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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2014 3:35 pm
He'd been waffling over this particular choice for several days now, wondering if it was wiser to just let it go or whether he should actually make an attempt at fixing things. A part of him was stubbornly resistant to giving in - even if it wasn't really, but it felt like it - but the other part of him, the larger part of him, just wanted to try and make amends for one reason, and that reason was Stormy Ortega.
With a sigh, Gale dragged his phone towards him, took a breath, and typed out a message.Inle-roo Text to Evan Roberts:I think we should talk. You free?
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2014 7:40 pm
It was Evan's turn to go and make the sandwiches and the only reason he looked at his phone as it buzzed was because he thought it was Stormy asking him to bring her something from the kitchen. It was not. He frowned at his phone and considered ignoring it--until Tuck was up and he had time for this, until he had some sleep and wasn't quite so deliriously exhausted, at high noon on the 12th of never--but he figured, well, no time like the present. Stormy had been quite clear that this particular problem wasn't going to go away just because he glared really hard at it, so he might as well get it over with. kuroopu Text to Gale:Cafeteria kitchen.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2014 8:06 pm
Gale was still waffling five minutes after, but it seemed like there was no putting it off any further. So, with a sigh and a monumental amount of energy, Gale dragged himself up and made his way to the cafeteria kitchen - which, if he thought about it, was a really odd place to meet.
He got there a few moments after the text and peered around.
"Evan?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2014 8:21 pm
Evan had been drifting to sleep sitting up while the bacon he had put on for BLTs slowly burned on one side. Gale's timing was fortunate in that it woke Evan up enough for him to realize that no, the kitchen was not on fire, but their lunch soon would be if he didn't act. "Yeah, I'm in here," he said over his shoulder, flipping the bacon over. It sizzled happily now instead of warningly.
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Posted: Sun Sep 28, 2014 9:05 pm
Evan was cooking bacon, which smelled good, but was a reminder that he had something heavy - the frying pan - in his hand that could possibly be used as a weapon should their little talk go in a more negative direction. Gale eyed both it and the man holding it warily before sliding his hands into the pockets of his slacks and slowing to a stop.
"Hey," he said, and there was a long pause in which he debated heavily about what on earth he should say.
"So I guess we should talk about...things."
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Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2014 7:43 pm
The spatula could be a weapon. The stove could be a weapon--on or off, but more so when it was on--and Gale was such a tiny little thing. Evan was very carefully not thinking about all of the things he could do to a body in a kitchen because somehow Stormy always knew and he didn't want to face that disapproving frown when he went back down to the pod room. Besides, Evan didn't really have any justification for disliking Gale beyond the obligatory. If he didn't like what Gale had to say, then it would actually be legitimate. Stormy might frown less. Life could go on. "So," he said, deliberately keeping his back turned to the teenager, "talk."
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Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2014 9:52 pm
Gale changed his mind. He didn't want to talk, he just wanted to walk over and cram Evan's head into the nearest toaster along with several slices of dislike bread.
But that would have been the immature thing to do, so he refrained.
Gale took a deep breath.
"Obviously you don't like me," he said coolly, his voice flat, his tone even and unaffected by anything. "What I'd like to know is why, especially since the two of us hardly even know each other, all things considered."
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2014 3:37 pm
It was a fair question, and one Evan had been expecting for a while now. This was probably the worst time Gale could have asked it, though, when he was tired and on edge and Stormy wasn't there to remind him to be nice because this was the boy she had decided that she loved. Evan was in no mood for nice, and tact had left him days ago. He focused on the bacon, trying to soothe his frayed nerves. "First time I came home on leave," he started, "my little sister--my real one, by blood--she had just started getting into boys. She had a crush on some boy or another, some kid in her class, and it turned out it was mutual, cause I came home one day to find them kissing in the backyard. I chased that little rat b*****d up a tree. My sister didn't speak to me for weeks, but she got over it and moved on to some other boy." The bacon, at this point, was just about done. Evan set the sizzling pan on a cool burner. Bread next, he decided. It could toast while the bacon cooled. "As a big brother, it was my obligation, my right, my responsibility--whatever--to keep her safe from the boys who would use her and move on just like she did. Better to scare them off early than let them break her heart later on." He hadn't done the lettuce and tomatoes yet. Handling a knife would actually help as long as he had something to use it on that wasn't Gale. "At first," he continued as he started slicing the tomato, "that's what it was with you. Stormy can be pretty fragile sometimes, emotionally, and in our line of work, that can get you killed. You were a distraction she didn't need." The knife paused, the tip digging into the wood of the cutting board. "Then I came home from deployment. It was just after Nevada had died and it was obvious Stormy wasn't taking it well." Evan's grip on the handle tightened. "I had to get her drunk just so she'd talk to me. That didn't end well either. She got so bad that someone had to drug her against her goddamn will for fear that she was killing herself by inches. And she was," he added, just for clarification. "What I'd like to know," he said, finally glaring at Gale across the counter, "is what the ******** you, her boyfriend, were doing when all of this was going on, because it sure as hell wasn't doing her an ounce of good." Behind him, the toaster dinged.
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2014 4:15 pm
To his credit, Gale remained entirely silent during Evan's self-righteous little diatribe, in spite of his intense desire to argue against everything he said. But he pressed his lips together, remained as stoic as always, and waited for him to finish, arms hanging loosely at his sides; a reminder to himself to not react, willing himself to stay calm.
A moment of silence passed between them, hanging in the air. Gale took a small breath, steadying himself.
"First of all," he said. "It's not your responsibility or your obligation to keep her safe. It's not mine either. Stormy doesn't belong to me, and she doesn't belong to you, something that you've seemed to forget. Just because she's fragile doesn't render her less of a person."
He didn't like hearing that Evan had gotten her drunk, or that someone else had to drug her, even though he'd known about the latter. It made his blood boil just thinking about it, but again, Gale reigned in his temper and continued, his voice carefully level.
"I was there," he said quietly. "I was there for her every step, even if it wasn't physically. I was letting her make her decisions. I didn't take away her free will, or her ability to choose, because she hates that; it makes her feel less of a person. What you're doing with her, what you did - you're taking away that freedom and making choices for her. Stormy loves you, and she trusts you; that doesn't give you the right to decide what's best for her."
He wanted to scream. Wanted to rage and throw things and kick Evan in the shins like a child throwing a tantrum because he'd been there. He'd been at Stormy's side as much as he could throughout the entire Nevada ordeal, even when she'd tried to push him away, even when she'd refused to talk for days on end because she was drowning in agony and sadness and guilt and anger. And it was frustrating and painful to stand here and listen to someone tear down everything inside of his heart like it didn't exist. But Evan was used to that; used to people fighting back, probably wanted him to fight back, and Gale was under the distinct impression that yelling, that arguing, would only give Evan more reasons to hate him.
"If you think for a second," said Gale softly, "that I don't love Stormy Ortega more than I love anyone else in this world, more than anyone else in this world, then I'm sorry for that, because it's true. Even if she didn't love me back, even if she told me tomorrow that she wanted to break up, I can't change the way I feel so easily, just as you can't stop loving her so easily, even if that love is different from mine."
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