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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2015 11:55 am
 When: Bloodfest; an hour and a half after the photobooth Where: A quiet boardwalk at the edge of the festivities in Civesect
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2015 1:25 pm
Kursha walked along the boardwalk, enjoying the cool breeze that swept off the shore. He was relaxed and in a good mood, a far cry from his difficult attitude when Luxara had first hauled him into the photobooth. Hostile and suspicious, he had been determined to find her out and win whatever game it was that she was playing. Somehow though, Luxara had managed to make him forget that. She had coaxed him into having a little bit of fun, and what had begun as a childish squabble deteriorated into laughter and teasing. He had the film strip to prove it. Afterwards they had explored the festival together, Kursha arguing that Forera could stand to man Trigger Happy by herself for a little bit longer and that there was no point in going to Bloodfest if Luxara was just going to sit behind a booth all night. Showing her around to some of the games he had seen (though he was careful to avoid both the Queen's booth and Vremea's booth), Kursha and Luxara spent most their time playing and generally being as competitive with one another as possible. At first, Kursha experienced a relapse. He was so focussed on winning that he reverted back to his immature pettiness. With some well-placed jibes from Luxara however, he settled down and began to enjoy himself again. Everything was going well. So... how had they ended up here? Kursha turned his gaze back from the ocean to Luxara. “... so, that's basically the gist of it. The initiative is just down to a handful of trolls, but I'm not worried. Akko's like... some kind of genius and I'm sure she'll figure something out. Besides, quality over quantity, right?” he joked. No matter how good they were, they stood no chance against the queen's entire army. He shrugged, then put his hands behind his head. To fill the quiet, he had elected to regale Luxara with an outline his time back at the Phoenix Initiative. Of course he skimped on many of the details, and played off the ordeal as less of an issue that it was. After all, he did not want her to feel like she had missed out on anything too crazy. “Anyway, that's been the latest for me. How about for you? Any new wild adventures in the life of the Four Fronds hermit?”Gl!tch~ Sorry for the double-quote. Fixed some errors.
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2015 2:03 pm
Nights tended to be nerve-wracking in some way or another. She'd be overwhelmed by everything there was to do in a night, or let less than stellar moods sneak up on her. Kursha's general 'tude usually didn't help it. At best he put her in a temporary good mood that tempted her to address...things, and at worst he flung those feelings to the side and made her want to strangle him. It was a lot to keep up with.
Tonight, though, things had worked out after some rough patches. They were having fun. She didn't have to think about anything. How could a troll focus on any of the invasive thoughts when there are games to win? Pride was at stake. Bragging rights. Yes, Kursha was still Kursha, and he was a s**t, but she was in a better place to handle that. In the end it felt more like banter than any sort of spat.
It was nice.
Walking with her hand gliding on the railing between them and the beach beyond, Luxara was happy enough just listening to him speak so freely about what was going on with the rebellion. In the meantime, though, she wondered. What did he see when he looked at her? Did her done-up hair stand out? Add or subtract to her look? Did she look a certain way without her coat on? Or did it all just kind of blend together as just being her? Did it even matter?
"She's gotta be some kind of genius if you of all people think she's so smart," Luxara commented in regards to Byakko. It was amazing how much Kursha had been up to recently. So much intrigue, so much excitement. "I'd like to meet her, I think. Maybe someday once I'm back and getting enough done to be worth talking to. But they'll probably be nervous about me at first, I guess." Luxara had every intention in joining the rebels again. It was dangerous, to be sure, but then no side was cushy. She'd rather grim reality than the royalists' lies and general suspicion. They had gotten to Ganyma, after all. Just that thought alone was still terrifying.
She wasn't worried about being rejected; Forera was a rebel after being on the royalist side, and Luxara would absolutely prove she had a place there. "You'll vouch for me, right? If they're leery about letting me join up again?" That was her only small doubt. Forera, as far as she knew, hadn't been a part of the initiative before. In the very small chance they might be upset about a double-cross, well...it was hard to tell how much proof they'd need that she was trustworthy. Especially since the only rebel activity she had was with a traitor to the cause. But they'd work past that, right? Kursha had connections. Maybe he'd help.
She stopped for a minute when the conversation turned to her and the past few months since the last they'd seen each other. What to say, what to say.
She hated that she couldn't just say things as they were anymore. Either it hurt too much or it could sour a situation. She'd learned to be afraid of ruining a night for herself, if not others, because of the kinds of things that kept happening. Things that she couldn't do anything about.
"Well, I caught up with For after forever. She kinda screwed up, pretty bad, but we worked it out. I know I've been there, kinda, and I'd want a second chance. Forgive and strive for a better tomorrow, you know? Not much else besides that." she shrugged. "I guess you could call it some downtime before Bloodfest. I've never been to one before. I guess I should've prepared for how intense it gets. Next time, though, I'm gonna win all the gold. All. Of. It!"
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Posted: Wed Jul 22, 2015 3:26 am
Kursha scoffed at Luxara's remark. While he had high standards, he was not so difficult to impress that he was pretentious. Luxara simply needed less shitty hobbies. And friends. Especially friends.* But Kursha let the comment go. He was in too good a mood to start another fight. “Sure thing,” he said, when Luxara asked if he would vouch for her. “I'm betting they're desperate to increase their numbers, so...” He grinned. That was a little mean, but he could not help himself. A good mood did not mean he had to play nice all the time. Besides, he knew Luxara could handle it. If not, she was not worth his time. As Luxara went on to talk about Forera, Kursha started to tune out. As much as he wanted to pay attention, just the thought of the tealblood filled him with aggravation. It had been sweeps since he had spoken with her, yet something about her annoying voice stuck in his thinkpan. Some day he really needed to get back at her. For being annoying. Straying from the boardwalk, Kursha stepped onto the beach. The sand was more compact here and easy for walking. It crunched pleasantly under his sandals. Stopping, he stooped to investigate a shell. As he lifted it out of the mud, he realised it was a sand dollar... or at least one third of one. The rest of it was no where in sight. He tossed it away. “Never?” Kursha repeated, rising. “And you're wasting your time running a booth? Come on, Xara! Get with the program!” He flashed her a friendly smile. *The irony was lost on him.
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Posted: Wed Jul 22, 2015 11:41 pm
"If they're desperate now, it must be an all time low considering they technically weren't so bad off when they let you in a while back." Luxara said with an amiable elbowing Kursha's way while they were still walking. She followed him onto the sand, which she fortunately never got in her boots. How did Kursha stand the stuff mixing with his sandals? Just getting sand between her toes could be annoying, when she actually chose to go about barefoot. It was interesting to watch him check out seashells, though. Was he into that?
Luxara shrugged when he needled her more, grinning herself. "I've been late to a lot of the big party junk going on. Blame it on how I grew up. But, hey, I've been doing real well with that scavenging thing going on! I've been on the leaderboard the whole time so far. I don't even dive." Frankly, she was just awesome. "I like running a booth, though. You meet all kinds of people and hang out with friends in the meantime. Maybe sometime if it's not too slow for you, we could run a booth at a Bloodfest." Oh, well, now she was just exposing herself for something he'd probably write off. She seemed to not see Forera's ways of pissing people off to be enough if she was willing to let Kursha comment on people playing games.
"Though it was nice enough just getting pictures with you. I wasn't sure how that'd work out. Things have been kinda tough recently." She sat down on the sand, her coat like a quick and easy blanket to place herself on. "For a lot of reasons." Now Luxara was looking out at the water, arms propped up on her knees. "Hey, Kur, would it have meant anything to you if I picked a different quadrant color for the photos?"
It wasn't the most pressing question, but it was a start. She couldn't ask anything that was really getting to her without it sounding like it came out of the blue. Start slow. If she kept up her nerve, anyway. If he even got it. If it even mattered.Katanari What even are her feelings? Red-tinted black? s**t'S COMPLICATED *flips a desk*
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 5:27 pm
“Pft.” Kursha stifled a laugh at the idea. Regardless of Luxara's claims, manning a booth sounded miserable. Before he could retort however, Luxara continued. Nodding along as she spoke, Kursha watched as the tide receded. Despite the death lurking in their depths, there was something calming about listen to the crashing waves. The steady rhythm of their rise and fall gave a sense of peace. Suddenly, Kursha's eyes narrowed. He smelled a trap in Luxara's words. Without looking back at her, he shrugged. “Nah, not really.” He stooped down to pick up a small, round stone. Rising, he drew back his arm and chucked it into the ocean. He held a hand over his eyes. It disappeared into the ocean, behind some waves. Feigning disinterest in the conversation topic, Kursha clicked his tongue against his teeth. “Damn. Lost it. Why, what were you thinking?”
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 9:38 pm
"Haha, yeah. I guess that was a weird thing to ask." Instantaneous regret was poisonous, but she had to push on. At the same time, she had to avoid making things weird or...even just ruin the entire freaking night. Why was this s**t so hard?
"Uhhhh, well, I've been thinking a few things, I guess. We've had a lot of nice times during the 'fest, and sometimes they make me wonder silly things like if you think I'm pretty or something or at least..." Now she was basically hiding behind her forearms. "If I'm more than just the weird girl in the forest who wears an a ratty old coat." Strange how this was the only person she knew who could make her vulnerable about her self-image, even if it was just for this moment.
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Posted: Wed Aug 05, 2015 6:49 pm
Luxara dodged the question. Inclining his head, Kursha glanced at the greenblood out of the corner of his eye. She was wearing her characteristic grin, but that was hardly a reliable indicator of her mood. She was always smiling, so he had to monitor her for other signals: her tone of voice, the spacing between her words, the tension in her shoulders, the way her fingers played with the fringe of her coat... There was a whole host of body language to read from, and at the moment, it was reading anxious. Then she hid her face behind her arms. Grinning, Kursha turned in full to face her. “Ehhhh?” he drawled. Crossing the space between them, he stooped down so that he perched on the back of his feet. “Of course you're more than that,” he said and reached out to take hold of her wrist. Pulling her arm away from her face, he peered into her eyes. Or eye. He could only see one at the moment. “Come on, Xara. You don't take all the s**t I give you seriously, do you?” He arched an eyebrow.
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Posted: Wed Aug 05, 2015 8:55 pm
Well, he came over. He was trying to talk to her. That was something. That was a lot of a something. "Not all of it, no. I know you're a goober, but...sometimes it's hard to tell. I dunno. Some things are easy to read, other things aren't. But the point isn't that, it's...I...am I pretty? I think you're pretty," she blurted out.
Well, s**t.
If she was on this track, full steam ahead. She couldn't make it any worse than this.
Luxara took a breath, trying to look at him in full now. "I think you're pretty and fun and infuriating sometimes and on good days it just makes me feel a big jumble of stuff that I don't understand. For and Vul know how they feel about each other, but I don't know how I feel about you and even less what you feel about me." She stopped herself there. This was already a lot, and her deeper thoughts wouldn't help. Because you hated me once, for real, and I had no clue. So I'm afraid of assuming anything ever.
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Posted: Wed Aug 05, 2015 11:59 pm
For a moment, Kursha's smile faltered. His eyes widened, and his expression became unfathomable. Then, with a little laugh, he rolled his eyes and rose. Standing over Luxara, he offered a hand. “I've told you already,” he said. His tone was impatient, but he was smiling again. Clasping her wrist, Kursha pulled her to her feet. A waterfall of sand cascaded down the back of her coat. “You're special. What more do you need?” He paused, looking amused. Then without warning, he leaned in so that they were eye to eye and suddenly very close. “For me to spell it out?”Kursha held her gaze, smirking. After a couple of seconds, he pulled away and released her hand. “Sure, I'd say you're pretty. Pretty short, that is,” His grin widened. It was hard not to laugh. “But if we're talking seriously,” he continued. “Then I'd say you're more of the cute type.”Gl!tch~ Let me know if anything needs changing. If the GM bits aren't okay, I'll fix 'em! Maybe Xara wants to play in the sand.
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Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2015 11:05 pm
He pulled her up, then came in pretty...intimately. Luxara swallowed, looking at him as he gazed down at her. Warmth was rising in her cheeks. Yes, she needed more, but with fewer words, she was realizing.
But before she could do anything, he backed out, and was right back to being Kursha. His joking lessened the mood some. For a second, she wondered if he was still playing with her. His attitude and tone hopped around so much, it made her wish he could stay consistent. Either let her down or stop teasing so.
She needed to do something. Be active take control. Make him see that this was serious. "Cute's a start, I guess, but..." She took his hands back. In hers. Both of them. Luxara looked at them, thinking. How bold should she be? Or demanding? A word like that could be so platonic if taken the wrong way.
Luxara let one of her hands slide out from his, and let some fingers experimentally touch his neck before sliding her hand behind it. "I think we could do better. You agree?"Katanari This is leading where you probably think it is and she's giving him the option to back out like a WEENIE if he so chooses
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Posted: Fri Aug 07, 2015 1:23 am
Kursha felt Luxara's hands clasp his. Watching her expression, he was intrigued. He had expected her to give up, to limply go along with his games, but she showed more spine than he thought she possessed. All those times he had written her off... perhaps there was something more there. Keeping his feelings carefully disguised behind the grin he wore, Kursha did not move as Luxara slipped her hand out of his. His skin tingled however, when her fingers brushed the back of his neck underneath his hair. There was something electric in her touch. They had been close before, but this was different. It was like that time back at her hive. He had been weak then—needing—but now he had no such vulnerabilities. Now Luxara was the victim. The realisation came with a peculiar rush. She had left herself open and exposed. That meant... he could do anything. Anything he did, she was putty in his hands. No matter what he chose, he had complete control. He could shatter her pump biscuit into a thousand pieces if he wanted. It would not even be difficult. She had laid her emotions out before him and they were essentially his plaything. It was thrilling. Ever so slightly, Kursha increased his grip on Luxara's hand. She thought she was winning this. She thought she held the advantage. But no one bested Kursha Vidari. Especially not Luxara. Sliding his free hand around the back of her waist, Kursha pulled Luxara in. He half-considered making one last snide remark, something to ruffle her feathers. Nothing good came to mind though. Besides, he was answering her words with his actions. Tilting his head down, Kursha leaned in so that their noses were touching. He stared directly into her eyes, unflinching. Then he pressed his lips against hers. He liked Luxara. So what. Gl!tch~ wellp i am the worst and i feel terrible
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