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Posted: Sun Jun 29, 2014 8:14 pm
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Evan's duties in the infirmary were supposed to be a punishment, but mostly they felt like penance. Every mopped floor and sterilized tool and changed sheet was one step closer towards absolution, even if his transgression would always be a black mark on his record. He could live with that because ultimately, it didn't matter. None of it would bring Chel back to him. What would she care about the time he spent in the infirmary? It wouldn't make up for hurting her, and he wouldn't pretend otherwise.
Still, it made him feel like he was doing something about the ever-present guilt, and that was only slightly better than just wallowing in it. He was glad to help out in the infirmary until they shooed him out, having nothing left for him to clean and, at that point, only good for getting in the way.
It was getting easier to navigate the labyrinthine halls of the labs, too, having only been there a few times prior to getting assigned to the infirmary. At least, he thought he knew which way to go. He knew if he passed the minipet experimentation labs then he was going the wrong way. He hadn't hit them yet, but he looked into each room to be sure. Weapons testing, runic development, Chel, broom closet--wait, what?
Evan backed up a few steps, peering into the lab he had just passed. Sure enough, that was Chel's trademark shock of pink hair. He was relieved beyond words to see her up and around and apparently healthy enough to be back to some kind of work. At the same time, he was overcome by shame and regret. He had heard from some of the disgruntled Moons how badly he had hurt her, how much he had set her healing back. If not for his intervention, she would have been just fine and he wouldn't be lingering in the doorway torn on what to do. He knew he should just leave--he didn't want to be a reminder--but he owed her an apology, even if she didn't accept it.
Decision made, he cleared his throat awkwardly, knocking lightly on the open door. "Hey," he said quietly, not wanting to startle her.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2014 7:15 pm
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"I didn't kill you, Chel, Jesus Christ. If I had wanted you dead," Evan cut himself off. It didn't need to be spoken and he didn't want to say the words. "I didn't set out to hurt you," he continued, softer. "I was just mad and," he was still mad, "and the doctor said that everyone was a little more aggressive after the glass broke. I can't promise that it's never going to happen again. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, or next week, or next month. s**t gets weird here pretty fast. But I am sorry and I do wish I could take it back."
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chiickadee rolled 2 10-sided dice:
10, 6
Total: 16 (2-20)
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2014 7:16 pm
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"Oh okay. So since you didn't set OUT to hurt me, it's okay that you did." Chel summoned Tenebrae and instantly tore a shot across the lab, directly at Evan's chest. The arrow found its mark, making an angry buzzing noise across Evan's shield and then fizzling out, small pink dots filling the air.
Tenebrae then disappeared in a similar show of pink dots, and Chel said, "See I didn't start this conversation thinking I was going to hit you, but I'm sorry that I did."
Chel felt horrible, but it needed to be said. "But I can't take that arrow back Evan. Ya can't damage 'em and then put them back together like nothin' happened." She needed to make a point. She wasn't sure what that point was, but there was one coming. "I know Sunny 'n them ate you out for what you did. Ya suffered enough and I hate to see ya like that but ... I'm just not ready to forgive you dude. I'm not sure what I'm ready to do."
Her mind was swirling, an amalgam of Evan, Shun- what did it matter anymore?
Who's side was she on?
DMG: 10
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2014 10:28 pm
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"'Cept these pitbulls got brains that can reason," Chel said harshly. "Let me ask ya. Some dude approaches you, big nasty sword pulled out-" No she did not mean his d**k, "-And starts attackin' you. You really think you'd take that s**t nicely either?"
From her wrist, Chel pulled her hair tie off and began wrapping it around her thick, pink hair, finding the strands in her face starting to get annoying. "If one attacks you first, yeah sure man. Kick its a** and stab it once through the eyes for me." She looked at Evan with a sorrowful look in her eyes. Her voice grew more smokey, pained even. "I would never want you to get hurt 'cause 'a me, soldier." She thickened her resolve and took a gulp of air. "But what I'm askin' ain't impossible if you just try."
For once, Chel was sticking to her guns. "Those're my terms. No changin'."
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Posted: Wed Jul 09, 2014 6:48 pm
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The irony of Chel claiming that she didn't want to be a source of injury for Evan when she had been the one to start this in the first place wasn't lost on him. The urge rose, briefly, to remind her of that, and was almost immediately subsumed by guilt; he was mad, and he felt guilty that he was mad, especially since he had done her so much greater harm. Above all of it was the need to take this lifeline she was throwing him even at the cost of everything he still woke up in the morning for. He hated the monsters, and he had good reason to, and no amount of trying was going to change that. Killing them gave him purpose, and to do otherwise would confuse what was an otherwise simple goal.
Why couldn't she just understand that? More importantly, why wasn't he walking away? Chel sat there, the antithesis of all the values he still held dear in this world, dictating terms to him and he was seriously considering them? It seemed like such a small thing to ask, and if she was asking him to make nice with another person on the island, it wouldn't have even been an issue--but these things weren't people. She needed to understand. He could make her understand.
"Once," he bargained after he finally turned the problem over and over enough to make it solvable. "I'll try the once. I'll go alone. And I draw the line at getting close enough to take a picture with it on the likelihood that it'll turn around and attack me anyway."
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