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Posted: Mon Jul 08, 2013 9:12 am

I am an oxymoron_______________________________________

So I've been trying to be more active in the guilds I'm in lately. Meaning- posting more often. Not only that, but I'm trying to makes my posts more interesting so that people would reply more often to them. I'm also trying to be a better guild captain for LBT: haven, but I'm not sure on what I could do to make it better. Lately I've been doing the normal teenage thing- finding out who I am. How? I have no idea. So far the clearest thing is the fact that I'm freaking rainbow-shitting gay (That's meant to be funny) and that I'm slowly crawling out of the cold, dark closet.

_______________________________________And I'm proud of it

Posted: Sat Aug 31, 2013 9:41 pm

I am an oxymoron_______________________________________

So I was texting my friend. You know, the one I thought would ditch me because I like girls? Well, she stills seems to be my friend, surprisingly. But when I look back at the text, it pisses me off more than it did initially. You'd think that I'd get used to it, but now that I look at it and see these certain keywords. It makes me wonder what she thinks this is.

Quote:

I'm not going to lie to you, I disagree with that lifestyle, but it doesn't mean we're not friends. It doesn't mean I'm going to treat you any different. I wouldn't cut off a friendship just because of a difference in opinion.

First of all, you can't 'disagree' with this. This isn't something that you have an opinion on, it just isn't. Also, I didn't choose it so its not a 'lifestyle'. I don't know whether she genuinely believes that or if she was trying to be 'nice'. I bet it's because she doesn't get it. When will she quit? Will she stay by me or ditch me like some of the others. Hell, those so called 'friends' didn't even know about it... There's no way I would've told them.

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Sinna Roll

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Sinna Roll

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Posted: Sun Sep 15, 2013 9:20 pm

I am an oxymoron_______________________________________

It's been so unbelievably stressful lately with schoolwork and not seeing my friends in top of they. I have a class with one of my friends, but I never get the chance to talk to her. (She's the straight girl I had a crush on awhile ago. I already told her I like girls, but she doesn't know that I ever liked her) It's kinda sad, really. Then there's my guy friend. I saw him a lot last year, but not so much this year. And last but not least, the person I had (have?) a crush on. I'm pretty sure it's gone, but I won't know until I see her next.

So now a 17 year old who has done nothing even close to resembling dating. So far, I'll be alone for the rest of my entire existence. Yay. That's a depressing thought. It might be true. After all, how am I supposed to date anyone if they don't know that I like girls? I mean, really...

Ok, enough if my annoying rambling...

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Posted: Wed Oct 02, 2013 9:13 am

I refuse to fail...

It's on me now, I guess. This is just so stressful, thinking of college and the future. The ACTs and SATs are coming up for me really soon. I'm going to sign up for the ACT pretty soon and I'd have to say that it's quit nerve wrecking. I feel excited and miserable all at the same time. Failure is NOT an option, I've seen what it gets you and I just can't accept it. So I guess I'll have to try harder, maybe I'll finally get the straight A's that I've alway wanted but have never been able to achieve. I was pretty much a straight C student last year, it wasn't good. Know I have all A's and B's. But it's not good enough. I know my parents are like 'that's good', it's bit good. It's decent. Decent isn't good enough. So now I'm going to do more, I got into tech, I'm in HOSA, now I'm going sign up for this one thing. Hopefully it will help me in the future, there's no way to be certain. With the elective I'm taking next semester and this, I may just become a better guild leader for LBT: Haven, the guild I started.

... So I guess I'll have to succeed

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