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Posted: Mon May 27, 2013 7:23 pm
Marosa paced back and forth in the common room, wondering if he should bother to talk to Hadiyya or not. On one hand, he wanted to clear things up, explain himself, maybe... show her what it was like? Perhaps?
On the other hand, he wanted to stay the bad guy, and take the fall for his best friend. But that might prove to have... other problems later on down the road.
Cursing his indecision, he leaned against the wall and debated with himself on whether he wanted to go see her or not. His wings fluttered in agitation, and he smoothed them out absentmindedly as he tried to calm his thoughts of turmoil.
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Posted: Tue May 28, 2013 7:54 am
After a lovely swim, Hadiyya had taken her time with a lengthy shower before redressing and heading back towards the dorms. The water was calming, and the act of swimming served as a lovely stress relief. Fortunately, her stress level had been dropping as of late. Still higher then she was comfortable with, given the state of her room, among other things, but significantly lower then it had been a week ago. It did help that she had been spending much more of her time in Sharra's dorm, though simply ignoring the shambled state of her own was not going to help it get put back together. That was her mission for the afternoon as she climbed the stairs to the demon dorms. To finally spend a good length of time within her own room, sorting, organizing, and and trying to put things back together. It would take time to return it to anything close to normal, and there were a good number of items that were lost that weren't easily replaceable.. But she had promised herself she would not allow herself to be overwhelmed by the miss. And then she strode into the common area to find Marosa, and that positive outlook took a sudden dip. She couldn't honestly say she hated the boil, she was too rational for that, but she wasn't entirely fond of him either. Even knowing what had happened, and why, Hadiyya still didn't like him much. Truth and logic kept him safe from any wrath, but she was till a woman, and she could not unsee what she had seen. Bare feet were silent on the carpet, but the jingling chime of numerous trinkets would give her away as she slowed to a stop at the edge of the room.
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Posted: Tue May 28, 2013 3:23 pm
Turning at the sound of bells, the faerie's wings flitted nervously as he crossed his arms over his waist, a defensive gesture. Standing away from the wall, he stared at her for a moment that seemed entirely too long, almost feeling as if he was under his father's scrutiny.
Almost.
"Oi'm sorry, Hadiyya." The faerie began, fingers digging into his sides. What more could he say? "Oi... would understand if ye did nae want anything tae do with me." Worry was evident on his features; the faerie was far too conscious of what other people thought of him, and it showed probably more than what Marosa would have liked. It was unfortunate for him, and it was still there despite how many times his father had tried to make him stop.
Marosa awkwardly stood there, not sure of what else to say.
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Posted: Wed May 29, 2013 7:45 am
Features never changed at the apology, nor did the djinn move from where she'd come to a stop. Quite unsure what exactly was happening at the moment. Had Marosa been waiting for her, and to what end? Had something new happened that she wasn't going to like, is that why the fae was seeking her out? A tiny knot of anxiety began to form in Yaya's stomach as she watched him, arms crossed, fingers digging into his sides. It was not a comforting sight. "What's past is past, and we've all agreed it was n accident of misbehaving magic." Glowing eyes narrowed just the slightest bit. "Or has something else happened that you feel I need to know?" Was it guilt that placed him here? Some secret between himself and her beloved that caused him to hunch so? Chilliness radiated from the marid, but with what little she had to go off, was it any wonder she thought the worst? It wasn't wholly Marosa's fault, they all had a hand in the mess of emotional backlash that came from the night of devouring shadows. None of them had had an easy night of it, but the ghoul felt, perhaps unjustly, that perhaps she had more reason then most to feel slighted.
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Posted: Wed May 29, 2013 6:30 pm
"Nothin' else happened." He could sense her emotions as he breathed out the reply, grimacing as he took a step back against the wall once more. He hated himself for this, and only felt that he caused more trouble for people than he thought he was worth.
Now came the awkward silence, and Marosa was left to stare at the floor, at a complete loss for what to say. He'd apologized, and hadn't left much for the conversation to be continued.
"If we dinnae want a repeat of before... it moight be in yer best interest to keep yer distance." It was a fair warning, and there was sorrow in the Gancanagh's eyes as he spoke, glancing up at her.
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Posted: Thu May 30, 2013 8:35 pm
Now that just was not fair. Hadiyya could feel herself pouting as she regarded the boil across the room. everything about him screamed defeat and rejection. She might not entirely like him, but she wasn't a cold hearted ghoul, and in the face of that much insecurity and pain she couldn't help but thaw a little. Evident by the resigned sigh that filled the silence between them after Marosa suggested she stay away from him. "Look," she began, moving forward and coming to a stop a foot or so away from him. She knew better then to touch him. "We've already talked about this, right?" At least her voice was softer then it had been. She tilted her head, bending a little at the waist so she could try to catch his eye, offering a him a shadow of a reassuring smile. "I might not like what's happened, but I do understand that it was an accident." She frowned again. "I'll get over it. You don't need to keep beating yourself up over it."
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Posted: Thu May 30, 2013 10:05 pm
"Oi hate myself." Marosa admitted, refusing to meet her gaze as he closed his eyes. "Oi hate the fact that oi do this tae others. Oi kinnae help it as oi kinnae change me skin color, but... despite all that..." The faerie trailed off, biting his lip as he looked at her proximity, worried she would try something... not so bright.
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 7:59 am
Well now if that wasn't just the most heartbreaking thing she'd ever seen. Personal issues or not, Hadiyya didn't like to see anyone in pain, she was far to empathetic. Very, very carefully she lifted a hand and let dark fingers brush softly over the sleeve of his left hand. "Despite it all..?" She prompted, still trying to catch his eye, but have no luck with it since the fae had his.
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 9:02 am
"Oi still hate myself." The faerie held very still, staring at Hadiyya's hand. If he moved, he'd touch her, and that would only make things worse.
Marosa didn't move.
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 9:14 am
"Marosa.." He was so depressed.. It was physically painful to see him this sad. Her fingers settled a little more firmly on his arm, then suddenly she had taken on a very thoughtful expression as she stared down at her own hand, then down towards Marosa's. "Is it only skin based..?" She asked, but she already knew the answer, and her free hand had lifted towards his cheek, hovering just out of range of that pale skin. With a flexing of will she called her power, and those dark fingers began to glisten as water came at her beckoning to surround her delicate hand in a protective layer. Then, and only then, did she close that small distance to cup his cheek. That thin layer of moisture keeping her skin from his. "Have you ever considered wearing gloves?"
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 9:54 am
He trembled, closing his eyes as he pressed back against the wall, jaw clenched so tight that it was visible.
"Aye. Often. Sometimes oi forget 'em." He didn't realize there was a water layer that she had on; his mind was racing as to how long it would take to affect her. "Oi dinnae want to be the reason that relationships fail..." Especially to his best friend. Especially to her. It wasn't fair.
After a moment, he opened his eyes to meet hers. Marosa's dull golden orbs were full of torment and doubt. "It's temporary, but... it still..." What was the right word? The faerie swallowed hard. "It still mucks things up."
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 10:17 am
She hadn't been 100% positive that the small layer of water would be shield enough to keep her from being effected, but when nothing happened after a few seconds she smiled, a gentle curl of pomegranate lips. Those nimble fingers traced along his cheek, down the soft curve, until she could cup his chin in her hand and lift his head. Her own tilting to the left. " Maybe we should work on making sure we never leave our room without them, hmm?" It wasn't said in malice. Whatever personal anger the djinn had for the boil seemed to be melting away. She couldn't say his gift would never be the cause of permanent damage, so she didn't even try. That was a promise outside her scope. She could however help to ensure accidents of that nature did not happen. "Marosa, tell me about your powers." She had an idea, one that she wasn't entirely set on yet, but certainly one that might please her dearest nergal. "And about this hunger."
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 10:45 am
Marosa shivered again, a memory echoing in his mind.
"S'funny, Riley said th' same thing." He blinked dully at her, breathing out. He remembered well the fight that they'd had, and he remembered how hard he'd bitten the mindflayer.
Even now, he couldn't help but grin at it. It had felt right. That fight had broken him out of his almost-constant depressed state, and even now thinking about it seemed to lighten his heart.
"Well... tae be honest, Sharra can tell when oi need tae feed more often than not." He sighed, staring at her with his dull golden eyes. "Oi get twitchy and tend to lull more." Even now he was finding it hard pressed to concentrate, especially when a possible interest was mere inches away. "Sometimes, it's hard tae control, and yer makin' it rather difficult, Hadiyya..." Honesty. Honesty was best with him, as he wanted to give fair warning.
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 10:49 am
(( double post, ignore ;; ))
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 10:54 am
Again her head tilted, in the opposite direction this time as she stepped a little closer to him. He and Riley had fought? Now she was curious, but now was not the time. Much more important things were at hand. Like preventing her beloved's best from from sinking into a spiral of self deprecating depression. "How would it be then," she mused, glowing eyes twitching to where her fingers rested on his chin,and she let that hand smooth along his cheek once again. "If you had a safe venue to sate your hunger upon?" Or two, as her plan would include. If she and Sharra alone could slack that need, then perhaps more accidents could be more easily prevented. She knew her love for the nergal was true, but it wasn't as though she had never shared the boil before, not when mutual consent was exchanged.
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