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Posted: Thu Jul 11, 2013 8:08 pm
This is a private RP between: Prajna & Basil Where: Downtown Durem When: around midnight Weather: a pleasant summertime evening, with an unusual fog rolling in Status: in progress
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Posted: Thu Jul 11, 2013 8:52 pm
Peering over the balcony as it did every night, to gauge if anything exciting was going on below, Prajna twirled some of its crimson locks, bored. Recently there had been an influx of noisy adolescents roaming the streets freely. Namini explained that it was because it was summertime and most people did not have to worry about school during the week. She said they would be back to their routine sleeping schedules soon enough and promised Prajna it would enjoy its solitude by the time the first orange leaf fell. Prajna let out a sigh, recalling the girl’s promise. It did not want to wait that long. And it was not as if it didn’t wander the streets simply because others were present. It still did, every now and then. They were only humans for Christ’s sake. They didn’t mean much anyways. But the Star was more reluctant to parole the night when the drunkards and howling college students were roaming free, easily irritated and deterred by their idiotic racket.
But tonight, quiet. There seemed to be little rustling going on below yet Prajna could not bring itself to float about. It noted a light fog making its way through the cobblestone streets and wondered what time it was. It returned to the living room for a moment and searched for a clock. It glanced at the television’s display and read 11:48 PM. Almost midnight. The Star let out another disappointed sigh. It was only midnight yet the redhead found itself this bored. Perhaps it should simply try and sleep early? That’s when it heard it. Rushing back to its place at the balcony, Prajna peered over just in time to see a small yet colorful group of teens skip by. They had streaks of pink and blue in their hair and speaking of hair… Prajna squinted and blinked hard. Was that hair on the girl’s legs? Her calves looked to be the size of elephant feet but as brightly painted as a toucan!
The parade of ravers giggled and hushed one another then went back to giggling. They seemed to be in a hurry yet none ran. Prajna had never seen a human dressed that way before and it immediately had to wonder where they were going. With their liveliness, the Star concluded they couldn’t be headed home. The couples and businesspeople Prajna usually saw late at night returning home tended to look worn or anxious. These kids looked awake and…excited. Prajna’s curiosity had to be satisfied. It left its place on the balcony, locked the sliding glass door behind it, checked the television’s clock again (11:55 PM), and then headed towards the front door. With its hand on the doorknob and a new adrenaline in its chest, Prajna was just about to burst down the staircase and into the streets when it took a moment to reconsider. It really had no idea where these crafty looking teenagers were going to lead it so it needed to leave something behind, in case something were to happen to it. Removing its hat, Prajna placed its accessory on the counter and smirked. That should be good enough, the Star thought, content with the idea that its hat would be safe as well, before swiftly exiting the Nao apartment.
As it reached the misty streets, it saw the brightly decorated group hustled down an alley, perhaps quickened by the sound of Prajna’s door closing. The Star followed them. They were hard to miss with their fuzzy boots, jingling bracelets and wild hairstyles. Prajna felt a new thrill rush through it. Rarely was it given the opportunity to act out the role of a detective or a cop! It stalked the small party enthusiastically, ducking behind corners and crouching near trash bins to avoid getting caught. The idea of danger was there in Prajna’s mind but it did not seem all that important. What was important right now was that Prajna see where these …foreigners were going.
As it crossed another street and followed the animated adolescents down one more street, something… or rather, someone caught the Star’s eye. For a moment, the ravers were forgotten and Prajna could only think of railroads and night skies… and spoons. Suddenly, forgetting the time or place, Prajna called out to its greatly missed friend, “Basil!”
Prajna waved, floating closer to a street lamp so that its friend could see it better. He looked so disappointed or empty, so unlike how eager he had seemed the last night Prajna had run into him. The Star floated closer, its curiosity redirected for the time being. It flashed the Cobra an inquisitive smile as it waved again, finally approaching Basil’s stoop. The Flame made sure not to get too close, in case something were wrong with the Cobra, but it kept a friendly distance.
“Basil” the androgynous soul said again, a bit more playfully this time. The night, the laughter of the teenagers and the fog seemed to summon one of Prajna’s rare energetic moods. “Why is Basil here, by self?”
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Posted: Fri Jul 12, 2013 6:04 pm
Basil only had a vague idea of how he'd come to be sitting on the steps outside his building that night, but it turned out to be just the thing he needed. Outside the air was cool and stale-tasting, but not altogether unpleasant. The moon was a pale ghost in the sky with no stars for company.
Lately, Basil had been making an ambitious effort to get back on a regular sleep schedule, and having mixed results.
After the accident he slept constantly—chronically. Which wasn't really the luxury that teenagers would have you believe.
The simple fact was that after the second day, it started to hurt... Even psychologically. After a certain point, you started waking up more tired than when you laid down. There was back-pain, neck-pain, joint-pain, all-over pain. Sometimes your heart woke you up. That was the scariest, staring blearily at the ceiling while your heart did a swing-dance through your chest. Fluttering and rapid without having done anything to make it that way. Like you just knocked back two espresso shots.
That much beauty rest made you ugly after a while. Your body turned weak and fragile like a molted crab. Your skin felt paper-thin, pins and needles. Your mouth felt so dry your teeth stuck to your lips. Eventually it reached your brain and you started robbing yourself of the choice to move. You started wanting to sleep more than actually needing it. You stopped needing it sixty hours ago, and those hours added up. So did your responsibilities and obligations. You literally couldn't face the harshness of daylight— and that was no exaggeration.
Sunlight was just too much for your senses. It made you feel like a lower life-form. Like some blind, cave-dwelling creature with see-through skin. It was the physical manifestation of your real life. The life you'd been putting off. You remembered reality, and that was it. Reality was sitting at the kitchen table weepy and boneless and trembling with a heart like a caged hummingbird. Remembering how it felt to be a real person.
Those days weren't over completely, but they were being put in the rearview.
Basil was pushing through. Finding little reasons to stay active. Little precious moments with Genie while she tended to him, and re-introduced him to the daylight. But every once in a while he'd get clobbered by the beast again. It was different from exhaustion or sleepiness. It was just a pure lack of energy. The photographic negative of energy. On days like that, he'd take sporadic naps through the evening and be up all night. Tonight was one of those nights, and he was trying to pass the time.
His choke-bruise was still fierce, circling his throat like a fiendish coffee-ring, but changing, healing. It had gone from the purple-blue stages into a red-speckled green. It was a season for changes. Even The Other was slowly coming back into the picture.
Of course he had never really left, but Basil could sense he was keeping his distance. There'd been a few talks since the accident. Fights and misunderstandings, mostly. Long periods of sulking and wound-licking. But of course—not unlike a bruise—eventually the relationship began repairing itself on its own terms. The overall mood was still very tense, and with the looming potential for nuclear fallout. But at least they were speaking again.
While Basil sat on the front steps, he watched the young people strolling by in excited whispers and their shiny clothes. He didn't seem to be giving them more than a passing consideration. They wandered arm and arm with his figments. His wisps of color and roaming apparitions. Sometimes they called out to him. A mixture of taunts and invitations.
"Party's this way!"
"Hey freak-o, no vacancy at the Bates Motel?"
Basil didn't mind. The only voices that mattered were his, and his brother's. They were playing one of those dumb "question games". A way of talking, without actually talking to each other. They'd already burned through the usual topics. Favorite movies. Favorite color. Favorite noises. Favorite smells. They'd been playing for almost forty minutes now and needed to get creative. Basil was the first to up the ante, which suited The Other just fine. This was Basil's baby from the start. It was a fat waste of time, but there'd never been a pretense of it being anything else.
"Okay. Would you ratherrrr... have someone hold your head underwater for fifteen full seconds, or eat a bottle of shampoo?"
("...Wait, the actual plastic bottle?")
"No, like, drink it. The whole thing. And you can't throw up or it doesn't count."
("Ehhhh... Can you be more specific about the first one? Like, under what circumstances would someone be holding my face underwater?")
"Why does that matter?"
("It matters. Like, can I choose who does it? Is this someone who I can trust to let me go when the fifteen seconds are up, or is it like, some stranger that walks up and tries to drown me in the bathtub? Because fifteen seconds is a lot longer when you think you're being murdered...")
Basil made a long-suffering sigh, "Now see, you can't ask stuff like that, you're supposed to just pick one. Without thinking about it."
("Oh, well excuse the hell out of me for thinking things through! You know this is exactly why you never—")
He cut himself off. Wished he could reel it back in but it was gone. Basil held his breath and sat very still, as if waiting for The Other to finish. The Other cleared his throat. Pulled himself together. Reminded himself what he was doing this for. He needed to invest in Basil now. Invest in their working together.
When he spoke again, his voice was calmer, but grudging. There was an embarrassed rote to it, like when you ask a child to parrot something back to you to make sure he understands.
("I'd eat the shampoo. It's gross and humiliating, but even if it makes me sick, at least I'd be the only one to know about it.")
Basil let go of the breath he was holding but paused significantly, and the longer he went without responding the more uneasy The Other felt. Like he was being punished for something. It was ridiculous, but more than that it was unfair. He did what he was supposed to. He answered the damn question. Now it was Basil's turn to keep babbling. Keep playing this stupid, insipid, time-wasting game so they didn't have to acknowledge the elephant in the room.
Basil tilted back his head, his eyes sweeping the starless sky. "...I would know." He said softly.
Just then, he heard someone was calling his name.
"Basil! Basil!"
He saw a dark shape across the street. People had been calling to him all night, but not by name. The shape came into the light. His vision had only gotten poorer in the last few months. He saw a shock of red. A fuzzy glow, like the person had a christmas-light for a bellybutton.
"Closer..." Basil instructed.
("Oh God. It can't be...") The Other hissed.
The shape drew closer, and although the picture was still not crystal-clear, Basil now saw enough that his eyes shot open with new awareness. A train whistle sang between his ears. His rune burned greedily for that roar of the tracks.
"Praj-nuh...!" He still said the name funny, but the face was all too familiar. He couldn't say that about most people. He smiled under his hood, his eyes crinkling in a way that aged him. He was glad to see it again.
"Hiiii..." He said graciously, patting the spot next to him on the steps the way an old alzheimer-y grandma might. It said, come and sit for a spell while I rest my bones. Have a seat. Please do.
The smile remained but had now left his eyes, confused, "I'm... not... by myself?" He wasn't being funny. No, he was most certainly not alone..
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Posted: Fri Jul 12, 2013 7:09 pm
As the Star neared its reptilian friend, the smile never left its androgynous features. It felt as if too much time has passed since the duo’s last midnight rendezvous and often, on nights like these where the Star was alone and yearning, it flipped through the memories of that night like a child and its favorite picture book. It was a kind of suspenseful romance, a night of many ups and downs and rare spiritual connections and Prajna wondered. No. The fiery Frei prayed that this night would be a sequel to the last story about the train and the mysterious snake.
Taking Basil’s unspoken offer, Prajna floated low and close, “sitting” beside its hooded companion on the steps of a quaint looking building. The structure was nothing special but it was still impressive, just like any other piece of Durem architecture. After taking in the entirety of the grayish building, Prajna began scanning the steps. Then Prajna’s cerulean gaze began tracing the outline of Basil’s curled ribbon before moving up over the Cobra’s arms and shoulders and neck—Prajna stopped, its unusually pleasant smile disappearing instantly. The androgynous soul completely ignored Basil’s comment about not being alone and reached a concerned hand out.
Prajna grabbed Basil’s collar, pushing the fabric back and outwards to get a better view of his neck. Prajna’s left hand moved just as swiftly as its right, as it reached out immediately after seizing the jacket’s collar and grabbed Basil’s right wrist. Prajna brought Basil’s right hand close to its own chest but not quite touching itself. Prajna’s eyes now sparkled with freshly forming tears, though the Star made sure none spilled over. Its face seemed contorted in a mix of pain and concern. A display it seemed the overly protective (or possessive?) Star reserved for only its most intimate companions.
Its voice taking on a rare masculinity, Prajna asked, “Basil needs to talk to Prajna. Who did such thing to Prajna’s Basil friend? Can tell Prajna. Promises.”
The redhead had not been paying attention to its grip and squeezed. After a tense moment passed, however, Prajna seemed to regain its composure. It immediately noticed its rudeness and, murmuring a soft “Sorry”, released Basil and placed its pale palms on the concrete steps. Its gaze dropped as well, as if heavy with guilt and self frustration, but then they lifted themselves back up to Basil’s. The twilit orbs seemed to grope around Basil’s face for answers. This was not the reunion Prajna had imagined just moments ago! And yet… the image of Basil being hurt and Prajna not being around infuriated the redhead more than anything else.
Extending a timid hand, Prajna took one of Basil’s hands in its own and tried to smile again.
“Is sorry Basil. Prajna is. Prajna is just sad for Basil. Does hurt?” It gestured to the Cobra’s neck with its nose, like a dog would. The concept that Basil could be trying to keep its injury a secret did not even cross the Star’s impulsive mind.
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Posted: Mon Jul 15, 2013 9:26 pm
("No—! Don't invite that thing over her—!") Prajna sat down and The Other bit off the rest of his comment with a groan.
Basil ignored it by strategy. He'd been ignoring The Other a lot lately, which was, admittedly, a strain on their new relationship. But Basil had goals of his own. He wanted Prajna to sit. He was making his own choices now.
Their eyes met, and Basil admitted to feeling very warmly towards the little Frei, though his own face was very tired. It could express only a fraction of that warmth.
Prajna eyes began to wander. It looked up and all around, and Basil realized that Prajna had never seen where he lived before. He smiled to himself. Maybe it wasn't a Hollywood penthouse, but he was happy to call it home.
Suddenly, Basil felt a shift in the mood. Swift and startling, like a cold pocket in a lake. He looked at Prajna, and wondered if already he had done something wrong.
He stilled as Prajna grabbed him by the collar of his sweatshirt. His lips parted for an aborted hiss, tensing as Prajna smoothed away the fabric to get a better look at his neck. The abruptness of the gesture took him by surprise, but he tolerantly allowed it to have a look. It wasn't the first time somebody had been curious about it. He turned his eyes away in an "innocent bystander" sort of way.
He was forced back to attention by Prajna's next bold move—Grabbing him by the wrist. This time Basil did not attempt a hiss, though his tongue did crowd against his "soft-teeth". His biting teeth.
Ironically it chose the hand Basil had injured, where a long scar ran the length of his palm. A clean whitish-pink line that had needed suturing. If Prajna saw it, it didn't say anything, too intent on Basil's face. This was intense. So intense that Basil needed to physically lean away from it with a blank, unintelligent expression. Prajna hovered the hand near its heart, and Basil was struck by the oddness of their pose.
He had seen something like it on a trashy book in his neighbor's apartment. Not on a shelf, but on the coffee-table, where most trashy books were kept.
Basil's conversational skills were improving gradually, but for all intents and purposes he was still basically illiterate. He could read some, but flipping through this particular book he found only page after page of complicated emotions and acts that got more confusing the more elaborately they were described.
He eventually tossed the book without a second thought, but not before having a long look at the cover, which featured a man and woman in a pose very similar to the one he found himself in now. Of course in this case, he identified more with the woman. Being touched and reached for and fussed over. His expression wasn't really one of sympathy or sadness for Prajna being driven so nearly to tears (regardless of whether they were of a basically selfish nature), but one of bafflement.
Maybe it was for that reason that Prajna finally let him go. Though very much smaller than Basil's, its hands were very strong. Thinking about it nearly made Basil forget what Prajna had asked him in the first place. When Prajna touched him again, it was softer, but not any less affectionate. Basil almost felt smothered by so much attention.
He muttered something that sounded like it's fine, his hand heavy and motionless in Prajna's like a dead frog. He didn't make eye-contact.
The truth was, he actually didn't remember anything about the choke-bruise, or the slash in his hand. And for a very simple reason. Neither of those things had really happened to him.
It was just the luck of the draw that he'd be stuck wearing these grim reminders of something he hadn't been awake to experience. The knowledge teased at him though, as if it wanted him to understand. Like little fingers raking over his brain.
He'd heard an overview of it from The Other. A perfunctory recitation of some basic facts and events with no real substance or meaning. But these wounds were not part of Basil. He didn't have a single connection to them in the flesh or the mind. Only a vague feeling of the fear and pain The Other had endured, like an umbilical cord of trauma that joined them together.
He touched his throat self-consciously, shaking his head with a dull distant expression. "Does it hurt?"
Yeah Basil, does it hurt?
He winced.
"Yeah. Well no... No, not really. If I cough or sneeze or something, yeah. But..." He trailed off, tongue-tied. Naturally, The Other wasn't eager to take up the slack, listening in restrained silence.
Basil shook his head and squeezed Prajna's hand with something like sympathy. Maybe because he knew Prajna would never understand. He tilted his head and smiled. An effort to show he really was alright—for the most part.
"You're nice to ask though. I'm real happy to see you."
The smile deepened, and it was his turn to point without hands. He jerked his chin in the direction of the people walking down the road. "So, who are they?"
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Posted: Mon Jul 15, 2013 10:08 pm
And then the concept of secrecy did make its way into Prajna’s thoughts. Or had Basil not been listening? Prajna noted that no name, no details describing how the fading bruise on Basil’s neck had been obtained were released and the Star had to be honest: it felt a bit slighted! Did Basil not trust Prajna with his secrets? Or was there something he was trying to hide that maybe was for Prajna’s own good? The redhead had seen that plot twist (could it really be called a twist if it had been expected?) in several television dramas, where, most often than not, some person, madly in love, kept a secret or lied to their lover simply to protect them.
Prajna wanted to explore that idea but then it felt something cool rest itself on one of its small hands. Basil’s hand. Prajna turned its attention back to its dark haired companion and took in his features yet again. Perhaps time had been cruel to the Cobra but Prajna could have sworn he looked more ragged and tired than before. As if, even now, there was some heavy weight pulling at each fiber of his partial being. He tried to smile and Prajna appreciated his effort but understood the situation now and so stopped the majority of its curiosity. As he responded with the expected dialogue, Prajna knew that he was keeping something from it. Whether it was for Prajna’s own benefit or not, the Star realized it wasn’t going to be able to get it out of him. Not until some climatic obstacle was overcome or they departed and reunited again.
Prajna felt itself relax, understanding that the situation was now out of its control and yet… it did not feel as if it could pry even a finger from the wheel. It wanted so badly to seize this opportunity and prove to Basil that the Star was worthy of his trust and confidence! That’s when Basil tilted his head towards the young crowd from earlier. They were a good ways away now, their neon tutus and fishnet chests fading into the night fog. However, a few new youngsters in similar apparel had shown up and seemed to be headed in the same direction. Prajna’s curiosity slowly climbed its way out of self pity and disappointment as Prajna’s eyes kept analyzing each foreign face it came across. Everyone was smiling... Everyone looked so excited for whatever was down the street…
Prajna glanced sideways, exploring Basil’s haggard face once more. He looked like the kind of person with coffins and coffins’ worth of secrets, buried six feet deep so that even the sun couldn’t find them. Prajna tried to wonder what it could be that he could be keeping from it… or perhaps his own self? The Star had come to learn that so many people kept the biggest secrets, not from the public, but from their own selves (or at least that’s what the shows all demonstrated), but the androgynous soul quickly grew tired of trying. Basil would just have to come in his own time with the secrets. And yet… something about the nagging anxiety of the situation would not let Prajna forget it.
“Prajna does not know, Basil. But… they seem happy, yes?” Prajna’s voice seemed spiced with a kind of mischief only 12-year old pranksters had. Its eyes no longer sparkled with concern and impatience but rather pure curiosity. Its imagination was overfilling with all kinds of adventures the two could accidentally embark upon: discovering a secret society, witnessing some kind of colorful murder, joining a spectacular midnight parade, seeing some kind of play or circus-like event! Prajna turned its palm over so that the two Freis were touching palms now and allowed a cat like smirk to decorate its genderless features. After a short silence, the Star leaned in by Basil’s hooded ear and purred, “Want to find out?”
Prajna couldn’t let it go. It simply had to try and prove to Basil that it was worth the emotional investment!
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 6:01 pm
Basil could practically see the gears turning in the little Star's head as it stared longingly after the college-kids.
He knew an invitation couldn't be too far behind, but he wasn't expecting the Star to lean in so close, its silky voice trespassing his inhibitions faster than he could raise them. The Star was a skilled manipulator, and historically, Basil was the kind of person who'd buy a screen door to a submarine. Want to find out?
His mouth scrunched, looking down and then away. He glanced across the street as he turned the idea over in his mind. He slowly became aware of a white floating shape around the lamp-post Prajna had appeared under. It was most likely a moth, but through Basil's blurry lens, it looked like something else. Something angelic and otherworldly. He felt like it was fluttering inside of him. Drifting gently through his brain.
He remembered how satisfying it felt to eat the noise of a train. Like the roar of some mighty prehistoric beast. He was full for a month, and Prajna had made it possible.
("Basil.")
He blinked out of his stupor, his voice soft and dream-like, "...What?"
("Basil, no.")
"What." He said irritably.
("Don't.")
Basil groaned, covering his eyes and sliding down over his mouth. He whispered into his palm, "Would you just..."
The Other's voice rode over his like a whip-crack, all the words blurring together.
("Basil, shut up. Before you say anything, I know I'm supposed to be easing off you—okay? I know that. And I know things are really bad between us right now and you think I have no business telling you what to do but—you need to let this one go. Just... send this kid packing, and we'll read about whatever happens to him... her... whatever in the newspaper tomorrow. The little creep is using you. Just go back inside and—")
Basil heard enough. The Other's words were drowned out by the thumping in his head. Like the moth had suddenly turned into a giant hairy bat, banging around his skull like a musty attic. Making The Other's words choppy and distorted. He hastily rolled up his sleeve, almost up to the shoulder. The fabric bunched tight around his upper-arm like a blood-pressure cuff, making all the veins stand out. His fingers found a small black ring of elastic around his wrist. A hair-tie?
He popped his thumb under the metal aglet, stretching it tight. He cocked it like a slingshot, firing the metal right against his wrist-tendon. He gasped at the sting, but found relief in it too. The Other made a shrill and painful sound, like a kicked dog, then said no more. The banging faded. Basil touched the place on his wrist and took a deep breath before turning to Prajna. He was thinking more clearly now, and he chose his words carefully,
"It sounds fun, Praj-nuh, but I really shouldn't..." He glanced away, and the tired look was back. Like a stiff breeze would blow him over.
"I've been all over this town, you know? Almost every other night, and I've seen things. Not really because I ever wanted to, it just... happens that way. And every time it breaks Genie's heart. She gets worried, you know? And I just... can't do that to her anymore. Honestly, I'm not even supposed to be out here."
With one hand, he knuckled at his eyelid as if to remove a bit of dirt. The other he rested over Prajna's shoulder. A cool, heavy weight on its narrow frame. "It's not anything against you. But, you understand, right? If Genie wakes up and sees I'm not home...?" He trailed off suggestively.
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Posted: Thu Jul 18, 2013 10:49 pm
As Prajna witnessed Basil seemingly argue with his conscience in front of it, the Star wondered if it should respond to any of its “What”s on his conscience’s behalf. Maybe he did not exactly understand what the Star was proposing? Then Basil whispered something, a low and angry hiss of a whisper, and then hastily began rolling up his sleeve like an addict finally getting his fix. Prajna had to admit, it was baffled by the Cobra’s behavior. It had no idea what the dark haired Frei was doing, even when it spotted the hair tie on the other’s wrist. The redhead cocked its head, trying to peek a bit under Basil’s hood. It did not remember his greasy locks being lock enough to tie back but perhaps they had gro—
Suddenly Basil snapped the hair tie against his wrist, his eyes closed as if feeling some kind of drug spread from his forearm to the rest of his partially formed torso. His face looked as if it was adjusting to an overwhelming calm. Prajna panicked, its abruptly glowing fingertips revealing its worry. It instinctively reached for Basil’s wrist, where it made a ring with its fingers and let the numbing blue flames slowly sink into the other’s flesh. Ah… Prajna felt an odd stale taste in its mouth and a slight draining sensation, a small transfer of heat between the two Freis’ but nothing as detrimental or significant as the time Prajna attacked Varun’s face. As Basil placed a hand on Prajna’s shoulder, relieved, the Star didn’t even think the Cobra noticed and soon the flames dispersed.
It listened tentatively before the panic started to return once more. Basil had to come and explore! Plus, as the midnight silence slowly consumed them, Prajna knew the other’s love for noise would be appropriate this time around. Prajna needed a noisy adventure tonight and it did not want to go alone.
The Star lifted both of its hands and placed them on Basil’s shoulders, as if to keep him in place and looking forward, “Basil! Already broke one rule sitting here. Why not one more? As a finale? Say goodbye to nighttime with Prajna tonight. One last time, yes? We..”
Prajna glanced up at the grayish building thoughtfully. It tried to imagine the kind of home Basil lived in, what the living room looked like, what kind of furniture they had. Then it remembered the clock back at the Nao’s. It had been roughly midnight when the Star left so the sun wouldn’t be up for at least 6 more hours! Prajna flashed Basil a confident smile, “Prajna will make promises to Basil. Basil will go with Prajna, yes? Then Basil will be home before sun opens and Jeans wakes up. Is okay, yes?”
The Star was barely waiting for an answer. It knew it had to strike while the iron as hot. It slipped its hands from Basil’s shoulders down his arms, til his hands wrapped around his wrists and the Star was pulling him up off of the steps. It pointed after the cheerful crowd fading into the fog, “Let us join, yes? One last time? Prajna promises!”
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Posted: Sun Jul 21, 2013 5:45 pm
Basil was bracing himself for Prajna's inevitable disappointment. He didn't like saying no to people, and couldn't predict how Prajna would take it. He meant to stand by his decision, but Prajna was good at raising the bar. It matched Basil's one-hand-on-the-shoulder for two, practically anchoring him to the steps.
He winced guiltily. It was true. He was already stretching the rules by coming outside. But acknowledging it only made him more reluctant to leave, not less. Basil had a simple and very linear line of logic that said, 'I'm already doing something I shouldn't, there's no reason to push it.'
The Star took it a step further, pulling him up off the steps. He felt weightless like a balloon, going along and doing nothing to stop it. Meanwhile The Other was straining his ears to listen. Crowding up against The Eyes like a nosy child outside his parents' bedroom door.
Although they were very much separate people, there was a small area of overlap. A place of shared empathy where The Other could intuit Basil's willingness to stay or go (not that it made their discussions go any more smoothly). Eventually he could no longer remain silent. He laughed. A punctuating bark that pierced Basil's ears—from the inside out.
("Ha! You aren't seriously buying that steaming pile of a promise, are you?") Basil frowned and gently pulled his wrists away. He cocked his thumb under the elastic in warning. The Other didn't seem to notice.
("I suppose there are clocks where those kids are going? How do you know? You don't! You think that little wart cares what happens to you? You're just going along because it took you out and got you dinner once—you know what they call girls who do that?")
Basil's pupils melted away, pulling into black splinters. He twisted the elastic around his thumb, slowly and mechanically, forming a loop just below his cuticle. Again and again, into he had a tightly coiled ligature. ("They call them—!) The sentence snapped off like an icicle. The elastic bit into his skin and squeezed, like a miniature garrote.
("Basil... H-hey. That's enough. Knock it off.")
He didn't knock it off. The tip of his thumb started to color deeper, the skin firm and red like the flesh of a fruit. His choke-bruise flushed with warmth, pulsing with a deep-tissue ache. Without realizing, he was clamping his teeth. ("Basil stop! I can't...")
Basil stopped twisting, but held it. He detached himself from the pain in his thumb and the gradual vanishing of sensation. A tension was building inside. Too much air inside a balloon. Quivering like it would blow apart. Little fingernails clawing at the backs of his eyes. Trying to escape. Get out. Make it stop.
Finally he let it go all at once, his thumb pulsing with relief. His body flooded with a pins-and-needles sensation that seemed to radiate from his lungs. Like he'd been underwater too long and starving for air. He breathed deeply, The Other coughing explosively within. A distorted, echoey sound. When he found his voice again, it was dark. Vicious and low and breathy.
("You son of a b***h...")
Basil glanced guiltily at the sidewalk, but held firm. If he was going to have boundaries, he had to enforce them.
The Other cleared his throat, but it didn't help. His voice was husky and pained. ("Okay. I see how it is. Message received. You want to muscle me out so you can go have a good time? Don't want me cramping your style?")
Basil bit his lip. He didn't confirm or deny it, waiting. The Other's voice sharpened like a razor, shaving away at Basil in fine-edged cuts.
("Fine. I mean, I've only been looking out for us since day one. What do I know? I guess this works out perfectly, doesn't it? Yeah. Since you can't sleep, maybe I'll just kick back and get a few winks, huh? Sound good? Mr. Big Man? Let's see how you like being in charge for a while. Let's see how you handle it when trouble comes knocking. Don't let me stop you.")
He made a face as he sensed The Other pulling back. His presence diminishing and the flies settling in relief. ("Have a great time.")
There was a long high-pitched hum, then nothing. Imagine an old television set being turned off. A shrinking white dot in a black screen that blinks out with a snap. The Other went somewhere else. A cool emptiness where he'd once been. Basil suddenly had a lot more room in the cockpit. There was a new sense of freedom and clarity, but also the sobering reality of his new responsibility...
The Other had pulled this stunt before, increasingly often since the accident. Usually when he was feeling under-appreciated. It was basically the meta-physical equivalent of your girlfriend slamming the door in your face after a fight, without having actually broken up. Somehow you know everything is still alright. After all, The Other couldn't just leave and find a new body to terrorize. He was still in there somewhere in the unexamined darkness. In whatever little pit he'd made for himself. But that didn't make Basil any less uneasy.
He tried to reassure himself and find his confidence. He knew The Other was bluffing. There was no way he would just stand idly by if he thought the body were in any real danger. They were basically a living time-share. There were rules, a loose etiquette. You couldn't just wreck up the place and leave it for the next person. And of course, if the danger was mortal The Other had every bit as much to lose. It was like a failsafe. There was just no way he would let Basil kill them both just to make a point, so why not just go?
He looked at Prajna, his face somehow both stern and vulnerable. "Promise." He said. Just to make sure it was understood. They weren't just throwing empty words around. He held the Star's eyes for a moment, then nodded once, and pointed with his head.
'Let's go.'
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Posted: Sun Jul 21, 2013 8:30 pm
For a moment, though Prajna had lifted Basil off the stairs and pulled it down the street a bit, like a puppy pulling on the clothes of its adult owner, trying with all its might to persuade them to cooperate, the Cobra would still refuse. Something seemed to hold him in place. Prajna wondered if Basil had always been so morally conscious. He hadn’t seemed so reluctant before, when they jumped aboard the train or wandered amongst the carriages; in fact, back then, he seemed almost enthusiastic and suggestive himself. Why was now so different?
But as the redhead watched as Basil twisted that seemingly significant band around his thumb, it thought maybe it shouldn’t pry. The darker Frei seemed so much more…contemplative? Hesitant? Prajna could not quite place the word but it really hoped this last adventure would calm Basil down. It noted how red his thumb was becoming but, while the Star felt a bit concerned, it kept quiet and simply waited. If it kept pushing for Basil to stop, for Basil to do what Prajna wanted, it knew what would happen. The androgynous flame had seen it happen a few times amongst the Nao siblings: Namini would push and push and David would more adamantly, each time, say no until Namini was forced to give up. And, looking back at Basil once more, Prajna did not want to give up!
Suddenly the Cobra came close and looked deep into Prajna’s cerulean eyes. Prajna then noticed how deep the circles had become under its friend’s eyes. Something… terrible must have happened to him. But before Prajna could ask Basil what was wrong or even utter a quick apology, Basil stressed the word “promise.” His voice sounded neither mad nor hurt and so Prajna could only nod excitedly.
“Yes. Yes! Prajna promises Basil! Come, coooome~!” Prajna’s adrenaline returned immediately as it proceeded to drag its friend once more down the street.
The Star made sure the pair did not get too close to the colorful youths dancing through the streets but their distance provided that they never lost sight of them. Soon, Prajna pulled Basil behind the edge of an alleyway, pointing after the teens. The giggling group had stopped at a door, knocking energetically. There was a small square that seemed to slide and mumble something. Prajna knew this kind of scene all too well; it had seen it in many detective shows. The second Prajna witnessed the teens flash some kind of pass to the door and then be let in, the Star started to look around the alleyway. It knew the Freis had no chance of just stumbling upon an abandoned badge. The Star knew this was real life, not a staged set. So, with the passage being right along the wall of the building the teens had entered, Prajna knew there had to be some other way of getting in.
“Basil, stay. One second” Prajna commanded. Without giving the Cobra even a moment to reply, the Star had floated down the alley, examining spaces behind awful smelling dumpsters. It had found one door but it had been locked and seemed too stubborn to pry open. So, having reached the dead end, Prajna floated back, a defeated expression on its face. Yet no! Their adventure surely couldn’t end here. Prajna tried to think of some way to get in.
As it turned back up the path, prepared to ask Basil for any suggestions, suddenly the locked door flung open behind them. Music, if you could call it music, swallowed the dark pathway whole. It was raging, it was pounding! Prajna felt like its head was attempting to combust! But then a girl, decked out in fishnets and neon pink, came out, or rather, was dragged out by two friends, one female, one male. The two seemed to be whispering sweet nothings to her, the female friend holding the girl’s hair back. Prajna didn’t know what to think of the situation until it realized the man had propped the door open using a trashcan. The girl being assisted seemed to be half sobbing, half giggling, her friends not exactly stable themselves so Prajna knew now was going to be their only chance.
“Basil!! Come!” As if the Star was giving the Cobra an option anyways. It grabbed the quieter Frei’s wrist and dragged him through the door, just in time to catch the girl puke what looked like ramen out into the trashcan. Prajna felt its tongue grow clammy at the sight but it tried to push the memory out and focus. As they entered the arena of music, Prajna had to wince a bit, attempting to adjust to both the noise and the surprising darkness inside. It was so loud, how one could bear it so easily seemed nearly impossible. And the lack of light? Prajna already felt cramped but then… lights. Lights everywhere. Or so it seemed. Prajna let out a soft, unheard ‘woah…’ as streams of light shot across the ceiling, bounced off of bodies and made the Star feel as if it had drowned in a sea of colors. It turned to Basil, hoping the new surroundings hadn’t given the Cobra too much of a shock.
Prajna smiled, proud at its improvisation, “Basil, like? YES?!”
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 8:50 pm
Despite being only a third of a body, there was enough of Basil that the weeks of oversleep had definitely made a difference in him. He seemed to almost flutter like a windsock behind the eager Prajna, trying to keep pace with it. What was it about, "an object at rest tends to stay at rest?"
They huddled together near the mouth of an alley, Basil standing behind Prajna for cover. This cloak-and-dagger stuff was kind of exciting.
Because Prajna put itself in charge of sentry, Basil tried to listen. There were the usual ambient noises around them; Car doors slamming, dog barks, an ambulance siren, horns blatting, windows squeaking—But all of it was just a band-aid over whatever was happening below the earth and behind that door. Basil tuned into it. Into a wellspring of mouth-watering energy. It was like a vampire hitting an artery or a pig digging up a truffle.
This, he thought. This was what Prajna offered. This, right under their noses.
It took a second to register that Prajna had left him behind to do some investigating. He was told to stay put, and he did, more out of complacency than obedience. Prajna wasn't gone long anyway, and judging from the look on its face the news wasn't good. Basil's expression turned open and receptive, as if to say, 'so now what?'
Prajna was about to answer, when suddenly there was an explosion. A projectile of noise and energy that blew the door off its hinges—or seemed to. Basil recoiled from the fright, his eyes obscenely large. At first he looked stunned, but little by little, he began to smile. Until his face was drawn into a wide-eyed rictus.
It was the expression of a dumb kid playing with cherry bombs in the back-yard when something goes wrong, and it's only by the grace of God that he makes it out with both his arms and all his fingers. And as the smoke clears and he leans over that sizzling crater in the earth with his ears ringing, all he can do is laugh and say, "Do it again!"
He was so excited he put up no resistance as Prajna seized their chance to run. It quickly became a neck-and-neck race to see who could get there first.
The kids had been vaguely human-shaped blurs from a distance, intensifying in color and clarity as the two Freis rocketed past them. He could see their clothes and faces. Catch a breath of whatever went horking in the trashcan. It was disgusting, but as Prajna pulled him into the darkness, he laughed. Not a rude laugh. Just a loud, one-noted "Ha!" Because he could think of no other way to cope with what he had just seen—or smelled.
Down here the air was close and contained. So different from the cool night air above-ground it felt like they were physically pushing through some invisible wall. His heart was rabbit-fast in his chest, overstimulated by energy and warmth. The only thing tethering him was the feel of Prajna's hand around his wrist.
His first coherent observation was that it was somehow both light and dark at the same time. Strobing. Blinking. Flashing. His eyes smarted, and when he closed them, a wetness trickled out of the left and evaporated on his cheekbone. When he lifted his head he was blinking furiously. Ordinarily bright lights like this made Basil nervous. He regarded them the same way he regarded a fist hurtling towards his face. A physical force that made him rocket backwards into his own body and summon up The Other. Ding! You're up!
But when he looked around him, he was surprised to see he was still upright. Still tethered to Prajna. The Other didn't make so much as a peep, and besides a little light-headedness he felt the same as ever. It didn't worry him exactly, but he didn't dismiss it either. In any case, one thing was made very clear. Wherever The Other was, he had more than rolled up his welcome mat for the night.
Basil imagined him somewhere in the cerebral abyss, sleeping fitfully in a giant four-poster bed. Cut to Prajna and Basil as cats yowling on a fence, and The Other yanking up his bedroom window to throw shoes at them. One of those old-timey nightcaps on his head like Ebeneezer Scrooge. "Scrrrr-ram!"
His eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness. If he thought the lights packed a punch, then the smell was a tour de force.
On top was the salty fog of bodies. Sticky crevices. Sour vomity breath. Opened pores. Undertones of smoke, like stale cigarettes, or sweat sizzling on hot lights. A girl brushed past him, and when their hands touched her skin felt tacky and over-warm. He flinched and shoved same hand protectively into his sweatshirt pocket, realizing they were crowded at all sides. His eyes took rapid inventory. Man with gold-chain. Woman in plastic dress. Man with frohawk and pink wifebeater. Girl with electric blue glasses with no lenses in them. All of them shifting and writhing like a bed of worms.
He was simultaneously overwhelmed and displaced, as though somehow he'd left himself behind on those steps and this was all a part of his overactive imagination. It wasn't such a stretch considering the dress-code.
The resonance of the room defied all description. As if he had two fingers on the pulse of the planet. His rune was bright and white-hot under his sweatshirt. Trying to absorb too much, too quickly. Like someone squeezing water in your mouth faster than you can swallow it. He put his hand over it through his sweatshirt.
Prajna suddenly turned and looked up at him. Basil was barely paying attention and nearly missed the question. He paused as if to make sure of what he was asked, then nodded, at least a half-dozen times. Yes. This definitely met with his approval, but there was just one question,
"What now?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 11, 2013 2:50 pm
“What’s next?”
Prajna’s beaming expression seemed to flounder for a moment. The young Star was still attempting to process all the noise and excitement, the odd smells and unpredictable brilliance of the neon lights, but Basil’s question forced the Star to remember why they had came. Proud and incapable of simply saying “Welp. This. This is all I got.”, Prajna quickly began scanning the crowd for something the redheaded troublemaker could write off as the real reason for the duo’s entrance into this new underground world. It was impossible to hear anything being said if it was not directly beside Prajna’s ears; the music was unrelenting and merciless. Prajna’s cerulean eyes bounced along the walls and bodies, seemingly following the uncontrollable sound waves as it tried to find something worthwhile. That’s when trouble found them.
“Woahhh~ cute hat, cutie” came an alcoholic slur. Prajna turned just in time to catch a face-full of the intoxicated raver’s breath. The Star wanted to gag but instead, it simply started to cough and back up into Basil. In a way, Prajna shielded Basil from the strangers, hoping they would pass but prepared in the case they decided to cause trouble. Prajna probably should have thought this through a little more but, glancing over the colorful human’s appearance, they seemed harmless enough. Prajna murmured an agitated “thanks” and was pushing Basil to leave, when the raver, now joined by some other twinkling acquaintances, called after the Star.
“Touchy, touchy, little babe~” Prajna couldn’t stand the overly affectionate yet sleazy nature this person was using and continued to scowl, its piercing gaze never leaving the man’s face. “You need to relax. You need to chilllll. Here.”
The man slipped a sweaty, shaking hand into one of his over sized pockets and pulled something out. He nudged his closed hand at Prajna but the redhead was hesitant.
“It’s just candy, sweetheart. You and your boyfriend here seem a little out of place. It’ll help you feel the music. It’ll amp you up. Take you on a little spin. Just …” the man suddenly reached out and grabbed Prajna’s hand. The Star was about to claw the man’s face but was frozen when the drunkard slipped what looked like two small blue tablets into the Star’s captured palm. The man, just as quickly as he had slipped the pills into the Raevan’s hand, removed his grimy fingers and danced backwards, tripping over his feet into the arms of what looked like a giggling female acquaintance.
“Truuusttt me, kiddo. You two will have a lot more fun if you try some of it. I promise, it’s light and sweet and pure,” the man snickered but by now, the music had swallowed him whole and Prajna was left, floating next to Basil in a mix of awe and confusion. While suspicious, Prajna had to say… they did look like candy. Prajna had seen Namini eat several when watching movies or when studying. And yet… something about the man’s demeanor said not to try them. Don’t you want to “feel” the music, though?
Prajna’s thoughts were buzzing. Maybe it was the music, the crowds. Prajna turned to Basil and tried a smile, “What do Basil think? Want to try candy before looking around some more?”
Prajna presented its open palm to its Cobra companion, the turquoise pills catching the light ever so innocently now and again…
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Posted: Fri Dec 13, 2013 4:33 am
Because his vision was so blurry Basil was forced to observe his environment in very simple terms. To judge things by shapes and values, and break a room down into its most base anatomy. As inconvenient as it was a lot of the time, it was because of this broad perspective that in crowded places like this he sometimes noticed patterns jumping out at him.
In painting it was called divisionism; A style in which individual dots of color are meticulously arranged to form an image, only perceivable when the viewer looks at them from a distance and optically blends them into a whole. As his mind conspired to blend these people together, they appeared to become a single large and pulsating organism with a behavior all its own. Like a giant square of gelatin.
He had never seen people this eerily synchronized. So totally in harmony. So much so, that the sensation was making Basil overly conscious of his boundaries.
He felt himself becoming defensive, dodging around sweaty bodies that did not just mix together, but merged. All parts of a behemoth that wanted desperately to take Basil into itself, but for whatever reason, could not. It was like an invisible wavelength that Basil and Prajna weren't quite able to tune into, leaving them painfully solid in their sobriety.
Naturally it came as a surprise to him when one individual chose to break away from this world and enter clumsily into theirs. An ambassador of sorts, with a glazed expression and blended words. Basil wasn't ready to confront one of these people. To see one of their drunken faces pop out at him, suddenly sharp and over-detailed. Like he was wearing 3D glasses and a giant hand had just stretched out from a movie screen.
The man acknowledged him with his eyes but targeted Prajna, who was now backing into Basil in a way he could only interpret as seeking protection. He frowned, his hand finding Prajna's shoulder as if to reassure it. Not necessarily that he was ready to get physical if things got hairy (which he was), but that he for one didn't feel like there was anything to worry about just yet.
Maybe he just had a higher tolerance threshold for this kind of thing, but the stranger had gotten him curious with his blurry charms. (Although the "boyfriend" remark hit his ear funny. He didn't think much of it, except that it seem to come a little out of left-field. Or did he mean it more literally? He was a boy, and Prajna was his friend...) He resisted Prajna's earnest efforts to push him towards the exit, steeling his body as if to say where's the fire? Let's hear him out.
The man plunged his hand up to the elbow into his cavernous pants pocket, and Basil squinted to see what he came up with. The nature of the lighting had turned the floor into a solid black pit, and most of the people around them were cast in shadow from the waist down, giving only the impression of legs and feet.
Then an arm shot out, snatching Prajna by the wrist. Basil's breath hitched. He wouldn't have thought the man could move like that considering he could barely string a sentence together. His hands balled into a fists, and he was near to throwing a swing when the stranger retreated at the very last second, melting seamlessly again into the backdrop of swaying party-guests. Basil's eyes went wide and unblinking under thick eyebrows, riding his adrenaline high like a hill in a roller coaster.
His fingers slowly loosened. His heart pounded. For the first time, he got the sense that maybe this was more dangerous than he'd thought...
He glanced down to see what Prajna held in its palm.
What did he say that was?
Candy? Candy that makes you feel the music?
Is that what was happening around here?
He was understandably skeptical. If there was ever one thing he thought he knew something about, it was music. Considering he absorbed it into his body for nourishment, wasn't that about as intimate with sound as a person could get?
Looking around, apparently not.
Prajna didn't seem so convinced either. It managed a kind of smile, offering its hand to Basil's scrutiny. The two exchanged glances, until finally he tweezed one of the little tablets from its palm and held it to the light.
It looked like a perfect blend of candy and medicine. Round and chalky. Sort of like the Smarties Genie used as incentive for Basil to finish his worksheets. It alternated between a robin's egg blue and seasick green in the strobing lights, and he could see it had a little shape carved into it. Either a heart or a spade from a suit of cards. It was too tiny to tell.
Basil puffed his cheeks and rolled it in his fingers. He'd never had much of a sweet tooth. Should he?
He'd be lying if he said he wasn't at least a little curious.
Well, down the hatch.
He pressed the tablet to his lips, dabbing it with his tongue to pull it into his mouth like a frog, where he was instantly stung by bitter. Not so much of a taste as it was an overwhelming sensation that made the root of his tongue go hard and tingly, like he wanted to puke. He nearly spat it out but the tablet degraded so fast on his tongue he was left with a pulpy crumbling mixture he had no choice but to swallow. He clapped a hand over his mouth and closed his eyes against the aftertaste, which was a little like... licorice?
He shook his head. "God, it's awful," he said, voice muffled.
When it was just about gone he miserably smacked his lips. "...I don't know," He was talking loud enough over the music to be practically yelling, "I don't feel a lot different. Maybe that guy was goofing on us." a*****e.
He had swallowed it dry, and he could feel the tablet lodged somewhere in the middle of his chest. He tried to burp it some of the way out, but it only twisted painfully in his throat. He looked at Prajna, "I have to drink something. Hold on."
He turned and started pushing his way through the throngs of people, looking for anything. A vending machine or a water fountain. His wings did a good job of parting the tide of people, snagging a few errant bra-straps and wallet chains in his path. It was impossible to navigate. He felt like he was drowning in unwashed skin and strange smells. The strobing lights made everything look like a series of still-frames, people swaying and jumping in half-second stutters. It was giving him motion-sickness.
He managed to cut through into a clearer area, his hands finding a cement wall and restoring some sense of order to his world. A world with physical dimensions and flat surfaces. He traced his palms over the smooth solid area with something like desperation and relief. The way a man who's been adrift at sea for days might fall and kiss the ground when he's washed ashore. 'Thank God.'
The sides of the room seemed calmer by comparison to the center, forming a kind of still membrane to contain all the noise and motion. He could see the shadowy shapes of people leaning lazily against the walls under posters for DJs and local concerts. The floor was littered with crunched-up cans, red plastic cups, some purses, and even some errant pieces of clothing; mostly coats and jackets, but also a few more intimate items.
To his left he saw a dimly lit opening in the wall that forked into two different hallways with doors at the ends. In stenciled black letters, one read "men", and the other read "women". Bathrooms. Bathrooms had sinks in them. Sinks had water. Naturally he chose the "men" door.
He flew briskly into a tiny humid space that smelled like a strange blend of outhouse and basement. Mercifully he was alone. His eyes were immediately drawn to the room's dominating feature. A long metal trough set low on the wall filled with beige, foul-smelling ice, the surface peppered with cigarette butts. Basil had no idea what the function of such a thing was, and he wasn't sure he wanted to find out... He doubted people used that ice for their drinks, and despite the appearance of a tub, the trough didn't look like it was for bathing in. There were two toilet stalls with battered looking doors. Lots of graffiti in marker and spray paint. On the opposite wall were three sinks, which were technically all one wide basin with three sets of faucets. The mirror was also one large piece that stretched the length of the sinks, with something that was maybe a phone number written on it in translucent white letters, like someone had used a scummy bar of soap or smudged it with their finger. The walls were industrial brick, which had once been painted the color of dust, flaking off in aberrant patches. There was a dryer-vent screwed into the wall, scabby with rust. The screws that held the vent up had also oxidized, leaving long brown streaks below them. There was a large plastic trash barrel below it in an alarming shade of orange that honestly reminded Basil of the kind of barrels they transported oil or toxic waste in. Which, considering its questionable contents, wasn't too far off.
He went to the sink and turned the cold faucet, drinking greedily from his cupped hands. The water seemed to be clean, but had a weird metallic taste to it. It cleansed his palate, and he could feel what was left of the tablet dislodge into... wherever it was meant to go in his body. He leaned against the basin with both hands, fetching deep cleansing breaths. He looked at himself in the mirror. The lighting seemed to bring out every wretched line and shadow in his face and give it a yellow tint. His bruise-colored eyelids. His long ridged nose. His sharp mouth, haloed with the beginnings of stubble. The sheet of hair plastered to his forehead with sweat. He looked like hell.
He splashed a little water on his face and wetted down his hair, pushing it back from his forehead. The music was muffled by concrete but he could still distinctly feel the bass of it. The way a baby must hear things from inside the womb. It was nice to just have a second. All those people were starting to make him just a little claustrophobic. He was starting to seriously doubt if he wanted to stay. Ordinarily the music would have been incentive enough, but if he could just have it to himself, without them...
He felt bad though. Prajna had said something about exploring a little more. He'd hate to ruin his friend's fun... Maybe he could tough it out a while longer.
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