Welcome to Gaia! ::

(its 4 am and i just woke up so cut me a break on grammar and spelling and sorry if i seem a bit erratic i had a better idea of what i was saying before i started typing)

I'm 26 years old as of last month. Which by most accounts makes me pretty old around parts like these. But i have stories to be sure. Tales of close encounters and how i managed to get through without being burned. In most cases I was just lucky others required a bit of well applied skill. But many involve me being afraid, mostly of my own sexuality. I realize to be bisexual dose not by any means mean to be polygamous, as 99.99% of my relationships have been monogamous. But the urges are always there, that sort of crave for the other genders touch. The ability to choose not to act on those craves is perhaps what separates me from the animals but still.. I;m not sure if others struggle sometimes. Or if life's been an adventure for other people but i'm willing to listen and learn and live.

By no means are you alone on those feelings. It sways back and forth both ways for me. While dating women I crave a stronger partner at times and while dating men I crave a weaker partner at times. They exist but I see them as a reminder of whom I am. Weak at times, and craving a strong mind or sexuality to help me feel wanted, and strong at times wanting to be able to help someone else never feel the way I do.

No, I feel that way too. I love my (same sex) partner and have no desire to cheat on him, but occasionally I'll wonder about having a girlfriend instead. But like I said, I know I love him so its not an issue. Maybe if I wasn't as sure about my feelings for him, it would be different.