Today, I am in class for the first time... I am excited and scared all at the same time. When I introduced myself to the class though they did not seem overly interested and all the teachers I met seemed to all give me a strange look. They all told me to take it easy and not to worry too much. That I will be fine for things are not too rough at the end of the school year. I feel like I am missing a lot of things… and it seems that not too many of my class mates are overly interested in talking to me… But I met a lot of kind people as well and I hope to be good friends with them.

I feel like I have missed a lot though… for everyone else this is an everyday thing. That they have been going to school for as long as they can remember while for me it is the opposite… that I cannot remember if I have ever gone to school. I have long since decided not to get caught up in worrying about my past but its moments like this I find myself wondering who was the Evren I was before I lost my memories… was she a nice person? Or was she someone I would not even recognize.

School is not something simple but I do not feel overwhelmed by any of the work that is given to me by the teachers. I was told that I that I tested for the grade above the one they placed me in but they thought it best that I had time to introduce myself to the school environment as to not get overwhelmed by school work and being around a lot of people at the same time…. Whatever that means… But I do see there are a lot of people my age here at school.
I am not sure who to talk to half the time. Some people tried to make friends with just shrugged me off. Of course I tried a few more times before it finally caught up to me that they did not want to talk to me. I have however met people who want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them but I was not with them all the time to so I would quickly loose contact with the person who I had just made friends with.

If I had to rate the day however I think I had a great first day of school. I have made a few friends and have only gotten lost once or twice but have managed to make it to the classes I had on time. Ah the bell for the end of the day rang… I’ll write later, see you then.