn't really miss him, not as trashed as they were, and if he were honest, they weren't that close anyways. Axton didn't feel in particular loyalty to them, not even having shared an apartment with them.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2016 3:13 am
The phone buzzed in her hand, and she was so surprised it fell from her hands with a light clatter against the pavement as Desdemona gasped. It was a good thing she was already sitting down. She fumbled to pick it up again, cursing her own lack of foresight when it came to the alcohol; it'd done nothing to help her night, and it'd just made her clumsy, in more ways than one.
Idly flicking her tongue over the broken skin of her lower lip, a surge of - something washed over her when she saw the text sitting that'd come when she'd expected nothing at all.
Always.
It seemed a bit much. But then, she was a bit silly right now, so perhaps that was why. Desdemona stared at it for a long moment, trying to process it beyond the 'always', and resisted the urge to write back that she didn't in fact know where the hell she was beyond 'alley'. With a grunt and some effort, she pushed herself back to her feet again, her hair hanging in her face and for the first time begrudgingly aware of the chill against her exposed skin as she made her way towards the street.
Finally, she texted back street, the name of the club, and:
Quote: Text to Ax: Can you take me back to your place? - or anywhere. Anywhere is fine.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2016 7:13 am
He was weaving his way through the crowd towards the door when the second text through, but he waited until he could extract himself from the jumble of drunk party-goers before checking it. And it was probably for the best, or he might have dropped his phone, given the nature of the text and his reaction to it. Surprise. But if she wanted to escape the bar scene for the night that was fine. Axton liked drinking, and he liked bars, but he'd be a fool not to take a pretty girl up on a request to head back to his apartment. He might have been cavalier and lazy, but Ax was no fool. Quote: Text to Dessy: Be there in a few minutes, you're not far from me. He might not have known the name of the place he'd been dragged to, but he had paid attention to how they'd gotten there. Stuffing his hands deep into his pockets for warmth, Axton headed outside and made his way down the sidewalk. He had three blocks to go, and no coat. The man walked quickly.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2016 6:05 am
A few minutes. With no watch and no desire to fish out her phone again, it felt longer than it was. She was aware of the cold, alike and unlike her awareness of the temperature as Amphitrite - no, it didn't really bother her, but not for the same reasons. It was no aspect of magic. Be it the alcohol or something deeper and darker in her tonight, she was more or less numb to it.
Which was probably why when she finally saw Axton, who she never really doubted would come once he'd texted her, she moved towards him as quickly as she did. It wasn't exactly a run, but it was faster than her typical saunter of a walk would have been - and she did not exactly throw herself at him, but her fingers trembled. Easy enough to attribute to the chill in the air.
She opened her mouth to say something - but found that nothing came.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2016 7:17 am
He saw her maybe a handful of seconds before her eyes found him, and what he saw drew a concerned frown across his face as she pushed away from the wall and practically ran for him. Opening his arms to draw him in against her was thoughtless, automatic, as was the brush if fingers at the back of her head, over the softness of seafoam hair. Were her hands trembling? "Hey Gorgeous." Was she just cold, or was there something wrong? What was he seeing in those pretty eyes when she looked up at him, lips parting but no words coming.
Ax smiled gently, large hands moving to capture both her much smaller ones, and he brought them up, breath warm against her knuckles. "Let's go. We can start walking, hail a cab when we see one." There was a restless energy to her that made him think going back inside wasn't going to be an option. He didn't live far, it wouldn't take that long to get there. It'd just be a cold walk.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2016 2:27 am
He was warm, she realized - almost too warm, suddenly much more desirable for it. It wasn't exactly a matter of need, or she did not want it to be. Amphitrite didn't really need anyone anymore. But she was - she was Desdemona right now, and - what did that even matter, Desdemona was not real, was not needed, was not - how could someone so unnecessary in turn need anyone else?
It was a convoluted series of thoughts that hardly even made any sense to her, and it frustrated her. She was stronger than this, stronger than anyone, and still - being in his arms felt -
Would you have come if I didn't sleep with you?
What a stupid question. Even stupider for the fact that it had been on her terms. It wasn't as though she didn't want it.
His breath was warm and sweet against her knuckles. Her hands, though smaller, were not as soft as expected. She had worked hard to make more of herself this year. Even now one set of knuckles quietly throbbed from punching the man in the bathroom.
Some pain, though, was satisfying.
She nodded mutely, trying to at least smile for him, to at least put on a show. Her face ached to do it, so she stopped, instead settling into step behind him and hailing the first cab that she saw.
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Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2016 2:28 pm
The smile she gave him seemed to swim on the surface of a sea of emotions that he couldn't read. There and gone too quickly, and it made his own falter, pale features pulling into puzzled lines as she turned and started walked down the street. Ax fell into step behind her, reaching out to catch her hand just as she hailed a passing taxi. That was convenient. The interior of the cab was a lot warmer than the streets, but all the same he was reaching for her, tugging her in against his side as he gave the driver his address. "Are you alright?" It was said in a soft, warm brush against her ear. Almost inaudible. Fingers coming up to brush a wind swept bit of seafoam blue away from her cheek. The chill had left her cheeks flushed.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2016 5:07 am
The correct response, and her typical one, would have probably been something like of course, now that you're here darling. Except this was not typical, not of her, not of the situation - what about her was typical? She was not a typical girl living a typical life, and had not been for - for as long as she'd known herself.
Inwardly, she made a mental note never to drink so much again. She hoped she would remember that promise to herself by sunrise.
Outwardly, she shut her eyes as he gently brushed hair away from her cheek, tilting her head lightly towards him, a smile curling the edges of her lips still.
"No."
A soft peal of laughter, almost a giggle, but not quite, escaped her as Desdemona let a hand come to rest on his thigh, caressing it shamelessly given where they were.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2016 9:16 am
She was an enigma, a series of contradictions and surprises that always kept him guessing, and always coming back for more. Attached, more than he'd admit, not even to himself. Feelings were tricky things, hard to read, harder to understand. Messy. The turn into his touch had him spreading his fingers along her cheek so they'd drift back into her hair as she moved, and he echoed that soft smile, but his was colored with concern. No. It was just one word, and the slide if her palm along his thigh was a mask, a distraction, an escape. Ax drew in a breath, letting it out in a slow rush that tapered in a small, almost helpless laugh. He wasn't usually indecisive, but something about Des made him question himself, overthink things, and he was thinking too hard now as that soft touch continued to crawl up his thigh. "Des..." He didn't even know what he meant to say. The cab stopped, the cabby turned to bud them a good night, and Ax was more than happy to pay the man, drawing Des out into the cold and against his chest as he backed along the sidewalk outside his apartment building. A brush of fingers against her chin to top her head up, and he bent down catching her lips in a warm kiss. Whatever she needed, he was there for her.
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Posted: Thu Apr 14, 2016 6:00 pm
Desdemona wished kisses did more for her. Some people drew comfort from things like that, didn't they? - wouldn't some people look at this and hum to themselves 'ah, how romantic'. By all accounts it was. It checked every box under what they packaged behind crisp plastic and sold to teenage girls, some fantasy to aspire towards. She'd heard stories, too, or knew of them in her own disjointed way, where one kiss was enough to wash away any trace of pain, doubt, uncertainty. Did that simply not apply to people like her? - was she too strong to seek refuge in it, or had her initial weakness that had brought her to Laurelite's hand been enough to taint any affection to come?
Not that she didn't enjoy it. She had with Emory, she had with others, and she did now, sweeping her arms around his neck, tasting of beer as she kissed him back, deeply. There was a lot of potential for enjoyment in gestures and acts like these, relishing other peoples' bodies and savoring it when they appreciated her own. But here, now, it quietly ate at her more than ever, the burning ache of wishing it could be more, even just once.
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Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2016 7:19 am
He would be whatever, whoever she needed him to be for her. Whatever has caused her to reach out for help, for him, he would do everything in his power to chase it away. If that meant providing a distraction, the taste of liquor on his tongue and the warm brush of his hands where they smoothed at the small of her back, then that was what he would give her. Easily. Eagerly. But they couldn't linger on the street. It wasn't the passing foot traffic, but the cold chill of winter settling around them again. Even if it didn't feel quite so frigid now. So he'd continue to angle them for the stairs leading up to the apartments front door, groping behind her for the handle, the keypad behind it, and only drew back, breathlessly, when he found it. The first attempt at the code was clumsy, the second a success, and he pulled the door open, ushering her in before him. Free hand still resting verily solidly on the small of her back.
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