Antigone Lillantine

[The Forgotten Weasley]

Hi, my name is Antigone Cassiopeia Lillantine.

But I mostly go by Anti.

I'm a female.

I'm 17 years old.

My birthday is August 18th, 2017.

My dream job is to be an arithmancer.

My blood status is pureblood.

This is my GRADUATED year here at Hogwarts.

The house I'm in is Ravenclaw.

I'm interested in girls.

I'm currently with no one.

People say that, in a nutshell, I'm gloomy. I never seem very happy, or really anything at all. I usually have a blank face, and I tend to expect the worst. I'm not really a full-blown cynic, but I'm certainly pessimistic, with a dreary outlook on life. I'm a pretty passive person who's used to being ignored or bullied, usually by my family. I used to try to seek attention, especially my mother's, by crying and whining a lot when I was little. All that ever did was get me in trouble, and now that I'm older I've been told I need to start acting like it, so I've basically given up on it. I still crave attention though, and I can cry on command if the situation calls for it. I'd rather have pity than apathy any day. I'm the smartest of my siblings, but my intelligence is usually unnoticed or dismissed because I'm the middle child, and the girl of the family. I live inside my head a lot because of this, and I rarely share my thoughts and opinions with anyone but myself. This makes me seem very distant, and I'm always being told I need to be more outgoing, more charming. I don't really know how to do that. I hate being pushed around and patronized, so I try to leave other people alone in the hopes that they'll do the same for me. I'm usually shy around people I don't know, but I slowly open up as I get to know them. I don't feel like I'm in control of my life, but at least I'm in control of my head. I can be extremely sarcastic, usually when I feel threatened or vindictive, and when I'm riled I'm not above shoving my quicker wit in people's faces. I'm used to being told what to do, but I'm also used to doing it as slowly and reluctantly as possible. I'd usually rather let other people walk over me than get into a fight about it. It's just easier. I'm much more of a follower than a leader. I get uneasy about breaking rules or traditions, and I'm doubly uneasy about doing something that goes against my siblings or parents. I may not like them, but I do feel loyal to them.

My background story is I'm the second born and only daughter of Callius and Desdemona Lillantine. My older brother, Vander, takes up all of Father's attention, and my younger brother, Cy, takes up all of Mother's attention, so really I'm invisible. I've never really wanted to grow up, but I have to. I spent what's been my childhood so far doing my best to avoid my brothers and spending a lot of time alone. I used to like my room, because it was like a sanctuary, where I could be alone and play with my dolls or read or do whatever I wanted, but by now it's started to feel like a prison. My dolls and old toys were just a reminder that I wasn't a little girl anymore, so I threw most of them out. Suddenly I'm being paid slightly more attention to, but not for the reasons I want. I can't run around anymore; young ladies only walk, and walk slowly. I can't spend as much time in my room because young ladies are sociable. I can't read too much or I'll damage my eyes or become some sort of little bookworm no one will like. No one likes me already, so I can't see how that will change anything. I've always been wedged in between Father's pride and joy and Mother's little darling and it's nauseating. I've never made any friends my own age, and Vander's always telling me I'll never make any, even at Hogwarts. I would be excited to go to Hogwarts if it wasn't for the fact that I'll be with Vander the entire time, since he's only one year ahead of me, and we'll probably be in the same house. And then two years from now Cy will be with us too. Just what I always wanted; to be stuck with my bully of an older brother and my spoiled brat of a younger brother for seven more years.

I was sorted into Ravenclaw. Do you have any idea how mortifying it was? Even Violante, the blood traitor, was put in Slytherin. All real Lillantines are. That's what Vander says. I thought for sure he would murder me before I even made it through the year. But avoiding him is a lot easier since I'm in a different house, which I suppose is a plus. Still, it's not going to be good when I go home for summer. It's not. Mother and Father know, and I have no idea what they think, but it can't be good. I don't think I'll be disowned, but I'm more than a bit terrified. Yes, I do fit in fairly well with the other Ravenclaws, so long as I keep my head down and my mouth shut, but wouldn't that be true for any house? And maybe I do like the tower... But no one should know that.

My second year was... I don't know. Vander ended up ignoring me all summer because he was horrified to discover that he's betrothed to some girl, so that was good, I suppose. I haven't really made any friends at all in school, not that I'm supposed to. No pureblood Slytherin would probably even talk to me, and Mother and Father would kill me if I dared make friends in my own house. I have to sign up for electives for next year, but I'm going to take what I want. It's not like anyone will know until I have to take my exams, and then it will be too late. I never took the train home, though... Some sort of neo Death Eater group attacked the station and I was badly injured. I ended up in the hospital. My family came and visited, of course, but somehow it was all my fault. It always is.

My third year was fine. The other Ravenclaw girls in my year are nice to me, even if it is out of pity. I know I'm not supposed to encourage their friendliness, but it's hard, especially when everyone else has someone to talk to. Even Vio has a real friend now, some Gryffindor girl. If I was a mean person, I would tell Mother and Father, and she'd never hear the end of it, but I'm not. Vander basically left me alone, and Cy was busy doing Merlin knows what all year, probably irritating everyone in Slytherin. Vio says Vander is besotted with Wendy and that they're probably snogging all the time now, so he shouldn't have as much time to bully me over the summer. That's good, I guess.

My fourth year was awful. I keep feelings things I shouldn't and it makes me feel sick in the pit of my stomach most of the time. I couldn't even handle the stupid Valentine's Masquerade. The masks reminded me of what happened at Hogsmeade and everyone was there dancing and snogging and it was horrid. I shouldn't even have gone. Vio is dating her Gryffindor friend, Ivy. I can't even look at them. It makes it all worse. ...Cyrus killed Ismene over the summer, and left her in my room like that. I started hitting and kicking him, and once I started, I couldn't stop. I spent the rest of the summer essentially locked up in my room.

My fifth year was... I don't know, it was at least better than the summer. Ceri Davies practically stalked me, but by the end of the year I was reluctantly calling her a friend, so there was that. I know she means well, anyways. I had to attend my half cousin Luke's wedding over the winter break, and right afterwards we had guests for dinner. I suspect I'll be seeing the guests again, from the mood at the dinner. If I haven't managed to snag a pureblooded boy, I know for a fact Father and Mother will have no qualms about doing it for me.

My sixth year was better. I have friends, people I can trust. I was engaged, but I won't be for much longer. I focused on my studies and not on my family for once, and felt much better for it. I'm not going home at the end of the year. I'm not going back to that house and the people in it, and I'm not marrying anyone over the summer. I'm staying with Ceri and I'm going to graduate next year, and none of them are going to stop me. I'm not theirs. Not anymore. I'm done.

My seventh year was good. I'm staying with Ceri now, and I'm focusing on my NEWTs. I stayed away from Cy. I stayed away from anything to do with my family in general. I don't think they even count as family anymore. I'll have to make my own with the people who actually care about me. I'm a little excited to graduate, now that there's no longer anything looming over my head.

I enjoy reading, playing the piano, discovering new things, praise, and being alone.

I despise mockery, sweet things, people who never stop talking, crowds, and feeling ignored.

I'm afraid of my family hating me.

My strengths are my quick brain and controlling my emotions.

My flaws are not standing up for myself and my tendency to look down on other people for being different from me.

I look like this.

My wand is a eleven and 1/4 inches, bendy, spiraled shaft, vinewood, augurey tail feather hair.

My pet is a n/a.

My O.W.L. Scores Are:

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Alchemy ~ O
Ancient Studies ~ EE
Arithmancy ~ O
Astronomy ~ O
Charms ~ O
Defense Against the Dark Arts ~ EE
Divination ~ O
Ghost and Ghoul Studies ~ EE
Healing ~ EE
Herbology ~ O
History of Magic ~ O
Muggle Studies ~ O
Potions ~ EE
Study of Ancient Runes ~ EE
Transfiguration ~ A
Wandless Magic Practice Class ~ O

My N.E.W.T. Scores Are:

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Astronomy ~ O
Charms ~ EE
Defense Against the Dark Arts ~ EE
Herbology ~ O
History of Magic ~ O
Potions ~ EE
Alchemy ~ O
Arithmancy ~ O
Divination ~ O
Healing ~ EE
Muggle Studies ~ EE
Wandless Magic Practice Class ~ EE

Oh yes, there's something else I need to tell you! I'm really, really good at keeping secrets.

~ ♥ Cara ɱк
~Utsuha [7/24/15]
~ Updates accepted by Dia 11/15/15
~ Updates accepted by Utsuha [5/12/16]

 

[The Forgotten Weasley]

Antigone Lillantine's List of Knowledge

Astronomy
First Year
Names of Planets [x]
Movements of Planets [x]
Names of Stars (Including Sun) [x]
Names of Constellations [x]

Second Year
Mercury [x]
Venus [x]
Earth [x]
Earth's Moon [x]

Third Year
Mars [x]
Jupiter [x]
Great Red Spot [x]
Jupiter's Moons [x]

Fourth Year
Saturn [x]
Saturn's Rings [x]
Titan [x]
Uranus [x]

Fifth Year
Neptune [x]
Triton [x]
Comets [x]
Meteorites [x]
Asteroids [x]

Sixth Year
Black Holes [x]
Supernovas [x]

Charms
First Year
Wingardium Leviosa [x]
Lumos [x]
Incendio [x]
Spongify [x]

Second Year
Skurge [x]
Aresto Momentum [x]
Flame-Freezing Charm [x]
Locomotor [x]

Third Year
Cheering Charm [x]
Carpe Retractum [x]
Glacius [x]
Cushioning Charm [x]

Fourth Year
Accio [x]
Depulso [x]
Engorgio [x]
Reducio [x]

Fifth Year
Silencio [x]
Dancing Feet [x]
Reducto [x]
Reparo [x]

Sixth Year
Aguamenti [x]
Repleo [x]
Avis [x]
Colour Change Charm [x]

Defence Against the Dark Arts
First Year
Knockback Jinx [x]
Lumos/Nox [x]
Ghosts [x]
Doxies [x]

Second Year
Tickling Charm/Rictusempra [x]
Expelliarmus [x]
Imps [x]
Fire Crabs [x]

Third Year
Glacius [x]
Boggarts/Riddikulus [x]
Grindylows [x]
Hinkypunks [x]

Fourth Year
Stupefy [x]
Aqua Eructo Charm [x]
Hex-deflection/Salvio Hexia [x]
Finite/Incantatem [x]

Fifth Year
Protego [x]
Reducto [x]
Patronus [x]
Werewolves [x]

Sixth Year
The Unforgivable Curses [x]
Nonverbal Spells [x]
Dementors [x]
Inferi [x]

Flying
First Year
Broom Commands [x]
Mounting [x]
Developing a Broom Bond [x]

Herbology
First Year
[x] Spiky Bush
[x] Bouncing Bulb
[x] Flutterby Bush

Second Year
[x] Abyssian Shrivelfig
[x] Mandrake
[x] Leaping Toadstool

Third Year
[x] Puffapods
[x] Moly
[x] Aconite

Fourth Year
[x] Bubotuber
[x] Gillyweed
[x] Dittany

Fifth Year
[x] Flitterbloom/Devil's Snare
[x] Fanged Geranium
[x] Screechsnap

Sixth Year
[x] Venomous Tentacula
[x] Whomping Willow

History of Magic
First Year
History of Hogwarts [x]
The Chamber of Secrets [x]
History of Brooms [x]

Second Year
Ollivander family [x]
The Deathly Hallows [x]
Beedle the Bard [x]

Third Year
Muggle witch burnings [x]
Nicolas Flamel [x]
Newt Scamander [x]

Fourth Year
Ancient Egypt and Greece [x]
Herpo the Foul [x]
Tom Riddle/Voldemort [x]

Fifth Year
Albus Dumbledore [x]
Harry Potter [x]

Sixth Year
First Wizarding War [x]
Second Wizarding War [x]

Potions
First Year
Forgetfulness Potion [x]
Boil-Cure Potion [x]
Wiggenweld Potion [x]

Second Year
Hair-Raising Potion [x]
Girding Potion [x]
Swelling Solution [x]

Third Year
Shrinking Solution [x]
Antidotes [x]
Undetectable Poisons [x]

Fourth Year
Amortentia [x]
Hiccoughing Solution [x]
Wit-Sharpening Potion [x]

Fifth Year
Draught of Peace [x]
Strengthening Solution [x]
Polyjuice Potion [x]

Sixth Year
Everlasting Elixirs [x]
Felix Felicis [x]
Draught of Living Death [x]
Elixir to Induce Euphoria [x]

Transfiguration
First Year
Match to needle [x]
Snail to Teapot [x]
Mouse to Snuffboxes [x]
Teacup to Rat [x]

Second Year
Beetle Buttons [x]
Avifors [x]
Fera Verto [x]
Rabbit Slippers [x]

Third Year
Teapot to tortoise [x]
Chair to cat [x]
Hedgehog to pincushion [x]
Lapifors [x]

Fourth Year
Draconifors [x]
Guinea fowl to guinea pig [x]

Fifth Year
Evanesco [x]

Alchemy
Third Year
Philosopher’s Stone [x]
Corrumpo Spell [x]
Inveratus Spell [x]
Baleful Brew [x]

Fourth Year
Nicholas Flamel [x]
Albus Dumbledore [x]
Delbou Spell [x]
Mystic Potion [x]
Scutum Spell [x]

Fifth Year
Desires of an Alchemist [x]
Famous Alchemists [x]
Expono Spell [x]
Patronus Potion [x]
Aqua Vitae Potion [x]

Sixth Year
Dormir Spell [x]
Frango Frigis Spell [x]
Dream Catch Potion [x]
Quintessence [x]

Ancient Studies
Third Year
Mesopotamia [x]
Sumeria [x]
Babylonia [x]
Assyria [x]

Fourth Year
Egypt [x]
Old Kingdom & New Kingdom [x]
Assyrian & Hellenistic Control [x]
Roman Control [x]

Fifth Year
Greece [x]
Archaic Greece [x]
Hellenistic Greece [x]
Roman Greece [x]

Arithmancy
Third Year
Origination [x]
The Two Systems [x]
Agrippan Method [x]
Number usage [x]

Fourth Year
Character Number meaning and finding it [x]
Heart Number meaning and finding it [x]
Social Number meaning and finding it [x]

Fifth Year
How to make Predictions [x]
Arithmancy on your name [x]
Arithmancy on one item [x]
Using numbers for Predictions [x]

Sixth Year
Compatibility using Arithmancy [x]
Practice using Arithmancy [x]

Divination
Third Year:
Introduction to Divination [x]
History of Divination [x]
Seers and Prophecies [x]
Common Symbols [x]

Fourth Year:
Astrology [x]
Fire Omens [x]
Tasseomancy [x]
Ovomancy [x]

Fifth Year:
Introduction to Palmistry [x]
Hand shape, Lines and Mounts [x]
Dream Divination [x]
Crystal Gazing [x]

Sixth Year:
Introduction to Cartomancy [x]
Playing Cards [x]
Tarot: Major Arcana [x]
Tarot: Minor Arcana [x]

Ghoul and Ghost Studies
Third Year
Afterlife [x]
Immortality [x]
Resurrection [x]
Creation of Ghost [x]

Fourth Year
Traits [x]
Abilities [x]
Meeting a Ghost [x]
Poltergeist vs Ghost [x]

Fifth Year
Ghouls [x]
Catching Ghouls [x]
Inferi [x]
Combating Inferi [x]

Healing Class
Third year
Diagnosis of Ailments [x]
Treating wounds [x]
Proper Bandaging [x]

Fourth Year
Spell and curse healing [x]
Stunning Treatment [x]
Virus, Bacteria and Infection healing [x]

Fifth Year
Poison Healing [x]
Treating Bites and Stings [x]
DragonPox and Treatment [x]

Sixth Year
Healing Temporary Blindness [x]
Bone repair and regrowth [x]
Lung clearing charm [x]

Muggle Studies
Third Year
Define Muggle [x]
Hard Working [x]
Automobiles [x]
Electricity [x]

Fourth Year
Art [x]
War [x]
Sports [x]
Medicine [x]

Fifth Year
Muggles in Our World [x]
Their pets and ours [x]
Muggle Discrimination [x]
Muggles are Friends Not Food (or lower than us in any way) [x]

Sixth Year
Schooling [x]
Movies [x]
Books [x]
Music [x]

Study of Ancient Runes
Third Year
Runic Languages [x]
Introduction to Elder Futhark [x]
Elder Futhark Runes [x]
Elder Futhark Runic Names [x]

Fourth Year
Introduction to Anglo-Saxon Futhorc [x]
Anglo-Saxon Futhorc Runes [x]
Anglo-Saxon Futhorc Runic Names [x]
Runic Numbers [x]

Fifth Year
Introduction to Younger Futhark Runes [x]
Long Branch Younger Futhark [x]
Short Twig Younger Futhark [x]
Staveless Runes [x]

Wandless Magic Practice Class
Third Year
Achieving Emotional Balance [x]
Determining the truth: Strength or Finesse [x]
Dueling Beginner Level (with wands) [x]

Fourth Year
Will, its relevance to Wandless Magic [x]
Assessment of Will [x]
Dueling Intermediate Level (with wands) [x]

Fifth Year
First Group of Spells [x]
Second Group of Spells [x]
Dueling Advanced Level (Wandless) [x]

Sixth Year
Third Group of Spells [x]
Fourth Group of Spells [x]
Combination of Forms: Wand & Wandless [x]
Duels [x]

Apparition
Sixth Year
[x] Basics of Apparition
[x] Dangers of Apparition
[x] Three D's
[x] Apparition into hoops
[x] Apparition test

Mind Magic - Legilimency/Occlumency
Sixth Year
[x] How and why Occlumency is used
[x] How and why Legilimency is used
[x] Practice Legilimency and Occlumency