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[R-Doclog]Tunes in the Music Shop[Cherry, Xander]

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PostPosted: Mon Jun 16, 2014 11:46 pm


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Xander was off for the afternoon, so he decided to get a few errands done. Like grocery shopping, picking things up for the house and picking up some sheet music he promised Lily he would get. She wanted him learn a new song and while he could do it by ear, he preferred to look for the music. Currently he was in the music store first, knowing he should do the grocery store last.

He had a few pieces in his hand, and currently he was browsing getting closer and closer the piano he knew to be in the shop. He hadn’t played in a while and sometimes he played here. The shop owner didn’t mind, if fact he knew his sister did the same when she came in. The owner walked around to him and handed him the last piece of music he had been looking for before motioning to the piano.

“It’s been a while since either of you came in here. In this day and age it’s not often that the customers stop and play anymore. If you have time, would you mind?”

Xander looked up before handing his purchases the shop owner and sitting down at the piano. He played a few notes just thinking wondering what to play, not really sure what the old shop owner would want to here, but thinking it was likely not much of today’s music. He settled on Ave Maria, a tune he knew well, he’d play it and Lily would sing it when she was younger.

He placed his fingers to the keys and played getting a little lost in the music, not paying much heed to the world around him.


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She had just come off of a shift a few blocks down. She had been working down the street. It wasn’t too unusual for her to sometimes pick up second or even third jobs. It kept her busy and funded her need for extra money for swimwear and trips to the beach or community pool. She was thinking about what she wanted to do with the rest of her day. Maybe take a shower, take a nap, and maybe squeeze in time for some tv. Yeah right. She knew she almost rarely really sat down to watch tv. She was too restless for that. That was for people who could sit down and relax. She was often challenged to actually stop, sit, and do nothing.

She liked working in this part of town. It was right by one of the main streets, and all the shops in this area were either high end or had been in these parts for generations. Many of them shops passed down from family to family. She enjoyed watching people milling back and forth between the places they would go. While paying attention to nothing in particular except the names of streets as to not get lost on the way home, she heard the sound of beautiful music as she walked passed one. She almost wouldn’t have even heard it as it was only hitting the sidewalk because of the window above the door that was cracked open.

She had started to slow down and listen. The sound of piano made her think of the piano at the Jacob’s home. That of course made her think of Xander. He had done quite a few nice things for her lately like only save her from a deplorable night. Part of her at times still felt like she owed him for that. She decided to go in and see if they had something that was pretty but small. She wanted something that would be just as good as a token to represent her gratitude.

Only that she had never been in there, and she hadn’t known what to expect out of it. She was letting eyes roam the store looking ambiguously about for something that looked good. She looked up as the older shop owner approached her. She smiled politely. When he asked her if he could help her, she only replied with. “I don’t know yet. I was just looking for a gift for someone. He likes music.”

Then, as her ears tingled with the sounds of the piano. Somewhere in her mind, she noted that it sounded like it was playing in the room; not just on a speaker but there. She wondered and asked the shopkeeper. “You guys teach lessons here?” He told her, “Yes. We do, but we aren’t holding any right now. Were you thinking of taking some up? You’re never too old to learn to play an instrument you know.”

Her eyes froze with an uncertainty of what to say.


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Xander continued to play from his spot at the piano in the back, he was coming to the part of the music where it became a little louder, where it felt deeper and more moving. At this point in time his eyes were closed and he just played feeling the music and allowing his hands trained from many years of playing to do the work. To anyone looking it was clear he played for a long time, no sheet music before him, body language that indicated he felt truly moved by what he played.

It wasn’t a short piece and eventually he made it to the part where the music softened and died off. Xander stopped opening his eyes to see a little girl staring at him, looking to be about 4 or 5. He smiled at her, “Hello.”

“Hi,” she said with a wave, “you play piano almost as good as grandpa. I’ve only been learning for a little while, but maybe one day I can play like you.”

Xander smiled and nodded, “of course you can. You can do anything if you believe. How about we play a song together, huh?”

The little girl, he knew to be the shopkeepers granddaughter though he had not seen her in some time, nodded enthusiastically and hopped up on. “I’m ready!”

Xander gave a laugh, “this is an easy one. I bet you know it. Gavotte.”

The tiny girl nodded enthusiastically, “my grandfather plays it for me some time.”

Xander nodded, “well now you’re going to play it with me. Okay see here, right hand. Can you play these two notes, than these.” He watched as the little girl played them and smiled when she grinned at him. “Good good, now I’m going to play the left hand and you play the right until I stop then I will teach you the next part.”

“Ready,” Xander started to play and the little girl played with him up until he stopped. He gave a laugh and poked her nose before saying, “I can see you take your lessons very seriously.” He smiled when she responded with a giggle. “Okay now this part is a tiny bit harder, watch and listen closely.” He showed her the next bit and had her try it, before trying the first and second part together. It came easily to her, but he figured she had inherited her grandfather’s skill.

“Alright together now, until I stop again,” he said and watched for her nod before be started playing and she started playing beside him, until he stopped. “That was great, now for the last part you after you do this,” he demonstrated, “go right back into this, just repeating the first part.”

She looked confused momentarily, but nodded and Xander started playing once more, the little one playing beside him. It wasn’t perfect, but she seemed determined to get it. At the end she spouted, “again, again.” So Xander gave a nod and started again, she wanted to get it and he wasn’t going to deter her.


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Meanwhile, Cherry hadn’t wanted to admit that music and more specifically, classical style of music was not in her cache of talents. She was great at a good handful of things. This wasn’t one of them. Not because she didn’t like it or couldn’t appreciate; she just never really ventured into that world. She started to think maybe this was a bad idea coming in here. The more questions were asked of her; the more she realized that even though she knew that Xander played the piano. Classical music was a big deal in his family. She didn’t really know quite enough about that sort of music and what in this place that he would like.

The idea had been a whim really. She looked around almost bent on leaving before as she looked around a little more; she thought she spied the familiar red curls she knew. She quietly took a sharpness of breath. No way. What were her chances to just out of the clear blue find him. She drew in a little more to get a better look from around a corner. Her eyes ticked back behind her as she could feel the eyes of the old man on her. She had to look like the strangest person.

Her eyes marveled as she could hardly believe it. The closer she got; she was sure it looked like him from behind. She started to slink around and inch closer watching. The man had followed behind her and nearly spooked the daylights out of her as he told her that man at the piano was one of his customers. Someone who had been known her for so long. He pointed to the little girl saying it was his grand daughter.

Cherry silently looked on for a few moments. She thought back to the detail of his career of him being a pediatrician. He really was very good with children. The sight of him at the piano with the little girl. It was a precious sight. Cherry wondered to herself if that was almost like some kind of vision. Like a glimpse of what Xander might look like one day. A day where he’d have his own children and be teaching them to play the piano and how to read music.

Then, she felt a resounding feeling similar to one she had before. How admirable a person he was. She wondered to herself if he had any faults really because the more she saw and knew of him; he seemed to her as though he were without any. All she could do for a while was to stand there and watch. Also to just listen. She was so captivated she little by little stopped hearing the rambling story the old man was telling her about some time the Jacobs family were all there many years ago.

She felt moved in a way she couldn’t even understand. The scene before her conjuring up a wash of emotion in her. Only after a while she came back to herself, and she smiled at the old man. She thought the way he told those stories were lovely. Those memories too seemed precious. Was there anything about Xander that wasn’t precious? Finally she surfaced with a shy smile to the old man. “I know him. I’ve been recently acquainted with him and his sister. Possibly some of the best people I’ve had the pleasure of ever knowing.” She said it quiet. She was mostly being polite while she watched and listened.



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Xander played with the little girl until she seemed satisfied, in no rush to leave and seemingly having no problems at all with teaching the little girl. She looked at him, her long blonde pigtails swaying as she turned. “Isn’t there more?”

Xander gave another laugh, than a grin and a nod. “Yes there’s more, but how about we save that for next time. If I know I’ve got to teach you the rest then I’ll be sure to come back soon.” The little girl nodded happily and hugged the bear she had been holding the whole time thought Xander had only just noticed it. She jumped down off the bench and turned with a shout of “Grandpa.”

Xander turned and looked to the old man, but instead his eyes stop on Cerise, really really surprised to see her there. He gave a smile and a wave before getting up from the piano and heading over to his friend, wondering just what brought her to the music shop.

“Hello Cerise. I see you’ve met Mr. Lamben. Has he been telling about his shop. It’s a really nice play to find sheet music and his children help him keep everything recent and up to date.”

Mr. Lamden gave smile and a chuckle, “he likes the piano in the back to. As you can see.” He looked to his granddaughter, “come on Ava, I bet your mother is wondering where you got off to.” He turned and headed off taking his granddaughter with him.

Xander smiled at the pair before looking back to Cerise, “what brings you here?”


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Having observed that sweet scene, her senses were rather sharp and sober. When he noticed her, her eyes warmed, and she smiled happily. Her eyes watched the old man and his granddaughter leave. Cherry found that image to also be rather tender. She grew concerned if she kept seeing all these things that were so tender and meaningful. It was all going to make her start to cry. She rallied herself up as to not do that.

Instead when he came over to her with that surprise, she answered it with a sheepish and fairly embarrassed half giggle. “Hey Xander.” Then, she had a quick put together in her mind. Obviously the music she heard on the street that brought her in must have been him playing. “Well… I would have to say that you brought me here.”

She left it there without detailed explanation. Either the one that hearing the music outside brought her in or the idea of wanting to find something in here for him. She rolled the idea around her mind if she should just outright say that. Surely, there’s probably nothing wrong with that kind of admitting. She still felt rather concerned that she would seem silly. Her mind raced off into the universe with all the possible ways he might take that. Then again, this was Xander. Who was so incredibly good natured. “I came in here both for you and because of you.”

Then, with a step or two, she slid closer as she tried to decide what was better way to greet him between handshakes and hugs. She preferred hugs, but this was Xander. Affection was one of those muddy gray areas she was still determining his limits on. Her eyes stayed on him the whole time though. Her eyes filled with deep admiration and appreciation.

That still small voice deep down inside that told her what business does someone like her have being around him. Someone who was so incredibly good; while she was so incredibly selfish and daily sacrificing her soul on the altar of ambition and covetousness. Still, the goodness in him was like a light that shined and warmed her. “That was really beautiful. You play very well. I can see why you are a doctor. Seems if you hadn’t of taken that course in life; maybe you would have been a teacher.”


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Xander gave a confused look when she said he brought her there, that she was there for and because of him. “I’m afraid I don’t understand. I mean I didn’t even know what time I would get here today or how long I would stay. So how exactly did I brought you here.” He gave a bit of a laugh before giving her a confused look when she stepped closer.

He blushed slightly at the compliment she gave him and nodded, “thank you. I’m not sure how good a teacher I would be, but I do like children and I like helping them. When I first became a doctor I was just going to be a normal physician, but Lily got hospitalized and I switched to emergency pediatrics and found that I had a real knack for working with kids. I guess that extends beyond just being a doctor.”

“It’s easier when you’ve got a common ground. Mr. Lamden’s granddaughter is learning to play the piano, so she was excited to play with me. Obviously that makes interacting with her a little easier.” He turned and moved back toward the piano intent on sitting down and playing some more.

He sat and looked back at Cherry, before patting the bench beside him, “Come sit down. Can you play any or is it something you never tried?” He wanted to play a little longer, even though it was getting late and he knew he should finish his shopping, but it could wait a little while longer.


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She laughed lightly when he was so confused. “Oh Xander. Should I tell you? I could. It’s not a big deal.” Her eyes narrowed in a knowing sort of way at the blush in his face which was hard to see a little at first. She then just smiled away at him. “I bet you’d be a phenomenal teacher. You have a very agreeable temperment.”

She followed him with some nods. Seeing him pat the bench for her, her smile grew a fractionally wider. The tone in him telling her what to do drew a more intense look from her. As she sat down, she leaned up against his shoulder lightly for just a moment. “It is just something I never tried. It is a thing that requires just sitting down in one spot for a while. I was never very accomplished in the art of sitting still for too long.”

After watching his hands and fingers against the piano. She peeked at him out the corners of her eyes. “Well, I heard music from the street. I didn’t know it was someone was actually playing it, but it drew my attention to the store. It made me think of you.” She left the bit about going in to look for something for him out. She thought it unnecessary.

Thankfully for her, she didn’t have to worry about being any place. It was a real stroke of luck that she found him on her way home instead of on the way to the job.


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Xander frowned slightly at the teasing, but then sort of nodded when she said it wasn’t a big deal. He was curious, but he wouldn’t push. If she didn’t want him to know, he figured that was just fine. You didn’t tell everyone everything always after all. “Thanks,” he said at her compliment he is frown which had been very brief turning into a smile once more. “Maybe when I am ready to retire from being a doctor I will teach in medical school. It’s not children, but I’m sure it would be helpful.”

When Cerise sat down and leaned against him for a moment he just sort of let it happen, he wasn’t going to push her off or anything, she certainly wasn’t hurting him. But when she said it requires sitting still for two long, he shook his head. “It’s all about perspective. I’m never particularly still when I’m playing. You’re hands and arms move and even your feet if you are using the pedals.” He pointed them out down below. “Also you can play a keyboard, for which you are generally standing as it is positioned a little differently. Have you ever tried any other instrument? Surely you had some sort of band class in school.”

Finally it seemed Cerise saw fit to enlighten him as to how he brought her into the store and he gave a laugh. “I didn’t know anyone could hear me outside the store, but I guess I was playing loudly enough. I’m glad though, that means maybe I can help draw attention to the shop.”

He looked down at the keys and then back to Cerise, “do you have a favorite song?”



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His frowning made her smile. Not because she took glee in his displeasure, but she was starting to observe the way certain things or sayings would make him do that. It made her think of when she mimicked his frowny mc frowners face for his sister. Apparently, she had got it right or close enough. Cherry couldn’t help but grin cheek to cheek. “Aw. I’m sorry. Don’t frown so much, ya? You keep making that face; what if it got stuck like that?” Though that question more came from when you’d make funny faces as a kid. People would tell you if you got smacked on the back while doing it; you’d be stuck that way.

She considered what he meant by moving even though he seemed to be sitting still. “Hmmmm” was all she could say as she considered if that was really the case. “Instruments? No. Just stuff like glee club. I don’t know. I enjoy music, but I never had the passion to get to a point of making it myself I guess.” She didn’t stay leaning very long. In fact, it didn’t last more than a moment. She had stopped on her own from a not wanting to be told or asked to stop. Despite how adorable she thought he was when he was making those frowns, she also didn’t want him to actually be annoyed or have a problem with her.

Then, he could draw attention to the store. She didn’t audibly or visibly sigh, but her sigh was all in her eyes. That was just the stuff that made her feel so suckered in. He was always being considerate of others and how he could make things better. That little voice deep down drilling about her if she could say the same about herself. She didn’t mind doing stuff to help friends promote their business. In fact, her new job was something right along those kind of lines.

“Mmmm. I like a lot of songs, but let’s see. If I were going to pick one.” She sat there wiggling back and forth as she thought of catalogs of songs she really liked a lot. “How about, Don’t Stop Believing by Journey?”
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“I’m not going to get stuck, that’s a myth. If it were possible I’m sure I would get more patients and hysterical parents wanting me to unstick their childrens faces.” He arched an eyebrow at her, as if daring her to contradict him, but didn’t say any more on the subject. He didn’t think he frowned that much anyway. Cerise was the only person who had told him not to frown so much, though he also knew that he didn’t have a whole lot of interaction for someone to even tell him that to begin with.

He gave a laugh, “I wouldn’t say I had a passion for music as a child. It was more my parents wanting me to learn to play an instruments and raising a cultures young man. I fell in love with the piano a little later I think after I played my first whole piece. My parents were really proud and it made me want to play more. The music, it moves me I think, I enjoy playing especially why Lily’s sings. Rose too, though I like to play when she plays the violin, the instruments sound good together. If you like music there might be something you like to play.”

He seemed at ease, but Cerise hadn’t even really seen him outside of his element. Every time they had interacted thus far, save the one time where she’d been too drunk to really know what was going on, Xander had been perfectly in his element, comfortable, and often doing something he loved. It was like that now, however if they were to go shopping or she attempted dragging him out dancing (which was not likely to happen) or something like that, she’d see a different side of him.

He waited patiently for her to pick and song and was very happy for the one she picked because it wasn’t one of those newer songs that was on the radio these days, it was one he knew and he could play. “Alright, Don’t Stop Believing it is.”

He stretched bringing his hands to the piano keys and taking a calming breath before he played, lively more than before as it was a different type of music, but still with passion and skill.


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It was true they hadn’t met anywhere that was in Cherry’s element. The closest they had come to that was the pool at their first meeting. Then again, Cherry hadn’t made any attempts to drag him into her comfort zones because she was so deeply afraid that he would hate them. Worse, he’d decide he didn't like her at all because she associated with such things. Of course, this painted a worse issue than the things she feared. For this was her not being willing to show her entire true self, but on and on she was willing to run with this. For the first time in a long time, it mattered to her what he thought of her. That was something different. Cherry often disdained public opinions unless they were flattering and stroking of her ego.

She couldn’t even come to terms with what it was about him that made her feel like she so desperately needed him to like her, adore, and dote on her; but she did. She woke up everyday feeling like if she didn’t do everything she could that day. She wouldn’t ever be able to go to sleep or be happy. It would have bordered on obsession except for the huge distraction that had recently became a thing in her life. A thing that part of her felt bad she had to hide as well. She wasn’t sure what the ramifications would be of anyone in her real life knowing about her associating with those people, but she wasn’t willing to risk that chance.

She mused to herself quietly there. Would he think she was crazy even if she did want to tell him? Oh hey, this weird thing happened to me the other day when I had a yummy glow, and my clothes turned into something pretty awesome that you’d totally hate. Yeah. You’d hate it because it has no pants. Yeah. She knew she could NEVER NEVER tell him that. He’d think she was crazy. Of course, she had yet to learn about all the vast amount of players in that thing. She was still new to it, and so she had been giving more and more amounts of her time to it. These were just more things she couldn’t share.

Despite the heaviness of her thoughts and feelings about that stuff, the melody of a song she loved so much seemed to calm her. She started off humming to the tune that was being played before starting to sing with it at the chorus.

She wouldn’t have been able to hide it all forever. If her and Lily did that karaoke thing, and he was there; she knew she wouldn’t be able to resist the lure of showboating and performing for people in her element. Even if she couldn’t sing like Lily, she was great at making eye contact with audiences. Dancing and posturing for others came easy as well. All those little attention grabbing things she would do here and there. Keep believing… That was a thing that made her feel hopeful and comforted. Though deep down, she wasn’t sure what she really believed anymore. Only that the person who she sat next to was amazing. “I think you’re amazing. Everytime I’m around you; I feel thankful beyond words that my life has been blessed to have someone like you come into it.” She would have continued to almost involuntarily spill more of herself out except that had done it almost without thinking.

She quickly got nervous of saying s**t that was just too earnest and was great for scaring off guys of any sort. She wanted to smother her face with her hands and tell herself to shut up. She would just settle for doing it quietly in her head while smiling outwardly.


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Xander played, catching the humming and smiling when she started to sing a bit. He definitely didn’t mind accompaniment to the music he played, he always felt when people were moved to join in then the music was more special somehow. He continued to play enjoying the moment, in the music store, playing for his new friend. How odd it was to actually have those now, people who sort of stumbled into his life and made it better and made him happy. They got his attention often not even intentionally. He thought of all the other’s he had befriend since his returned to Destiny City, faces who joined him to celebrate his becoming a doctor, faces who went out with him and tried to make him have a little fun from time to time.

He looked to Cerise when he finished playing and smiled when she spoke. He heard words of that sort recently and not to long ago he might have been confused and not even understood why Cerise wanted to be around him, but now he believed those words a little more as time went by. “Those are really kind words, you’re too nice to me Cerise and you barely know me, just a few weeks is it now, maybe a month. I’m glad to have met you to though, one can never have enough friends, especially when they are looking out for you. You’re amazing too and as awful as this might sound, my stomach agrees as well.”

He gave a light laugh and looked back to the piano keys, his fingers poised to play another piece. “Do you want to hear another piece? I can play you one of my favorites, its really nice. You might like it. It was the classical music that brought you in here right? Ave Maria, that what I played first.”


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She smiled, and then she smiled more to see his smiles. His words of praise and positive reinforcement, they were to her like drops of dew on parched grass. Even if her ego wasn’t dried out and in need of dire praise. It always felt as though it were. She thrived and fed off of such things said to her; though she almost felt like a fraud and a fake when he said them to her.

She took a long deep breath as she tried to give him one of her Cherry smiles. The kind that had the ego maniac glint in her eyes. “Now, now… I’m sure I haven’t even been that nice. If you will remember that I once said when I first met you. I wanted to be your favorite person. How would I even do that if I did nothing? Or… by leaving you alone.” She rolled her eyes playfully. She didn’t want to be so sappy. Already she had said enough and put more out there than she normally was slipping up in doing.

“Of course. I would do anything for you. The kindness and generosity you have. That you don’t ever seem to have to stop and think about. Like, you just always do the right thing. You always know what that is. It just blows me away. I just …. really like you. Or… I guess what I’ve known of you so far.”

Her not saying that she wasn’t sure she’d still like maybe if he knew her through and through. Mostly because she was feeling incredibly insecure. Ironic given that insecurity wasn’t often a major emotion for her, but she felt it in spades around him. “Sure! I am happy to listen to whatever you want to play. By your stomach agreeing, does that mean it’s maybe been too long since I last brought you something? I have been a little occupied lately. I’ll probably bring something soon.”

She then smiled at him with a completely genuine and through and through piercing eye contact she made with people. It was the kind she gave to people when attempting to persuade or seduce them. It was one that was full of her drive and need to want to be important to him. “If it’s one of your favorites; I’m even more happy to hear it. I hope to one day know all of your favorites.”

It was too easy to overplay her hand. She was attempting to build a relationship that after all this time; it hadn’t involved anything physical or sexual. This was something entirely new for her. It was almost like being friends with a girl in a way. She felt disarmed and unable to help herself from letting her mouth just run on and say things she later would hate herself for. She would think how dumb, lame, and stupid she was to say something in a certain way.


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When Cerise talked about being his favorite person he thought back trying to remember if she had said that, he couldn’t recall, but it didn’t matter he guessed. It made him feel a little flattered, even though he was sure how possible her goal was, he was sure he even had a favorite person. If he could consider a friend his favorite person, then that would have to be his best friend right. He pondered the thought momentarily, but it felt a little selfish to him. For him to consider one person, like more special than another when he liked them for different reason. One day in the future he would understand that wasn’t necessarily the case, but right now, that thought didn’t sit well with him and he felt a little bad she was aiming for that.

She said she would do anything for him and complimented his kindness and his generosity. He gave a smile, why should he have to think about it. He knew what was right from wrong and he would choose right every time. He thought maybe that was why he was a good candidate for knighthood, why he became Shangri-la, more that it being his birthright. “Thanks,” he said with a smile, “everyone should try to do the right thing, to be a good person. My mother often said what goes around come around, like karma in a way. You do good, you get good in return and you might change someone's future for the better. I would like to think I could change someone’s future for the better. Even yours.”

Xander flushed with the next statement she made, though it was more a question. “No,” he said holding his hand up and shaking his head. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean it like that. I was just saying I appreciate it, don’t push yourself. If you are busy I can bring food from home or eat in the cafe. It’s not too big a deal.” He smiled feeling a little bad at how selfish what he said made him appear, he knew that it could be taken wrong, but he hadn’t expected her to take it like that.

Still she seemed to want to hear what he was going to play so his fingers went to the key and he started to play closing his eyes and feeling the music as it filled the shop. The door could be heard as people came in from the street curious. Some even made to the back to watch him play, Cerise sitting beside him. It was Chopin, Waltz No 7 that he played, one of his favorite classical piece, alongside Ave Maria, that he played earlier.


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She watched his fingers move, and out of the corner of her eyes, she watched the way he poured himself into it. She breathed a helpless sigh. Even hers. It was hard to describe it for her, but she continuously felt as though her life was changing little by little every time she saw him. The feelings invoked by being around him. She couldn’t recall feeling this way around someone for a very long time. Since early high school at least. That previous experience that stagnated into an eternity of unrequited feelings. Even though that experience felt like a lifetime ago; it motivated her even as an adult to keep building up her walls. It was a fundamental reason behind her disdain for romance and all those stupid and fluffy flowery things people did. Because they were in love? People who were “in love” made her want to laugh. How ridiculous.

Yet, since she had started spending time with Xander; she found herself at war with herself. Every feeling about him triggered another splendid battle between allowing herself to freely feel something her heart was feeling and repressing those feelings in the name of being a bodacious bravado. She considered what he said about doing the right thing. She was about to be honest and admit to him that; while she wanted to do the right thing, she was selfish. In the end, she was more likely to only do what was best for her. Then, she felt the presence of people walking around them and watching. Her pride stomped out the idea of making such an honest admission in front of strangers.

As she perched on the bench beside him, her fingers wrapped around the front edge of the bench, and her fingers wiggled and touched the underside of the front edge of that bench. They wiggled to the music, and while she was happy to just spend time with him. She put on a shy secret smile. “Hey, when you’re done, maybe we should stop and grab an ice cream cone? Or.. a milkshake?”


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Xander was lost in the music, he didn’t notice the people watching or Cerise musing to herself, a silent war he was invoking. He just played, being himself and enjoying the feeling a piano keys beneath his fingers, the sound of the keys tapped together to make beautiful music. He smiled inwardly to himself, he really loved the piano. Next to swimming, it was one of his favorite things and was so wholly apart of him.

Cerise voice floated into his ears asking him a question as he was coming to the end of the piece, but he didn’t answer right away, instead finishing out the piece and looking a little startled at a small round of applause, to which he gave a sheepish way.

He gave Cerise a curious glance, “getting bored already?” An honest inquiry although he was teasing just a bit something he rarely did because she seemed to have been enjoying herself at first. “No matter, I’m done. And ice cream sounds nice, it's warm enough for it certainly. I just have to pay for my things.”

He looked at her, “what about you though? Did you want to buy something. They have all sorts of things, like the music boxes are nice. Oh they even have one that plays the first song I played. They have cd’s too, and sheet music and instruments, though I guess the latter two wouldn’t be of much interest though.”

He stood up and straightening his shirt, a green polo, paired with an ever present pair of khaki’s. Xander style, very plain, neat and a little boring. His hair was braided, he still hadn’t made it to a barber shop, but at least the braid kept it mostly tamed, fly aways aside. “After ice cream though you have to remind me that I need to grocery shop, so I won't forget okay. We’re out of milk, eggs, and fruit.”


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Bored? No. No way. “What? No. Not really. Not so much bored, but I just feel like I need to be doing something I guess. I could just up and leave I suppose. I’d rather wait for you and leave with you.”

Cherry sat trying to figure out what to say when he asked about what she was going to buy. It would have been for him. Maybe she could swoop in and pay for his sheet music. “What do you buy the most of when you’re here?” She made a mental note about the music box. She thought maybe she’d come back sometime when she was alone. Then, she could bring it like a surprise. “Oh, well, I mostly came in to browse a little. I maybe found something better than what I was looking for.” She meant him of course; though she smiled in half bashful way. Bashfulness, a trait that wasn’t often associated with her.

Her smile grew wider and more genuine. Strangely, a part of her felt the most excited since she had known him. They were going to go and get ice cream. Then, on the way home, stop at the store for little things. Except, she thought; she probably wasn’t actually going home with him. The thought of doing little daily mundane things together felt comfortable and familiar. The idea of them doing that sort of thing together stirred her up even more. Fighting with herself was starting to become a losing battle. Right then, she thought of a lyric:

‘And now it seems my only chance is giving up the fight
And how could I ever refuse
I feel like I win when I lose’

((Waterloo by Abba.))

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