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 Posted: Sat Jan 17, 2015 8:54 pm
 Her nose twitched as she scented the air, she had followed his scent for what seemed like days, weeks. She had never been far from him, but she hadn't returned to him since their boxes had come, that sudden jolt into parenthood after finding herself linked to a male that had stolen her heart had just been to much for the female.
She had stayed away due to her shame for disappearing into the night with a single box, she wasn't even sure if he'd want anything to do with her now.
But she missed him, she had found herself following him but had always kept a distance, kept to the shadows she knew so well.
But she had to find him, had to try and explain..She had to know if he stilled cared for her, she wasn't sure if she was really even worthy of his love.
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Posted: Sat Jan 17, 2015 11:39 pm
 He had stayed around Tsukouru's welcoming home for some time. Days then weeks went by like the wind, and it had been years since he had tried to find his loving... He couldn't even call her a mate. Tsu and Sorii had looked for Jeiyana. The only kit that he managed to find back then. Every day was torment without his children and .. love. Yet Tsu had told him never to worry. That soon, he too will find happiness like Tsu had found. Where love was said to be impossible, Tsu had found it. For himself, and his mate. Now, they were grandparents and soon to have children again. Their love was strong... He wanted that for himself.
Nothing more did he want for his family to be whole. Yet his twin sister had vanished- and everything he had with Lysia..
Tsu: "My old friend, you are welcome to stay, The beaches and caves here are spacious. You can take all the time you need."
Sorii: "My dear friend... I thank you for the years spent. But... it is time to stop chasing the past and look anew. I bid happiness for your family. All of them. Good luck... Old friend."
Tsu had bowed his head and a warm kind hearted smile had spread to Sorii. That was months ago. He will find new land.. a new life.
He came to a stop where the boarder of the North and Western Regions were. The valley before the cold of the mountains. Vastly different from the beaches he'd come to call home. Ears panning back as he smelt the new scents and closed his eyes. Still.... his heart was full of weight. His blood. His line. His loss... He could always smell her. For years he'd never forget her scent. It drove him made every time he'd follow it. Leading to dead ends. Maybe now. He could finally move on.
His pace lessened as he came up to a small river. Instead of thirst. He walked in and dunked his head in. The feeling of the cold when he came out of the water was refreshing. Maybe here, he will stop to rest for a while.
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Posted: Sat Jan 17, 2015 11:57 pm
Lysianthia decided not to hide herself from him any longer, instead she carefully perched herself on a boulder by the small river, she could feel the warmth of the sun against her back, she watched him curiously.
She had been wild all her life, a huntress, a loner, even though she had a twin shadow, she and Callum had done their own thing. But this green male, Sorii had changed her world in a way she had never expected. Yes of course she would have found a male worth bearing off spring with, but that would have been the end of the story until she met him.
Seeing him now, this close caused her to be nervous, her tail tip twitched. Fear ate away at her confidence, she had always been strong, fearless and once more...she had met someone who had given her reason to fear. But not the bad kind of fear, the kind that meant you had something worth never losing.
She waited quietly.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 12:44 am
When he brought himself up for air. A gasp as if he had been reborn again. Soon he'd be in the mountains where his coat could do him more justice instead of hinder like when he was in the beach. It wasn't until he face the sky and let cool air wrap around him completely before he finally faced forward and opened his dark swirl irises. Flicking his tail. Breathing in the air... then he closed his eyes. "Still taunted by my past.. Can I nev-" To humor himself, he turned his head to the side trying not to give in to his urges of seeking her out. But when he so a slight shadow- he immediately turned around with haste in his step. Almost fast enough to break his neck.
It was then that he was met with those deep red eyes... The black coat that he had often dreamed about. Even nightmares. Still- her image was never a thing he saw when awake although he felt haunted for never getting a chance to touch her once again. She just.. Left without a trace. No matter how good his hunting skills were. She was undoubtedly better.
Words, had lost. Just a complete stare with no movement. Believing if he had, she'd probably flee. Her sight had sent an electricity in him that bolted him right where he stood.
"Ly.." The voice was tender. Although his emotions, his hurt, his pain had surfaced. His mind had gone blank..
Eyes had slitted.. "Have I finally gone mad- are my eyes.. deceiving me." It sounded more like a plea and question for himself, although his face didn't match the content of his words. It had, almost seemed like he had saw a ghost. Please let it not be so. Please for one more moment...
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 1:08 am
She wasn't sure if she should be happy, or what to feel, her heart was crashing against her ribs at a rate that it hurt.
She stood up on the boulder now, and then stepped down, towards him she walked, though her movements were almost shy, unsure.
"I'm real.." She said softly, her ears flickered forward towards him. He hadnt lashed out, hadn't ignored her as if she didnt exist to him anymore and as she scented the air, she smelt no others on him.
Maybe he hadnt forgotten about her and moved on, though he surely deserved that, to find happiness with someone that wouldnt split out in the night like a ghost on the wind.
"Sorii.." She said softly, hopeful.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 1:58 am
Belief, was a luxury they he felt he couldn't afford. Especially with her. She could be gone with the wind once more with anything he could do. Her voice, confirmed that this wasn't an illusion and he had not in fact gone mad. Noting her pace. The way she moved was not like the fluffy tailed ulaya he had met so long ago. His world was upside down when he met her- finally believing that he could settle down. But she disappeared after the boxes.
Slowly he moved out of the river and without even shaking nor wanting to blink. Let his drenched paws air dry along with his cooled down face. Noting the tone in her voice as she said his name. His heart dropped in to his stomach and his voice was in a knot. What could he even say? There was so much yet so little.
"Where." Was the only thing he could even mutter out of all the bundle of things he could've said. A flat word with no particular emotion behind it. A desperation to flat out tell her that he loved her had daughtened on him yet he didn't. He didn't want her to disappear again. But surely now he'd tackle her down and restrain her if she did try to leave. There was too much he wanted to know. He was scared. Only she could strike that fear in him of her leaving yet again but he didn't know what he'd feel like if she was just an illusion or decided to leave now.
"Why."
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 2:13 am
She had to touch him, at least once more. There was no one else that walked these lands that she was more drawn to, more attach...needed.
At his words, she knew that they would come sooner or later. Better now, better to get it out now and see what was left, if there was anything left, the fear that she had lost him completely ate away at her. She loved him so much it ached to be this close, to have his scent filling her twitching nose, his voice dancing in her ears, oh how she loved him.
"I've never been to far away...but far enough." She confessed, she was of the land, wild and she could keep hidden right under anothers nose without doing to much.
Her head dipped as her ears dropped as she sat now, "I couldn't admit it then, but I can now..I was scared. Terrified that I'd fail..I knew a solitary world, but you offered me so much more. What if I failed you? Couldn't be a good mother?" She knew that it made more sense to her at the time, the feelings of it all had swelled up within her and swallowed her whole taking away her sanity.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 2:53 am
What had she done to him. Stripped him of everything that he was. Leaving him with one box. Where he only saw pieces of the other boxes that were protecting his children within. How he ached. Cried. How every day he'd look. Every moment lost. He could blame her for all of what he went through. Everything that was taken from him. He had every right but.
"You could never failed me, if you... had just given me the chance." His voice was soft, but one could tell that he was aching to even speak. "That that you are in front of me... -" So many things he wanted to say, so many things he wanted to ask.
"Stay." He took a step towards her, but was uneasy in doing so. A long silence before he could ever muster up the next part. "Don't leave again." Longingly looking in her eyes. So much he wanted to hold her but he wasn't sure if he could. "I don't think I could stand it." His heart was literately in his throat. Making him feel as though his throat was swelled. Emotions he couldn't control in his head, yet he was surprised most of all and taken back that she had come back at all. How could he express everything he was feeling? It was impossible.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 5:36 pm
She shook her head, "I couldn't give myself a chance, how could I give you one? I was just so sure I would fail..that I would dishonor you, disappoint you..Honor means a great deal to my family..but in the end, I did it anyways." She sighed, her heart breaking all over again.
She could feel the strain in his voice, the ache of the emotions rolling through him. How she wished she could take it all back, to be the loving, doting mate and mother he deserved, but then..back then..she couldnt even though its all she had wanted to do, was please him, love him with her everything. Back then it didnt seem enough..
When he stepped towards her, her ears lifted, shifted and leaned forward towards him, her long fluffy tail swayed out behind her. The distance between them, it ate at her, for to long there had been distance between them..no more. She stepped towards him, one unsure paw and then another until there was no space between them, she tested the water by lightly nuzzling his cheek. "Never. The only thing that would ever part me from you again is my death...and even then I'll haunt you."
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2015 11:24 pm
The words ached. If only she had stayed.. If only. But the past was gone. They were living in the now. All could be forgiven.. In slight of this. He thought it was his own fault.
He had come here to finally put his past life to rest. To finally get over her and the fact that for years he hadn't seen his children. Jeiyana had her own life with her mate so what use was he now? Or so he thought. That why he had left. That's why he came all the way out here. Now she was in front of him beckoning him to come back and engulf himself in her darkness.
The very thought gave him a warmth inside.. Although he hadn't moved. It was as if his love were a stranger to her touch. Nuzzling his cheek, what did she want of him. Then finally, she said it. It was a piercing feeling. These words. Did she really know what she was saying? Did she really mean it?
"For so long I thought of you, in my dreams and when I wake -was soully nightmares. Now that you are here. Your touch is warm yet I still fear that you will flee again." He leaned in to her nuzzle and left himself close to her. Dipping his head to return a nudge of affection. It pulled at his heartstrings. "It will be my bliss to be haunted by you. Please do." Looking in to her eyes, bringing his paw to move the hair from her face. Just like he left her, the years had not aged her one bit in his eyes. Still grogeous and dark beauty. Leaning in and softly kissing her forehead. Letting his nose press against it, then slid it down to her cheek where he softly rubbed his own cheek against hers.
"You are one poisonous woman."
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2015 3:53 pm
"And you must be the antidote.." She melted against him, her long fluffy tail curling around his leg as she took in his scent, she had never forgotten it, always able to pick it up with ease, but having it fresh and so close.
She purred, her eyes closed with contentment, her body all but humming with the pleasure of being able to touch him, smell him, love him up close, the fact he was offering her a 2nd chance, a chance to make things right.
He was everything she wanted, all the things she never knew she needed in life to be happy, she didnt know what it was to enjoy life until he had stepped into it, she nuzzled and showered his face in small butterfly light kisses as she purred.
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2015 5:40 am
With only one innocent kiss to her forehead, she had laid millions times over butterfly kisses. The antidote she says, she's more like venom. "And then you do these things." Closing one eye as he was wonderfully attacked by the sweetest affections. Then he lend up and picked her face with both paws. Stopping her by the cheeks as he simply starred in to her eyes.
Then passionately kissed her, then pulled away after a few moment. In those moments, he poured out his heart and enough that he gasped when he let go..
"Where. Are. My. Kids." Still holding her by the cheeks as he looked so deep in to her eyes. "I need to know." The seriousness in his voice...Could show just how desperate he was about them. He hadn't got to hold them, raise them.
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2015 9:52 pm
At his kiss, the emotions the flooded with it, melted everything within her being. All her stregnths, her thoughts of being wild and unworthy of him melted away into a puddle of nothing as she knew, she needed only him in this life and any life after.
At his next words though, a pang of guilt and shame pierced right through her exposed heart, her ears fell for a moment. "Aiden..Hes well and lives in the forest, the western part of the region." She stepped back, trying to hide.
"He'll be so beyond thrilled to see you, meet you..Your son is much like you Sorii.." She knew her words meant nothing, and she could express her sorrow over what she had done for a million lifetimes and it would change nothing. "Go find him.." she said softly. "I wont leave.."
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2015 11:56 pm
"Aiden. Wow.." His eyes went soft, the happiness grew in his chest. "Jeiyana... That is what I called her but we aren't as close as I'd like to be- she went off because when she saw all of you gone and saw me bringing back a kill. Well, let's just say I have been watching over her well being from afar. I bet she would love to see you.." All of his family coming back together? That would be an amazing feat.
"What about the other two? What did you name them, and Where are they, with Aiden?" He was literately beaming with excitement. "West Region. Ok. Perfect. We're not too far from there then." He could cry right now, and no one would blame him, but he held it in, his tail wagging happily.
The high of knowing that they were alright.
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Posted: Sun Jan 25, 2015 12:11 am
"I would love to meet her, Ive missed out on so much. Jeiyana..What a beautiful name." She smiled softly, she had a daughter out there..a little girl, her heart soared.
But at his next words, her heart came crashing down back to earth. "What do you mean Sorii? I didn't name them..I left them all here with you but Aiden..he is the only one I took." She stared at him wide eyed. "What happaned to our babies if they're not with you?!" Her words were short, choked out, her mind already racing to the worst possible scenario.
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