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PostPosted: Sat Apr 18, 2015 9:34 pm


They left Jenna on the couch in the rec room, watching the Land Before Time and being kept company by Nick, in his capacity as welcoming crew to the newly purified. "There's a little deck on the roof," said Finn, gesturing for Laney to follow him upstairs. "I've been doing some work up there." Which was to say he was slowly turning into the kind of guy who had weekend projects and subscribed to home improvement list serves, as he supposed anyone would after re-tiling every bathroom in the building.

"The place looks good, right?" he asked, as they rounded the second floor landing. "This one's mine," he said, opening his door. He ducked very briefly into his apartment, grabbed a bottle of wine and a couple of plastic cups, and then they were on their way again. Aleksy was all moved in, finally, and the building was starting to feel a little bit more alive between his presence and Nick and Tallulah's return. "The third floor's pretty much empty. Gunn's got an apartment up there, but she's in Japan and just extended her contract. I go up every once in a while to check the taps and dust."

Real talk, Kaatje was an a*****e but he kind of missed her.

"So, this goes up to the roof," he said, pointing up the last set of stairs. There was, indeed, a deck, which was to say there were was some flooring put down and a couple of chairs.

"It's a work in progress," Finn shrugged. "It probably needs a barbecue - or would that be too frat house?" (It was already pretty frat house.) He sat down on one of the lawn chairs and started working on opening the wine bottle. "Okay. So. What's up?"

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 18, 2015 10:07 pm


Now that she'd powered down, dropped newly-minted Jenna off into what she was sure was a safe, prepared place for her, and had time to think about it, Laney's stress had been slowly building up. She was grateful to have a few extra minutes with Finn, time to talk -- his advice would surely make her feel better. It always had.

"It looks beautiful," she said sincerely, eyeing the welcoming home that Florence Court Apartments had grown into with all of his and Kaatje's hard work. The warmth of it, the careful welcome, was almost enough to make her cry -- but she bit back the impulse, fighting not to let her emotions get the better of her as they so often tended to do.

There were enough things to be upset about. That one was worth avoiding. "You've really turned the place into something amazing."

Laney sat down in one of the deck chairs , picking her feet up off the ground and folding them crossways. "So, Sarras hates me now," she said quietly, looking down at her hands. "You remember him from Mistral? He, um -- it was complicated. General Buddingtonite was about to kill him, and I convinced him to spare Sarras's life -- then Sarras tried to kill Buddingtonite instead, so I -- I got in the way. And I guess ruined his chance to avenge his dead mother." She scrubbed both hands through her hair. "I'm like the worst knight."

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 18, 2015 11:11 pm


"Thanks," said Finn, finally getting the wine open. He poured cups for both of them and passed one over to Laney. "There's a place here for you, you know? If you want it?" He wasn't sure if he'd ever formally offered before, but he was pretty sure it had always been implied. "I'll give you your pick of the empty units."

But Laney had moved on from the topic, and Finn nodded, doing his best to follow along. He remembered Sarras - if not from Mistral, than from the postmortem at his wonder that had followed. The group on level six had gotten the brunt of Mistral's horrors, and he hoped that Sarras had found some peace with what he'd been through.

"Let's look at this objectively," said Finn, sipping his wine. "You saved a comrade's life tonight. If you hadn't talked Buddingtonite down, Sarras would be dead or worse, correct? So you've already got a point against you being the worst knight."

He raised his eyebrows at her, as if inviting her to agree, and then continued: "So, then you turned around and stopped Sarras from killing Buddingtonite. That's in keeping with your oath, isn't it? You can't harm an Officer. If you hadn't acted, you would have allowed an officer to come to harm. I don't know if that's actually, like, letter of the law or not? But you kept your oath. So that's two points saying you are not the worst knight."

"And anyway, you shouldn't be basing your self-worth on the outcome of some other guy's roaring rampage of revenge," Finn finished, curling his fingers around his solo cup. "You're doing fine, Laney."

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 25, 2015 5:15 pm


Laney felt her throat momentarily close up, unsure how to answer Finn's offer. I have a place of my own, she thought. There's a mattress on the floor and I cook everything on a hot plate, but it's mine. I can do this on my own.

She couldn't bring herself to say it, though. She couldn't imagine someone like Finn would understand. Someone who had an education and a job and a home wouldn't understand what it was like not to be good enough for any of those things -- to have missed out on succeeding at anything in life till it was far, far too late.

So, because she didn't know what to say, she did what she usually did: she ignored Finn's having said it at all. It was okay: he'd said other things she could talk about.

"My oath doesn't help anyone," she sulked despondently. It doesn't help anyone but me. It didn't at New Years and it doesn't now. I met this new Cosmos knight, and -- God, she's only fifteen years old -- and she doesn't know anything. None of us know anything when we start out, and there's no one to tell us. There's no Academy like our ancestors had, no one teaching anyone anything, nowhere to go -- she's so young, and she's going to be just like Degrasse, and I can't -- " She sighed, looking down into her cup. "I can't protect her at all."

Laney took a slow sip. "And it's always going to be like that. We've all had the dreams -- it'll be worse for the new knights just awakening, once they've driven so many of us out of the city. They hunt them down so easily . . . " She looked up, meeting Finn's eyes. "Don't tell me you don't think about it. How lost we all are."

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PostPosted: Mon Apr 27, 2015 10:33 pm


Finn sighed. He didn't have an oath, but that hadn't helped him save Bolton last night. Arkady had made it pretty clear to him that no one could have saved Bolton, but that didn't make his failure sting any less. "I lost a page last night," he sighed - maybe putting his own failure out there would make Laney feel better. "It was Castor and me against these two captains, page in the middle, and Castor started spouting death and destruction and scared her right into their arms."

If he hadn't been there, he thought, not for the first time, I could have saved her.

"I think about that a lot," he said, returning her gaze. He fought against his natural tendency to smile - this wasn't the right time. "Sure, the Code gets us all together once in a while, but our order doesn't have any cohesion. There's so much ******** infighting."

Like, seriously, he didn't want to have to stop Megiddo and Camlann from killing each other again, because it was stupid and not behavior befitting two goddamn grown-ups.

"We need more structure," he sighed, "But everyone's too damn independent to shut up and listen to advice."

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PostPosted: Wed Apr 29, 2015 12:08 pm


This news -- news she hadn't been expecting, so caught up in her own problems -- was important enough to interrupt everything else. Laney felt a lot of things: sorrow for Finn, worry for the lost page, anger at Castor (a recurring theme on her part, she was finding). She set their conversation aside and got up, cup in hand, so she could go to her friend and give him an utterly necessary hug. "Oh, Finn," she said, wrapping her arms around his midsection and giving him her best lumberjack squeeze (which wasn't very lumberjacky). "I'm so sorry."

She stayed there for a while -- it took time for a good hug to settle, in her experience.

"Our order's falling apart," she agreed. "It has been since we first started awakening -- all of us. We've all been struggling to survive, to make it to full knighthood, without our Academy. Without any guidance, stumbling on our own powers by accident, or sheer trial and error -- there's so much potential, but . . . it's all scattered. No one knows what resources, what knowledge and ideas are already out there. I mean, even our rings -- as powerful as they are, hardly anyone uses them. We forget to ask for help, because -- we're not used to there being any help out there. We all start off alone, lucky if there happens to be anyone there when we awaken -- and the only thing that's kept us going as long as we have is . . . people are strong. People are brave, and they care -- and they fight on even when we're disorganized and confused, because the cause is good even when the deck's stacked against us."

She bit her lip. "If we fight among ourselves sometimes, or have trouble agreeing on things, it's kind of no wonder, you know? We don't know the people standing beside us. We don't know what they can do -- or what we can do. We're hanging on by our fingernails. We're not supporting each other like our ancestors and our past selves did. They had oral traditions -- formal teaching. We're on the verge of losing that -- and all because we don't have a place to call our own."

Laney thought about what Titan had told her, the ruins of the Academy . . . a great, sucking hole in the Earth. The Negaverse had been right to target the school -- without it, the knighthood could easily die out just by failing to keep itself alive.

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PostPosted: Thu Apr 30, 2015 8:49 am


A lumberjack hug was, as it turned out, exactly what Finn needed. She was a good height for hugging - only an inch shorter than him, and Finn had been 5'7" for a very long time so he was good at not feeling emasculated by it.

"The negaverse keeps getting to our people before we do," he sighed, backing out of the hug. He'd spoken to too many officers who said the Negaverse gave them power when their knighthood didn't. Avalon, even- "Avalon went over to them because she felt alone," and it was only by the force of a miracle that she'd returned to the knighthood. Others weren't so lucky. He thought of Zircon, angry that her awakening had come at the Negaverse's hands, and convinced that her purification was never meant to be.

It had been a good hug, he thought. He felt more centered now. More stable.

"We have Olympus," said Finn, after a moment's consideration. "It's not the Academy, but it's something. It's a place we can get everyone to go to where we're safe from attack. We can't force them to listen to us, but it'd be a start. I could ask Mistral about getting a mass-messaging function on the rings. Sort of a listserve for letters."

Though, of course, that raised the question of who among them was worthy of teaching.

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PostPosted: Thu Apr 30, 2015 9:43 am


Olympus.

Mistral had said it had responded to her need, before. Maybe . . . maybe it could again. Sure, it wasn't their Academy, but -- the Academy was lost to them. Even if it couldn't serve as a proper place for battle training or anything like that, it could still . . .

Maybe they could still make it their own. A new tradition for a new generation.

"My work -- what I do -- it's always been with the Negaverse. Trying to help people back up after they've already stumbled, to show them they can still choose another way. But with everything that keeps happening to us . . . everyone we've lost, everyone who's died -- maybe that's not enough." She nodded in agreement with Finn's point. "The day after Megiddo -- I ran into Sailor Megrez, and we talked for a little while. She told me how she'd gotten to a kind of, like, a low point. Where she'd felt so backed into a corner, I think. so alone and threatened, that she was afraid not to kill anyone she met who was Chaos. And she said that she'd been afraid of what she was becoming -- that she'd fall in with people like Castor again."

Laney reached up with her free hand to twirl a lock of hair around her finger, idle. "Thraen organized the BlackWatch to help people feel like they had resources -- like they weren't on their own. That's the right idea, I feel like -- to solve problems before they become problems. Maybe in the knighthood, we all need that attitude -- that we're a brother- and sisterhood of people. A community that's strong because of how much we each support the person beside us. The Code told some of us a great deal about our history a year ago -- but it hasn't done that again since. I think . . . " She looked her friend in the eye. "I think we're supposed to pass that knowledge on."

Something about saying all this -- about the two of them talking about it -- made Laney feel a little better. A little more hopeful, more in control. Already she felt a kinship with this one knight, with Babylon -- her true brother in the figurative sense. It would be wonderful to be able to share that feeling with more people than just her own few friends.

"We could at least ask," she said, nodding at Finn's suggestion with enthusiasm. "If you get in touch with Mistral, I can ask the Code what we can do, and how often we could do it. I've already got these coats of arms that -- " She caught herself. " -- that our mutual friend brought to me. I want to see them returned to their rightful owners. I'd thought that Olympus could be the best way. And if not . . . " Laney bit her lip, determined. "Then -- then we have our meetings right here on Earth, we find a place. We ask Mauvians to help us shield it. Whatever we have to. We're knights, right? What we don't have, we make with our own two hands."

It could be just the two of them to start out. Like Sailor Gunn had done, with her skills training -- grassroots organization. They could apply the same principles to passing on knowledge and information . . . and then, if the idea caught on, there would probably be better, more capable people wanting to take over. Maybe that would be for the best. Sometimes all that was missing was someone to light the first spark.

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PostPosted: Thu Apr 30, 2015 11:01 pm


"Well," said Finn, thinking of the girl who Laney had brought with her. Teide. "I think you're pretty good at the purification thing? I mean. You got that girl through it, and she looks like she trusts you pretty completely. That kind of devotion's hard to earn. You must have done something to deserve it." He was glad that Laney had someone who looked up to her that way, because he trusted her not to squander that trust.

"I don't know how much we can do about how the senshi conduct themselves," he said, reaching for the wine bottle. "We can try, but they're outside our order and can conduct themselves as they please. I mean - we shouldn't be encouraging people to go around killing everyone they come across, but..." He shrugged and poured himself more wine. "I don't know. I don't think anyone's ever made Castor fall in line and I don't think it's wise to try to start. He's very keen on everyone knowing that he could level this entire city if he wanted to."

He held the bottle out to Laney, offering to top up her cup. "Getting in touch with Mistral will be the easy part," he said. "I don't know what she did to get us all to Olympus last time, but I'm sure it's repeatable. The code's supposed to serve us, isn't it?"

Or they served the code. The distinction was kind of vague. Maybe it went both ways? "Is our mutual friend still alright?" he asked. "I told him that - once he comes through, there's a room here for him. If he needs it."

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PostPosted: Fri May 01, 2015 9:20 pm


Laney accepted the refill gratefully. She wasn't much of a drinker, but sometimes it was just -- a bonding activity. A way that friends spoke the unspoken language of yeah? Yeah.

"Sometimes I wish I could just drown Castor in a bucket," she said sourly, pouting with her lower lip out. "He was there tonight, and he's all telling Teide she has to give the civilian name of someone else in the Negaverse in exchange for his help. And all this blah-blah-blah about 'the person you were before will diiiiiiie.' While she's terrified because she let a civilian try to murder her because she was so upset about what she'd become with the Negaverse. It was completely ridiculous." Laney frowned, stewing over the whole affair for a little while.

"Our mutual friend is . . . still healthy, for what it's worth. It's just -- you know how he is. He talks about himself like he's something to be thrown away. I wish he could believe in himself."

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PostPosted: Sat May 02, 2015 1:11 am


Finn frowned. He could understand the temptation to grandstand before purification candidates. If he had that power, he was sure that he would likewise be prone to dramatics - but he didn't think he'd ever go as far as to terrify someone already in so dire a position. "Did she give a name?" he asked. She must have, if Castor had gone through with the purification. "Whose?"

As for Titan... well, Laney's report was more or less in keeping with the conversation they'd had last time Finn saw him. "He thinks of it as giving his life so Næroøyfjord can live. No matter which half of his memories he carries through, that's still half his life gone, and no matter which half he remembers, he'll lose his civilian identity and all his family and friends. So... I understand his viewpoint, at least as far as that's concerned?"

But that didn't really help with Titan's low self-esteem. "I'm glad he's decided to go through with it," said Finn, taking a sip from his cup. "He said you're going to call Cosmos? I told him she was nice. And you know, a far better choice than Castor, by the sounds of it."

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PostPosted: Sat May 02, 2015 11:12 am


Laney's mouth quirked in a frown. "She gave Avalon's name -- Vanya. Because she thought Avalon was dead, and she knew she was giving a name that wouldn't hurt anyone. And of course Castor goes off on this riff about how he knows that name's no good but if she'd given a valid name it would mean she was purifying out of selfish reasons or . . . something completely contradictory, I don't know. I was so furious."

She took a longer drink from her cup. "I wouldn't put my worst enemy in front of Castor for purification," she said flatly. "Not unless there was literally no one else. I don't care whether anyone thinks losing a lot of your memories and having to start your life over is the same thing as dying, it isn't dying, and telling people don't worry, it's just like committing suicide isn't what anyone needs to hear. It's not even remotely the same."

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PostPosted: Sat May 02, 2015 12:26 pm


"Castor's a ******** moron," said Finn, rather definitively. It did raise the question of how Teide had wound up in front of Castor. "How did he get involved?" He didn't think that Laney had called him - not when she could have called Cosmos instead and avoided the interaction completely. Cosmos would have been the kinder, gentler path to purification, even if her summoning would have required blood.

"I'm not sure that either of us can say what purification is or isn't when we haven't been through it ourselves," he said. He'd fallen into that trap a few times lately, of speaking to definitively and being mistaken for someone who'd gone through it. "I don't think it's the same as committing suicide and no one should say that it is or tell people that it is, but if part of our mutual friend's process is mourning the things he's giving up, who are we to tell him not to do that?"

"I've known Avalon as three different people," he said. "And she's got a certain object permanence as Avalon, but I've had to come to terms with the fact that Tate's dead and she will never come back... And I'm not sure Vanya ever got the chance to really totally exist at all. She was just a face that General Avalon wore."

"But Castor's still an a*****e," he added swiftly, "and he shouldn't presume to tell anyone what purification is and isn't any more than we should."

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PostPosted: Sat May 02, 2015 3:05 pm


Laney sulked a little and held her cup out for more wine. This was, what, her third cup? Well, whatever. It was wine. She was walking back to her apartment anyway.

"Camlann called him," she answered. "But he didn't exactly seem fond of him, or -- even remotely fond of his methods. I guess maybe Castor was the only royal he knew?"

Laney got up, restless, and circled her chair. "What's his deal, anyway? Castor, I mean. He acts like he's, like, the grand poobah of it -- he's got some kind of bee in his bonnet about the whole thing."

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PostPosted: Sat May 02, 2015 8:52 pm


"That makes... sense," said Finn. Castor had purified Camlann, after all, and from Finn's recollection of the event was that it had been very... short notice. "Yeah, I don't see when he would have met anyone else," he added. "When I helped with Oenone's purification, we went through Iris, but she enforces a waiting period... and I still owe her tacos for last time."

He didn't think he would ever not owe Iris tacos.

"Anyway, obviously not ideal for someone who is actively suicidal," he said, watching Laney circle. "It's so frustrating. We have so few options when it comes to purifications and they've all got catches. Call Iris? Wait three days and bribe her with enough junk food to give a cardiologist a heart attack. Need Cosmos? Better be a Cosmos knight and prepared to pay in blood. Want Castor? Deal with the ego and the ******** bravado that goes with it, mister I could level this whole ******** city if I wanted to. Honestly, I understand why Lina went back to the Negaverse if she purified for that a*****e."

But anyway. "Ugh. At least Teide's okay. That's what's important. I blame him for losing that Pluto page, though."

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