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 Posted: Thu Dec 26, 2013 10:04 pm
Alright, so I'm attemptin' to quit drinkin' again, and THIS time I swear I'm serious. I started developin' rather unpleasant symptoms of withdrawal and have taken that as a sure sign that I need to stop. I'm gonna rant about this now because I have to get it out of my system so I can stop thinkin' about it and go to bed.
Over the past few months I've drank about every single day and never went past more than 3 days without drinkin'. This is due to the fact that on the third day I would begin shakin' uncontrollably, get insanely paranoid, and have random panic attacks. Never a good sign.
Anyhoo, my drinkin' had become so frequent due to certain events happenin' in my life that I'm apparently crap at dealin' with, but now things seem to be subsiding and so I've seen it as a good opportunity to get myself back on my feet.
Luckily, or perhaps somewhat unluckily, I discovered that I have quite a few friends that are recovering alcoholics, or successfully recovered, so they've been givin' me advice and such. I have adopted a new technique where I allow myself to drink for one day, then don't drink for one day, then drink for one day, and then don't drink for two days, and I am hoping to increase the days in between drinkin' until I get to 10 days consecutively, at which point one of my friends is apparently going to mail me a prize. Kinda sad, but it seems as though that sort of inspiration has worked the best so far.
Then again, I say that it is workin' the best and I've currently gone...2 days without drinkin', and find myself thinkin' about it constantly. I am also on a family vacation, and my entire family is a bunch of alcoholics. Every opportunity they can they keep askin' me if I want a drink, even though I told them I'm tryin' to quit. Nonetheless, that's how things stand.
So yeah, not sure where this topic is really going. I've discovered that nights are the only time I can't stand not drinkin'. I'm a rather bad insomniac nowadays and a very light sleeper, so I find myself wide awake and sleepy all the time, which makes my mind wander into territory it musn't. I also realize how dependent I became upon alcohol to help me sleep, which makes me miss it even more.
Anyhoo, not sure if other people have had similar problems or know of people who have had similar problems, but that's where I stand. No point in this thread really, just me rantin' away because I want it out of my head.
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Posted: Sat Dec 28, 2013 11:25 pm
Liking alcohol sucks, it really does. It seriously does not do anything to me anymore. I have to drink more than 12 shots of 40% abv vodka for me to feel anything, it sucks. I know it does. But yeah, I still have ways to make me feel good, and that is benadryl. It is far more superior than alcohol, just take 6-10 50mg diphenhydramine/benadryl pills and you will be blown away. And not only it makes you feel good, but it also makes you sleep. biggrin So that is why it is so good.
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Posted: Sun Dec 29, 2013 9:34 am
Glad to see you're as stupid as always. xd
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Posted: Mon Dec 30, 2013 10:51 pm
Semok Glad to see you're as stupid as always. xd NO YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't belive that no one knows about the benadryl high yet. It makes you feel good then you go to sleep. Best ever. Better than hangover piece of s**t alcohol. You don't get carded for benadryl. You can even buy a 1000 pill pack of 50mg for like 20 bucks. I even bought 2 of them just in case they find out and make it prescription only, so I am prepared for it. So yeah, hard they dont' know about it yet. They would rather target couch syrup and nightquil in crap, soo stupid....they don't even know benadryl yet.
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Posted: Mon Dec 30, 2013 10:53 pm
SEMOK YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU REMIND ME OF THE "WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY?????????????" YOU ARE THE FOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
YOu are the cheesy fox-like creature. WHAT THE FOX SAYS???????
Wellwisher would kill herself 2 years ago.
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Posted: Tue Dec 31, 2013 1:44 pm
Aoi the Crossdresser Semok Glad to see you're as stupid as always. xd NO YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't belive that no one knows about the benadryl high yet. It makes you feel good then you go to sleep. Best ever. Better than hangover piece of s**t alcohol. You don't get carded for benadryl. You can even buy a 1000 pill pack of 50mg for like 20 bucks. I even bought 2 of them just in case they find out and make it prescription only, so I am prepared for it. So yeah, hard they dont' know about it yet. They would rather target couch syrup and nightquil in crap, soo stupid....they don't even know benadryl yet. of course they know about it. It's called natural selection. It's why they sell diet water at a higher price. Way of weeding out and taking advantage of idiots.
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Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2014 12:17 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 04, 2014 3:55 am
HEY SEMOK, WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY????????????????
IT SAYS SEMOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHA MUSIC IS SOO FUNNY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has lost it. Like sounds like the world has ended for 2 years and ppl have given up on life music.
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Posted: Sat Jan 04, 2014 9:37 am
Wait, Aoi tried to quit drinking?! 
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