Face your demons
Text to Amarus
Hey baby, sorry I’ve been so absent lately – my studies really have eaten me haven’t they? I’m sorry I haven’t been able to see you and talk to you. I’ve been so strung out trying to prep for everything that I haven’t given you the time you deserve. Yes – I was planning to go to Prom. I’d rather of asked you in person – me and my poor timing – but I was hoping we could go together. It’d be our first school dance and I’d like to share it with you.
He took a break for a second, putting the phone down long enough to stretch his fingers and took another deep breath.
Text to Amarus
I miss you too – loads. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. About holding you close and kissing you. I miss having you around. You manage to keep me calm even when I would normally be bouncing off the walls – and I don’t think it has anything to do with you being a Lotus Eater… Please. Come over tonight – I want to talk to you. I want to hold you. I want to kiss you… Please baby, come see your boil and let him know that he hasn’t royally messed this up… sad
Wiping his eye for a moment he blinked as he realized his vision had gone misty. Rubbing them for a second, he put the phone down again and gathered himself, scrubbing his eyes free of wetness. Picking up the phone again he read through his message and hers once more, before he resumed typing.
Text to Amarus
I’m sorry this message is so long – I hope it all gets to you. I just want you to know I still care about you, that I still want to be with you. I’m sorry I haven’t seen you in so long. Two months is more than just a little while – yes. I’m sorry if I upset you with anything I’ve said. Forgive me?
With that said, he hit the send button, closed his eyes and laid his head down on the pillow. The phone he kept on his chest. He could only hope for a positive response. He felt bad that he had made her doubt that he cared for her, that she was worried about him. He’d been a horrible boilfriend. He should have paid her more attention. He should have been letting her visit him daily instead of pushing it off until it just never happened. Curling up, he wrapped his wings around himself and placed the phone next to his head in case he fell asleep again. He didn’t want to miss a single message.
He just hoped she would answer. That she would accept his invitation and show up…
Nio Love
Pinging you a quote since Freya technically has the phone - haha
