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Reply { ARCHIVED } ----------------- Day Zero, Sept 2015
[c prp] to know yourself, to need no well [jenny&caroline]

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Wicked Shadow

PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 2:14 am


Jenny sighed almost serenely, pushing back a strand of graying ginger hair behind one ear. it had been some time since she'd managed to pull that stunt, and yet, she'd executed it with flawless timing. And now, Caroline, sweet Caroline, was losing her s**t.

Sometimes it was hard to believe they'd ever lived past the seventies, let alone gotten this far.

"Caaarroooline!" Jenny called, sing-song, her grating voice echoing out too-loud over the screeching sound of machines. "Where areeee you, sister mine!"

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 2:25 am


From the sight of her, it was frankly a wonder that Caroline ever made it to adulthood at all, because she was acting exactly like a child.

The absolute mess of a woman was sitting on the floor beneath a bar stool, fingers knotted tightly into her hair as she clutched her head and swayed as though she might fall over. She always managed to right herself again just in time, but the split second of conscious thought required to tell body to sit up again was enough to remind her why she felt like this in the first place, and her furious yelling started all over again.

When she heard her name it sounded so far away, somehow managing to feel like needles in her ear at the same time. One hand untangled itself from her hair to pry the radio off of her belt and throw it across the room, but it didn't stop the sound.

"....god, ******** THE ******** AWAY, JENNY. I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW."

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Wicked Shadow

PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 11:49 am


Jenny did not, in fact, abide. Instead, she wrapped gnarled fingers around a nearby barstool and dragged it over, safely outside the Caroline Destruction Circle, beaming a toothing smile.

"Don't tell me you've missed me that much, Carrie," Jenny said, taking a seat on the stool backwards, wrapping her arms around the back of it, swinging her feet a little.

"What have you been up to all these years, huh? Still hunting after ghosts? Married to that, what's his name? Herbert?"

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 1:47 pm


"I can't tell you how much I missed you," she snarled, "because I've forgotten the amount in the thirty ******** years it's been you c**t."

It seemed that she had no intention of growing up beyond her childish level of tantrum yet--a few choice words aside--because the first thing she did after she finished her sentence was kick the leg of an empty stool with enough force that it toppled easily over and clattered to the ground several feet away. Then she went right back to muttering, pressing her hands against the side of her face.

"...left me, left me, god damnit--trapped in that--trapped, trapped--"

And without warning, she snapped right out of it to scramble up and snatch fistfuls of Jenny's shirt, yanking her forcefully forward and out of the chair, which joined its brethren on the floor near them.

"OVER TWENTY YEARS," she screeched, eyes wild and wet with tears. "I had to spend in that--that--Victor and--"

She couldn't seem to choose between shaking Jenny to death and holding her, but finally settled into a crushing hug. Still, her words alternated between sobbing and angrily fuming.

"--********> kept me locked up with that demon you--trapped, I was trapped, I was trapped--you didn't do s**t!"

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Wicked Shadow

PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 4:23 pm


And then there was, admittedly, an undignified yelp, swallowed up in the laugh that tapered down into breathless wheezing, And Genevieve Sette O'Leary's brain ticked into overdrive, parsing fragments of sentences into meanings of a whole. Fury was a symptom and, unknowingly to them both, fear was the cause.

Jenny, just Jenny, not Red Jenny, not Lucky Seven, not Genevieve Sette, just Jenny, laid a hand on Caroline's wild nest of red hair, and tucked it under a bony chin.

"The fruit of your loins turned out rotten, huh? Mine too. You're right. I didn't do s**t. It's why I sort of left it in Wade's hands. Didn't really-- much think of yours."

It was strange, really. For all Jenny had known, Caroline was supposed to be dead and buried, wasted away in a house with white paint and regal interiors, heavy drapes pulled closed and a recalcitrant daughter that had, according to rumor, taken scissors to a boy's chest when her own daughter had thrown fits at shadows in shopping malls and screamed at every attempt at comfort.

And yet here, in this casino with human on the menu and a collar around every neck, clad in green and fake ivy, her own hair greying from age and undying humans littered all around them, their own childish nightmares born anew and raised out of the dark and made real--

Perhaps the dead walking and screaming and crying and clinging, as little sisters were wont to do, was not so strange as the rest of it.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Caroline. I wish I could take it all back. I just-- left, and once I left, it was hard to come back."

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 8:26 pm


For the most part, she seemed to settle down when her head was tucked beneath Jenny's chin. The only exception came for a second when her sister spoke - she lurched once and slipped right back into hyperventilating.

"No, no, not rotten, no," she corrected, voice fractured with hurt. "My baby was fine, my baby was perfect, my little girl was born dead. And when they brought her back--they lost her, they lost her somewhere, they lost my baby. Wasn't my baby they gave me. Wouldn't cry. Wouldn't latch. Wouldn't look at me. And ******** Victor--he wouldn't let me...I just--he raised himself a pet monster."

"Yours hated her. Yours knew too. Heard them screaming all the time when I was...when I was...was--wish I could've kept yours for you. Wish I could've...I wish..."

Every part of her was still flooded with adrenaline, the influx of panic that refused again and again to go away, and the only good it did was keep her from getting furious again when she heard her sister say it was too hard.

All she could do was clench her teeth and cry against her, because she knew it really would have been.

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Wicked Shadow

PostPosted: Fri Sep 25, 2015 1:21 am


"I know," Jenny said, a calm and quiet reminder, because she did. She remembered the budding rivalry, had heard it in phone calls while in the alps, read it in letters while in New Mexico, listened to it over crackling pay phones in New Brunswick.

"They were difficult. Yours became a monster and mine ran wild. She ran off to join the circus, you know. After you died. That's not a metaphor. The <******** circus, Carrie. Wade told me after she died, a few years back."

All the while, Jenny carded bony, calloused fingers through tangled, limp hair, a stronger red than her own coppery brass run through with strings of grey, her own face quietly wet. "We weren't cut out, for that. Why did we listen, when they told us it was best? That it was the good and right way to be?"

A half whispered question to ghosts long dead, looming shadows still haunting.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 25, 2015 1:34 am


It didn't surprise her one bit when Jenny said hers ran off to the circus. It surprised her so little that she gave a snort of laughter, thinking back to all the times the child (seemingly literally) bounced off of the walls and ran laps through her hallways as that creature cried about upsetting her father.

She offered no apologies or condolences about the girl's death - she'd already mourned her, and assumed if her sister ever wanted to that she'd have already done the same - and didn't take the time to explain the persisting life of the thing-that-wasn't-her-daughter. The fingers in her hair calmed her enough that her body relaxed and her skin no longer felt like electricity, and let her think about those questions with more clarity than she needed. More than she wanted.

The answer wasn't that hard to find, but it never had been. It was just one of those truths hidden away in a place too easily forgotten.

"We believed the wrong people when they said we were tame."

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Wicked Shadow

PostPosted: Fri Sep 25, 2015 1:32 pm


Jenny lifted her sister, so they could stand in the wreckage of her rage. At her own side there was the steel line of a crowbar and at her blood's there was the cruel line of a whip, and while they'd never made it to an island a long, long way away, once upon a time obscured by fog, they were hunters in their own way.

"They tried to break our teeth and trim our claws, to run off the thorns of our stems. But nature grows back in the ruins of society's downfall, and we are strong and we were right."

A grin twisted Jenny's lips, and this was something that they shared, more than ragdolls or books or boys.

"Everything was out to get us."

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{ ARCHIVED } ----------------- Day Zero, Sept 2015

 
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