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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2014 7:30 pm
Steppa click-step, click steppa-step. It echoed in sharp staccato along the hall of cells. It was regular. Punctual. A gait unlike the prowling youma. Steppa click-step, click steppa-step. Then there was xylophone drag of the foot of the implement, alloy-metal music along the bars. Some other prisoner sobbed, panicking to the back of their cell. The cadence of arrival continued. Stopping, the neat shiff of boots pivoting. There was a rhythmic rap of the dragon's body on the wall next to would-be Astarte's cell door. Tapp-tappa-tap-tap. Shave and-a haircut
Give them a routine and they learn to fear it and need it both. Rely on it. Something, anything to rely on in the madness."How dirty are your wings today, Angelcakes? I'm come to make them shine."
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2014 7:42 pm
In eternal darkness,Angel found her imprisonment remarkably more unnerving when she considered the ever-present growlings of youma to the serene predictability of black for vision. In such a state, she imagined a thousand different appearances for her assailants - long and gangly, a myriad limbs coating their bodies, the foreboding agents sporting armor both overdone and imposing in appearance. She knew all renditions of demons by heart, applying their visage to those who roared so harshly near her cell.
But she knew silence most of all - the strain on her ears that searched for the slightest indication of where an officer might be lurking.
Angel turned her attention toward a highly familiar disturbance, rolling the back of her head against the painful concrete wall in the process. She knew the gait - precise, timed, perhaps confident. General Schörl and her cane, back for deeds made a thousand times worse by their unpredictability.
Angel felt a whimper catch in her throat.
However, the weakened senshi Astarte devised a measure of a routine for dealing with the officers - as they so often sought their own entertainments from her position. She sniffed, nose perpetually running, and felt some wetness crawl down her cheek. She suspected pus, but never opted to test the texture. Besides, now wasn't the time -
For Schörl was waiting.
"I've kept them clean, alright? Come back another time." Her voice caught in her throat at times, raspy with the lack of water. It ached constantly. She wondered, idly, if someone consistently strangled her in her sleep. Maybe she screamed. She didn't know.
She just wanted out.
The former senshi curled in on herself gently, pulling knees to chest while she wrapped her arms around the too-thin pair of legs. Sighing, she attempted to prepare herself for the worst.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 7:20 pm
"What medicine else can cure the fits Of lovers when they lose their wits? Love is a girl by poets styled Then spare the rod and spoil the child." The general recited as she entered, cane clicking with the pointed end of each line. "You'll be spared when you're obedient, pet. I will give you warm blankets and a feather bed. Hours to sleep all together- no sudden water murdering your rest. " The General stood in the center of the room, used to the movements of the blind- how they clung to walls as a point of reference. All the world was the noisome dark of the Pit and the Pendulum. She let silence rule for painful minutes that drew into long uncertainty. Then came a sudden double-rap of the cane against the cold cement floor. Two Bits.Shift to kneeling, Straggletag.
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Posted: Fri Aug 15, 2014 10:06 am
Spare the rod and spoil the child. A pipe dream, she figured, or another fleeting ploy. Schörl never lacked for creativity. Or unpredictability. Or patience. Or any measure of harrowing deeds that accentuated her inhumanity all the more. A desperate itch rose in her throat, and she tried to ignore it - tried to swallow it with a mouth bone dry.
She coughed gently, parched and rasping.
Warm blankets and a feather bed... By the Grimoire, do I even remember what that's like anymore? I can't tell how long I've been here, if years or months or days. It feels like an eternity. How much longer do I have to stay like this? It's no life at all - let her kill me, and be done with it. It's a touch better than living in this filth.
Her own breathing intensified to fill the deep void of nothing, the silence and darkness melding into an eldritch creature to assail every last working facet of her mind. She reached outward, with one hand stretched to its limit to touch fingertips to the wall, and slowly crawled her way through the darkness in search of the one she knew stood in the midst of her cell. Angel managed as far as the bars, cold and abrasive, before the cane struck the floor but twice.
She was used to it by now - these commands doled out in wordlessness.
More than a few strikes across her back to mottle the bones with black and blue taught her the meaning of the tones. Loathe to suffer more to steady building aches, Angel forced her body into a weakened kneel where the cold stone of the floor bit into her knees. She felt the pain spidering up through her thighs, but she stomached it in light of greater injuries. She wiped at her face with the back of her dirtied sleeve. The rank stench of rot clinging to the fabric no longer bothered her anymore.
"Tea," she croaked in desert tones. "I'd fancy some tea." The word sounded refreshing, though memory failed her toward its taste. She couldn't remember - only the thick taste of metal on her tongue.
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Posted: Mon Aug 18, 2014 4:09 am
"Then I guess we'll be visiting until four? Very good, luv." There was the sound of cloth, shift of boot, then something new- something small, delicate, metal put down on stone. The faintest of 'clink', as the General had removed a teaspoon from an inner keeping of her jacket. Its dished end was large enough for a single lump of sugar and exquisitely scalloped. It was set on the dingy floor, shine of its polish was lost to sightless eyes, but the mind would remember the look of silver service and the sound of it on bone china similar to cement when someone over-zealously stirred. "How doth the little busy Bee improve each shining Hour? Come, my Mischief-angel. Recite. " Build your cell, your responsiveness and obedience. The first two pieces are free, but not every time, Skinner, oh no. Variable Ratio Rewards, work best.
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Posted: Thu Aug 21, 2014 2:33 pm
Til four? Til four... When is four? I can't tell the time anymore. Four could be ten minutes or ten hours from now. Could I ask for the time? Dealing with her is too terribly complicated... Yet before she could venture the question, a familiar clink of crafted silverware caught her attention.
Like when I was a wee girl... Grandmother used to tell me that I was too terribly forceful with the silver, that I'd chip a cup in no time and that simply wouldn't do. She used to tell me how important it was that a lady appear dainty when pouring tea, when spooning out sugar or offering biscuits. I always thought it was rubbish. Still do, but little point in that now. I doubt I'll ever know the taste of a good blend ever again, and certainly not the look of it. She started in the direction of the sound, clamoring on hands and knees over black and darkness while she mapped out the very dimples of the stone beneath her palms. The cell felt vast and echoed, unfamiliar even after all this time, yet she persevered well enough to run fingers across the boot of the general before she found the spoon left behind.
For a moment, she thought she smelled sugar.
It's been even longer still since I heard that stupid rhyme. She's always looking for such idiotic things to entertain herself. It must be boring for her, to sit on the sidelines all the time. She limps, that much I can hear. I wonder if they decommissioned her for it. But even if I could just punch her in the bum leg, it won't do me much good for escape - not unless I could rip her eyes out and use them to see the world again. Wouldn't that be a trip... Oh, how I wish dark magics would do me some good here.
"How doth... the little busy bee improve each shining hour... And gather honey all the day, from every opening flower." The words came cracked and parched, yet still regrettably memorized. "How skillfully she builds... her cell." She stopped, tongue seized by a harrowing recognition that splayed across her face.
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Posted: Fri Aug 22, 2014 11:18 pm
Just as well the pet couldn't see the mirthless smile or hear the lungless glee that curled just the very corners of the General's lips into iron screws. I'm going to have to pull that frame off the surveillance and frame it. Perfect. Horror. Perfect. In this moment, Prettyone you are exquisite. The mind was still working, revealed itself point positive through the enforced haze of the detention regimen- bizarre twists in social behavioral acceptances in just three to four weeks for most. Angel was doing remarkably well without too many signs of concentration loss, fixation, memory loss, managing ennui and managing the rabid hunger of the being for sensory stimuli. Much longer than three or four weeks so far- the senshi were getting more inured to hardship, if nothing else. It may be time for the chamber soon. A few hours is equal to weeks or months of regular cell block. But if she's too mad, we won't be able to keep her on task without extensive pet reinforcement to a single person. Decisions decisions. All for the lure of space tomes. "Continue, luv. You've choked on your C's when you're aiming for T." The can shifted in grip for the ready. The back end of even so small a spoon could be a very dull, very slow weapon to want to jam into one's self or into a captor. She would brook neither from her charge if the strain caused a lash out. At this point, there was probably an equal chance of either in hope for a 'release', in addition to the hopes for obedience and instilled pattern to overtake the individual response. "Recite."
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Posted: Mon Aug 25, 2014 9:28 pm
For a great span of time, she paused, scrambling between spasms of shock and rusted memories for the remainder of the phrases. However, as time drew on and her searches grew more frantic, she soon realized that what remained of the rhyme was lost to the void of her consciousness. And in dallying for so long, Schörl likely grew impatient.
"I don't remember the rest," she confessed at last. "It was a shoddy old trifle, anyway. It doesn't matter if I can't remember it." What lot of good that silly tidbit did me anyway. She's smarter than the rest; I can't outwit her like this. I was never terribly good at mind games; better I tap my magic to ward her away, but... I lack the reagents to steer away a cough, let alone a general. Oh, for the love of the Grimoire... I may as well jab this silver spoon into my neck and be done with it all.
Surely it's a better end than the one Schörl has planned.
Her fingers closed over the spoon gently, mapping out every groove and sculpted scallop along the breadth of the utensil wordlessly. The memories drew thick from it, warm and aged, flecked with rust at the edges where far too much of the dank prison air oxidized what she remembered of a benign life lived in sunlight. Were she able to tell the difference, she might've guessed that she was crying. Something hot drew down her cheeks regardless; idly she assumed pus yet again.
Oh, how I'd kill to saw through her tongue with this quaint little tea spoon, but I doubt she'd stand idly by long enough for me to finish up. A pity, that. I'd have liked to listen to her bleed out all over her own godforsaken boots.
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Posted: Sat Aug 30, 2014 9:39 pm
"I didn't say pick it up. Simon didn't say." Cane lifted, striking out for the too-slender wrist that held the implement with a whistle of air across the chaos infused rattan. "Little Bee, labours hard to store it well, but forgets she's not who says what should or shouldn't be stored. What information is or isn't remembered. If Mischief still finds idle for your mouth and hands, I'll take them away from you. " "Barbary. Swaddle her but for the offending hand." The Youma crawled down from shoulders to obey.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2014 6:37 pm
Despite all the senses dulled from malnourishmen, pain exploded brilliant within her wrist from the rap of cane, and Angel drew back with a pained yelp in an attempt to coddle the injury. Yet, something wrapped around her so silently that it harrowed her far more than any unpredictable punishments that Schörl housed in her nefarious mind.
I couldn't even hear it coming. The thought alone chilled her.
I can hardly understand your sodding language, she thought bitterly, while she tried to listen for further instruction from her captor. Great blazes of hell, I hate playing your games. Just get on with it and kill me. Help's not coming - I know that much; death seems as good a route as any.
The demon's been dead for years now.
Still, she tried to search for the spoon, fingers stretching as far as the throb in her wrist and the youma's thick skin would allow. It's no good risking a bite on this damn thing when it won't kill it and it won't kill her. But if I could just figure out what might do the trick, or jam this spoon into its eye... Well, crippling a Negaverse general sounds rather glorious at least.Ivynian mama sends pibs a formal invitation for a play date
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Posted: Thu Sep 11, 2014 5:44 pm
She still gropes around, rather than capitulate and stay still. There's still too much moxie in there. The personality not broken. She might last a count of weeks still. Better measures must be taken to wipe the slate clean to the start.There was another brief shuff of cloth. The General produced a roll of tape from waistcoat. Intoned to Barbary as she crouched and then sat straddled-weight on top of the Youma-bundled woman to hold her still. "Good job, pet." "Angelcakes, you're too much a person and not an angel. You're not remembering I want you to use your wings." Do you know the things that so closely identify men as men in their own minds? Their hands. Their bipedal walk. Their speech. Some days of these taken away should help break you down. Schörl snatched up the boney hand and force the fingers closed with her own- how stark it felt to play with civilians and their limits. The tape wrapped round and round like spider silk to hobble the appendage to a timpani mallet. One down. One hand, two feet to go. "What you don't use properly, I will take away. When you don't listen and obey, then you lose your ability to speak. Here, Barbary." She pushed the arm into the folds and waited for the youma to ripple constrict out the next. Bridle, gag, or pull her teeth? Tongue gag. I want to keep as much of her bodily intact as possible. It does us less good to have her completely crippled and unable to transform or use the book, unchanged and untainted or missing of information by corruption, for our purposes. Obedience. She will learn obedience.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2014 11:00 am
Her emaciated body harbored no strength to bear the weight of a general in addition to her youma - she wanted to scream,yelp, push the lot of them off but her inclinations met with no results. Too many weeks of starvation and deprivation cost her all ability to rebel against those who would lord over her. So there she lay, beneath Schörl, all attentions drawn to the too-heavy weight set upon the too-thin and too-brittle portions of her body.
She never fully registered the tape wrapped around her hands, balling them into fists, while she tried so desperately to wrench her arms free.
Luckily Schörl spelled out for her the behaviors she expected. Total obedience - quell the fires and move along at the pace the General recommends. It shouldn't be too bad. Demons demand obedience, payment from those human enough to seek them. I lost her - lost Astarte. It's just like before I even met her, when the world was ruled by spirits influencing fate and decision.
But can I go back to that?
"Alright, alright!" She eked out while Schörl moved to the first of both feet. She'll take everything away from me, if given the chance. She'll leave my hearing for communication, but after sight... I won't have much else. And at that point, I'm useless to everyone but the Negaverse.
It'd be so much easier if I just gave in. And what do I owe the White Moon, anyway? I've been down here for too long and not one of them bothered to try to help me.
It's becoming rather impossible to cling to stubbornness just as a chance to be spiteful. Hell, and a chance at tea... At real food...
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2014 9:56 pm
The General paused at the mewled capitulation, leaving all sensation still and some to a neutrality for at least a minute-become-eternity of what was hopefully worry whether it had been enough or if the stripping of features would continue. Finally, Schörl moved again-stroking firm hands along the dirtied, boney legs in light massage, then doing the same to the feet. Massage was its own torture in a way. It hurt a little, but felt glorious in how it released muscles and encouraged blood flow. She did every toe in turn, the balls and heels of each foot. Turned the ankle gently here and there and then pushed thumbs in long strokes along calves. Cooed, pleasant compliments accompanied the treatment, "Good girl. Pretty one. " "You will not reclaim your hands. You will not try to free them from my control. They are mine. You have lost them. " It was a simple command, but one necessary to utter to make it perfectly clear there was going to be no chewing at the tape, peeing on it, or trying to loosen it in any way fathomable to the damaged mind. "Good girls get brought to tea. " "But you weren't a good girl today. Water and some biscuits for now. I made them especially for you. They've crimped sides, and flaked sugar on top. They're french-styled vanilla, with flecks in the cream surface. I think you'll like them." The details, visual details, were deliberately related. Another reminder of what was taken away, and yet also a reinforcement in the implantation of good girls were treated with help and good things- they were helped and returned things lost to them by the magnanimous Officers. It was a specific game from soviet manuals. General Schörl stood, pulling out a folded piece of waxed paper, unfolded it- an origami bowl taking shape. Then a 4 oz. floppy flask came out and poured in the promised liquid- spring water. The flask returned to inner pocket, and the last parcel brought out, a wax paper with two cookie-biscuits, the sort for tea, set beside the water. "Barbary." The Youma released her and slunk away into obscurity. "You'll have to be gentle in how you find your treat- you don't want to break the bowl and spill the water. " You'll have to eat like a beast, with no hands or fingers now. Good. "I'll leave you to it, luv." The training required the brief time limits to maximize the isolation. Even hated company became cherished in solitary confinement. Or...perceived solitary. Schörl motioned with her chin to Barbary, and the Youma climbed the wall to cling- Angel would be watched for compliance. She would be kept safe from herself.
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Posted: Wed Sep 17, 2014 1:25 pm
The massage came a blatant shock, painful initially while her body puzzled out the offenses inflicted upon it. But the realization came well enough that no nails were being driven into her calves, no hot coals applied to toes. The whole shift in demeanor felt so foreign and jarring that it left Angel uncertain of events transpiring or prior. Schörl in particular had such a commanding yet whimsical presence with her that she often found herself at a loss after their times together, never fully certain of what happened during their meets.
What was said. What was done. What was exchanged.
Were she in a different manner, one of sight and warmth and comfort, she might've enjoyed the general's company. She liked to imagine Schörl as horrific during times of abuse, yet attractive in a more mature manner when subject to these rare moments of pleasure. A volatile mistress in another life, maybe.
The descriptions brought with them a sadness she was too tired to entertain. Too drained. She knew, long ago, those very attributes on tea biscuits served as a younger girl. She knew how the sugar lighted so fleetingly on the tops, how even the lightest of breaths might whisk it away like snowflakes.
Schörl left her for a moment, and Angel sat up to call her back, to tug what fabric she might find of her and plead or trade for another moment, another minute, but her hands knew naught but the balls they were confined in - the stumps known by war veterans, who were never treated so kindly for their efforts. It felt deterring and defeating to know that she could never grasp that scrap of cloth or hold a cup of tea or touch the scalloped edges on the tea spoon offered moments to an eternity ago. Yet she did not voice her displeasure, because Schörl would have none of it - that much she knew.
Instead she resigned herself to the indignities of crouching to the floor, feeling around with the tip of her nose for any indication of the bowl and water left behind. She found it, hissed, a papercut skimming the top of her skin. And when she pressed her lips to the surface of the water, she drained it as thoroughly as she could, for it aided in quenching the parched hurt in her throat.
Yet immediately after, it hurt all the worse than before.
From there on, she knew her day would not give her pleasures.
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