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 Posted: Sun May 18, 2014 10:11 pm
I don't know how to begin this other than by saying that I am deeply, profoundly sorry. I completely ditched you guys without so much as a word. Some of my best friends for a significant portion of my life, and I just up and poofed. That's not to mention the fact that I stole Vanessa from someone immediately before leaving, and then posted in an RP exactly once. And that's ignoring the fact that I never once finished an RP with you all despite being given generous roles. And don't even get me started on how much of a p***k I could be at times. I honestly don't know why you all put up with me.
For those that totally forgot who I am, I was Valter for a while, switched over to Alva for a few days, switched back (sorry), was Valter for a while longer, stole Vanessa (really really sorry), and then vanished.
As worthless as an explanation may be at this point, I still feel that I owe you something. I am transgender, and have been for a very long time. This has been the main reason behind most of my social withdrawals, and this time is no exception. Instead of working up the courage to actually tell people, I would sever ties and hope the problem went away. Add to that a downward spiral of guilt and depression, and that's more or less the reason. As unsatisfying and lame as it may be.
At any rate, I'm really sorry. I missed you all.
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Posted: Sun May 18, 2014 10:35 pm
You'll always be welcome at FEF.
And congratulations on having the courage to come out as trans (you're not the only person in the guild, actually). Represent!
Welcome back! Always good to have you.
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Posted: Sun May 18, 2014 10:58 pm
Manic Martini You'll always be welcome at FEF. And congratulations on having the courage to come out as trans (you're not the only person in the guild, actually). Represent! Welcome back! Always good to have you.
I can understand the fear of telling someone something that you can get hated for. Being and atheist and all is not the most favorable thing in the world either. It's been something I've had to be careful about telling people for 10 years.
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 6:18 am
Well if there's one thing you don't need to worry about, it's how we at FEF will think of you. We think you're great, Valtessa, and we're happy to see you posting again no matter the circumstances.
I hope that everything in your life goes smoothly, and if not, will eventually be smoothed out. Feel free to vent any thoughts, concerns, or anything to us in the blast or in here.
It's great to see you, and good luck in everything you do.
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 6:52 am
We all appreciate and love you no matter what identity makes you most comfortable and happy, sweetheart. Remember that, okay?
Welcome back. <3
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 7:15 am
No matter what religion, sexual orientation, or anything that identify yourself, you're still welcomed to the FEF. We never bash anyone based by his or her identity. Only haters we do.
So don't feel bad about yourself. We still like you for who you are, no matter what.
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 10:02 am
Well, welcome back to FEF former Valter!
I don't think we've talked much, but I did remember you in the blast. I was still fairly new to FEF at the time.. That was like 2 years ago eh? Boy, how time flies...
Anyways, just be yourself and stay who you are. Don't worry about what others will think of you as long as you're happy about it.
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 10:34 am
Have I mentioned that you guys are the best? Because you guys are the best. Thanks for the warm reception, and I'm totally looking forward to hanging out with you all again~ Manic Martini You'll always be welcome at FEF. And congratulations on having the courage to come out as trans (you're not the only person in the guild, actually). Represent! Welcome back! Always good to have you. Oh, now I'm curious. Who is it?
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 1:22 pm
Yooooo! Welcome back Valtessa~ As has been staed already, no need to fear being hated on. People here be accepting, so dun worry. Just have fun ya know? Anywave, it's good to see you back.
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2014 10:32 pm
Welcome back, Valtessa! I'm sure I can echo the same sentiments the rest of the guild has. I'm glad to see you again. I was wondering what happened to you, to be honest.
This is a welcome surprise to come back to (with my connection mysteriously deciding to right itself tonight.)
I hope we can talk more. My PM box is always open.
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Posted: Tue May 20, 2014 5:34 pm
I'm bigendered myself, so I know how the whole gender bucket can be a really difficult adjustment, especially when it comes to socializing. The important thing is that we're here if you ever need to talk and that you have absolutely nothing to apologize for.
Welcome back Valtnessa.
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Posted: Fri May 23, 2014 8:26 am
Thrustibustion I don't know how to begin this other than by saying that I am deeply, profoundly in a state of cupcakes. I completely played you clowns without so much as a cream pie. Some of my best friends for a day at the public pool, and I just up and deflated like a Christmas Tree. That's not to mention the fact that I stuffed Vanessa into someone immediately before space trucking, and then photosynthesized exactly once time. And that's ignoring the fact that I never once drank an RP with you all despite being given a forty dollar bill. And don't even get me circumvented on how much of a genius I could be in children's card games. I honestly don't know why you all put up tents. For those that totally forgot who I am, I was a lemon for a while, switched over to an olive for a few days, switched back (incandescent), was a lime for a while longer, stole Siegel's wagon wheel (really really sorry), and then became utterly nonplussed. At any rate, I'm a splashing dolphin. I'm beautiful. Oh, that. Okay. I experienced stuff like that, too. s**t happens. We cool. Live with the flow, baby. I want to thank everyone that knew this was funny from the start and not some knuckle dragger's low blow or cheap shot.
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Posted: Fri May 23, 2014 12:31 pm
Zelym Thrustibustion I don't know how to begin this other than by saying that I am deeply, profoundly in a state of cupcakes. I completely played you clowns without so much as a cream pie. Some of my best friends for a day at the public pool, and I just up and deflated like a Christmas Tree. That's not to mention the fact that I stuffed Vanessa into someone immediately before space trucking, and then photosynthesized exactly once time. And that's ignoring the fact that I never once drank an RP with you all despite being given a forty dollar bill. And don't even get me circumvented on how much of a genius I could be in children's card games. I honestly don't know why you all put up tents. For those that totally forgot who I am, I was a lemon for a while, switched over to an olive for a few days, switched back (incandescent), was a lime for a while longer, stole Siegel's wagon wheel (really really sorry), and then became utterly nonplussed. At any rate, I'm a splashing dolphin. I'm beautiful. Oh, that. Okay. I experienced stuff like that, too. s**t happens. We cool. Live with the flow, baby. I want to thank everyone that knew this was funny from the start and not some knuckle dragger's low blow or cheap shot.Do you even realize how hard it was to steal Siegel's wagon wheel with these flippers? I may be beautiful, but the life of a dolphin is more difficult than people know. I still don't understand why you people put up tents, though.
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Posted: Sat May 24, 2014 6:27 pm
Thrust Due To Combustion Zelym Thrustibustion I don't know how to begin this other than by saying that I am deeply, profoundly in a state of cupcakes. I completely played you clowns without so much as a cream pie. Some of my best friends for a day at the public pool, and I just up and deflated like a Christmas Tree. That's not to mention the fact that I stuffed Vanessa into someone immediately before space trucking, and then photosynthesized exactly once time. And that's ignoring the fact that I never once drank an RP with you all despite being given a forty dollar bill. And don't even get me circumvented on how much of a genius I could be in children's card games. I honestly don't know why you all put up tents. For those that totally forgot who I am, I was a lemon for a while, switched over to an olive for a few days, switched back (incandescent), was a lime for a while longer, stole Siegel's wagon wheel (really really sorry), and then became utterly nonplussed. At any rate, I'm a splashing dolphin. I'm beautiful. Oh, that. Okay. I experienced stuff like that, too. s**t happens. We cool. Live with the flow, baby. I want to thank everyone that knew this was funny from the start and not some knuckle dragger's low blow or cheap shot.Do you even realize how hard it was to steal Siegel's wagon wheel with these flippers? I may be beautiful, but the life of a dolphin is more difficult than people know. I still don't understand why you people put up tents, though. Was he watching you or not?
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