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Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 10:43 pm
Ida-- It's strange for me to realize that I hardly know you. I feel like we've spoken so many times in dreams, but we've hardly ever spoken in the here and now. It seems like that problem is easily remedied - let me know a time and place, and how you like your coffee. --Babylon Babylon sat on a retaining wall, perched carefully so that he didn't squash the carefully arranged landscaping behind him. He had his lantern to one side, a to-go tray of iced lattes and muffins to the other, and kicked his legs back and forth as he looked up and down the street. "Ready when you are, Ida," he said into his ring. "Let me know if you're running late. Coffee's gonna get watery." Whimsical Blue IT'S A SHORT START but it's a start
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Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2015 7:58 pm
The message that had appeared on her senshi phone had come as a surprise. It wasn't often that she got messages, particularly from knights. And this was the first time Babylon had ever messaged her.
Babylon, the first knight she knew of to glow like she did. Who had greeted her as Princess the first time they had met officially.
He was nice, and it was for that that she agreed to come out to meet him. At least with him around, she'd feel marginally safer being out and about. Which... was stupid, really. The things that had happened, they could have happened whether she was alone or not... but it just felt a little better, not to be alone. At least if she wasn't alone, someone would know when she disappeared, right?
The Knight was waiting for her, when she arrived, and she put on a small smile as she approached. Her phone binged with the message he'd sent her and she shrugged as she lengthened her stride to step up to the wall.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to keep you waiting." She said as she held out a hand to him, symbol glowing in her palm. "I got a little distracted on the way over and needed to dust a youma. Its really good to see you again, Babylon. How have you been?"
Small talk was easy, when you actually cared to hear the answer. It was a lot easier than other, deeper conversations, and more comfortable.
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Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2015 11:00 pm
It wasn't hard to pick out a transcendent senshi's approach. Bright energy radiated off Ida in gentle waves, and Babylon stood to meet her approach. He shook her offered hand (after deciding that kissing it would have been too corny), and then picked up one of the iced coffees and offered it to her. "I keep my promises," explained Babylon, sitting back down. "I've been well. That dust-up on Maia was interesting, to say the least." It made him wonder if there was Chaos lurking on other worlds as well. He doubted there was anything dark at Babylon, but the surface of Mercury was dotted in wonders... and most of them were abandoned. Untended wounds were the most likely to fester, weren't they? "And that's quite alright - duty calls." He picked up his coffee and took a long sip from it, then patted a spot next to him on the wall. "Sorry if this is weird. I - I feel like we're already friends. Those dreams... I mean. They were real, in some timeline... if not necessarily this one." Definitely not this one.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2015 6:37 pm
The greeting was well received, drawing a smile onto Ida's face for a moment as she shook his hand and took the drink he offered. It was something Athene liked to do too, bringing drinks to meetings with people. As he sat and patted the wall beside him, she came to stand at his side and slid back to sit on the wall as well, her heels catching on protruding stone to give her lap support. The coffee settled into it, brown fingers curled around sides damp from condensation.
"Finding Chaos on Maia was strange and upsetting..." She said softly in agreement. "I don't like the idea of it being on our worlds, even if that turned out to be the only instance."
Ida's lips curved in another small smile, a fleeting expression.
"I would like to think of us as friends, even if we don't know each other well yet. I'm starting to doubt the dreams are real though. Maybe we just had a mass hallucination, caused by some kind of wild magic. I don't know... Its all very confusing and I don't know what to think any more."
It was tempting, to share her worries with him, but she pressed her lips together instead. He didn't need to hear about it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 19, 2015 12:13 pm
Babylon nodded. "It definitely complicates things," he said. Fighting Chaos on Earth was difficult enough. Did what had happened on Maia mean that any one of their side could be eaten way from within by Chaos? "We were lucky that there were as many of us there who were transcendent as there was. Otherwise. things could have gone very differently." What was becoming clear to him was that transcendence might have been one of the strongest weapons available to them in the war against Chaos. Being immune to corruption definitely made life a lot simpler. It had kept them safe in the fight against the tree. If they'd failed, well... he doubted he and Ida would be here, having this conversation. He frowned slightly. "I'm not sure what kind of magic would have caused that, whether they were hallucinations, or an aborted future of some kind." His biggest worry lately was that it was the foreshock of some bigger disaster, as such dreams tended to be. There was a historical precedence that there was something worse waiting in the wings... but it had been nearly a year. "We can rest assured that it won't be coming true," he said. "Too much has changed... but I think there's some truth to them. For good or for bad, we all have the potential within us to be the people we saw. A princess. A leader. A royal knight." He hesitated. He wasn't proud of what he'd seen himself do as Order's darkest hour approached. "A coward. We create our future. We can live up to it. Or defy it."
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Posted: Sat Sep 19, 2015 4:09 pm
"I'm glad we were there to help her." Ida said softly. "Maia is my friend, and her brother too. It would have been awful if something had happened to her."
It was awful any time something happened to the people she knew and had come to care about. It seemed to happen a lot recently... Losses stacked on top of losses, feeding insecurity and guilt. She had a list of names in her head of people they had lost in the colosseum off world. They felt like they were imprinted on her brain, on the inside of her skull beside others. Sometimes the sheer number of then weighed on her, pushing down on her until she wasn't sure she could stand up under them. Especially those she counted personal failures... those were the heaviest.
Ida shrugged lightly, finally bringing the drink to her mouth to sip at it, trying to cover some of her unease over the 'memories' they shared.
"There is a lot of strange magic and creatures that we've seen and couldn't explain. It doesn't feel like having memories pushed into our minds can be that far out of possibility." Her shoulders lowered and shifted forward a little, hunching as she listened to him. She didn't think she had the potential he spoke of... not any more. The person she had been to get that sort of power... she couldn't remember ever feeling as weak as she did these days. Just like something had changed to negate those memories, they had negated that with everything else.
It was probably better that way, anyway. She hadn't saved anything, but being a princess. She'd tried, but ultimately, she had failed, like she did so many things. It would be better for that power to go to someone else, someone who would do better with it... like Ganymede. Gany was beautiful and strong. Surely she'd do better with her new power than Ida had in her memories.
"I think I said the same thing to Hver, once." Ida said softly, sparked by a small memory. "She was talking about how the memory of herself in her past life made her nervous, I think. And I told her it was just someone she used to be, not someone she had become. She could, if she wanted to. I suppose its true of all of us, like you said. All these ideas of who we're supposed to be, who we could be, isn't who we are now, they're just... possibilities. Our real selves are who we are right now, we don't have to be anyone else unless we want to be."
"I don't know." Ida laughed abruptly, waving that away with a hand. "I'm not making any sense, I'm sorry. I've been kinda mopey lately and it makes me wander a lot when I talk. Anyway... you should tell me about yourself, maybe. I'm going to school for nursing right now, though I suppose that's not a surprise. Living with two other senshi in a little apartment, Athene and Vespa."
Thinking about the memories and true selves and things was sort of a depressing topic... and they'd come here to get to know each other, right? No way to do that without starting with some sharing.
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2015 11:48 pm
Babylon smiled - the change of subject was welcome, given that the topic at hand seemed to have run itself out. It wasn't hard to imagine Ida as a nursing student in her civilian life. She'd had her whole field hospital setup in the future - medical care must have come naturally to her in any timeline. "I bet that's never a dull moment," he said, with regards to her housing situation. "It's good to stick together. Safer. I lived with a Negaverse general for a few months and only found out like, waaaaaaay later." He laughed. "That was awkward." "She purified," he added. "I'm dating her now. Avalon." He wasn't totally sure what the punchline to that story was, and it probably wasn't worth lingering over. "I'm a park ranger," he supplied. "And I'm eventually gonna quit the outdoor outfitters retail gig, but the employee discount is really good. And I manage an apartment building. Sailor Gunn put me up to that one. Things ever start to feel too cramped in your apartment, let me know, I can set you up in a building where the neighbors are guaranteed to be on our side." Not that he was trying to make a sales pitch or anything like that.
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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2015 7:20 pm
Ida chuckled softly, thinking about the men she lived with.
"Its nice... neither of them are real loud or wild, so its comfortable at home. They're both good room mates. Neat as pins too, there is hardly a speck of dust anywhere." She said, trying to cover the unease his talk about living with a General gave her. It struck rather close to home... but hers had not had such a happy ending. It was better not to share that though...
"A park ranger sounds interesting! What do you do while you're out there? All I can think is those characters in movies with the khaki pants and walkie talkies out in cabins in the middle of nowhere, but I don't actually know what they do." The young woman said as she eased a smile back onto her face. Her fingers smoothed her skirt down, one set glowing and one not.
"I like living with Athene a lot. We work well together. Vespa is actually supposed to be a guest. We offered him a room when he purified, until he could get back on his feet. He's been with us for quite a while now though, we've gotten pretty used to having him around. I'll keep your apartments in mind though. Its good to know about them, if someone else needs a place. It would be nice to not have to hide anything from the neighbors."
Ida fiddled with her coffee before she sipped it, letting her breath out slowly. "Just living with other senshi has made a big difference already. I don't have to explain anything to them, or if I do, I don't have to hide it. I had a lot of trouble with that, with my family. Now I can just go to school and then go out patrol and come back whenever I want to. No one asks questions."
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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2015 9:22 pm
Babylon laughed. "It is exactly like the movies," he said, "but I'll be the first to admit that I look pretty good in khaki." The uniforms certainly had the potential to be dweeby if you wore them wrong, but he was fit and understood the importance of proper sizing. Pretty much anything could look good when you had nice enough biceps.
"But really," he added, "It's mostly wildlife censuses and school field trips right now. We have different projects for different seasons."
All of a sudden, he went wide-eyed and fumbled for the bakery bag at his side. "I almost forgot!" exclaimed Babylon. "I brought muffins." He held it out to her. "Here."
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Posted: Sat Oct 10, 2015 11:46 pm
It was nice, hearing him laugh, and she couldn't help smiling back at him. His mood was contagious and it was hard to continue to mope with him around.
"I'm sure you do." She giggled. "And that's probably a good thing. It would be horrible to look awful in the uniform you're going to be wearing for years, probably."
It made her wonder if she'd look good in her scrubs. Or if she had. It had never been something she had worried about. Hopefully they weren't completely unflattering, but she supposed even if they were, the job was more important than how she looked doing it. Living in camp had thrown a lot of personal grooming ideas out the window, so to speak.
"So you keep tabs on the animals and the area, and help out visitors? Do you do the work alone, or do you work with other people? I think it would get kind of lonely, if you did it all by yourself... or it would for me." Ida said, drawn out of her thoughts by his sudden fumbling around. She watched him curiously, until he produced a bag and she warmed when he mentioned muffins.
"That was really thoughtful!" The young woman murmured as she leaned over to reach for the bag, tugging the top open to peer inside. "I almost feel like you really went all out bringing coffee and muffins, just to sit and talk with me... People don't usually do so much. I mean, I would have been happy with just you, but this is nice."
It was like something Athene would have done, or Thraen. She almost felt like she should have brought something for him in return. Was it rude that she hadn't?
"Maybe I'll have to bring the coffee and muffins next time."
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2015 10:08 pm
"I work as part of a team," he answered. "We get a lot of school groups through, or camps in the summer. Campers on the weekends." Confronted about the coffee, Babylon laughed. "I wanted to make a good impression," he said bashfully. Ida had cut an impressive figure in his dreams, while he was less than proud of his own actions. when it came down to the wire, Babylon had stuck true to his nature - and run away. If it came down to that again, he wanted to believe that he would stand and fight. But hopefully, the future had changed enough that it wouldn't come to that. "If you want to," he added. "I won't say no. We could make a regular thing of it... It's always good to have friends."
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Posted: Sat Oct 17, 2015 3:50 pm
Ida felt herself warm and she ducked her head as she pulled out a muffin and retreated to her lap and her coffee. She didn't feel like someone you needed to make a good impression with, or someone a person like Babylon would want to make friends with. Which was silly, and she realized it. She had always tried to make friends with the people she met, why should it feel weird to have that turned around on her?
It was so hard, to escape from this way of thinking. The doubts that you were worth any sort of effort from someone else. The thoughts whispered, even when the greater part of her said there had to be something there that was worthwhile, just logically. Her friends would be her friends if she was utterly worthless, right? Hver... That thought made her stomach flip flop a little, warming her. Hver would not care about her if she weren't worth caring about.
"It feels funny, to have someone want to make a good impression with me." She admitted, finally, leaving her muffin in her lap as she curled her fingers around the warm sides of her cup. She had to force herself past the worry, to accept what he tentatively offered. She knew it was good for them both, even if she found it hard to really believe it.
"Don't worry, I came with a good impression of you already. Hvergelmir likes you, and the times someone else has mentioned you, its always been good things. If you want to be friends, that would make me really happy and I'd like to keep visiting like this. I think I've gotten into the habit of not going out much any more. A lot has happened and it makes me nervous to be powered up alone now. I'm afraid something else will happen, which is probably stupid, I guess." Ida rolled her shoulders, an unamused smile flitting across her face.
"Something will happen eventually, whether I go out a lot or a little. Sort of the nature of fighting a war. You get hurt and you lose people. I've just... lost a lot of confidence lately. I used to be a lot better."
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2015 8:40 am
Babylon smiled - although he would do his best to avoid saying so, he was always flattered to hear that others had spoken well of him. It was only natural to want to be liked, and Babylon was the sort to seek validation from his peers. I was afraid I'd made a bad impression, he thought. Abandoning everyone in those future-dreams, running off to my Wonder while the Earth burned.Maybe he'd escaped Ida's notice. "I think it's only natural to get a little jaded. Or a lot jaded," he said, looking for the right words to reassure her. "I know I did. Back in... 2012, must've been, this knight I'd really looked up to corrupted. I couldn't handle it, ran off to Alaska for a year and a half and studied... animal husbandry. Salmon migration. Nerdy stuff. And while I was ignoring this war I never asked to be a part of, bad s**t was happening back in Destiny City." "So," he said, breaking his muffin in half. "Valhalla and Ganymede dragged me back here, one thing lead to another, and I helped a corrupt senshi spring his bonds and leave the dark side for good. Now I try to do that for more people. It's kind of working?" He shrugged, self-effacing as ever. "Sometimes you just need a vacation to get you back on track. But from what I know about you, Ida, you're doing just fine. It's normal to be tired. Take a few weeks off, go somewhere nice, and when you come back, you'll be able to look at all this with new eyes." Whimsical Blue Dadsalon in fine form today.
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Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2015 7:58 pm
Jaded was a good word for it. It was a kind way of putting it. Her eyes drifted from her cup to angle a look at him and her face softened.
It was... nice, to hear that she wasn't the only person who felt this way. Who had found it all too much. He'd even run away from it all, taken a break, and come back. It was hard to imagine herself doing the same, as much as she wanted to.
"I tried to take a break for a little while, just before New Years. I spent a couple of weeks on Ida, doing some thinking and some gardening, until our people were kidnapped and I came back. I thought I was doing better, I really did, until a bunch of us were taken off-world by some insane monster a few months ago. A lot of us died there... and there wasn't anything I could do about it." She shrugged gently. "It was like starting all over again, afterwards. I don't know if just taking a little break is going to help."
She shifted a little bit, a tilt of her head sending her bangs sliding across her cheeks.
"What do you use, to keep going? Is it just... Duty? That there are innocent people who need protecting, because we have the power to do so? It never feels like we make any progress and I start to wonder, sometimes. Which is just... maybe me being a wet blanket. Maybe I just need to suck it up, or something. I've been trying to."
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Posted: Sat Nov 07, 2015 8:18 am
Maybe some people thought of running away to their homeworlds as breaks - to Babylon, it sounded more like a working vacation, which was a complete oxymoron. Maybe she'd found it relaxing - if Babylon were to spend a few weeks on Mercury, he knew he would spend the whole time working - he still hadn't gotten around to replacing the windows in his ancestral home. It was a disgrace. "I heard about that," he said, her description jogging his memory. "Hyperborea said to ask you for more details - I must admit that her description of it didn't really make any sense. But it sounds like it might be better to just let the matter rest." He didn't want to force Ida to bring up bad memories just to satisfy his curiosity. "I don't really need to know." Babylon inhaled through his teeth, thinking her last question over. Duty was a good word for it - his connection to his wonder ran deep, his actions spurred by a sense of familial devotion as much as by anything else. "I like the kind of person being a knight turned me into," he said, after a long moment of thinking it over. "Before I was Babylon... I was immature. I was a brat. People didn't like me. I didn't really like me. But being a knight made me grow up. Now people look up to me. They see all the good parts of me, the guy who's a great listener and a good teacher and a good friend. Take all that away and - I don't want to go back to being that moron kid who thinks that unseasonal Christmas decorations in terrible places qualify as art." He shrugged. "I mean, I realize that's not a terribly helpful answer. I'm sorry."
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