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PostPosted: Sun May 18, 2014 8:50 am


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Name: Zinnia "Zin" Hayes
Age: 14
Gender: Female
Facial expression: Confident
Hair: Dark blue, long, but secured in pigtails
Height: 5'1"
Eye color: Chocolate brown
Skin color: White, slightly tanned
Outfit: Standard

Personality: Zin's strongest point is her sociability; she is a bubble of happiness that cannot be popped. However, she is not without her flaws; she is physically weak, and has a tendency to be extremely stubborn. Sheer willpower and persistence is what is preventing her from giving up, but such a mindset often backfires in the military, where orders must be followed immediately and without question.

Positive traits
Friendly, Outgoing - Zin is extremely extroverted and loves to make new friends. She makes a point of being nice to everybody, and gets along well with others. She's the type to introduce herself to complete strangers, especially if she thinks that they could use a friend.
Hardworking, persistent - Without any natural talents, it is her persistence that is getting Zin through her training. Her refusal to back down translates into a willingness to put her all into practice until she can complete a task. Where another would give up, Zin picks herself back up and tries again.
Optimistic - Even in the most dire of situations, Zin can smile. She is the eternal optimist, and has complete faith in humanity. It's rare to see Zin in a bad mood, and she somehow is able to see the silver lining of every cloud.
Honest - Zin probably could not tell a lie to save her life. She can't keep a straight face whenever she tries to be dishonest, and the guilt of fibbing eats her up so much that she will apologize and tell the truth immediately. What you see is what you get with Zin; she hides nothing of her true character.
Brave - Although not quite fearless, it takes a lot to make Zin doubt herself. She can face almost any adversity without batting an eye. Even when she is afraid, she is capable of overcoming that fear and courageously accomplishing any task that she must.

Negative traits
Stubborn, Willful - Zin is good at following orders-- so long as she happens to agree with them. She is extremely stubborn and, when forced to do something she doesn't want to do, she obeys only begrudgingly. She has no qualms about speaking her mind, which can sometimes get her into trouble.
Rash, foolhardy - Zin rarely puts much thought into her actions. Once she decides to do something, she does it without looking back, no matter how reckless the decision. Once she gets going, it's difficult to make her stop until she has accomplished her goal.
Naive - Zin knows very little about the real world, and assumes that everyone is as honest and innocent as she is. She finds herself experiencing many rude awakenings as she continues on through life.
Childish - Zin is young, and it shows in her lack of maturity. She can be petty and argumentative when things don't go her way. She has a tendency to question orders that she does not understand. She can come across as annoying to some people due to her whimsical nature.
Overconfident - Zin has a tendency to overestimate her own abilities and the abilities of her allies. She makes light of daunting tasks and is unafraid to boast. She considers herself a very important and valuable asset, and wants nothing more than to prove herself. Even when she fails, she is unembarrassed and is instead sure that she will succeed the next time she tries.

History:
Summary:
Zin grew up in an upper-middle class merchant family in Shiganshina that was beginning to struggle financially. When she was only fourteen years old, her parents (Clemont and Jasmine Hayes) began expressing an interest in marrying her off to a richer family, in order to preserve and elevate their status and to ensure that their daughter would live a comfortable life. However, Zin had no intention of living as simply a wife; she announced that she was going to join the military and fight the titans before running away from home.

By the time her family made contact with her again, Zin had already become a trainee. In a way, this too would aid her parents' status, at least in the eyes of the public, for children as young as twelve were strongly encouraged to join the military. In addition, with Zin away from home, there would be one less mouth to feed. And besides, there hadn't been a titan seen in 100 years (besides the ones clawing just outside the walls, but those were never discussed); it was extremely unlikely that their daughter would actually ever face one of the monsters. And so, begrudgingly, Zin's parents approved her decision.

Training was much more difficult than Zin had anticipated, and there was a moment in the beginning that she considered giving up and returning home. However, she refused to give in; she had so much to prove, and most of all, she wanted to choose her own path in life. Where talent and physical strength failed her, her strength of will and persistence got her through.

At present, Zin has been in training for a few months. She has no particular talent, but she is well-rounded and decent in all areas of her training, from horse riding to hand-to-hand combat to using her 3D gear. She still has a long way to go, but she is confident in her abilities. She has yet to encounter a real, live titan and put those skills to the test, however.

The scent of warm, moist earth filled Zin’s nostrils as she dug into the soil by the side of her house. It had rained the previous night and she was certain that she would find some interesting things underground, despite the summer sun baking the back of her neck.

Just as she managed to pry free an earthworm, a voice called shrilly, “ZINNIA! You’re absolutely FILTHY! Get out of that dirt at ONCE!”

“It’s Zin, Mom,” Zin corrected impatiently. She stood up with a mischievous grin and held out the worm, which she held dangling between two fingers. “Look what I found!” she announced proudly. The worm squirmed futilely.

“That disgusting,” Zin’s mother, Jasmine, replied. “Put it down and come inside at once—but take off your shoes first! For once I’m glad you’re wearing those ridiculous shorts; if you’d gotten one of your dresses dirty… I said come, at once!” she snapped when Zin did not react. “You need to take a bath, put on something ladylike, and come eat lunch.”

“Fiiine…” Zin said angrily. She placed the worm carefully back inside the hole that she’d dug and buried it. She got back up, deliberately wiped her hands on the T-shirt, and trudged back indoors after her mother.

Life was not unpleasant for the Hayes family. Clement Hayes, Zin’s father, was a moderately successful merchant, while his wife Jasmine was a stay-at-home mother to Zin. Although the family had begun to struggle financially to maintain their place as upper-middle class, they had never been in any danger of losing their home nor of running out of food. Clement was under the strong impression that a woman best served the community by marrying a husband and bearing children; this was where he and Zin strongly disagreed, and was a common point of contention. As Zin’s parents struggled to make her act more ladylike, she endeavored to accomplish the exact opposite. She became bullheaded and refused to touch dresses or anything remotely girly. Therefore, there was plenty of tension in the Hayes household, but it wasn’t until Zin’s fourteenth birthday that things finally reached the boiling point.

“Happy birthday, Zinnia!” Zin’s parents happily cheered together.

Zin was in such a good mood that she forgave her parents using her full (and girly) name without complaint. With an excited grin, she tore open her present, and pulled out…

“A dress. Um… Thanks, Mom, Dad,” she said, her grin freezing in place. She hadn’t asked for anything—her parents were constantly warning her that they were being stretched thin financially—but she certainly had not asked for yet another dress. It didn’t look handmade, though; that meant her parents had bought it, so at least, in their own funny way, it did show that they truly cared for their daughter.

“Excellent, moving right along,” Zin’s father began, “You are to wear that this evening. Mr. White is coming to eat supper with us.”

“Again…?” Zin pouted. Why did that old business guy have to come on her birthday? All he and her father talked about were things she couldn’t understand.

“Yes, and this time, you must look absolutely beautiful,” her mother gushed, then added with a sharper tone of voice, “So don’t slouch or pout. It isn’t becoming.”

“Why do I have to be there?” Zin whined. “He’s so old and boring.”

“Zinnia—”

“It’s Zin.”

Her father continued as if he hadn’t been interrupted, “—Zinnia, you’re already fourteen years old. That means you are an adult, and it’s time that you started to behave like one. Mr. White is a very successful businessman, and we are lucky to be on friendly terms with him. He has expressed an interest in your hand—”

“My what?!” Zin asked shrilly.

“Of course you’re still too young for that,” Zin’s mother explained, “But in a few years, a union between you and Mr. White, or his son, for that matter—that would put us in a very comfortable place financially.”

“Y—you’re not serious,” Zin said, a sick feeling emanating somewhere deep within her stomach.

“This is very serious,” her father said sternly. “You’re an adult, and we’ve provided for you your whole life. It’s time that you started to earn your keep! Do your part for this family and for Shiganshina!”

Bitter tears of anger sprang into Zin’s eyes. “But that isn’t fair!” She’d said it many times in the past, and she knew that the answer would be:

“Life isn’t fair.”

And it wasn’t. Zinnia, at barely fourteen years old, felt that her parents had just sentenced her to death. If she married Mr. White or any of his spawn (though she had never met them), she was sure that would be the end of her life. But so long as her parents had control over her, there was nothing she could do about it.

She had to get out.

“I’ll serve Shiganshina in my own way,” she said coldly, dropping her new dress to the floor. “I’m joining the military.” She stood up and pushed her chair away so quickly that it tipped over and fell to the floor with a loud crack, but Zin was too numb to register it. She turned away and made for the door, but her father caught her by the wrist.

“I ought to beat you,” he growled. “Your insolence has gone too far. You are to obey your parents, or so help me, I’ll—“

“Wait, Clem,” Zin’s mother interrupted. “I know it’s not ideal, but think about it… All children her age are encouraged to join the military. We’d gain a lot of prestige if she made it into the Military Police, or even the Stationary Guard. Give her a few years to cool down and live as she chooses—as an adult. It will teach her some humility and appreciation for what we’ve done for her. She won’t be in any danger; they can’t come inside the walls, and so long as she doesn’t join the Survey Legion—”

“But what would we tell James?” Clemont asked in an undertone, referring to Mr. White.

“We’ll tell him the truth. Say that our daughter is brave and wanted to serve Shiganshina right away. Give her a few weeks in military training, and she will be begging to come back home.”

Zin continued to strain against her father’s grip; she was quite used to her parents discussing her as if she weren’t there.

“Fine…” Zin’s father acquiesced with a sigh. He carefully released his daughter so that she wouldn’t fall over, then turned on her sternly. “Go, enlist,” he commanded, making a shooing motion with his hands. “You will live to regret this decision. You’ll come back, and then you will marry the man we choose.”

Zin drew herself up to her full and unimpressive height. “No.”

And with that, she turned and ran out the door. She ran as far as she could, and then walked the rest of the way to enlist for military training.

***

“WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?!” the drill sergeant roared.

“Zinnia Hayes, sir!” Zin shouted back.

“WHY ARE YOU HERE?!”

“To choose my own path in life, sir!”

“I’M SURE YOU’LL HAVE A GREAT LIFE IN A TITAN’S STOMACH!”

“Yes, sir!”

Military training was not easy for her. She was one of the smallest trainees in her class, and she was not particularly strong. However, the promise of marriage if she failed gave her all the incentive she needed to power her way through any challenge. She often pushed herself to the verge of collapse, but the will to carry on motivated her. She had no natural talents nor gifts; she was not particularly strong, nor fast, nor intelligent—but she did have the willingness to practice until she perfected what had to be done. She worked just as hard as, if not harder, than any of her peers. Through this, trained with her class for months. Every day she grew a bit older, stronger, and more experienced.

It was extremely difficult, but she fiercely enjoyed this life over the one she’d left behind.

Zin shot her 3D gear’s grappling hook into the next tree and tautened her abdominal muscles as she was jerked forward by the hips, right on her friend Walt’s tail. They were training in the forested obstacle course, looking for the giant wooden dummies that represented the titans that they might one day face.

Walt had broken away from the rest of the trainees, looking for an opportunity to take down a target before anyone else had gotten to it, hoping to get more points for it. Zin had followed to act as his support.

A giant wooden dummy suddenly came into view beyond the next few trees, and Walt changed course. He dove down at the target and, using his twin blades, sliced a large portion out of the cushion that represented the target’s weak spot. Seconds later, Zin followed suit, though the section she removed was much shallower than Walt’s. The smell of dusty fabric mingled with that of moist earth and moldering leaves momentarily.

Not deep enough, Zin cursed silently as she glanced back over her shoulder to assess the damage she had done. Unlike Walt, she lacked the strength to finish off a titan. The only way she could make up for it was to approach at a much faster speed. But if I go much faster than this, I’ll probably hit a tree! she thought despairingly. She grit her teeth in bitter frustration as she swung through the trees in her 3D gear. No… I can’t give up. If I don’t take the risk, I’ll never make it as a soldier!

The blue-haired girl released a short stream of compressed gas from her canister and was boosted forward. The wind whistled in her ears and whipped through her streaming hair as she flew past Walt. She shot wires into tree after tree, keeping her eyes squinted against the cold wind. Suddenly, a second target came into view below her and to the left. “There!” she shouted, adjusting the angle of her gear and releasing the gas once again. She sharply changed direction and soared down to the target. In a split second, her blades passed deep through the cushion on the nape of the target’s neck, and she blew past it. She looked over her shoulder to see if she had succeeded.

“Zin! Watch out!” Walt called from behind.

Before Zin could react, she slammed into a tree and her vision went black.



“Zin! Zin! Wake up! Zin!”

“Whuh…?” Zin asked groggily. She lifted a hand to the side of her head; it felt wet. She looked around; Walt was supporting her, bracing his legs against the tree that they were both anchored to. “How long was I out…?”

“Only a few seconds. You’re bleeding. You’re lucky you didn’t crack your skull!” Walt scolded. “You were going way too fast.”

“But I did it,” Zin retaliated triumphantly. “I killed my first titan!”

“It was just a dummy, you idiot! Come on… You probably have a concussion.”

Zin sighed in defeat. Even when she tried her best, it sometimes wasn’t good enough. She didn’t have any natural talents to fall back on; she wasn’t strong like Walt. All she was good at was talking to people, and she didn’t think a titan would be willing to listen. She pushed Walt’s arm away when he tried to help steady her, but she wobbled when she tried to right herself. She glanced down at the hand she had used to touch her injury, and was surprised to see it covered in shockingly red blood. “Whoa. I don’t feel so good,” she said faintly as the worst headache of her life washed over her.

“I didn’t think so… Come on, you can’t use your gear like this,” Walt insisted. “We’ll have to walk back…”

“Hey! Are you guys okay?!” a third voice called from above. Colin was standing on a thick tree branch several yards away.

“No, Zin slammed into a tree!” Walt shouted back. Zin jabbed him in the ribs with her elbow and shot him a glare.

“He didn’t need to know that,” she hissed, hurt that her friend had betrayed her. Walt only smirked.

“You keep her there! I’ll go back and get a med team to come get her!” Colin replied. Without waiting for an answer, he turned around, fired his wires, and swung out of view.

Zin let out a long and heavy sigh. She’d never hear the end of this little accident back in the mess hall. She was sure it wouldn’t earn her any points with the higher-ups, either.

***

“You know, Zin, you work really well in a team,” Walt said later that day in the mess hall.

Zin was resting her aching, bandaged head against one hand, but she became a bit more attentive when Walt spoke. “What makes you say that?” she queried.

“Well, I didn’t say a word to you, but somehow you still knew that I needed backup this morning in training.”

“Maybe I was just following you to steal your kills,” Zin suggested with a smirk.

Walt chuckled. “You did surprise me with that stunt you pulled; but stealing kills isn’t in your nature. You were assisting me for a long time before you decided to faceplant in a tree like that. Why were you going so fast?”

“I… didn’t want to fall behind you guys,” Zin admitted, looking down at the table. “Everyone else has already made at least one kill… I don’t want to be thrown out for being too weak…”

“Zin…” Walt said, frowning. “I’m sure the instructors have seen how many kills you’ve assisted already. Teamwork is more important here than anything. A bunch of lone wolves, no matter how good they are at taking down dummies, wouldn’t last five minutes outside the walls. You know the tactics; we stand a better chance fighting the titans if we work together.”

Zin sighed, seemingly unconvinced.

Colin, who was also sitting at the table with them, took that opportunity to speak up. “Listen…” he began, “I’m not going to tell you what to do, Zin. All I’m saying is that if you play to your strengths, you’ll do just fine.”

Zin cracked a smile. “Thanks, guys,” she said, “really. I’ll keep that in mind, and support you in the future!”

The trio grinned at one another and felt an unspoken agreement pass between them; from then on, they would work together to make sure they all graduated.

Spoiler alert: NPCs Walt and Colin will die in the first titan invasion. emotion_awesome


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Extra info:
Birthday: October 13
Favorite color: Dark blue
Favorite part of training is 3D gear
Knows how to swim
Enjoys reading fantasy novels
Hates anything "girly"
Loves insects
Good at remembering people's names

RPs:
The Parade [ORP]

Relationships:
[NPC - Civilian] Clemont Hayes (Alive) - Father - "He's very smart and I look up to him, but he's also kind of scary."
[NPC - Civilian] Jasmine Hayes (Alive) - Mother - "She is always forcing me to wear girly clothes, but I love her."
[NPC - Civilian] James White (Alive) - Enemy - "I refuse to marry him OR any of his sons!"
[The Semblence of Unity - Civilian] Alister Hayes (Alive) - Cousin - "We haven't seen each other much. He and his side of the family are Wallists."
[NPC - Trainee] Walt Wood (Alive) - Best friend - "He's really strong and talented. He's a good leader."
[NPC - Trainee] Colin Young (Alive) - Best friend - "He's kind of quiet, but he's very caring. I think he worries about me a little."
[Qixel - Cvilian] Elenore "Lenore" Abendritter (Alive) - Friend - "She's really smart and kind. I like to make her smile."
[troll troll - Trainee] Axel Halle (Alive) - Friend - "He is mature, but he isn't afraid to fight. We made a promise that we wouldn't die."
[NaomiNaomi - Trainee] Shakuntala "Tala" Tischendorf (Alive) - Friend - "She's very nice and good with horses. We made a promise that we wouldn't die."
[Mythee - Trainee] Lloren Reclair (Alive) - Acquaintance - "I don't know much about her. She seems like a kind and good leader."
[The Semblence of Unity - Civilian] Preacher Maria (Alive) - Acquaintance - "He(?) is very violent and mean!"
[Blade Kuroda - Trainee] Shun Kuroda (Alive) - Acquaintance - "I don't know much about him. He's seems kinda suspicious?"
[leon_a_darkangel - Trainee] Alec Scott (Alive) - Acquaintance - "He's a nice person; I hope I'll get to know him better."


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PostPosted: Sun May 25, 2014 1:57 pm


((This story takes place 5 years before current time.))

“Zinnia, why are you wearing such ugly clothes?” Zin’s mother, Jasmine Hayes, asked impatiently. “Wear one of the dresses I made for you; didn’t you see where I laid it out for you this morning?”

“I don’t wanna wear a dress,” the nine-year-old Zin retorted. “I wanna wear boy clothes.” She giggled impishly, knowing that referring to her shorts and T-shirt as boy clothes would only infuriate her mother further.

“And why would a little girl like you want to wear boy clothes?” Jasmine asked, clearly straining at the edge of her patience.

“Because then I can run away from you!” Zin shouted. She kicked up her heels and fled, though her mother hadn’t even bothered to begin the pursuit. She tore through the house, tripped on a rug, and fell headfirst into a small table. She bounced off the table and landed on her bottom, and the table wobbled dangerously. The (luckily unlit) lantern that had been resting atop it toppled over and crashed to the ground. Its glass windows shattered on impact.

“ZINNIA!” a male voice roared. Zin’s father was home already!

“Oops, oww…” the young girl groaned, rubbing her head where she’d hit it on the table. She bravely held back her tears, instead getting back to her feet and stumbling toward the front door. She didn’t want to deal with her father’s wrath yet. She hastily stuffed her feet into her shoes before running out of the house.

She didn’t get far before she slowed to a meandering walk. She rubbed her head where a large bump and bruise was already beginning to form. She would regret her recklessness even more, later, in the form of a splitting headache.

But until then, she tried to forget the pain and instead took in the wonders of the city. She wasn’t supposed to wander around by herself, and the adrenaline that accompanied mischief kept her moving forward. She quickly passed the houses of the other upper-middle class families and entered one of the market areas of Shiganshina. The smells of baking bread, fresh-caught fish, and horse manure filled her nostrils. Her eyes widened in delight. Everywhere, there was color and sound. Merchants hawking their wares beneath bright red, blue, and purple banners, stable hands brushing white and roan horses until their pelts gleamed, fishermen holding their prizes aloft so their scales sparkled rainbows in the sunlight, and so much more. She’d come to the market many times with her father, who was himself a merchant, but he’d never let her spend much time investigating the bits and bobs that were for sale.

Zin passed from stand to stand in awe. She scrunched up her nose at a lady who was selling dresses, and paused with interest at the next stand, which sold wooden figurines. There was a toy horse, and even a model soldier. She was quickly shooed away by the maker, however, who was wary of her young and penniless fingers. The next stand was selling meats, which made her mouth water; meat was a delicacy, and very expensive.

She was slowly shooed away from all of the stands that caught her interest, and began to wander aimlessly once more. Before she’d realized, she’d already passed the housing for the poorer district, and now found herself in a mud-covered alleyway. A small smile curved her lips; where was this? Her father had never let her wander this close to the wall before. Despite the dirty and litter-filled street, this alleyway looked like a fun place to play hide-and-seek.

She started when she turned a corner and made out the figure of a human sitting hunched over in the dark. It looked like a young girl, not much older than herself. Her hair was ratty and she was dressed in rags. Zin took a half-step forward, unsure whether she should introduce herself or run away. It looked like she needed help…

“You shuddn’t be ‘ere,” a gruff voice said over Zin’s shoulder.

The nine-year-old whipped around in surprise. “Wha—who are you?” she asked. A tall, elderly-looking man was standing over her, a bit too close for comfort. He had balding, iron-gray hair and a wiry salt-and-pepper beard. He was thin and wrinkly, but she could see through his patchy, dirty clothes that his muscles were still strong. “I—I mean, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…”

“You lost?” the stranger barked. “You dun’t look like you belong ‘ere, wot wit’ yer fancy togs…” He looked Zin’s clean clothes up and down. “Oughter git lost,” he concluded croakily.

“I am lost, though,” Zin replied. “I guess I went too far by accident…”

“Aye?”

“Um… Yes?” Zin squinted at the ragged stranger, confused by his strange way of speaking.

“Kailey!” the old man barked, looking behind Zin. She glanced over her shoulder and saw that the girl she had spotted had stood up and was walking toward her.

“Wot?” Kailey asked when she was standing only a foot away from Zin’s back. She looked disinterested; or maybe the light simply could not reach her eyes any more.

“Says she’s lost,” the old man grunted. “Oughter ‘elp ‘er, don’tchoo think?”

“Oh!” Zin said, smiling widely. “Thank you, mister!”

“She gonna pay us?” Kailey asked belligerently.

“She’s jus’ a kid,” the old man said, scratching his mangy head slowly.

“Oh, um… I don’t have any money…” Zin added nervously, “But my father does! I can ask him?”

The dirty girl’s eyes widened, finally displaying some sort of interest. “Grab ‘er, Paul!” she said hastily. “She got a rich daddy! We c’n hold 'er fer ra—rans—we c’n sell ‘er!”

“What??” Zin squeaked as surprisingly strong hands gripped her shoulders. The man’s hands were so large that his bony fingers reached past her armpits.

“HOLD IT RIGHT THERE!” a strong voice trumpeted. Three Stationary Guard soldiers hurried down the alleyway. The old man shoved Zin in their path. Before Zin could react, the girl and old man had turned and ran, but the Stationary Guard did not give up their pursuit. They quickly caught up to the malnourished duo and threw them face-first into the muddy pavement.

“You are under arrest under suspicion of kidnapping a minor!” one of the men shouted while two others pinned them down. Kailey struggled and bit viciously like a wild animal, so her captor kicked her hard in the gut.

“Stop!” Zin shouted in alarm, thinking quickly. “They—they didn’t kidnap me! I ran away on my own! They—they were helping me!”

“Is that true?” the unburdened soldier asked suspiciously. He looked back at his partners; the old man was lying limply with his face covered in gunk, and the girl was still struggling to regain the wind that had just been knocked out of her. “… Fine. Release them,” he snapped.

The old man hurried to the younger girl’s side and pulled her to her feet. She was still wheezing. “I don’t want to see your faces again,” the soldier snapped, then added in an undertone, “Street rats…” He turned his attention to Zin and scolded, “You are in serious trouble, young missy. If your father hadn’t contacted us as soon as he did, who knows when we’d have found you. You’re very lucky that we did find you. Many little girls who come wandering this way are never seen again.” He frowned, but young Zin looked confused, so he clarified, “You can’t trust street rats like them. If they can’t sell you on the black market, they’ll kill you without a second thought.”

The sun was beginning to set when Zin was lead back home with the three soldiers. Her mind was reeling; she’d had no idea that people could be as thin as Kailey and Paul had looked. She did not fully understand what the soldier had meant about selling and killing; could she really be sold like the horses in the market? It had all happened so fast...

When she got back home, her father whipped her bottom raw with his belt, and her mother gave her a hot bath. Afterward, with aching head and hind, Zin ate a warm supper of bread rolls, roasted vegetables, and salad. It was delicious, but while she was eating, Zin could not get Kailey’s dead eyes, nor Paul’s wiry muscles, out of her mind. What were those two eating for supper? Why had they looked so hungry and dirty? And why had the soldiers treated them so cruelly? She was too young to understand yet, but there was something about the scene she had just witnessed that she found deeply unsettling. She vowed that, if she ever became a soldier, she would find a way to help those people.


Zinnia's decision to join the military was a rash one. In the past, she had imagined escaping her limiting home life to become a brave, cool soldier, but for a long time it was only a fantasy. It was the thread of being forced to marry that was the catalyst that made her desperate for an escape. The military was the first and most guaranteed path to freedom that she could think of at the spur of the moment.

Because she went directly from her home to the recruitment center, not much happened between the time she was accepted to the military and the time she left home. When she made it clear that she could not return home, they provided her with a place to stay while they sent a message to her parents and the details were worked out.

As for how she became who she is, the above snippet in the spoiler may shed some light? To put it simply, Zinnia was born headstrong and stubborn. Her parents are extremely strict, but easy to irritate, so Zin quickly found that by trying to do what she wants, she gets an amusing response from her parents. Thus, she grew a thirst for freedom and a fearlessness for punishment.

Zinnia currently views the military as a combination of a game and a path to freedom. She believes that if she stays with the military, she will never have to face her parents or marriage again. She is a bit intimidated by fighting and hand-to-hand combat, but she is tough and no stranger to bruises (due to her father's methods of discipline), so she bears it well. Through sheer willpower, she can become enthusiastic about anything. She believes that the military will protect her from a future of her parents' choosing, and so she chooses to enjoy the hardships of training. She is naturally optimistic and enthusiastic; she can find a way to make almost anything seem exciting.

She has a natural tendency to respect her elders and higher-ups. However, rash, stubborn, and rebellious as she is, there is a chance that Zinnia will face difficulty when it comes to the chain of command and following orders. She will follow orders so long as she happens to agree with them. She may question orders that she does not understand, or even refuse ones that she believes are wrong. Luckily, she is extremely friendly and extroverted, and is more likely to obey if she's working with a group. She does not want any enmity to form between her and her friends, so if they are following orders unquestionably, she will not question them either. In this way, loyalty may guide her where her conscience may give her pause; if she is given an order from a leader that has personally earned her love and respect, she is a lot more likely to agree with them than if she were given an order from a commander that she dislikes.

However, this is Zinnia as she is now: the only titans she has seen are the distant ones harmlessly clawing outside Wall Maria. After the invasion, Zinnia will have to take her role as a soldier much more seriously, and at last she will have to face true terror. Right now, she does not have the motivation necessary to meet a titan in battle, face-to-face. However, the destruction of Shiganshina will make a change in her. This change will motivate her, and can go a few different ways, depending on her personal experiences during the attack and/or what I ultimately decide will work best for her:

Anger: This Zinnia turns away from fear and moves into the realm of rage. She feels a burning hatred for titans for what they have done to humanity and taken from her personally. She vows to kill as many of them as she can, and therefore sticks with the military. This version of Zinnia will be even more rebellious when it comes to following orders. Possible branches: Survey Legion, Stationary Guard

Fear: Zinnia is terrified by the titans. Her fear surpasses paralysis and sends her into an adrenaline-pumping fight-or-flight mode. There is nowhere to run within the walls; her only choice is to fight, and the best way she can be prepared for that is to be in the military. This version of Zinnia is much more subdued and follows orders well. She is more dependent on her teammates and may be unreliable in battle. Possible branches: Stationary Guard, Military Police (though unlikely, if the top 10 rule applies)

Pride/Duty: Zinnia is afraid of the titans; there's no doubt about that. However, if she doesn't face them, who will? Does she want someone else to risk their life in her place? Of course not! She joined the military for a reason, and now it is time for her to serve her purpose. Despite what she has seen, this Zinnia still thinks that she is invincible (not that she isn't afraid of being eaten, but just with an 'it only happens to other people' mindset that many young people have). She is better at following orders, but may still be unreliable in extreme situations. This Zinnia is most similar to the current, pre-fall of Maria Zinnia. Possible branches: Stationary Guard, Survey Legion

Freedom: The titans have broken the wall. That means that they're no longer safe within their city; the walls only provide a false sense of security. People struggle amongst themselves and suffer due to a lack of space and resources. Therefore, the only way to move is outward. There is a whole world out there, and if only they could be rid of the titans, there would be enough for everyone. Therefore, they must fight to be rid of the titans, and the world will be theirs for the taking. This Zinnia is very rebellious and idealistic, and throws her fate into the hands of the Survey Legion. Possible branches: Survey Legion

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musicaloner7
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PostPosted: Sun Jun 01, 2014 9:00 am


Renekai


Alrighty looks pretty good, just a few things that need a bit of clarification/tweaking:

- When you say she wants to go fight titans, does this mean she's wanting to join the Scouting Region? { as that's currently the only way she'd be able to encounter titans, meta wise. }

- I'd also keep out the portion about the "Once the invasion happens, etc." since it's not yet happened. Just save the snippet for the meantime until it does occur?

- Perhaps include a few hobbies or things she likes to do, just to give us a better idea about what she's interested in?
PostPosted: Mon Jun 02, 2014 8:34 am


musicaloner7
Alrighty looks pretty good, just a few things that need a bit of clarification/tweaking:

- When you say she wants to go fight titans, does this mean she's wanting to join the Scouting Region? { as that's currently the only way she'd be able to encounter titans, meta wise. }

- I'd also keep out the portion about the "Once the invasion happens, etc." since it's not yet happened. Just save the snippet for the meantime until it does occur?

- Perhaps include a few hobbies or things she likes to do, just to give us a better idea about what she's interested in?


Thank you for your input!

- I'm not sure where you're reading that she wants to fight titans, because she doesn't. In the summary of her history, I said that she told her parents she was going to fight titans, but those were simply the words of a rebellious youngster; she never truly had plans to fight them, because she believes that they are safe within the walls of Maria. I'm not certain which branch I'll put her in yet, but most likely it will be the Stationary Guard.

- Are you referring to the second post? That was just a post to clarify some things, as well as to write down my future plans. I won't include it in her journal if she is accepted; I'll move that information to a plot thread.

- I did include that she likes to read, but I think that between her training and how extroverted she is, she doesn't have a lot of time to spend on hobbies on her own. She spends most of her free time hanging out with her friends. If you think that she needs more hobbies, however, I will see what I can come up with.

Thanks once again for spending the time to do this!

Renekai


musicaloner7
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Romantic Man-Lover

PostPosted: Mon Jun 02, 2014 8:43 am


Renekai


Ahh alright gotcha. Yep saw it in the first little paragraph of her history section. I understand now though!

And that sounds perfect, thank you.

You could always add some more hobbies for her later on after some rp, so no worries! just wasn't sure if you had some more for her or not, but it's no biggy. Lots of new things are discovered during rp, so I'm sure you'll find some more that way.

And with that I'll give your little miss my approval!
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