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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 6:25 pm


Alex was silent the whole ride home, up until Des got him settled on the couch. Finally, he sighed. "So, I found out Luka's in love with me," he said, without much preamble, "and I don't know what the ******** to do." He reached up to run his fingers through his hair, brushing it away from his face.
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 8:48 pm


And it was in that instant that Desmond truly learned the meaning of the term Whip Lash. "I'm sorry. What? Please tell me you're joking." Though the longer he looked at Alex, he realized that no. Alex was not joking. "Well, uh... That's ..er surprising. ...But why?"

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 8:57 pm


"God, I wish I was joking," Alex replied. He sighed and stared up at the ceiling. "Why me? I don't ******** know, he's clearly insane. You know how I am." Des had been a friend for years, as long as he'd known Luka. "Why don't I know what the ******** to do? Because you know how I am, Des. I don't like him that way. I wish...I wish I did."
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 9:46 pm


"You're insane too. I'm sorry, but you are." He sighed sinking into the couch next to Alex. "You are a impulsive, over dramatic imp who was nothing but a pain in my a** for the longest time." Des said flatly. "But, I know that you're confident in whatever you do. You'll figure something out Alex." He said as he ruffled the younger mans hair.

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 10:10 pm


"Confident in everything I do, huh?" Alex asked, and then he sighed. "Everything except love s**t. You know, that one time I told you I liked you? I wasn't joking. You thought I was, but..." He sighed. "I'm only telling you this now because it's completely irrelevant, given how into Gabriel you are and given I...haven't felt that way for a while." He'd buried it, shoved it down, and eventually it went away and stopped hurting.
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 10:32 pm


"I think I knew, deep down, that you weren't." Des mumbled. "But I was still dealing with my ******** up of a relationship. And some people don't just rebound quickly from something like that." The purple haired boy just crossed his arms and sunk into the couch. "You know it wasn't because of you that I said no right? My answer seriously had nothing to do with any of your antics and shenanigans Alex. I just didn't know if I could handle it just then." Then he sighed, running a hand through his own hair. "Alex, don't bottle it up and shove it away alright? Trust me when I say that's not how to go about this. To go about anything."

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 10:37 pm


"I guess that's the difference here," Alex said, "you had one ******** up relationship and on your next try you found your soulmate or whatever." He tried to sound as nonchalant as possible, but it all stung. "I've had nothing but, Des. Nothing but being used and tossed aside, of being in love with people who were out of reach - shoving away my feelings so hard I'm not even sure I can do that anymore." he wasn't even really aware that he'd started to cry. "I finally find someone who's willing to look past all my s**t and love me, and I'm too broken to reciprocate. ******** great."
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 10:50 pm


"You'll find someone Alex. It just takes time.." Des frowned, reaching over to actually wind and arm around Alex's shoulders. "I'm sorry if I hurt you back then. I didn't mean to and that was never my intention." He awkwardly rubbed at Alex's shoulder when the younger haired man started to cry. "You don't know what the future holds Alex... Maybe you'll realize you like him too. Maybe you won't. Did you ever think of.. just taking a break from everything? Don't go out with anyone.. in uh, that sense. Maybe go take a extended weekend and go visit some friend. Anything to clear your mind.. And then see what happens from there.

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:06 pm


"Go where? I don't have friends outside the city, I can't even ******** walk right now..." The tears were coming much harder and faster now. "God, he couldn't even look at me when I was leaving," he whimpered. "All I can do is hurt people, Des, I'm never gonna be worthy of a person like him who's so...good and kind and wonderful and god, he's the type of person I should have fallen for but I didn't and I can't."
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:17 pm


"It was just a suggestion Alex..." Des gumbled. "Luka wasn't hiding.. If that's what you think. He wasn't home.." Des admitted. I opened the door and he almost ran me over trying to get outta there. Now I know why.." Again Des frowned. He really wasn't sure what to do. "It's okay Alex. I'm sure he know you wish things could be different. I don't think he's mad at you or anything."

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:23 pm


Alex groaned. That was actually worse. Luka couldn't even stand to be in the same house as him. "Just leave me here and I'll bury myself under the blankets and you can pretend I'm not even here." There would be no passes made, no flirtations, not even idle ones. It would feel wrong to do that so soon after breaking someone's heart.
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:30 pm


"He doesn't want you to sit around here and mope you know. He'd want you to do something... even if you can't exactly move." Then of all things, he laughed lightly. "You know.. You must have him wrapped around your finger because I have never seen him move that fast for anything. He must really think highly of you." And growing up with Luka, Des had seen a lot of things. "You know.. truth be told, he's never been good with relationships either."

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:49 pm


"I'll stop moping when I can walk without hurting," Alex said, perhaps a little too sharply. He sighed. "Or he just really didn't want to be around me anymore. God, I'm such a ********." He sighed. "Clearly he's not, he's interested in me and I'm a ******** waiting to happen."
PostPosted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:55 pm


"I can see if I have some acetaminophen somewhere." Then he snorted. "Uh no. This is Luka remember? Luka's that stray cat you can't get rid of after you feed it once. I'm pretty sure he want's to be around you. He was just trying to give you space. "He got used a lot... back where we use to live. People would use him, constantly, to make either a boyfriend or girlfriend jealous... Or even some times to catch the eye of someone they really wanted. He learned after a while.. But there were some times where he got crushed pretty bad."

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 18, 2014 12:04 am


"God, that's...that's just ******** wrong," Alex said, his voice soft. There was no one on the planet who deserved s**t like that less than Luka. "I'm surprised he trusts anyone..." Though maybe it was a little less shocking he'd fallen for someone who wasn't likely to love him back...
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