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[R-Doc] Dark Alley Confessionals - Babylon and Cerise

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PostPosted: Fri Aug 07, 2015 11:40 am


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For months, Cerise had been mostly living at Xander’s house. While most of the time, she spent all her time working around his long hospital shifts. Sometimes she would still go out and go to the bars. She just went to dance and have a few drinks. She had been going less and less as she found the nightlife having lost some of its luster if he wasn’t able to go with her. It was at times like this that she would be out and about. She’d be walking down a Destiny City street wondering about herself.

Less than a year ago, she would have been powering up just about now. She’d be going and seducing people to steal their energy for the Negaverse. In all honesty, she didn’t avoid them now for that reason. She failed to perceive any ethical conflicts regarding stealing people’s energy if she didn’t kill them. She had barely managed to get by without accidentally killing someone while learning how far she could drain them to make the most out of her time.

She fell down a rabbit hole of thought as she trotted along. Truth was; she had more of a conscience than she had realized going into it all. Not to mention her personal conflicts in her civilian life. Deep and lost in her revelry of thought she was. Then, a blue glow. A soft blue glow. It seemed a little odd to her the direction it was coming from. She followed it’s faint and vague impression. As it grew larger, she came around a corner to see a man. Her perceptive eyes looked him over from the safe distance.

She had seen enough of the powered life to realize he was someone who also lived that dual life. What side was he on though? She lingered and spied. After a while she discerned the lack of black and overly dark colors must have meant he was for sure not part of the Negaverse. She was pretty sure she should just stay away. She’d done such a good job of keeping her low profile. Yet… curious. So curious. She saw him holding something in his hand. She edged just a bit closer. As she got closer, she could see the glowing blue etched in his skin.

She then thought of an idea to approach him. What if she just pretended that she thought he might be a lost tourist in town. What with the fur lined clothing in this summer heat.


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Babylon was doing his best to stay out of trouble, although that was easier said than done. He’d already skirted a few fights tonight, making sure that the order-side participants seemed capable of handling themselves and that there were no civilians involved and then slipping back into the dark. His aura tended to attract curious - or overly ambitious - negaversers, as well as the odd youma, and he didn’t want to complicate any otherwise straightforward fights simply by being there.

Despite his better efforts, he’d already had to dust a youma tonight. It was growing late, and he didn’t want to have to fight another, so Babylon was preparing to pack it in and head home. He didn’t feel the civilian approach, because of course he didn’t - civilians had no auras. It was possibly even a little embarrassing how close she’d gotten without him noticing - he was supposed to have more situational awareness than that!

A light blush colored his cheeks. “Um,” said Babylon. “I was just… leaving.”

It wasn’t good to be seen by civilians, he thought. Usually, having knowledge of the underworld got people into a lot of trouble (unless, like Iouri, they disavowed all involvement - and even Iouri was at risk). “You should probably… pretend you never, ever saw me.”



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At being discovered in her cloak and dagger method of approach, her eyes grew wide. Having gotten much closer, her shrewd eyes took in more of a look. He didn’t have one of those sailor collars, so she surmised he probably wasn’t a senshi. A slight feeling of panic rose in her heart. Every beat of her heart speeding steadily feeling the fear of being discovered or found out. She desperately hoped he wasn’t some other Verser agent in disguise. The last thing she wanted was to get dragged into some kind of confrontation with her uppers.

Still, Cerise was nothing if not suave and in full control of her senses at most times. Hearing him warn her, her eyes for a few moments held silently evaluating.

“Sure, sure. I could do that. If I was willing to let you in on a secret, would you be willing to not run away just yet?”

Really she hadn’t learned nearly as much as the average person who powers up in the time she had since being corrupted. Probably most agents were progressing along that ladder into the upper levels of power. Who was she to judge anyone for that? Her reasons for distancing herself from them had nothing to do with that.

There was just so many things left to be learned. Those glowing blue markings on his skin seemed one she couldn’t pass up on. That seemed new. She hadn’t seen anyone with that sort of marking in her meetings.

“I have another side to me too.”


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Babylon narrowed his eyes at her, confused by her behavior. He could bet with some certainty that she wasn’t just any civilian, but the fact that she hadn’t just flat out powered up meant it was highly unlikely that she was order. That really only left one other option, and he wasn’t going to let her get close while he was still unsure of her motives.

“Alright,” he said, raising his lantern suspiciously. He activated his magic to be safe, the light intensifying to illuminate a circle around them. Would she realize that he was enchanting her? Most people did, but she was a civilian and blind to auras. Either way, it was a fairly obvious piece of spellwork. At least she wouldn’t be able to suddenly hit him with a sneak attack if this was some kind of trap.

He’d heard too many stories of Negaversers trying to unravel transcendence to not suspect it might have been.


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She desperately didn’t want to have to out herself all together. What if he was really still an agent? That was her fear. Due to not being powered up, she wasn’t able to feel his energy signature to be sure or not. She could power up. For a moment. Then power back down, but if he wasn’t; her signature might still arouse suspicion.

Still, that glow; before she could stop herself. “I’m a Lieutenant. Part of a PR group I guess. Well, was going to be. Though I’ve been kind of…” Then she made herself stop. “Before I continue, can you promise or guarantee you’re not a Negaverse agent? Who’s eager to turn me in exchange for a promotion or reward? It would be a shame if I so handily outed myself after spending all this time laying low.”

Even in the face of a force pushing her to spill the truth like wine out of a broken bottle; she was still selfish and self preserving. If she was good at one thing; it was looking out for numero uno.


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Babylon sputtered at her. She thought that he was an officer? What?! “Good lord, no,” he said, trying not to laugh at the ridiculousness of the question. It had come out under influence of his magic, so he knew for certain that she’d meant to ask it, but still - did the white not give it away? “I’m a knight,” he said. “Babylon. Of Mercury. Have - have you never met one of us before? Or heard of us, even?”

He’d thought that the Negaverse trained their officers better than that - but as she’d said, she was laying low, and there was no telling how long it had been since she’d been quote-unquote in the loop on these things. Not longer than there had been knights around, probably, but maybe she’d just never made it that far in her training? In which case, disillusionment must have set in quick…

“What do you mean, laying low?” he asked. Perhaps she was a good candidate for purification? That was something he could help facilitate. He felt confident in his experience with it now. “Not all fun and games in Metalia’s Dark Kingdom?” he asked.


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For all the bravado and show she usually put on for everyone’s benefit and advancement of her vanity that knew few bounds; she found herself more than willing to spill her guts. This was serendipitous. For a long time, she had been feeling like this; but who could she safely tell? She didn’t trust a single person in the Negaverse to not rat her out. No matter how close someone seemed; it seemed like everyone there was absolutely willing to cut their noses to spite their faces; and far worse.

“I haven’t.” The brief admission about not having heard of them. Her instinctive prideful and haughty spirit making her stand tall if not a little defensive. “I wasn’t making it my life’s work to really get to know everyone. Obviously, I was supposed to, but I don't’ consider this aspect of me to be my TRUE SELF. That isn’t my whole life, and I have no intention of making it my whole life. I went in hoping to obtain certain promises and results. Though having since pledging my allegiance; I have found that I no longer am desiring those things. To be perfectly honest, I really dislike fighting. I’m a lover; not a fighter.”

She sighed as she felt the relief in telling a living person the thing she had till then unable to share. The unburdening feeling with these confessions.

“I was told if I did everything they told me; my dreams would come true. There are just a few problems with that. My dreams have changed, but also, I am no one’s little peon. I don’t exist to take orders from people who have lost all sense of themselves.”

She felt more than a little bashful to tell anyone her dreams had gone from being famous to having a family with someone she fell in love with. Who would have imagined she of all people would fall in love like that. She was a player up till then. Still, such passionate feelings; she couldn’t fight them ever. They ate her up. That passion firing up even there within her.


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Babylon’s expression eased, and he lowered the lantern, its light fading. His magic had smoothed the conversation over its initial awkward moments and he could count on his own charming personality to do the rest - or, at least, he hoped he could. Of course her negaverse identity wasn’t her true self, he thought. It was just a corrupt glamour twisting her knighthood into a cruel parody of itself, a power that couldn’t even speak its own name.

It sounded to him like she was most of the way there already. Purification could be for her - if only she knew it existed, and he didn’t think that she did. Her experience was clearly limited, and the Negaverse probably didn’t go around advertising that there was a way to quit. “You could leave,” he suggested gently. “Be a knight, with your own power and no need to seek Metalia’s favor or take orders from anyone else.”

Maybe that would sound appealing to her - it wouldn’t be getting out of the powered game for good, he didn’t know of any way to do that, but it was the best he could offer.
PostPosted: Fri Aug 07, 2015 11:45 am


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Her eyes grew wider. She could leave? She looked at him dubious and distrustingly. Was that true? How believable was this guy?

“I bet my power would be amazing.” Because she was amazing; obviously. The minute it was out of her mouth; she felt convicted that they probably wanted to keep her in the dark to prevent her from having more power than them. How cliche for people to keep good women down.

“Well, I mean… I’m not really taking anyone’s orders anyways. I did try to attend a little project of theirs. It was so boring. I was surprised with…” Then, she thought for time being. It wasn’t probably wise to tell him other people’s dirt on top of her own. Never know who’s listening or watching.

That also had her pause. She had been almost ready to tell him who she was in there; but you weren’t supposed to do that?

“What really eats me sometimes. I found this person that is so utterly amazing. He’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I feel by not being able to share about this part of my life… I feel like I’m lying obmission. I hate that. I hate it. So much. I dislike feeling like I have this whole other side to me. Then again, would I want him to know that I’m involved with these people? I mean.. I’ve never killed anyone, but quite a lot of them kill people pretty regularly. When I first was taught about the energy draining. I was like.. Ok. That’s not so bad. Just some form of.. like how in books and stories; some vampires keep humans around to regularly feed off of. Though some just completely steal and some even eat the star seeds.”

Cerise’s selfish ran long and deep. Even so, she wasn’t so selfish and self serving that she would take someone else’s life without good reason. She valued life.

“But… lemme ask you something.. What’s with the blue tattooing on your skin? What’s that about? Lemme ask you something else too. If you’re a knight, does that make you a neutral party in all of this?”


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Babylon smiled. Of course there was love involved - it seemed like there almost always was. Relationships in the negaverse, if you were really drinking the kool-aid, had an undertone of sadism by necessity. An air of obsession and mutually-assured destruction. Avalon had been like that before her purification, and she’d loved him, but more than that, she’d scared him. This girl, though, she wasn’t nearly so deep as Avalon had been. Her relationship sounded healthy - and the Negaverse wouldn’t let it stay that way. If she stayed, sooner or later she’d want to turn her lover.

“They get you by making it not seem so bad,” he said, “or finding you at your most vulnerable.” Camlann and Teide and Oenone had all been press-ganged into service, he thought. Join or die. He’d come close to that kind of corruption himself on a few occasions. “And then they hope that by the time you know enough to reconsider, you’re too far in to question. It’s sort of like a cult that way.”

At her question, he raised a hand to his cheek. “It’s... it’s a part of my magic,” he said, debating how to explain transcendence to someone who had almost no frame of reference for any of this. “A protection spell. It makes me safe from corruption. As for neutrality, no… We’re just a different flavor of Order. Like, stop me if this jargon doesn’t make any sense, but when you corrupt a senshi, they’re still a senshi, just corrupt? Knights are what Negaverse officers are, minus Chaos.”


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In a rare moment of utter and complete honesty with all the facades cast aside, a tear rolled down her cheek. She didn’t even move to hide it or wipe it away.

“I hate the chaos. It eats at you like a demon inside. It worms its way into the weak parts of your heart and soul. Though while I was away from here last fall. I had went to France to get away from everything. Even way over there and not powering up; I could still feel its tendrils deep down in me. Tormenting me in the depths of my mind.”

With a blush in her face, she confessed further. “Though I have to say; before I stopped powering up all together; I was starting to almost enjoy the pain it was causing me. It was like a very masochistic form of affection. The way people who participate in Master and Pet relationships get pleasure out of various forms of abuse. I had to stop. Knowing me, that would have taken me down a path I would have never come back from.”

She stopped there. No need to explain her promiscuous nature to an utter stranger. There were probably some who frequented the same bars as her who might have considered her a whore. Who knew the things people really said about her; no matter the denial and vain self deceit she would flatter herself with what people might say.


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Babylon chuckled - he’d never been corrupt, but her description struck a familiar note with him. Avalon had been like that, desperate and controlling, all sharp nails and cold steel. And he wouldn’t have gone with her into the darkness even if he could have, but - maybe, in some dark alternate timeline, he had.

The notion sent a shiver up his spine.

“I could make arrangements for you, if you’d like,” he offered. “If you truly want to leave. It’s not a power I have… but I know people who have that much magic.”


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She stared at him. More like she stared right through him. Everything she would do would be for Xander. For the life she wanted to have with him. Though she’d sell her soul if it meant that to be with him; she couldn’t forget Richard all together. She knew he would never understand. Not ever. Worse yet; if he knew, he might try to track her down and kill her. She knew he had been especially proud of her. He would take her leaving as a betrayal. She knew him so well. If she hadn’t of found Xander; she would have felt Moreau like some strange counterpart to herself.

“I have to get home. I like having a meal ready for my love when he gets home from work, but I am …. interested in this. I won’t miss that terrible nagging feelings of a doubt and fear you can’t name or put a finger on. Will that hurt like it did when it went in?” She had almost forgotten that pain. Though if she were entirely honest; that pain hadn’t been so bad. Not really. It was close to a hurts so good kind of pain. She was turning away from that kind of life though.

Since meeting Xander, she had felt like she had been changed as a person. As time went on, she felt more transformation. If this was true.. if this could happen… This would be an entire metamorphosis. It just sounded too good to be true. In her book, anything that sounded too good to be true usually was.

“I want to believe you. I really do. I need some kind of assurance. What happens after? What about my family? I know they will not hesitate to use them to get to me.” One of the biggest reasons she had even bothered to stay on board with them as long as she had really. Since some of them knew where she lived.


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Babylon exhaled through his teeth - she was asking all the right questions, but he was worried that knowing the catch might drive her away. For someone who wanted to leave the Negaverse for love, how could he spin the idea that she might not even remember the person she so badly wanted to save? That no matter which life she remembered, her lover wouldn’t recognize her face? “I don’t think it hurts,” he said, which was the easiest part of this answer. “No one I know who’s gone through it has ever said it hurts.”

“You’ll look different as a civilian,” he continued. “It’ll be subtle. Magical. Your features taken individually will be the same, but they won’t resolve into the same whole. People from your old life won’t know who you are unless you tell them. And you’ll forget some things.”

He studied her expression carefully. If there was ever a place where she was going to balk at the idea, it would be here. “You might be lucky and forget your powered life. You’ll forget all the things the Negaverse ever made you do, the things Chaos made you think and feel. It’ll be like it never happened.”

That was appealing. That was what most people wanted.

It was not, in his experience, what most people got.

“The other possibility is you forget your civilian life,” he continued. “That you’ll come through purification with only your memories of the Negaverse intact. And you’ll be free of Chaos and free to decide your own fate, but it’s a lot to give up and there’s no guarantee which way it’ll work out for you. So, with that in mind, I guess it’s just a matter of priorities. How much are you willing to risk to get what you want?”


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Against the fortunes of gaining what she wanted, there was never too much risk. Cerise got what Cerise wanted. That was a fact of life with so few exceptions; she frequently pretended they never existed at all. The longer she listened though; she began to weigh all the possibilities. She hated the idea of forgetting her civilian memories. It would be as if she had never met Xander. There wasn’t enough in the Negaverse or her experiences there to make that worth it at all. Not to mention giving up her parents. But… oh.. but….

Even if she kept her civilian memories; she’d have a new face? And, noone would know her? Would she still be blindingly beautiful? She already considered herself pretty damn ******** amazing. Still…. her parents… her friends… She couldn’t just make a decision like this on the spur. The impact it’d have on too many people she loved.

“Will…. my family think I’m dead?” Then she started to recall the vague memories of news broadcasts over tv’s in the coffee houses she had worked in here at Destiny City. The rumors of missing people. Were all those missing people side changers?

She tousled a finger through a few strands of her long luscious mahogany locks. The quiet loving affection she gave herself as she wrestled with profound issues and life changing paths in the road. She knew she was arriving at a place in time. She wouldn’t be able to put off making a choice for long. Life was just like that. When it brought you to a fork in the road; you had to choose, and you couldn’t go backwards either.

Still, she wasn’t a brash child rushing off into half baked choices.

“Is there… a way I can contact you? I feel like… That is a decision I need to make, but I can’t just … up and do that. Not right now. I need to make some arrangements first. If I’m possibly leaving my family and those I care about. I need to at least attempt to put steps in place to make it easier if possible for them. Maybe afterwards, I won’t even remember doing all of that. So maybe it won’t help; but I need to at least try. When I come out the other side, I want a clean conscience. Through and through.”

She would go home. She’d spend a few days with her parents and tell them how much she loved them. She would go and spend some time with Xander. The thought of forgetting him made her sick; but if she were to never remember another day of her life here. She wanted her final moments to be with him.

“I will call you when I’m ready. Is that ok? I hope it’s not too much to ask.”

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PostPosted: Fri Aug 07, 2015 11:51 am


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She didn’t immediately say no, which Babylon took to be a good sign. In fact, she was considering her options in a way that heartened him. He pulled his stack of sticky notes and a pen out of his coat pocket and scribbled down a phone number for her - it was unlisted, so without his civilian name to go with it, he doubted this would pose any risk to him. “You can call or text me here,” he said, passing the note over to her. “What name should I expect you to identify yourself by?”

A whole long heart to heart, he thought, and he hadn’t once gotten her name. “Your family will think you’re missing. After a while, they’ll think you’re dead, and that might be for the best. If the Negaverse knows who they are, there might be consequences - we can protect them. I have a whole network of people dedicated to making the purification process as seamless as possible.”

Well, a whole network was a stretch. He had himself and Nick and Anabel. But they had resources. “Call if you have more questions, or once you’ve made a decision.”


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She smirked a little. A dance in her eyes as she thought of a name to give him. “Cherry Pie.”

Then, she strolled off as that name rolled off her tongue and wiggled an earworm into her brain.

“Bye bye Miss American Pie…
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ole boys were drinking whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

Did you write the book of love
And do you have faith in God above
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock and roll?
Can music save your mortal soul?
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you're in love with him
'Cause I saw you dancin' in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues

I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died
I started singin'

Bye, bye Miss American Pie”

Then, she was off and on her way; her voice fading as she went.


((for anyone curious; those are lyrics from American Pie by Don Mclean))
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