Ciel had decided to visit her parents grave stone, it was going to be the closest she would get to being able to celebrate Christmas with her mother and father like before. She put on a nice white suit and skirt with a long white coat, she decided to wear heels instead of her normal boots since she figured it was more proper.

She went to a flower shop and bought two large boutiques of white roses, her mother's favorite. After that she took a taxi to the cemetery her parents were buried in.

"Salut Mama and Papa." She said in a soft voice to the grave as she placed the flowers on the headstones. "I'm sorry I haven't been here to see you since the funeral. It's just things have been so busy….no that's a lie. I've been, I don't scared…ashamed to see you. I wasn't honest with you guys when you were alive." She said in a shaking voice, the rational part of her wasn't sure what good talking to graves would do but she felt like she owed her parents the truth and this was the closest she could get to talking to them.

"Several months ago I became a magical knight; I've been fighting these monsters called youma and the people who make them, these really evil people called the Negaverse." She explained. "I think it was because of this you were both killed, the monster that attacked you was a youma. I think it sense me and came to our house while I was away. I'm so sorry Mama and Papa, I should have told I should have trusted you!" Tears were now streaming down her cheeks.

"And Papa I'm so so sorry for what I said that night, I was angry and I said something really dumb. But I loved you and Mama more than I could ever say. Oh God I miss you both so much. Mama I miss your warm hugs and when you would read with me or tell me about your next book. Papa I miss you praising me when I did good in school or when you would help me finish my homework when it was too difficult for me to figure out on my own, I even miss getting lectured at by you. I wish you both were here so that I could you all this in person." She said as she sobbed in front of the gravestones.

"But it's not all bad." She said after she had cried for a bit, she wiped some of the tears. "I've made some new friends as a knight. There's this senshi, that's like a magical girl by the way, named Penthe who is really cool and sweet and she's like a big sister to me and another senshi named Chaonis who has saved my life twice now. There's also some other knights like me who I'm friends with: Hver, Camelot, Babylon, and Bimini. They're all so nice and they're like a second family to me."

She just stayed there for a while telling the gravestones about the things she'd done and experienced, until the sun started to set. "Well, I should probably head back now. I promise I'll come here more often now. Joyeux Noël Mama and Papa!" She said as a few tears escaped from her eyes as she got up to leave.