This violent anger, tearing us away
Hate, destruction, human consumption
Creates division, blinded in vision...
So, I have until the 20th of August to be 100% done with all of my subjects in school. (that's the goal I set myself, at least. It'll give me a week's break before school starts again.)
And well... I'm only at the 50-65% mark, and I'm supposed to be at 70%, according to my homeroom teacher. And that's if I want to finish on the 24th of August.
So, it's time for me to start working from morning to night every weekday and for a few hours on the weekends.
So, of course, the moment I need to be working my a** to the bone, my brother gets sick with a cough, and feels like sh*t alongside it.
And of course, my 19 YEAR OLD BROTHER never covers his mouth when he coughs.
So, I guess you can assume that now, I'm sick.
I feel like complete sh*t. I wasn't able to work today because I felt like I was gonna puke all morning, and a bit into the afternoon.
And of course, I'M the one who gets it. Not my sister, who doesn't have to do school, me. I don't want my parents to get it, 'cause my dad works, and my mom has to cook and help me with school stuff when I need it... Plus she has some issues with her face already..
I really want to punch that boy right now... 'cause during the week, it doesn't matter if I'm throwing up with a fever, I CAN'T MISS A DAY ANYMORE! (I'm exaggerating... It's just a cough, stuffy nose, sore throat, head and stomach ache... But it's enough to not want to do school.)
So... F*ck everything. He's f*cking lucky I don't have the guts to punch or kick him....
And well... I'm only at the 50-65% mark, and I'm supposed to be at 70%, according to my homeroom teacher. And that's if I want to finish on the 24th of August.
So, it's time for me to start working from morning to night every weekday and for a few hours on the weekends.
So, of course, the moment I need to be working my a** to the bone, my brother gets sick with a cough, and feels like sh*t alongside it.
And of course, my 19 YEAR OLD BROTHER never covers his mouth when he coughs.
So, I guess you can assume that now, I'm sick.
I feel like complete sh*t. I wasn't able to work today because I felt like I was gonna puke all morning, and a bit into the afternoon.
And of course, I'M the one who gets it. Not my sister, who doesn't have to do school, me. I don't want my parents to get it, 'cause my dad works, and my mom has to cook and help me with school stuff when I need it... Plus she has some issues with her face already..
I really want to punch that boy right now... 'cause during the week, it doesn't matter if I'm throwing up with a fever, I CAN'T MISS A DAY ANYMORE! (I'm exaggerating... It's just a cough, stuffy nose, sore throat, head and stomach ache... But it's enough to not want to do school.)
So... F*ck everything. He's f*cking lucky I don't have the guts to punch or kick him....
...Raging like the wave, crashing to it's place
Such violent delights, have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire.
Such violent delights, have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire.