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Otto missed the sound of crickets.

That's what he thought when he stepped outside at midnight into the training fields. He wanted air, wanted fresh air and the feel of the tropical night air on his face. He got that much, but he heard no crickets. No noises aside from the very faint sound of the ocean far, far away.

There were so few things Otto really missed about home. He didn't really get home sick much. A lot of that had to do with his abusive father and his shrug-it-off mother.

But he did miss the sounds of night time in the farmer's fields.

So there he stood, lost and missing a pivotal detail of what night time jaunts were supposed to include. He let out a depressed sigh, and slowly trudged across the field.

Otto's eyes squinted at the figure who'd camped themselves out on the field. Star gazing was something he'd only seen mimsy take an interest in, so at first he almost assumed it to be her. But as he got close, it was evident they were male, and very not Mimsy.

"Evenin'.." He drawled back, curiosity getting the better of him. He blinked slowly as he looked over the set up, particularly the telescope. He opened his mouth to say something predictable like 'stargazing?', but realized the answer was obvious, and said nothing.

So he stood there awkwardly after that, looking around and wondering if he ought to just leave him alone.

"Um.. yeah." Otto murmured. He didn't plan to venture far. He was still a little bit afraid of the dark, even with his night vision shades. If he ever lost them, his fear would once again skyrocket to intolerable levels.

The blond nodded to his offer. A break from life was always welcome. He said down on the blanket, glad to fill the silence with something other than... silence. And a lack of crickets.

"I like chips." But he hated coffee. So he wouldn't even ask for that one. He lifted his chin for once, and looked up at the sky. "Anythin' fun goin' on up there?"

Otto did help himself, as soon as he heard the words. A hand reached into the bag, and he helped himself to a hand full. He ate one chip at a time, taking small bites. Normally, were he in a better mood, the chips would be eaten whole; sometimes multiple at a time. This was not one of those times, and he barely nibbled each one. So he sat there, staring up at the sky once more.

"Biased?" He murmured, "Guessn' you're big into this stuff then."

He closed his eyes a short moment, letting the night air be the only thing he focused on before reopening his eyes to the worlds above him. He wondered if maybe there was life outside of Earth; and if things could be just as terrible and complicated up there.

"It's pretty.." He murmured absently. If humans only existed here on Earth, and the vastness of space was indeed void of much else, then at least it was pretty to look at. Sitting there, Otto let himself believe that nothing else existed other than that night sky for a while. Pretended he was all alone in the universe. It might have been a lonely thought, but to him at that moment, it felt relaxing.

"I think.. it's hard to imagine something so big." He murmured, uncertain of his own words. His head tilted to the side, and he brushed his bangs behind his ear before they blanketed over his face entirely.

"When I was a kid, I really believed in aliens. When I was pissed off at my parents I'd sneak out and wait in the fields for a UFO to come get me." He'd kind of forgotten Chance was there a moment as he recollected an old memory. Even as a child, all he wanted to do was run away. "I'm not sure if life outside of Earth is possible, even though theres so many other galaxies... but then again we get weird s**t like Halloween creeps, so..."

He shrugged.

"Is space never ending?" He mused aloud, "That's just weird to think about. How can somethin' just not end? Kinda pisses me off."

"It pisses me off cause like..." He held up his hands, now free of the chips and their crumbs. "I can't picture it. Or even like.. ugh!" He dropped his hands again, then belatedly lifted one up to start licking the salt off his fingers.

"It ain't a tangible thing I can see and touch and understand. I know the Earth can be circled 'round cause it's a sphere. That makes sense to me. Space don't make sense to me. I mean it'd be worse if it did have an end cause then what's on the other side right? Can't be any such thing as nothingness."

He paused.

"If there is, then that'd piss me off more than endlessness." He returned to idly licking his fingers as he stared into space; trying to figure out what specs of light were stars and which were planets, all while trying to get salt out from under his nails with his tongue. A fairly fruitless effort.

"You guessed right." Otto said with a nod, looking up at Chance instead of at the sky. He idly nabbed another chip, but didn't eat it just yet. "It bugs me if I can't have a clear answer I understand."

Otto went quiet. As was his nature, he tried to answer Chance seriously. However...

His mind went blank.

"I guess I can't." He murmured, nibbling on the chip. "If I don't understand it... I just get... numb, I guess. Cause not bein' able to understand is too frustrating."