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PostPosted: Sat Jan 11, 2014 10:49 pm


It hadn't even taken a long time to come to the conclusion that he needed help. It was only a matter of who to turn to, and in a moment such as this one, he made choices he would have never thought of before. Robert looked like a ragged mess, but it wouldn't be the first time Dr. H had seen a hunter walk in looking like that. And it probably wouldn't be the last.

It was a complete lack of professionalism, coupled with the ghastly sight of bloodied fingertips, that stumbled like a falling tree trunk into Dr. H's office some time that very same day.

"H." He screamed, wiping his hands on his coat until it, too, was streaked with blood. "I need t'TALK TO YOU."

He sounded like he needed to scream at him, to be precise.

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 11, 2014 11:03 pm


The doctor sighed and flipped over the piece of paper he was reading through, not bothering to look up or pay much attention to Robert's dramatics. "If this is about juice boxes again, Mr. Morris, do please escort yourself out and close the door behind you."

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 11, 2014 11:09 pm


"Don't want no ********' JUICE BOXES." He screamed, though his voice broke painfully at the very end of the sentence - because he did. He did want a juice box. He would always want a juice box, and it would never be enough. It would never be her juice boxes.

He closed the door behind himself, but remained in the office as he did so. Then he swayed, slowly sloshing over until there was a chair for him to almost destroy by falling into it. He sat there, put his hands on his knees, and held himself up while staring at the doctor. It didn't matter that H wasn't giving him the time of day. It never mattered.

"I want out." He hadn't even realized what he was saying until it was too late. He'd come here for advice, for help, for something, something, anything-

"Please." The grown man's begging voice was pathetic. "Get me out of Deus Ex."

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 11, 2014 11:14 pm


The doctor's pen paused midair and then he was carefully setting it aside and leaning back in chair, finally looking at Robert with an interest that's never been pointed in his direction before. "I see. So you want me to kill you?" The words were casually polite and the smile that accompanied them was entirely genuine.

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 12:13 am


Robert knew - more than anyone - that no one ever left Deus. Retirement was a nice word for dirt nap, and the amount of hunters over 40 could have probably been counted on his fingers - but he'd asked, anyway. He hadn't walked into H's office planning to ask him this. He hadn't ever planned to ask him this. And as soon as he'd heard the words from his own mouth, he knew he was asking for death.

"I don't know." Robert hedged. "H, I know the rules. Please, I've been following them as much as I could, I know how this works. I know you can't really leave. I also really, really believe you can break the rules. For a good reason." But he was already shaking, because he had nothing to offer H. And how could he ask something like this, with nothing to offer? Did he expect H to do it out of the goodness of his own heart?

"Fake my death." He blurted out, already knowing the answer.

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 12:22 am


"Hmmmm...no." Fingers steepled, the doctor gave Robert a steady, slightly less interested gaze. "It would be a bother and I know your reasoning for requesting such must be appallingly stupid. So really, put it out of your mind, as that is not an option you'll be capable of taking."

Picking up his pen, H sat up in his chair, returning his attention to paperwork once more. "What do you possibly think you could accomplish by leaving, anyway?"

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 12:29 am


The answer came and went like a cold stiff breeze, leaving Robert exactly where he'd expected to find himself. s**t out of luck.

H's question had words tumbling out of his mouth before he could think about them - which was on par for the course with him lately. "I want - I want a life, I want a chance, I shouldn't have come here, there was something - someone - I just want to try and have that again, you know? Of course you don't know, how could you know. You never met her."

Jezebel was in his hand, suddenly. Robert flipped the coin through his fingertips, over and over. He let it settle on his palm, and the smiling mask shone up at him. He turned it over.

"I wanna be a father."

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 12:51 am


"Are you talking about that absurd alternate universe that was inflicted on us at New Years?" H was distinctly unimpressed. "I did, in fact, witness the spawn of some other version of you, and yes it was all very quaint."

The doctor smiled at Robert in a flash of teeth, "You know I'm a terrible human being, guilty of all sorts of things, yes. And you're such a good man, aren't you? So kind and caring, willing to love someone to that point of gross stupidity that comes so very naturally to you." He tossed the pen down, and sat back, smugly satisfied, "And yet..here we stand. You, the man who would create and then destroy another little life and I, the man who won't let you endanger a child and whatever other poor unfortunates you would inevitably latch onto in the civilian world."

He made a small tsking noise, "Your motives seem so pure and yet you're so ******** thoughtless, Robert, that nothing good every truly comes from your actions. A father? You? The only positive thing you have to offer a child is your absence from their life."

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:03 am


"THAT'S <******** BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT-" Robert was up out of the chair before he could think, slamming his hands down on H's desk despite the whispering voice in his mind that finally realized what a precarious situation they were both in. She wasn't trying to shut him up, or calm him down, she just kept whispering the same phrase over, and over

Hands off his s**t. Hands off his s**t. Robert, hands off his s**t. Robert-

He didn't listen.

"I WOULD BE A GREAT FATHER. WOULD HAVE BEEN. WAS." He still couldn't shake how real Ramona was, and he knew that she was happy. She deserved to exist. "I don't care what you gotta do to make this happen, but I do know that if you did, I'd be out of your hair forever. And don't ******** tell me you give a s**t about some kid's life, like I'd believe that horse s**t. Tell me there's a way. Tell me there's something I can do to fall off the ********' map of Deus and LIVE."

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:16 am


"I'm sure that in a completely different world, and you yourself being a much more well-adjusted person, you would truly be an excellent father. But this isn't that world, Robert, and you are not that man. You're a creature spawned from and trained for war. You're broken, as so many are. Why else would you be blindly chasing after something that doesn't belong to you, and never will?"

Hand tracing idly through the air, he continued, "If I wanted to be rid of you, I'd simply kill you. It would be very easy, and would be a thorough solution to any annoyance you could ever present to me, now or in the future. I pride myself on efficiency, you know."

Another sigh, "I don't think you understand who you're talking to. Because, again, you're really quite stupid."

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:28 am


You're broken.

H had a smooth, steady voice. There was nothing entirely strong or special about it, but each word managed to hit the target that it was aiming for. One by one, H dissected and exposed Robert's fatal flaw, the problem with his plan that could never be corrected. He was broken. He wasn't the man that he'd been in that vision, and he never would be. He couldn't go back.

He couldn't start over.

He couldn't have Ramona.

He slid back down into his chair, and wept openly into his hands, without a single shred of shame for falling apart in front of his command lead. Shame was in small supply for him.

"I don't know how to live without her." His voice shook out through the muffle of his hands. "I don't know how to move on."

Maybe killing him wasn't such a bad idea, after all.

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:32 am


"Well maybe you should wallow in self-pity for awhile. Go ask dear Jerry for advice, he's really quite adept at it." He made a little shoo-ing motion at Robert, his expression all bright-eyed encouragement.

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:54 am


Jerry was not high on Robert's list of who to go to for advice, so he winced when Dr. H suggested it. He considered it sarcasm, and brushed it aside. "What good is that even gonna do? I wanted to change something. I don't wanna just.. just accept this pain and move on. I wanna use it for something, goddamnit."

He pulled his hands away from his face, and looked at his palms. "I thought I was gonna be okay with life, if I became a nurse. Because it's probably the nicest, most helpful job on this island. And I thought Mimsy.." He immediately regretted saying her name, and let the sentence cut off before he said anything else he would regret. His eyes flickered up to Dr. H for a moment, then looked away.

"You're only suggestion is to go ask Jerry. That's what you're leaving me with, huh?" What else did he expect?

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 2:11 am


"My suggestion is to ask Jerry if all you intend to do is moan nonsense like, I don't know how to live without the ideal image of a child I never actually raised and only knew for a matter of hours. I don't know how to move on." The doctor was just being mean about it now, having run out patience for the large man's dramatics.

He scoffed softly, "And now you want to use your pain for something, and something new, I take it. You want an excuse to drop the things and apparently people you've built your life around, because suddenly they're less worthwhile after you were a temporary daddy? And what about the next time Robert Morris gets a little shock to the system? You're going to drop whatever I give you for the next shiny thing that might fill that void, aren't you? Because that's what you do. That's what you've done even before you came to this island, time and again." H's voice grew darker, sharply punctuating through his teeth, "Don't waste my time and don't you ever think that I don't know you for what you are, boy."

The doctor Robert an empty stare and then relaxed into his chair once more. Tiredly he waved his hand at the hunter, "Come back when I have more patience for your brand of emotional idiocy, Robert."

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 2:23 am


Robert fell silent. How could he not? H spoke nothing but the truth about him; the cold, painful truth. There wasn't a single word in that sentence Robert could disagree with, but still the shame did not come. He just went silent, slumping as he resigned to H's evaluation. He wanted to be better than that. But he wasn't.

Robert stood up out of the chair when Dr. H dismissed him, still refusing to look the man in the eye. He thought back to how he'd handled the loss of Ramona, and only began to realize what a mess he'd made. Just to fill a void.

"Yes sir." Robert muttered out quietly, turning to exit the office and try to pick up all of the broken pieces he'd left behind.
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