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Posted: Thu May 09, 2013 3:33 pm
Sasha did not walk tall through the halls upon her return from Scotland. She had accomplished nothing and yet she'd lost everything. She ignored the strange looks she got as she scurried back to the dorms - they were inconsequential, and she did not have time for them. Her biggest fear was running into someone who might wish to do her harm - someone who had reason to hurt her. Without her weapon, she was weak - and she'd been so very stupid with her relationships in the recent - and not so recent - past. Wash wasn't in the room when she first entered, not that she was in any frame of mind to speak with him just yet. Her skin crawled with filth and blood, and the only thing she wanted to do was take a shower. Wash herself clean of it all, purify her skin with the hottest water she could handle. Everything in the room was left where it fell, bloodied and covered with filth. She stripped free of everything that touched her skin before slipping into one of Wash's shirts and a pair of shorts. On her way back out the door she grabbed an oversized robe and a towel. She'd clean up after her shower. If she didn't take a shower, she felt like she might scream.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 7:55 am
Wash wasn't long in coming back, making his way from the infirmary. His cracked ribs were healing well, according to the techs there - in a few more days all that'd be left of the injuries were a memory; even the ugly bruises would fade away. As he reached for the door handle, he stopped, and took in a deep breath. That coppery scent...
He summoned his weapon, suddenly alert, turning the knob and peering in just a crack -
Sasha.
Wash slipped in silently, releasing Sally and placing her totem back in his pocket. These were definitely her things, unrecognizable as they were. He picked them up gingerly, and realized his hands were trembling. Strange. thought distantly. So much blood, an' I didn't see her in the infirmary... He wrapped the filthy clothing in a dirty towel before placing them on top the hamper, and sat on the edge of the bed, burying his face in his hands. Had it really been a week? She had to be okay, he reasoned with himself. Otherwise, she'd be running half-dead and stark naked across the island, and that seemed unlikely at best.
With that somewhat reassuring thought, he took inventory. His bathrobe was missing. Ah. He schooled his face to stillness. Whatever had happened, he didn't want to add to her burden. Instead, he grabbed up the bundle of bloody things and made his way to the dormitory's shared laundry room, leaving a hastily scrawled note.
I'll take care of it. Welcome home.
He had started to add more, but stopped. They could talk about whatever had happened when she was ready.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 8:36 am
Despite feeling the crawling need to shower, Sasha didn't linger. Nothing felt safe anymore. She had no weapon, no way to defend herself if someone came after her. It was entirely too humbling and entirely too terrifying. She didn't even have a tablet like the others had so long ago.
She had nothing.
She padded on bare feet back to the room she shared with Wash. Sasha didn't turn any lights on as she crept back into the room.
What time is it?
There was no answer. Of course there was no answer.
Bereft, Sasha placed the fistful of clothes she held in the hamper before moving to sit on the bed. Her hands trembled as she reached for the note, reading Wash's words.
Welcome home.
She'd rather be dead.
The note fluttered to the floor as she burst into tears.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 9:40 am
It didn't take Wash long to throw what remained of Sasha's clothing into a washer with possibly entirely too much bleach. He walked back slowly, retracing his steps, concentrating on the movement. Trying not to wonder. Trying not to worry.
As he gingerly entered the room, the sound of her broken sobs made him pause. He had to close his eyes, sink deep into that pool of calm that existed only in his mind. It was heart-wrenching, that sound. Every step closer to the bed felt like a mile, until he could finally reach out and gently touch her hair-
"Sasha?" He pulled her close. "Sasha, baby, it's gon' be alright, okay?"
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 10:01 am
It wasn't going to be alright, but she didn't have the heart to tell him. Instead she crumpled against him, harsh sobs wracking her body. Maybe, for a moment in his arms, she could believe that everything was going to be alright. Just for a moment she could let herself pretend that as long as she had Wash, everything was going to be fine, that she would survive this as she'd survived many troubling things in the past.
Pretending didn't work. The silence in her mind was ever-present, violently so.
She cried until her eyes felt bruised. Sasha didn't know how much time passed, and she didn't truly care. By the time she was reduced to hoarse sobs, her eyes were gritty and swollen. As the sobs slowly stopped, Sasha exhaled on a hiccup and shook her head.
"I lost.. I lost Nona."
Her voice was soft, childlike.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 10:52 am
Wash was silent a moment, resting chin atop her head so that she couldn't see the emotions that played across his features. Her weapon. Gone. It was shock, and horror, all at once. Even Sally seemed grim. The island was a dangerous place, and judging from her state, the missions she was being sent on were moreso...
He squeezed her tight, ignoring the protests of his bruised sides.
"We'll get 'er back, okay?" Even if I have to go to the ends of the Earth. After all, Ami's weapon had broken, hadn't it? And yet he'd seen her recently, fighting alongside everyone... "I won't let nothin' happen to you, cher."
He leaned back and cupped the side of her face.
"You wanna talk about it?"
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 10:59 am
Did she want to talk about it? No, she didn't - but she did at the same time. Maybe he could help her understand, maybe a fresh perspective could change things.
Deep down, she knew it wasn't the case.
"You are never ever allowed to go to that place, Wash. Never. You promise me, right now."
She pulled away just slightly, watching him carefully with swollen eyes.
"Promise me."
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 11:20 am
Wash watched her eyes, studied her face; considering. His initial instinct was to say no, to tell her she was crazy if she thought he'd let her go back there unarmed, but if his spar with Rep had proved anything, it was that he had a long way to go. He wasn't strong enough to protect someone, much less take care of himself. He'd be a distraction at best, a liability at worst.
The thought stung, but she was right, and he couldn't deny it.
"Only, if, ma'am," he countered, wiping a tear from her cheek with his thumb, "you promise not t' go back alone. Take somebody with you, please."
He paused.
"Hell, take Jerry."
Rep was the strongest hunter, combat-wise, that he'd on the island, but that was obviously not an option. Besides, Jerry had been promoted not long ago, and he was powerful, when he could keep his emotions in check. And most importantly - Wash trusted him.
Trust was a rare commodity, here.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 11:43 am
"I just can't take you there and have something horrible happen, Wash. I can't. I won't lose you too. When I go back, I'll take s-someone."
Her voice cracked and Sasha wilted against his chest again, drawing in a deep breath before finally speaking.
"Things were fine, at the start," she tightened her arms around his chest, oblivious to any discomfort she might cause.
"I set up a perimeter, found a place to stay. I thought it was going to be a simple mission, like.. book keeping or something. Cleaning an old house."
Sasha shook her head.
"I s-should have known the first day that something was wrong. The shadows of the house, t-they came after me and I almost didn't get away," Sasha breathed, focusing on Wash - the way he felt, the way he smelled, the timbre of his voice.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 12:42 pm
He listened to her story, head bowed. The idea of letting her go back there, without him, was painful. Excruciating. He tried to push past the dread, however, to focus on her words; on comforting her. He pressed his fingertips over her spine, making small circles up and down her back.
Shadows, like the dormitory.
"Okay," he murmured. "What happened next?" His tone was soft, gentle. She was rattled, but he hoped in the telling she could find some comfort. And then they'd work on a solution.
Somehow.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 1:00 pm
"I went into the chapel. I wasn't expecting anyone to be there, b-but there was an old woman there. She asked who I was, and.. when I told her that I was there to w-work for an organization, s-she lost her mind. She started screaming at me about... 'babies' and so I just ran away. I regrouped and went back in to try another door I'd seen."
Sasha cleared her throat, a large knot forming there. It was hard to speak, but she was determined to tell him all of it.. even the horrible ending.
"It was a crypt. The n-next thing I knew I was locked in. I c-can only assume it was the old woman."
She found deep solace in the touch of his hand against her back. It was unearthly, really, the fathomless calm he brought her.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 5:37 pm
Locked into a crypt? Wash rubbed her back in long, soothing strokes. A crypt sounded entirely too much like a dark, dank cell, deep beneath the sands...
"Strange. Was she th' only one there? How'd you get out?" His words were careful, his voice controlled. Low and steady. It's just a story - it happened to someone else. Not her. Never her. I'm not strong enough to protect her. It was small, that seed of doubt, and the soil rocky, yet it was sprouting slowly anyway.
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Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 7:02 pm
"I don't know."
Her voice was once more thick with tears.
"I don't know how I got out. There.. th-there was a voice from inside the casket at the end of the room. The walls w-were lined with statues, and they all held the same w-weapon."
There was a heartbeat of silence before Sasha spoke again, disjointed.
"Knights of Mela. The voice asked me if I was a knight or if .. if I was there for the monsters? And the top slid open and there she was, maybe my age, I don't know - long dark hair and blue eyes and she disappeared and I followed her down the ladder that was in the casket and..."
Sasha shuddered.
"The next thing I remember was a hand on my ankle and awful laughter, and when I woke up it was two days later and.. Wash, Nona was gone and I can't hear her and I failed her, Wash."
She choked on a sob, tears welling in her eyes once more.
"I failed her."
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Posted: Sun May 12, 2013 9:24 pm
"No, shh, shh," Wash murmured, holding her close. "It ain't your fault. You'll get her back."
Knights of Mela. He had no idea what it meant, but it sounded important.
"Whoever it was, she couldn't 'a gone far, right? Did you see 'er again?" Two days...that only accounted for maybe half of her time away. Still, completely losing two days was frightening all on it's own.
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Posted: Sun May 12, 2013 9:32 pm
"No."
The laughter started then, cold and almost hysterical. The choked giggles didn't last long, a few seconds at most. She sounded maddened, lost - utterly lost.
"There were these grooves in the ground and I followed them back to the house. It was daytime, and I was able to approach and so I did. There were flowers in my hair that had been put there by someone, I don't know."
Sasha felt drained. Incredibly drained.
"Every time I stepped into the shadows, or if I missed a spot of sunlight, the shadows pulled me back. I.. made it to the landing before I couldn't go any farther."
She paused. That sick, mental laughter bubbled up, but Sasha swallowed it back down.
"The next thing I remember, I was looking at myself, but I wasn't myself. I was a part of the house, and whoever had taken my body... they ran."
It sounded ******** mad, even to her own ears.
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