DayThe night pulses around her -- kin glow like fireflies, flit in and out of her vision -- until she has to close her eyes. But her vision is not ended; indeed her eyes are lidless. She is all seeing in the dead of autumn. (
Why is it autumn and not spring? Why the red-orange-brown of change and not the green overgrowth of abundance?)
Sight without the ability to unsee comes with overbearing burden -- tension fissures along her spine until cracks seep into her vertebrae. Weakness, drought, coldness assault her tender heart. And then the firefly-kin grow teeth.
Knowledge crashes into her; formless it crawls into her mouth and down into her lungs until it infects her heart, spirals intoxication through her bloodstream until even her mind begins to burst. It's too much; she is paralyzed.

The firefly-kin besiege her. Their teeth are quick pricks of pain but their lights are fire. It burns and tears into her fur, ravages her skin until she is bare. The bugs cling to her, feed and she is forced into movement. She runs, catches herself on the winds guidance and flies.
It is not the air that provides balm but water. It is rain that cleans the critters from her body. And yet it is only balm, not relief. Elusive is ignorance now; elusive is rest.
She hides within the moon -- settles herself on her wings -- and waits. Sight and knowledge coach her in patience. Crowd her until she is meek and malleable. And she does not notice herself fall; does not notice the moon's underbelly as she tumbles downward. Bright green eyes stare as eternity unfurls before her.
Dawn's light bleeds through the curtains of the weeping willow until she is turned golden. Awakened, she steps out of the body of a doe she no longer is. It is a new day; a new lifetime. The world is hers to burn. (
No; it is to be mended and balanced!)
A voice whispers, "Oh, little docile lamb."