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 Posted: Wed Jul 09, 2014 8:49 am
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Happy to have joined!
If you are active, add me as a friend!
/Distracted as I make my introductory post. emotion_sweatdrop
So...
Keeping my current religious/spiritual views as shortly mentioned as possible, I was a student at two different Roman Catholic schools in Ohio, for 8 years total. These two schools both were shut down this year. As a child, I can remember thinking I would go to Hell if I did not completely follow this religion, and I would burn eternally. There was a lot of pressure, and a lot of fear. Full uniform, religion class, prayer over the PA every morning and afternoon, regular chapel and church attendances... I was the only student I know of who actually resisted the brainwashing while I was there. I was the child who would think, "This is very similar to a cult..." and feel creeped out, yet keep quiet and wait for the right moments to question various things. In 6th grade, I labelled myself "agnostic," as I stayed enrolled to a school with nuns living on top of the building for two years to follow.
About 3 years ago, I started to "wake up," after a series of terribly traumatic events in my personal life. It began with reading about the Illuminati, and feeling creeped out by my television, weary of every minute of research because it was said that I could be tracked very easily. I was a sad, lonely stoner. 15 years old, addicted to cheetos, studying my dreams, cereal and tea times.
I loved not knowing more than I loved discovering what I really did think could be very true and horrible about the world and how it is run, but...
Once I obtained such knowledge, in small doses, I always wanted to know more. "Answers," would lead to more questions.
The stage of life I am in, now, is one of total transition. I'm 18 years old, and feel like such a hatchling. I feel ... the way the world is, currently, is not okay at all. I don't know where we as a race are headed. I know that I won't know. It's almost like anywhere I go, I can see how brainwashed and hollowed a lot of people are. I can see egos from yards away and I don't want to get any closer than that. I see ignorance and denial coming out of faces I don't know names to... and I wish I could change the way that they think.
I am an empath. That's another thing I feel worth mentioning. I also am not afraid of my mind, and very interested in certain psychedelics.
I may add more to this. I may not, but I definitely am so interested in talking to each of you. smile
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Posted: Fri Jul 11, 2014 5:16 pm
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welcome. it is quiet here
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Posted: Sat Jul 12, 2014 7:32 am
Michael Noire biggrin welcome. it is quiet here It is unfortunately so quiet! crying Thank you though!
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