Please, call me Cadence Amari
Mmm, that's a bit hard to answer.... I am about five years old, but I appear to be around twenty-four years old. One thing you should note is that I am semi-immortal; I won't die from old age but I can be killed.
Must you make me relive those moments?
Hate, pain, destruction, death. I was created to bring about these things and more. My 'father' was was a brilliant man with many enemies, and for a good reason too. He was not kind or caring, but wished only for the material things of this world. Since I was raised by him I never thought much of these things. My sole purpose in life was to serve him, to bring anything that was of use to him and to dispatch of any enemies who came near us. It was not a happy life, but it was all I knew for so many years.
I learned of the repercussions of my actions much later. The distraught families, broken homes, destroyed lives. All of it was because of me. I knew this because the first person whom I felt something for belonged to one of those. I didn't know at the time. In fact, it wasn't until after I had taken care of his father that I did learn. He hated me for it, shunned me. I didn't like the way that made me feel.
I questioned my actions after that, and those of my creator as well. I restrained myself from killing when I went out...my creator was not happy with this new development. If I would not obey him, would not conform to his wishes, then what purpose did I serve? I didn't want that life anymore though. Those few moments of bliss, of love, which I had experienced left me with a desire for more. My master punished me for my disobedience, as was his right I suppose. He stole my sight from me. If I would allow my eyes to lead me astray then he thought it better that I lose them.
Unfortunately for him, that was the driving event for me. I fled from him as soon as I got the chance. It wasn't an easy task considering my newly blinded state, but what else could I do? This man whom I served, he was...evil. I was evil, but I didn't want to be. I didn't want to cause pain or suffering anymore, and I knew that I would if I remained with him.
They found me me a short while after I got free, the Head-Mistresses that is. They offered me a place to call home, a place to belong. I was given a choice when I accepted their invitation too. I could become a 'pet' and be subservient to some new being, a 'mistress' and take pets of my own or simply reside there and interact. I knew I never wanted to serve another, and while remaining neutral seemed like a good option...I chose to become a mistress. I won't try to atone for the things I did, but maybe this way I will be able to show kindness to those who experienced a life like mine or worse. Blind or not, I can help those who need it.
I have been at the castle for some time now, but only recently have I decided that I am ready to look for a pet. My time until now has been spent carefully mastering my transformation into a human form and also training my senses to make up for my lack of sight.
Mmm, how should I put this?
I never dealt with emotions before; they were just some foreign thing to me before I came to like that person. I don't know if it was 'love' just that I enjoyed the time I spent around him. Regardless of what it was, that is in the past now. I am probably not the kindest of people, though I would like to think that I have improved since leaving my master. I do have things I would like to keep secret and would thank you to not pry into them. If you really want to know what I am like, talk to me.
Wouldn't you like to know?
I have complete control of fire, it is my element after all.
I posses a minor form of glamour; it's not much but I am able to change my appearance so that it seems...human.
Thanks to my creator's punishment, the senses which I still posses are now more sensitive than those of a normal creature of my kind.
Come and say hello to my lovely companions....
None yet (Reserved)
