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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2014 3:28 pm
Gemma was sixteen now, like in the song. She was sixteen going on seventeen and the nuns at school had made a very big deal out of that, at least partially because The Sound of Music was one of the movies in constant rotation at Saint Magdalena's. In the month since her trip to Boston, she had given a whole lot of thought to Beatrice's offer and drawn a complete blank. Sure, her step-mother was offering her the world - but there had to be some drawback! There always was one.
What she needed, Gemma decided, was advice, and with that in mind, she called Laney up and asked her to meet. Gemma liked Laney. They were of much the same mindset but with the exception that Laney was all kind of older and therefore wiser. (Right?) So maybe, if she explained her predicament to Laney, she'd have an answer!
Gemma got to the park early and gathered up an armful of dandelions. Then she settled down at a picnic table to wait, occupying her time by making a flower crown so that maybe she'd have something to offer Laney when she arrived.
This happened a few minutes later, and Gemma held the crown out like a peace offering, except, like, why would she need one of those? They were friends, after all. "Hi," said Gemma."Thanks for coming. I- I need your advice about something, okay?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2014 5:25 pm
Gemma's call had made Laney a little nervous. Heck, more than a little nervous -- it had basically freaked her out. No one asked Laney for advice, not unless they were drop dead desperate. No one ought to ask Laney for advice. Laney, as her parents had made very clear without quite saying so, was the last person who should be giving advice to anyone. Generally, this was a position she agreed with. Her own life was anything but in order, and certainly not something to aspire to. She was twenty-one and a half with no accomplishments and no prospects. The only people she gave advice to were Negaversers, and only because as far as she could tell, they were already in a drop dead desperate situation that couldn't get too much worse -- there wasn't much harm even an untrained nobody like Hvergelmir could do, surely. But Gemma was just a sweet kid with her whole life ahead of her who deserved to have good prospects. Laney wished she had a better role model to turn to, one who didn't stand a chance of encouraging her to ******** up her whole future life. If the best she had was Laney, that was... that was pretty rough. And it meant, like it or not, Laney had to swallow her dread and try her best. She put on a smile when she approached -- but when she saw the flower crown, the smile turned from one of brave effort to momentary delight. "Of course I was going to come. Oh, man, did you make this? That is so awesome -- you've got to teach me some time, I have got to make more of these!" So saying, she turned the flower crown to what appeared to be face-front and settled it cheerfully on her head, sitting down at the table across from Gemma. "I was glad you called," she followed up, because she decided this was what a responsible adult would maybe say. Like, for example, if Laney was Finn, doing his Finn thing. "We hadn't caught up in a while. How've you been, how can I help you out?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2014 8:19 pm
Gemma grinned, thrilled that Laney liked her gift. "Oh, it's easy!" she said, reaching for another flower from her pile and digging her thumbnail into the stem. "You just - see?" she asked, slipping another flower into the hole she'd made, and held the chain out to Laney. "You should try it." But that was getting entirely off-topic, as Laney so kindly reminded her. She was already sure that she'd made the right decision coming to her - people so rarely asked Gemma how she was doing. "I'm. Um. I'm okay, I guess." She couldn't honestly say she was doing well, after all. Not when she was in such turmoil. After worrying over the wording for a long while, she said, "I went to go visit my dad and my stepmom in Boston last month." And then she just kind of let that hang there for a while because she wasn't sure where to go with it, which was dumb, because, like, she'd asked Laney to be here and she needed to just force herself to get through the whole dang story and omit the stuff about the Negaverse. "My stepmom wants me to go live with them? And she's really important and she's used to getting what she wants and they've got a lot of money and I'd be in a better school, but I'd make my mama really sad if I went with them and they don't really like me that much and I'd be leaving all my friends here so I just-" she shrugged, slightly pitifully. "I don't know what I should do." Which was why she was basically imploring to Laney right now to tell her what to do, and Gemma sort of secretly hoped that the answer would be "Don't go."
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2014 1:45 pm
Moving to Boston. That was a big decision. "Well, that's a tough one." Laney took the beginnings of the new flower chain and turned it over in her hands, studying the way Gemma had done it. Simple, but clever -- she could probably reproduce it half-decently. "We'd sure miss you around here," she said with a faint smile. "Destiny City's kind of a ghost town lately -- lots of people moving on to better opportunities. Sad to lose another friendly face." Especially with the likelihood of people like Gemma getting caught in youma attacks or Negaverse operations. That was something she had to consider. "DC's crime rate's gotten pretty ugly these days -- I'm sure your parents are thinking you'd be safer in Boston." Gemma was such a whimsical sweetheart of a girl. She didn't deserve the ugliness of this war. She deserved to smile and be her own person for as long as possible. But -- she didn't sound like she wanted to go to Boston. "What was your visit like? Did you have a fun time with your family? Do they get you?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2014 4:59 pm
Gemma smiled at Laney and wished she could tell her just how well she could take care of herself. If human bad guys tried to hurt her, she could rip their starseeds right out of their chests, and that didn't even get her started on aliens! As Astrophyllite, she was super good at fighting the senshi menace, as any good little witch should be. But when asked about how her visit had gone, her expression faltered. "I don't think they like me very much," she confessed. Her father wasn't even subtle in his disdain for her, and it was clear that he only saw Gemma as a way to make digs at his ex-wife now. She didn't want to be in the middle of all that... but she also didn't see a way not to be. Beatrice, on the other hand, well, who knew what her game was. She was General Trixilite, sure, but Gemma couldn't fathom what her reasoning behind wanting her under her command. "Last time I went was for Christmas," she explained, "and they sent me home early." She didn't want to tell Laney that it was because she'd been bad and stolen one of Beatrice's statuettes. Laney didn't seem like she'd realized yet that Gemma was bad and broken, and she didn't want her to. Besides, the statuette hadn't been happy sitting on the bookshelf and it wasn't Gemma's fault it had found its way into her bag! But still, Beatrice's threat hung in her head, echoing similar sentiments she'd heard so many times before. Here we are, your rich father and stepmother, here to sweep you out of a lifetime fated to teen motherhood, working poverty, and methamphetamine addiction. Don’t ******** this up. "But stuff's not really perfect here," she said. "My mama, she tries hard, but everything's hard for her, and I just make it harder."
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2014 12:04 pm
Laney couldn't help frowning. She'd wanted to keep up a cheerful, pleasant facade for Gemma's sake, but it was hard to in the face of a teenager saying her parents didn't like her very much, or that even during the Christmas holiday they'd been so fed up with their own child that they'd sent her away. Gemma needed positive influences, not -- people who punished her by isolating her like that. If she lived with them, where would they send her when she failed to measure up to their standards? What then? It didn't seem ideal for Gemma. She needed good friends, like Tara and Finn, people who cheered her on even when she was at her worst. Especially when she was at her worst. She needed to be around the sorts of people who liked having her around. People who laughed at her jokes and saw the value in the things that were important to her. "I don't know," Laney said as gently as she thought she could, "My parents sent me away to school once before, when they were fed up with me. I think they were happier that way. I still live with them, but it's complicated. But I don't..." She waved a hand in the air, searching for the right words. "I don't think it's good to live with people who don't like you. It'll just make you feel bad about yourself all the time. What's your mom like?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 11, 2014 10:34 am
"Oh, they still want to send me to boarding school," Gemma clarified, wondering whether she'd been unclear before. Beatrice would never, ever consent to having Gemma in her home full-time, where she would influence Gabby and Ethan or rob them blind. She wanted to keep an eye on her, and influence Astrophyllite, and get her away from her mother, but... Gemma wasn't dumb enough to think that it was motivated by any kindness on her stepmother's part. "It'd just be a school that Beatrice and my dad pick, instead of Saint Mag's." It was her understanding that Beatrice did not think Saint Magdalena's was a very good school, and maybe she was right. After all, it was where bad girls went. Gemma was a bad girl, as much as she tried to hide it. Maybe Laney had already clued into that. Her mama, though... Gemma sighed, trying to think of how to put this. She'd always been coached to make her mother's issues seem like less than they were, but Laney had a big friendly face and she wasn't a custody lawyer and she made Gemma want to be honest with her. "Mama has trouble with stuff," said Gemma, twisting a flower around her fingers to make a ring. "It's not her fault, it's just that the world is scary for her and she gets overwhelmed? And I don't make anything easier, which is why I go to Saint Mag's." So it wasn't... it wasn't like she could live with Mama if she told Beatrice and her dad no. Gemma frowned down at her flower ring. "I dunno," she sighed. "They've got a lot of money, and Mama doesn't have much, and don't the people with the most money usually win stuff like this?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2014 6:08 pm
Poor Gemma. No wonder she had so much trouble in life -- there was no place for her. Two parents that didn't love her, and one that couldn't care for her. It was depressing. Laney kept working on her flower crown. "I think at your age, you usually get to choose -- unless your dad takes your mom to court and they rule her unfit or something. But I mean, not to push you in any particular direction, but I don't see why your parents want you to come live with them if they don't actually want to see you. That... that doesn't seem right to me. Did they ask if this was something you wanted?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2014 10:46 pm
Gemma shrugged helplessly. "Well, he is gonna take her to court," she said. So she didn't want to go, just like Laney was advising, but what could she do? They were... they were rich, and Trixilite was powerful, and she hadn't so much asked as just said this was what they were going to do. "Beatrice said I'd be really dumb to stay here," she said, staring down at her hands. Beatrice had not said that in as many words, of course - she was nowhere near so unmannered. But she had made plenty of threats about what would happen if Gemma stayed in Destiny City. Which, speaking of, there were some things she had serious questions about. Gemma furrowed her brow. "If I never have sex with anyone, will I still, like, magically get pregnant and turn into a teen mom?" she asked. "Because I've had like seven people tell me they bet I'll have a baby before I'm twenty and I just... I don't think that's possible? And if I never smoke meth, I can't get addicted to it, right?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2014 11:56 am
"You should go down to the -- the courthouse, I guess, and talk to someone about getting a lawyer for yourself. Legal Aid will get you one of your own, someone who'll work for free and represent your interests, not anyone else's. I'll go with you if you want -- you need a lawyer who'll advocate for you no matter what." She had no idea how one went about doing these things -- but Laney was a legal adult, more people would pay attention to her, probably. And in the past few months she'd learned she was actually way more capable of brazenly asking strangers to do things for her than she ever thought she was. What Gemma said next caught her completely off-guard, though -- and not just because the questions were absurd. I've had like seven people tell me they bet I'll have a baby before I'm twenty. Laney's expression was sour. "Whoever said those things to you were horrible little bridge-trolls who just wanted to make you feel bad about yourself so they can put themselves above you. Don't ever listen to people like that. They don't love you and they don't deserve you." She reached out to tuck a dandelion behind Gemma's ear. "You can't get pregnant if you don't have sex, sweetie, I promise. And if you stay away from meth, you won't become an addict. Teen pregnancy and drug addiction are painful, incredible obstacles for a young person to face, and anyone who thinks they're worthy of jokes or derision is a rude sleazebucket."
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2014 12:55 pm
Gemma nodded, but inside she felt very uncertain that she would be able to do what Laney said she should. Laney was so cool and collected and smart and confident, she thought, and those were all things that Gemma definitely felt she wasn't. "I would like it a lot if you could go with me," she said, trying to smile. She was so lucky to have a friend as good as Laney, who was so kind and brave and generous. "I don't... I don't know how to do any of this all by myself." She'd thought she was on the right track about the babies and the meth, but even so, Laney's reply came as a great relief. There would be no magical babies sneaking into her belly. She was not the Mother Mary. "Beatrice says that's what'll happen to me if I stay here in Destiny City," she confessed quietly. "Does that make her a rude sleazebucket?" She had a sneaking suspicion that that was right, but how could it be? Beatrice was so... so perfectly mannered! So ladylike and polite!
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2014 1:16 pm
"Yeah," Laney said quietly. "It kind of does." She felt bad giving someone that kind of a verdict on their own stepparent, because family could be -- complicated. It was hard to stop loving them sometimes, even when they didn't love you. It was hard to stop hoping someday they'd love you back. And sometimes it didn't even matter whether they did or not. They were your family: sometimes that was enough of a reason to be stuck there. But Gemma's life was hard enough. This was the last thing she needed. "People like that are just bullying you. Like, Roald Dahl-style bullies, like in Mathilda or The Witches, if you've ever read those. Don't even listen to it. Does your mom ever say stuff like that to you?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2014 3:13 pm
Gemma loved Roald Dahl books, and so Laney's explanation was immediately clear. As for her mother, she shook her head adamantly. "No, Mama never says stuff like that," she said. Her mother mostly just pleaded with her to be good and worried about her and apologized for stuff, which just made Gemma feel bad that she was such a bad daughter. If she was better, maybe her mother would be able to take care of her. But saying any of that would mean letting Laney know that she was bad, and oh, Gemma couldn't imagine doing that. Not when she'd only just made a friend! So instead, she finished up her daisy chain and said, brightly, "Thank you. I'm glad I have a friend like you, Laney."
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2014 3:31 pm
Laney was a little slower on her flower chain, so when she finished it off, it was a lot smaller than Gemma's. A daisy bracelet, maybe. "Any time. Don't worry, okay? You don't want to go to stinky Boston, so we're going to find a lawyer to help us, and we're going to keep you here where people love you. Alright? Friends stick together." She reached out to loop the flower bracelet around Gemma's wrist, then squeezed the schoolgirl's fingers between her own. "I'll call the courthouse and see if I can get us an appointment. I'll call you in the next few days -- if you don't hear from me, or you need anything, you can call me too, alright?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2014 7:51 pm
Gemma held up her wrist, admiring Laney's chain. "Wow, you're really good at this!" she exclaimed. It was a short chain, sure, but so delicate! Gemma's were always a little bit sloppier than that. She nodded eagerly. "Okay," Gemma said, trying to sound eager. She did want to stay in Destiny City, after all! And she wanted Laney to keep liking her and being her friend. "Can I just call you if I want to talk?" she asked shyly.
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