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 Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2014 3:09 pm
 ~Tristan's *Hopeful Daily* Log~Hi everyone. My name is Tristan and well, this is my hopeful daily log. The therapist has challenged me this week to start writing every single day, so despite my distaste towards that, I'll do it for him. I like Let's Plays, Asian food, video games, drag kings/drag queens, vampires, rock music, cosplay, interesting fashion and a few other random musings.
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2014 3:11 pm
Please note that I'm doing my best to write daily and if I don't, I'll probably post a random video/image that amuses me for that day. I also ask for people to reply here when possible, as it helps me work on my social skills a bit.
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2014 3:12 pm
12/3/2014
So my therapist told me to start writing a journal to chronicle the good things and such while I'm in therapy.
Might as well start somehow.
Raquel wrote this about me and I've accepted this as a pure fact that I'm a generous guy:
"He's awesome and is always giving even though he's not rich or anything , he really is the sweetest person ever."
Oh hi there. I'm Tristan, 25 years old and a rather all-around unique Singaporean-American guy. This journal from here on out will be my attempting to write every single day to get out frustrations, etc.
Feel free to post, ask questions and what not. I'd love to answer them.
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2014 7:57 pm
How timely you started this because I came here to tell you I liked the SF thread you started. I'm a bit too tired to post a descent reply there tonight (I wanted to reply to the staffer there), but in general I think you bring up a good concern that by offering GC via DC it may lead to Gaia thinking "well everyone gets GC now, so we'll reduce free grants/other ways to play that don't involve GC." I've joked in the past "you watch, it'll be 1 GC per Dumpster Dive" but now I'm like "crap, I've given them ideas!" xp
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2014 8:00 pm
Jean Noh How timely you started this because I came here to tell you I liked the SF thread you started. I'm a bit too tired to post a descent reply there tonight (I wanted to reply to the staffer there), but in general I think you bring up a good concern that by offering GC via DC it may lead to Gaia thinking "well everyone gets GC now, so we'll reduce free grants/other ways to play that don't involve GC." I've joked in the past "you watch, it'll be 1 GC per Dumpster Dive" but now I'm like "crap, I've given them ideas!" xp Yeah we don't want to give them ideas in case they take said ideas and run off without giving us credit.
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2014 2:00 pm
12/4/2014
Supposed bout of food poisoning/stomach bug is clearing up, which is good. Had a can of chicken broth and two rice cakes for lunch today.
Called work and got my hours for next week.
It's not much but at least I'm working.
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2014 5:08 pm
12/5/2014
HOLY CRAP. I'm down to 134 lbs. after my sickness bout this week. However, some good news. My physician has ordered a 3 month or so refill of my antidepressant, so happy days are on the horizon!
Sadly, I have only a month or so left at my temp job and even then, I don't know what to do with my life. I need insurance by October and I can't get a stable job given everything. :c
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Posted: Sat Dec 06, 2014 3:33 pm
12/6/2014
Stomach bug cleared up! xd And I took down the dumplings for tomorrow. Need to be up early so I can make them.
Holy crap. Brynn's house is an hour away from mine. :******** my life for living too far away from my trans brothers and sisters.
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Posted: Sun Dec 07, 2014 6:33 pm
12/7/2014
Holy crap. So many great things today. Brynn's holiday party, making guacamole with Angelica the foodie, hanging with Alex and Marcus, chilling on the awesome desk/patio with Brandi and Sabre and getting to know Charlie and his awesome girlfriend Jaye.
And getting told I'm not only a handsome guy as well as unique? That makes it even better.
Oh yeah. "Drag Race" reveals for the next season is the icing on the top of the cake. xd
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Posted: Sun Dec 07, 2014 7:57 pm
Sifen Yamishi 12/7/2014
Holy crap. So many great things today. Brynn's holiday party, making guacamole with Angelica the foodie, hanging with Alex and Marcus, chilling on the awesome desk/patio with Brandi and Sabre and getting to know Charlie and his awesome girlfriend Jaye.
And getting told I'm not only a handsome guy as well as unique? That makes it even better.
Oh yeah. "Drag Race" reveals for the next season is the icing on the top of the cake. xd Glad you're feeling better and had a good time! I saw the pictures and read the descriptions of the S7 contestants but am not too sure what to think yet, I still need to watch the introductions. Miss Fame, Max, and Tempest DuJour interest me most on looks alone though.
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Posted: Mon Dec 08, 2014 5:04 pm
12/8/2014
I'm disappointed with the girls thus far for this season. :c My afterthought on Kennedy is that she's going to let DFW down.
Made some guacamole like Angelica taught me. Didn't turn out as good as hers.
Therapy on Wednesday morning. Fingers crossed it goes well.
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Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2014 3:39 pm
12/9/2014
Been able to have a steady weight for the past week. I'm surprised, given how my intake of sweets and carbs has gone up as of late.
...well after I've recovered.
Starting to feel more and more confident as well as happy in my role as a 25 year-old Singaporean-American guy. smile
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Posted: Wed Dec 10, 2014 3:33 pm
12/10/2014
I'm going to come clean here.
A few years ago when I was dating one of my exes and I was taking a shower with them, they inserted their erm...thing up my a** without telling me. They claimed it was an accident, but I know they wanted to do it.
I haven't told my own mom about this, but a few close friends. Ended up breaking down and telling my therapist this morning.
Said therapist hugged me after session was over.
My name is Tristan and I'm 25 years old. I like Let's Plays, drag queens, Asian rock music and cooking. I'm a survivor of emotional and verbal abuse not only from my own family but from past significant others.
And I'm a living testament of survival today.
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2014 4:55 pm
12/11/2014
Made a pasta bake for the first time ever last night. Contents were:
Tater tots, ground beef, frozen broccoli and cauliflower mix, Korean spicy ramen with seasonings, macaroni and cheese, gluten free croutons and eggs
Surprisingly, it turned out well, despite the fact I accidentally cooked the veggies on level 9 heat instead of 7. redface
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2014 9:02 pm
12/12/2014
:c I have a month left at my temp job in the mall and nobody wants to hire me.
Should I just deny my existence and go back to applying for jobs in stealth once more?
:c
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