RavenousDelirium walked. He just walked with slow tears rolling down his cheeks. Walked without knowing or caring where he went, without any specific direction in mind, until he was lost; being lost didn't bother the Royal Grue-phon at all - he didn't even realize it. But even if he had realized it, he still wouldn't have cared because he continued to be troubled by the "dream" he'd had after drinking the glimmering, ever-shifting liquid from the Looking Pool fountain. Over and over again, he felt Nahm dying in his arms...smelled the tang of blood, saw the bubbling froth on his twin's lips as he drew his last.
It had broken something in RavenousDelirium...Wonderland had shown him such horrors and he had conquered them, grown from them, but this...had been too much. So he walked aimlessly, out of the castle, through the Woods, following no trail at all. Maybe with the wandering, the time spent lost, he could come to grips with what he'd seen and experienced.
Eventually a deep thirst overcame him and he realized he needed a drink. Wasn't there a Tavern? He'd heard some of the other creeple talking about it - from mind to magic, Mouth found himself standing in the Tavern instead of the woods. Wood and sawdust crunched under his feet as he made his way to the where the walrus busily was serving drinks. RavenousDelirium inspected the list of available drinks, noted what the currency was and visibly winced.
Jack. Not again. What was with this place and it's obsession with memories!? Whatever, he wanted a drink and he was gonna get one, Jack-dammit. "Frothy Mead."
Mouth leaned against the bar heavily as angry rolled through him, as the memory rolled through. It wasn't an old memory at all, but one that had happened shortly before Wonderland. He had returned home once more, talking with his Grandfather about how all the back and forth-ing had put him far, far behind Nahm in studies, far far behind his other class- and age-mates. The old Grue had dismissed his concerns neatly by saying that the only reason he'd been sent in the first place was because he and his Twin couldn't be bothered to behave - they hadn't been sent to learn...so it didn't matter. That pissed him off royally and he'd railed at the old-man until a sharp back-hand blow had silenced him.
Sometimes, the only way to get through to RavenousDelirium was with violence. Grandad knew this and applied it whenever necessary. The blow(s) had less to do with his anger than the words spoken before and after, than the meaning behind it: shut up and fall in line.
Sometimes, the only way to get through to RavenousDelirium was with violence. Grandad knew this and applied it whenever necessary. The blow(s) had less to do with his anger than the words spoken before and after, than the meaning behind it: shut up and fall in line.
A small memory token appeared in his hand and he pushed it toward the walrus-bar tender to pay for his drink. "Stiff price, I hope the drink is worth it." The frothy mead served to him was a dark, foaming substance that went down cool and smooth. As with almost everything else that he'd ingested so far in Wonderland, it had an almost immediate effect - and one that he could appreciate whole-heartedly: it soothed his battered, weary soul.
"Ah...Oh." Mouth sat at the bar with his drink, tension slowly seeping from his shoulders as for the first time since he'd downed the liquid at the Looking Pool he was able to separate himself from the pain of the 'dream'. If he wanted, he could probably inspect it and even pick at it now without wanting to curl into a tiny ball of misery.
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My character's username: RavenousDelirium (Mouth)
My character's level: 33
Character's HP: 40
Character's Job class: Royal Gryphon
Current party: --
Current Guild: --
Location: Red Queen's Castle
Small IC description of character:
Tall, lightly muscled with glowing red eyes and dark grey, mottled skin, RavenousDelirium wears the black and white with gold-trim Royal Gryphon-class set though there are many patches and additional "accents" added to the basic set. His dark hair is long and thick, slightly waved from being pinned out of his face and his overly-wide mouth is rarely given to any emotion beyond scorn or smirk.
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