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 Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 5:57 pm
Trevor, had been away but just got word that Lily was in the hospital he frowned a little at that thought. He had doubts that Lily would be open to seeing him, after they had a rough break up. The time away had got him thinking that he didn't want to take Lily out of his life completely, he frowned some more, now he would have to apologize for being a really bad boyfriend, well I guess now Ex-boyfriend. He paused as he walked down the hospital corridor, he was starting to have second thoughts about visiting her.
He gazed at the bouquet of flowers he had gotten her and the "get well soon" balloon he purchased on his way here. He was still troubled, he blew out a breath and went to the hospital reception and asked which room Lily Jacobs was in and the nurse gave him a room number, now he was on his way down. But, as far as his knowledge could go, she hadn't woken up yet and that raised concerns for him even though he was her ex now. He blew out another frustrated breath and continued down the corridor, once he had reached her room he peered in.
He noticed that her room was filled stuff already from her friends and family, he pushed the door open quietly with his arm and looked around for a place to set his own stuff. After a bit of reorganizing he found a place and set the flowers on the counter as well as his balloon, and glanced at Lily who was lying in the bed. His brown eyes gazed at her sleeping figure and he sat down in the chair, beside her bed and lightly took her hand. "Hey, Lily pad. its me Trevor, I know i've been away but I came by to say that I'm sorry for our rough break up" he whispered lightly, he was pretty certain that she could hear him.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 10:40 pm
Lily hadn't been awake in a couple of days and so she had several wires and tubes connected to her to make sure she was getting nutrients among other things. She wasn't generally alone, but this moment was one of the few where she wasn't being attended too or had family around. She lay in her bed, now long curls arranged neatly around her, something she was sure had been done by one of the ladies in her family.
She floated currently in a half conscious state, fighting to regain a moments consciousness. She heard a voice, a familiar one, but it seemed very far away. She heard the voice and was trying to grab for it. The words were swimming in her ears and she recognized a name. Lily pad, a nickname only used by one person.
Lily sighed and it seemed that she may have fought her way to the surface.StarshineAngel01 She'll wake up in my next post!
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 10:47 pm
Trevor's brown eyes looked at her sleeping with concern, if he had known that this was going to happen, he would have stayed. But, the same time he needed to get away and figure out what he wanted in life. But, breaking up with his Lily pad, well not anymore was something the pained him the most about leaving. He lightly kissed the top of her hand as he held it watching her for any signs of movement.At the same time is mind was telling him that he had no right to use the nickname he affectionately gave her when they started dating.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 11:26 pm
Lily felt the kiss on her hand and was more fully able to wake. It was a hard fought battle, one she found herself winning less and less. It worried her in the moment when she won and was awake for a time. She opened her eye to see a sight she hadn't seen in a very long time. Her instantaneous reaction was to cry. He eyes filled with tears and they spilled over her cheeks.
"Trevor," she said softly through the tears. Her heart monitor recorded a small increase in a heart rate, but it was likely from the emotional moment.
"I ... I ... thought ... you were .... I ... I ... didn't know ... if you ... were," she tried to articulate that she had been scared he was dead. The tears made her vision blur slightly and her inability to draw enough air broke her words up with spaces and gasps.
She stopped after a moment trying to reign in her emotions. It was a few moments later that she was able to speak to him. "I ... am ... really ... glad you ... are ... alive."
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 11:35 pm
Trevor smiled lightly at her wiping her tears away "Lily Pad, I'am so glad to know you're okay, I came back and was told that you were in the hospital and hadn't woken up in awhile and it concerned me" he told her happy that she was okay.
"shh...its okay..I'm perfectly fine, just needed some time to think over what I wanted in life, but the one thing that hurt me the most was being away from you" he told her as he started to let go of her hand. "I'm grateful to know you're okay, I was frightened there for a moment that I wouldn't hear your lovely voice again." he said and mentally scolded himself, as he did so a frown graced his features.
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2015 3:45 pm
Lily shook her head lightly and gave Trevor a sad look. She sighed, "I am ... not ... okay and I ... I am ... not awake ... very often," she said lightly through her labored breathing. She was so tired and she didn't want to give Trevor false hope, though at the same time she didn't want to crush his spirit either.
"They ... they don't ... know what ... is ... wrong ... with me," she said before she gasped and started coughing making it even harder to breath. Her chest felt so heavy and this was all so much.
After her coughing fit subsided it was still a few moments before she could catch enough air, but when she did she tried to keep talking. "I'm fighting ... what ... ever ... this is I'm ... fighting."
She left off there, despite wanting so badly to tell him how tired she was. How afraid she was. She was going to die and she could almost feel it in her bones.
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2015 5:43 pm
Trevor frowned some more and lightly patted her hand and quieted her "you don't need to tell the entire story, you need more rest then anything" he said and frowned a little more "Sorry, I couldn't be around when you first got whatever it was you got" he said. Then he wondered why she had awoken for him and not everyone else. He figured it would be too much energy for her to expend explaining it to him. He glanced at her thoughtfully "I'll always be here for you the anything" he told her, her and Xander were the only ones that knew who he was really.
"Shhh..Lily pad, I'll be here for you, that's kinda why I came for a visit and To apologize" he lightly put a finger to her lips to quiet her down. "nothing to be afraid of I'll be here for you and you only" he said with determination in his brown eyes. He tilted his head to the side "do you want something to drink?" he asked her. "If you do, just nod your head" he said to her.
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2015 6:03 pm
Trevor was so sweet, so sweet she could feel the tears pooling in her eyes. He had been missing for so long and her heart sped up in fear to think this might be her final goodbye with her friend. Like fate brought him back for a last goodbye. With that thought the tears spilled out running down her cheek while she looked at him.
He didn't want her to talk and she could understand that, everyone wanted her to conserve her strenght. More than anything she wanted to sing though, it was murder not to be able to like her very soul suffered for it.
She shook her head at the offer for a drink, calming slightly, he tears slowing and finally stopping. She gave a slightly yawn and in the next moment it seemed her strenght gave out and she was asleep again as though she had never even awoken at all. The only real sign were the tear trails on her cheeks.
Everyone feared one day this would happen, but she would be gone, today the slow rise and fall of her chest while she slept would let him know that this was not the case.
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2015 6:11 pm
Trevor lightly tucked her under her covers a little more and lightly continued to draw small circles on the back of her hands. He frowned a little more, he was hoping that he wouldn't have to say good bye to her. It tore at his heart strings knowing that it might be the case, at least they had closure. He lightly brushed a stray strand of hair from her face and lightly planted a soft but gentle kiss on her forehead. He glanced over at his flowers and his balloon and frowned a bear would have been good to. It really hoped he didn't have to say good bye to her, he glanced at her with optimism knowing and hoping she would be okay.
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