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PostPosted: Thu Jul 30, 2015 11:45 pm


What has been learned must be forgotten. We do not ask ourselves how to prevent this behavior happening again, because the absence of one behavior is not the presence of another. We must teach the new behavior and reinforce it properly on the positive and negative scale. The outmoded behavior will become extinct within its own irrelevance. She'd arranged that there would be no human contact for three days. Meals were to be delivered only when he was sleeping, and then a fare that was without flavor or stimulation, even if it supported the body.

She'd had a room prepared, sealed of exits and fitted with lights. The walls were grip-less, stainless, smooth white. While he slept, again, she wanted the subject tranquilized and then moved into this new room. The general stood and waited there for the corrupted senshi to wake. Sole color, lurid greens and gold, and sole stimulus apparent after designed deprivation. When his breathing shifted to one that spoke of ending sleep, she spoke.

"Salute."

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PostPosted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 6:11 pm


Ochre barely recalled the events that transpired in getting him to the blank white room. He found that he could recall surprisingly little about anything while consciousness fought to return to him. His eyes weighed heavily, as if held together toward the edges and an unshakeable grogginess pervaded his head. Most of his body felt that same kind of sluggishness, so movement felt impossibly slow and somewhat stilted.

In trying to remember what got him here, he only remembered vague, disoriented panic. His head ached the more he chased that memory around, his tongue swelled like cotton, and half the length of one arm tingled as if he fell asleep on it and cut the bloodflow off. But these all seemed secondary concerns when he stirred enough to open eyes and found a uniquely dark green splotch against a uniform background of white splotch. Panic came as an instant reaction, an enemy or a general-sovereign or one in the same came to mind before his senses finally told him of rank, though that only dissolved the thought of someone like Laurelite.

Ochre struggled to sit up, but so much of his body reacted in strange lurches and jolts like he hadn't quite mastered fine movement skills. He managed to come so far as bringing one leg up into a bend and flatting his hands behind his back. He managed to push himself upright in an awkward, uncoordinated manner and the whole of that action caused his head to swim with its strange weight and dizziness. His eyes started to focus and he picked out identifiable aspects, like heels on tan, old-looking boot things. Pants. Some manner of fancy coat. A fluffy napkin-looking accessory pinned at her neck. Or maybe it was a he.

No, definitely a her, he realzied, as she spoke. Wouldn't have guessed that, Titless Wonder.

But the sound she gave didn't quite make sense in his head, and Ochre stared in a struggling sort of blank manner toward the general before him. "What?"


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PostPosted: Tue Aug 11, 2015 8:26 pm


Stimulus, response. Incorrect response likely on first exposures and with the effects of deprivation or overload. The general cracked her cane in a swift motion off the floor, the sound splitting compared to the silence that had been there a breath before. A few moment's passed to let the silence settle and a mental reset establish between the first stimulus, response, and result.

Second.

"Salute."

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PostPosted: Fri Aug 28, 2015 12:52 pm


He heard sound. Not a sound, but sound. Pure sound.

And Ochre never heard sound in its uninterpreted, unadulterated form before.

His mind worked through the molasses at a slow churn, body still plagued by its own leaden heaviness to function correctly. Every movement felt like a lurch, like a stumble or a jerk or a start. He did not move smoothly, nor did the rest of his world.

Shapes and objects lacked interpretation until his choked mind brought to life a dilapidated version of reality. The ramshackle general commanded with bitter, sticky words and he tried to listen for the proper answer in her hype. It wasn't French, what she said, but he wasn't sure what it amounted to. Her stature told him to bow. Should he? No - he was on the floor.

So Ochre hauled himself to his feet and his boots swayed like settling jello. He looked to her, this sour general, and finally caught the fermenting phrase tossed in his direction.

It only took half a minute.

With a groan, the young corrupt struggled to bring fingers to forehead in the milky haze. He came so far before he felt the brush of fingertips in the approximately correct location. It felt like it worked, and that was all he cared about beyond the way that the room folded in on itself like pancake batter.

He wasn't sure what was wrong with him.


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PostPosted: Mon Aug 31, 2015 5:47 pm


The behavior was modified by jerks and failings, but it was enacted. It was followed. The General smiled, and withdrew a small flask and a cheap, red plastic shot glass of the variety made to imitate a Solo cup. The color was exact to what she needed, and wit hits turned lip, it lacked any edges to provide danger to himself. She poured into it the 2.5 fluid ounces it was designed to hold, a pungent and fresh white grape juice. White grape and apple were the gentlest on the stomach, while also having a strong presence of flavor. A treat, compared to water. A flavor, compared to what he'd been subsisting on. Packed with vitamin C, Thiamin, B6, Folate, Potassium and Magnesium, not enough ounces for the high sugars to have too much an overload on his blood sugar.

She took two steps forward, set the little cup on the floor and took one step back. "Officers are allowed to drink."

"Have a drink."



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PostPosted: Fri Sep 04, 2015 10:05 am


He watched her fuss with a red blurb in hand, a glint of silver, and the splotch of red touched the floor. It almost looked like a snack cheese wrapped in red wax, or so he thought, while his mind struggled to make sense of it. No, not cheese - though his mouth watered at the thought of it (he could not accurately recall the flavor of cheese, but only his idea of it that provoked such an impressive salivary response).

"Uh..." The corrupted senshi started, looking down toward the cup(?) that sat impossibly far away. The ground demanded significant coordination to reach without accidentally executing a body slam, and Ochre distrusted his coordination in these moments. His condition began to resolve at a slow clip, his weak constitution working through a dose that might otherwise leave him incapacitated for significantly longer. Regrettably, his existence as a corrupted senshi had perks - even if he disliked them in the scope of his being.

"What is it?" Ochre stared down at the object for a lengthy span as he estimated how to reach it without crushing it or breaking himself. Finally he settled on trying to bend his knees and lower himself to the ground in a slow wobble, and once he reached the floor, he breathed a relieved sigh.

In truth, it mattered little if Schörl responded, or what she used as a response. Ochre already decided through rudimentary reasoning that if it proved a fatal drink, his lot would prove better than his captivity, and if it were benign, then anything to quench his perpetual thirst was welcome. An unsteady hand reached out, touched the lip of the cup, tipped the whole of it slightly, but managed to usurp the fake Solo shot glass without spilling it. Once he brought it to lips and took a measured sip, it tasted of the much written-about ambrosia but on a far grander scale. He imagined, then, that this must be what love felt like to those who knew it.

And, simultaneously, how it must feel to lose it.


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PostPosted: Sat Sep 12, 2015 11:33 am


Schörl ignored the pointless question. It was air, white space, background noise that wasn't waiting and didn't need an answer. He drank the offered reward, providing a second proper response to stimulus. Judging from his expression, he very much wanted more and rued the finite nature of pleasure compared to banality.

"State your name, rank, and division, Officer. " She drew out a small energy orb, rolling it from palm to back of hand to toy with momentum and velocity. Establish selection of living and dead, good and bad, Officer and not officer.
"You'll feel much better."

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2015 10:01 pm


The energy orb proved poignant in his presence - staring into its clarion surface alone provoked both a natural want for it and a shame for that want. He knew it came from someone, possibly even himself, and by nature of accepting the orb he condoned the behavior to obtain it. All of which sat plainly present on his untrained face while he studied the orb and its inherent proposition.

The implication was palpable. State his credentials and receive a part of someone's life. He wondered if this person survived going home, then - if they fell asleep at the wheel and rammed their car into a building, or collapsed face-up on a night that it rained. He wondered if the Negaverse now housed people like cattle and drew from them when it pleased an officer to do so. Maybe not the last part - from what he could tell, he was the only living entity in that cell block for ages - but the remainder sounded possible.

So he deviated, just a little. "Where is this?" He asked as he rubbed the back of his neck. Everything ached in a manner that suggested he laid in an uncomfortable position for hours. Perhaps this general had something to do with that.

Sense started filtering in like muted sunlight through blinds. "And who are you?"


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PostPosted: Sun Sep 20, 2015 6:34 pm


One high-arched brow lifted, amused. One drink and ignores a direct order to sound off, instead asking self-directed questions. The lack of a basic training for 10 weeks has done poorly for this one in understanding how rank works in a military.

Schörl did not move the hand holding the energy ball, but the other hand with the cane swung, aiming for his temporalis.

"State your name, rank, and division. " She waited.

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 1:37 pm


The strike sounded out a loud crack when it struck his temple and the pain alone informed him that a welt would take up residence on his face. The corrupt then doubled over, holding his face with fingers pressed white and caged over the injury area. He winced greatly; the initial strike hurt, and the pain afterward felt excruciating. He waited for his latest injury to fade to a tolerable throb before he straightened up enough to answer her to the capacity that she demanded.

And when he did so, it was with no aplomb. He sounded almost resentful of the question in the way that he drawled out words in remembering and switching to the next sequence in the tri-part command. "Ochre.... Basic? And..." s**t, division? I wasn't paying attention through any of that. And it's not like it's written on me anywhere. Or on some kind of a name tag that I'm supposed to wear.

"I don't know the last one." It's probably gonna be one of those times of 'who cares, smack the corrupt anyway'. I wonder what's worse: getting caned to death for not knowing anything, or rotting in that cell. I don't think there's enough choice in there for me to start guessing.


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PostPosted: Sat Oct 03, 2015 9:09 pm


"Division is how you serve. Division determines the focus of your efforts. Why do you not know your division, Ochre, Basic Senshi? "

Your debriefing and the basic training both introduce the concept of the divisions and their names. Umber and Xenotime. Will you blame the lack on them? Own it yourself? Some other solution?





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PostPosted: Tue Oct 06, 2015 1:13 am


What was the easiest way to explain it? Would honesty serve him any good here? Both lies and truth probably led to s**t here. "Uh," he started unintelligibly. Fingers eased back toward the undoubtedly swelling welt from where Schörl cracked him. "I wasn't interested in the Negaverse, so I kinda tuned them out when they tried to explain any of that. It just wasn't what I asked for."

A finger accidentally brushed the injury, and Ochre hissed reflexively. "I didn't ask to join the Negaverse."


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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2015 11:59 pm


"Ah, such a fine four words- I didn't ask for this. It defines tragedy, disappointment, shame and embarrassment. We don't ask our parents to be sent to school, but we are, and we are enriched by it. We don't ask for many things. The best thing we can do is go on with adjusting to our 'new normal'. "

"To learning our new situation. You were wrong, to just tune out. Tuning out, brooding, these things make us alone. It increases our separation. You've separated yourself, you see. "

"Time spent in the company of others is therapeutic, Ochre, Basic Senshi, " She said the name and rank every time without even a hint of irony or mocking. It was a reiteration, not because he was stupid, but because repetition without other input became its own truth. Gaslight the certainties of self. The use of the group is difficult or impossible here, though. It should have made manipulation infinitely more easy. But he has no feelings of investment to exploit. No one to disappoint. No relationship of seeking approval and understanding that could be a path to degrade with fault. It was his brother's find and friend, and here Ochre is, having undermined even Umber. How far does that go? Hate? Disappointment? "Do you miss company, Ochre, Basic Senshi?"

"Who is your family?"


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PostPosted: Mon Oct 26, 2015 9:50 am


It's five words, he wanted to say, but he didn't want the cane again.

The Negaverse isn't exactly a school came secondly, and faced similar throttling.

You're about as therapeutic as a bed of nails came thirdly, and met with silence.

Her next question left him faltering momentarily. "Uh, well," the redhead cringed, chewed his lip somewhat. Considered his answers. "I miss good company. I mean, I can't really explain how much I miss being able to just talk to someone and not have to think about whether I'm going to hit some unspoken rule or if I'll offend them and just... All I have to do is be real. But..." He hesitated as he reviewed his current mood and how it compared to that of the last week, or weeks. He knew the despairing points quite well, which lay hastily scrawled in a journal, and what few neutral moods he reached were sparse at best, but even now he realized he felt in better spirits. Even if he disliked the company at hand, she was a thinking being. She could respond. She could listen.

"My family? Just my mom, dad, and Umber. Though now I guess I live with Umber and Xenotime. Or I did. Before, you know... Here." He sighed. "You're not gonna like... Track 'em down or something, are you? Cuz that'd be awfully shitty." And it sure as s**t won't get me to play along with the Negaverse any more than I have to.


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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2015 12:42 am


Maintaining neutral and neither grovelling, snapping, nor pointing out fallacies so far. No...there's a sigh. University of Leuven -may give one a sense of relief. Oslo—a sign of disappointment, defeat, frustration, boredom, and longing. 'Good' company, he still holds some shreds of personal morality or opinion to define what that is against what it isn't. Continue, but what is another conversationally. "Your brother misses you."

"I'm here to talk to you, Ochre, Basic Senshi, to help you get back to your family, Umber and Xenotime and..." she left a deliberate length of pause, as if the sentence continued somewhere. Then began anew, "I'm tracking you in this wilderness you've lost yourself in, not the four of them." Tracking down a traitor's family as punishment is ....'shitty'. How entitled to our own rebellions. At least their callnames are the use names.

"What is good company?" She held out the small energy ball again, "You'll feel much better."


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