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Posted: Sun May 05, 2013 11:19 pm
It never had been that Kyran was getting to be more adventurous, more daring, or more curious to how the outside world was really like. No, if he had a choice in the matter, he would remain sealed away from the rest of it and watch as everything passed by, from the sidelines, if only it would perpetuate the one thing he wanted to see occur. Why did his sister's happiness have to be so difficult to keep a hold of? Why did he have to keep screwing it up, time after time?
Kyran had taken the day to scout the area, informing Kiara of what he was planning on doing during the early part of the afternoon. He never expected to really run into anything out here, his true motives being a mite less obvious. Kyran just wanted to build up his capabilities of being more than just a nuisance to his more knowledgeable sister, to actually lend aid where necessary, become something more than a constant burden.
With the transformation initiated by the arrival of a magically-infused star-shaped artifact, the differences between the twins' abilities to coexist in their environment was made sharply, more blatantly, obvious. Merely taking into consideration skill, the quality of being able to adapt to a more human physique, the two couldn't have been more different -- much like the vast difference each of them displayed in temperament. Perhaps it was the fact that the two of them had shared a star, or maybe it was the separation of who gained the physical to who gained the mental aspects of being human, but Kyran was far from passing as a normal child.
He violently stumbled, foot snagged on a barely-upraised patch of grass before him. Crouching to the ground, his walking stick tumbling to lie beside him, Kyran took the opportunity to catch an aggravated breath. His hands were throbbing from leaning so heavily on the gnarled staff for balance over such a distance of time, so he rested them across the metal braces along his boots to cool them off. The fall of night had quickly descended over the past half an hour, but while Kyran felt more comfortable in this particular setting, he was a bit worried he may have strayed too far out from his and his sister's home before coming to realize the time. His sense of direction was not impaired, not in the slightest, but Kiara's insistence that he was prone to messing up even the simplest directions poisoned his confidence in his own abilities. I'm never going to get used to walking... he hissed to himself, allowing the shiny darkrai's words to puncture through his thoughts in the silence of the night.
After a few more moments of quiet solitude, Kyran gradually began noting a worrisome facet of where he was located. His head slowly rose from its resting place on a knee, blue eye flashing in the dark as the realization hit -- he smelled smoke. It wasn't a strong scent and he wasn't picking up the radiating heat, so it was likely a controlled fire, but... "A campsite? Out here?" he rasped, shakily rising back to his feet and pressing most of his upper weight on the staff in hand. In all the time he and his sister had taken up residence in the area, Kyran had not once run across anyone that ventured into camping this far out. There had been plenty of wild pokémon in the area, sure, but...
He shook his head, stealthily attempting to maneuver himself nearer. The light grew in intensity through the shrouding of underbrush, and the soft glow reinforced the fact that it was not an out-of-control flame. This... this could be bad; very bad. His pace slowed as he leaned on the back of a tree near the small clearing, where it appeared a teenaged pokémon-turned-teenager was busy making sure everything in the campsite was in order. The brunette... really looked out of his element, but that only elevated the skepticism within the darkrai's mind. Did the frail-looking teddiursa belong with the humans, or was he another feral pokémon out on his own? It appeared it was the former observation, and for all intents and purposes, it was probably safer to assume the worst. While Kyran was not particularly afraid of others, he feared for the sanctity of his and his sister's obscurity. They were suppose to remain unknown, hidden, lest the humans decide to drive them off again -- or, worse yet, capture the two of them. They were not entirely welcome to linger around the Gaians, and over time, the feeling became mutual. He did not want to be hunted. So it was all Kyran could do to drive anyone away from gaining any ground on the cave the twins stayed in, to hit them with a nightmare that was capable of rending the knowledge free from their minds that the darkrai were anything but the product of fearful imagination.
...But Kyran was exhausted over his trek so far out. He slumped against the tree, shoulder scraping against the rough bark as he sat back down. The teen was still tending to the campsite, from the looks of it, but there was a good chance he was going to fall asleep soon. It was likely Kyran wouldn't even have to put him to sleep on his own despite the lack of hesitation he would have enacted to make it happen sooner, should there be a need. So, in the duration of the next few moments, he opted to take the time to catch his breath and observe curiously through the veil of foliage outcropping the clearing. Individuals were always much too unpredictable while awake, and he had no intention of engaging interaction while on this plane of existence. Or, really, at all... Time would be what had final say on whether he could pursue preference or need in this encounter.
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Posted: Mon May 06, 2013 12:28 am
Jayme's mind was abuzz with things after meeting Endymion, and he was moving about his little campsite getting the final touches all set up. The fire had taken longer than he cared to actually get started and he rattled the matchbox with some concern. It was awfully empty at this point and that was worrying. He didn't know how to bank a fire and he was suspecting getting it lit again the next evening might prove difficult. There was a shift from the fire and the matches were set back where he'd gotten them, the rolled sleeping bag was spread out so it was mostly in the tent. He didn't have a pillow and would make due without. So long as he had a place to lay down in the end. It was when he dug into his pack looking for the food he swore he'd packed and came up empty handed that he began to fret a moment. Finally though he just sighed. He'd gone longer than a few days without food. He just had to get through the night, and all the next day and he'd be back to the club where he could eat. A day and a half was nothing though it had been some time. Not realizing he had anyone around watching Jayme took off his shoes, and pulled out what he slept in. Endy had joked it was camouflage pajamas but really it was just a very long, dark colored shirt. Despite being alone, he still went into the tent to change, his dress was shucked and the cotton shirt pulled on before he came back out and laid his dress on a branch his shoes tucked away and he scanned the area in case he'd missed seeing anything edible. He hadn't. A long stick was grabbed and he poked at the fire before he settled at the mouth of the tent knees drawn up under the shirt and he sat there like that, one arm curled around his legs thoughtfully as he poked. There was so much on his mind and it left him feeling restless. That and with everything he'd talked about he wasn't looking forward to sleep. He always had bad dreams when that happened. Still at some point he'd have to sleep he knew. It didn't stop him from singing to himself softly, the words carrying in the air that was silent aside from the sounds of creatures in the forest, and the crackling of the fire. "At night I cry, but no one's by my side. My tears they go unheard, for I look for the words to ease my heart. For now I'll sing this prayer that somehow, some day, somewhere....I will turn around and find love standing there
This is for the lonely. This is for the lonely. We all live underneath the same blue sky. This is for the lonely ones tonight. I'll help you find a way, to hold on...."His voice was soft...not carrying very far, and yet would likely be heard by the visitor he didn't know he had. Before long, the stress of recent weeks, and of the day had hit Jayme, and he fell asleep not in his sleeping bag, but curled up in a bit of a ball atop it, close enough to the fire to feel it, but far enough away to not be burned. Of course, he was falling directly into a nightmare. It was inevitable with the days events and then going to sleep with an unhappily empty stomach. It brought back so many unpleasant memories of his time as a child on the streets. Alone. Cold. Hot. Hungry. Thirsty. Scared. Lonely. Sweet dreams would have been welcomed, but instead he was lost in the memories that were weaving with his worries and forming his nightmares...things worse than reality had been...or than his worries were. They'd taken on a life of their own while still being so spot on it was almost painful for the teen even as he slept, his brows furrowed in his sleep, emotions playing over his face, soft whimpers punctuating the air.... From the depths of his nightmares, he cried out in fear...in sorrow...and there a soft...broken "Don't leave me...I don't want to be all alone....please....mama...come back..." the first of his usual nightmares...the abandonment by his parents. (( The Song Used))
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Posted: Mon May 06, 2013 9:15 pm
The lack of mobile activity that Kyran was observing as he took the next few moments resting created less strain to hurry things along. Jayme was doing busy work, sure, but nothing that took a lot of energy to accomplish. This created more of a relaxed atmosphere, allowing the darkrai child ample space to regain his energy in a shorter period of time. Strange how watching the hyped up activity from another could cause an introvert exhaustion merely by being a spectator...
He didn't watch too closely, considering nothing Kyran was seeing lent him any further knowledge into the workings of the teenager's mind. All he saw were preparations being enacted for rest, and the boredom from viewing it caused Kyran to become slightly fidgety to do something he enjoyed to do more. In fact, he was just about to hit Jayme with a Hypnosis attack, tilting his upper body to peek around the tree still obscured by brush, when he jolted at the sound that emerged from the teddiursa's throat.
What was that?
It was rare that Kyran was in the vicinity of anyone that was happy, or even bordering on the emotion, and this instance didn't seem to be any different. Most people would sing when they were feeling more jovial, so his experience with that aspect of society was almost null. The birds never even seemed happy enough to do so near the twins' cave. He... honestly didn't know what to think of it, other than it was kind of strange. He didn't understand 'music,' and rarely understood the superficial, but he decided not to interrupt it regardless. He wasn't sure why he hesitated... because it sounded nice? That didn't make sense, though...
The confusion drove the darkrai into a more contemplative state, giving more time for Jayme to finish the tasks he set out to do before trying to sleep. Kyran didn't mind if he didn't have to send the teen into the dream realm himself, just as long as he got to have some entertainment when he metaphorically hacked into it. Once he realized the musical score had ceased, he peered back through the thick branches of the bush before him, only to discover that Jayme had already drifted off to sleep.
Kyran staggered to his feet, stepping past the outcropping foliage to get a better link-up with the camper, careful to make sure that Jayme actually was asleep and not just attempting it. Especially considering his feet kept getting stuck in the overcrowded branches, still without the proper control he wanted. It took some doing, but he managed to stumble into the clearing, straying toward the outer edge so that he could more easily escape should something go awry. As much as he wanted to believe otherwise, he was still no expert on the infiltration of dreams, especially when the target was more conscious of the dream-state than the average pokémon. Those stars that transformed the few chosen seemed to rewire cognitive abilities at times, even in their sleep...
As he situated himself to a more comfortable seat on the floor and set his walking stick down, his ears tuned in to the vocal whimpering, the shards of Jayme's pleading pointing to a nightmare already initiated. Kyran frowned, attempting to make out the slurred words, but in the end it really didn't matter if he could hear them clearly or not. An impish grin split across his face, realizing there was a lot less work he was going to have to do in order to make this an entertaining observation through the workings of this poké-teen's mind; he wasn't even going to have to twist an otherwise pleasant dream around to see what sort of fears hid within. "Now what are you so afraid of..?" he asked in almost a whisper.
Infiltration into an unguarded mind was a piece of cake, a welcome change to the effort it took to even get this far into the forest. He was quick to conceal his entrance, manipulating the space around him to cast a sort of blind spot to his hiding spot, as though stepping behind a one-way window. While there was no way he could have such ability in the real world, he knew where it was he currently resided and was able to bend real-world rules to support his own whims with little difficulty -- all he needed was the imagination in order to do so. Once an individual realized they were actually in a dream and were not currently, actually experiencing what happened therein, oftentimes even the dreamer could do the same. The only problem was that they usually woke up soon after... and Kyran would be booted back to that accursed physical plane along with them.
It was interesting to see the teddiursa so afraid of things that seemed to parallel his own personal fears. Instead of unnerving the darkrai child, however, it intrigued him, but this may have merely been because Kyran had seen abandonment nightmares before. What caused them was much more interesting, and other pokémon that dreamed of such a situation were merely exhibiting a phobia of the prospect. It seemed Jayme had legitimate experience...
There was an edge of a rare emotion clawing to breach surface, something similar to guilt, but Kyran didn't seem outwardly fazed by it, more interested in pressing deeper. Noting the shifting of the ethereal plane, he could tell this was along the outer areas of Jayme's fears. This was something he displayed more openly, but not something that was more piercing to the psyche. Fears with the sharpest claws were never easily verbalized, as though speaking them allowed assured that they would occur. He pulled at the scene, but stopped himself before he altered it to dig deeper; this was merely the beginning, so there was no need to rush. Kyran would discover what Jayme feared the most in due time, but he might not have to pull the puppet strings in order to unearth it.
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Posted: Mon May 06, 2013 10:45 pm
It was funny how Jayme doing the things he needed before settling for the night was creating a calming atmosphere since his brain was anything but calm. No, it was a whirling, buzzing thing at the moment that had him feeling out of sorts. He'd discussed several things that were sensitive topics with himself after all.
It wasn't so much that Jayme was happy...though a part of him was. He was melancholy really and it couldn't be helped. Oh sure he'd made a new friend, and had his first kiss...of sorts. He'd also been scared witless through a lot of that, sad, upset...so many negative things. It'd left him sort of drained emotionally, but singing was a way to lift his spirits, always had been. So, he sang to calm himself.
He'd started to drowse towards the end of his song, which was for the best. The next night sleep would likely be harder he knew, what with being hungry. Maybe in the light of day he could do a little looking in the vicinity, see if he could find anything edible growing. He knew most berries were okay to eat. He just hoped he didn't find one that would make him sick. Still...he'd chance it. But not at night when he could stumble and hurt himself.
A herd of thundering elephants could have paraded past and Jayme probably wouldn't have woken up he was so tired. Between the events of the day...and events back at the club recently...all the noises that came from Zevian's room just a few doors away thanks to whatever Ghede and he were up to...he was exhausted in so many different ways that the nocturnal noises in the surrounding bushes and trees did little more than help lull him into his much needed sleep. The sounds were comforting in their own way and even the insects surprisingly did not bother him in any real way. A nuisance perhaps at times but not frightening at least.
The whispered question fell upon sleep-deafened ears and perhaps for the best, who knew what the poke-teen would have answered in his sleep had he heard. As it was he was so lost in the nightmare of reliving when he was abandoned by his parents he didn't notice the new watchful presence.
It was true, his being abandoned and left alone was something he admitted to easily...after all how else could he explain why he was with Reese? From the loss of his parents...came the fear of once again being hungry, thirsty...cold... the hunger pangs in the nightmare were intensified by the ones his sleeping form was experiencing. The sharp churns of his stomach trying to find something within to digest else than the water it'd been given. His was not a happy stomach both in reality or within the dream world.
This nightmare didn't last long though, because though he'd known all these things while alone as a child, he'd managed to scrape by well enough, never going too long between meals, if scavenged food most of the time could be called that.
It shifted and faded away from him, into another. One of him up on stage with a bright light focused on him, a microphone in hand. From the perspective of the nightmare he was looking out at a room full of people who's faces he couldn't see, but he knew why he was there. He was about to sing for them.
Instead what came out of his mouth at first was nothing. He couldn't find his voice and it wasn't from stage fright. It was gone, he couldn't make a noise! Panic clawed at him as he tried to just speak...and once again nothing came from him, but his eyes widened. Especially as he felt his perspective shifting and of himself growing much large the sound of ripping fabric in his ears.
Then with horror he watched his reflection along a reflective surface at the back of the room and his petite Teddiursa frame gave way to a hulking Ursaring, and instead of the lilting tone that was meant to come out instead was a bestial roar.
Tears rolled down the sleeping teens cheeks at this. He was certainly terrified of changing again, the unknown eating away at him...and yet even this..this was not at the heart of his nightmares despite how deep it went with him.
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Posted: Sat May 11, 2013 11:49 pm
It hadn't occurred to the nightmare-born child that Jayme's constant busy work before sleep had been out of a need to distract himself from an otherwise anxiety-ridden mind, but once he had stepped within such confines, Kyran quickly discovered why it had been so simple of an infiltration in the first place. Seemed the teenager was quite the thinker, and such solitude amongst the scenery of trees and white noise only intensified what could be pushed to the back of the mind while in the presence of company. Kyran was all to familiar with such cause-and-reaction, which is why he tended towards distracting himself with the fears of others.
Jayme's own experiences, those that he was trying not to allow to rub him the wrong way, seemed to bubble to the surface so much easier now. Perhaps the teddiursa was not so used to being alone, as he was now. While the darkrai child could not exactly pull the more conscious memories to the surface without disrupting the nightmares as they unfolded and possibly alerting the dreamer to the observer in the shadows, he could gather a touch of the emotions that propagated the natural nightmare infestation. It was a tangled mess... this frail-looking teen really seemed to have a lot of problems that twisted his nerves. The singing the snooping child had heard earlier was much more plainly felt as a reaction to releasing some of Jayme's distressing anxiety than a feeling of content. Kyran grimaced at that, turning attention back to the scene transitions.
Such outer feelings, those that drove the nightmares on, spurred their realism, were felt by Kyran as though he were feeling it as well, but much more far off. It happened when his mind was linked to such an extent with another -- vague 'sympathy pains,' in a sense, but nothing that gave severe distinction. Much of what Kyran was able to decipher was caused by years of using his abilities, guessing what he was feeling and finding ways to determine whether he was correct in his assumptions or not, usually out of further observation in the physical realm. However, each pokémon was different, they all perceived the world in different ways, so it was an ongoing game to try to figure it out. Nothing he was too stringently focused on getting right, for he had never had cause to break into someone's dreams more than once, but a skill he tried to develop further nonetheless. Despite all that, hunger was a mutual feeling across all species. The pinching, burning feeling one would get when they went too long without food, made sharper with the passage of time... and judging from how well Kyran was able to catch onto the feeling, it had been quite some time since the teenager had last had a meal. Did he somehow not know how to forage for food, like any normal, wild pokémon? Was he one of those that the child had heard about, bred for in captivity? Or did he just forget how? Maybe he just hadn't been out here, in the woods, long enough to be able to gather food. Kyran's mind was swimming with curiosity, but none so strong as what he had originally came in here for from the beginning. Maybe they were even linked, but the stress of starvation was most likely a pressure point for how easily the nightmares were seeping in, twisting Jayme's dreams.
As the nightmares progressed fluidly from one to the next, Kyran started catching on to what linked them all together. He had been hazarding a guess that Jayme had experienced abandonment before, but as the mental trauma turned more to physical pain, transitioning with the age of the teddiursa, Kyran realized the nightmares were headed chronologically from when he had first came into contact with one of the jirachi's stars. Funny how that was, weren't those stars suppose to grant wishes, make things better for a pokémon in a sense? For Jayme, they seemed to have only made situations increasingly difficult, more scarring, as he inched closer to what the humans considered 'adulthood.' Did that mean the deepest of the brunette's fears was something that had surfaced much more recently, or was that all coincidence? The wicked smile that played across the shadowy apparition of a poké-child seemed to intensify; he seemed to be so mentally distanced from others that he couldn't see them as anything other than a means to scavenger hunting, to see if theories would play out as predicted.
The stage scene confused Kyran at first. He didn't understand performance, let alone what Jayme was suppose to be doing up there. There was the hint that it was something he was suppose to do, but didn't quite grasp at the fact that it wasn't stage fright, either; he was just baffled. He leaned in to try to get a closer look, as though in doing so he would be able to pinpoint what about it was so terrifying to the teen, but the scene quickly shifted to another fear among the same scenery. Kyran was not aware that the singing he had heard earlier was used for the entertainment of the staring eyes in the crowd, unable to place two-and-two together, and didn't quite understand that silence in such an occupied space was out of the ordinary. He could, however, understand the fear of evolution despite being unable to experience what it was like personally. Well well, that would certainly be a change... he smirked to himself, rocking back, seated on an invisible ethereal cloud, Though I'm fairly certain that it wouldn't be so drastic, with such a small body type. Humans didn't seem to undergo such extreme changes when they grew, and as much as he was loathe to admit it... they now appeared more human than pokémon in physical structuring.
The shifting atmosphere around the dream state indicated that Jayme was getting more and more scared of the dreams that were barraging his mind, giving Kyran reason to assume they were getting closer to the heart of the teddiursa's more inner fears. He was unaware of the physical reactions the petite-framed Jayme was displaying against that which he did not want to see. Shifting around as the scene transitioned further, deeper, the mischievous child tried to get a better view of what was to come next. If he had to dig in himself, he wasn't about to hesitate.
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Posted: Sun May 12, 2013 10:32 pm
Of course with Kyran not being used to being around people in a waking state, to see someone busying themselves to keep themselves busy and their minds occupied it wouldn't be seen as a way to distract themselves, but perhaps more of a 'Oh they just need to do that' sort of thing. It was true, Jayme's mind tended to run away on him and jump from one conclusion to the next, and even linger on doubts and worries, clinging to them like a well worn stuffed animal. Not that they brought comfort, it was just how he felt at times the way he had a hard time of letting go of things especially the negative. It was one of, if not the biggest flaw the teen had.
It was true this level of alone hadn't happened since he was abandoned. Ever since being found by Reese, he'd always been around others even if it was with a door and walls between them. He could still hear night time noises of people breathing, of snores, of tossing and turning and radios playing. It hadn't ever been truly silent, or even 'alone' feeling like this. This...was solitude pure and simple. Something the teen did need, but wasn't adapting well to at all this night.
Jayme would have perhaps found some sort of comfort in the notion that Kyran wasn't known for breaking into dreams more than once. At least usually. One never knew when a well walked path might be deviated from for a time just to experience something new after all.
His stomach both in reality and within his dreams twisted and rumbled an acidic feeling rising up in his throat, though he swallowed it down in his sleep, an uneasy sigh coming from him as he twisted about in his sleeping bag trying to find some measure of comfort in how he was sleeping and after a few seconds of this resettling with a deep breath akin to a sigh coming from him as he did. At least he was settled a little more peacefully for the moment externally. Internally, was a whole separate issue.
It was true, most would have seen the stars as some sort of boon, a blessing in disguise but he...had never been terribly thrilled by the changes forced upon him. About the things that had been thrown at him over his life. The abandonment, the pain, the sadness...if he could turn back time, he'd have done things differently, would have stayed as he was, and never known all he did now. Of course he wouldn't have learned to sing, and he did love to do that...and his friends...especially Endy...
Briefly Endy's face filled his head, nightmares easing back a smidge and there was a feeling of content that flowed through him. Endy was so nice.....so sweet. A smile crossed the sleeping teen's face as he shifted a little and his brain was off and zinging onto the next train of thought, Endy fading away from him and he was back at the club a very, very angry Mawile in his face, a hand raising...and he yelped out loud as that hand connected in his nightmares.
Zevian scared the socks off him! The Mawile teen was always SO angry with him, SO mean and Jayme had never been anything but nice, so he didn't understand it. It completely baffled him as to why the other hated him so much. Didn't understand the concept of jealousy over well, which was what Zev's issues stemmed from in the end.
As he stood on that stage as an Ursaring, having torn through his dress and left standing there bared for the world to see, that deep growling voice instead of the one he was used to hearing coming from him, he had Zevian standing there laughing and pointing and calling names. A ripple of laughter filled the audience and calls of 'Get the freak off the stage!' and 'Call animal control!' amidst the shrieks of laughter and pointed washed over him and he hid his face in his hands and ran off the stage humiliated beyond all belief.
As he ran he encountered Reese, who sneered at him...and suddenly the big hulking form of Jayme had reverted back to his usual one. His clothing was fixed...and there was utter silence all around them. Jayme's heart pounded in fear as he realized how alone they were. Where was Urban? Or Ghede? Or even Zevian at this point?! Why...why were they alone?
Why was it so dark?
He flinched as Reese reached out to him, fingers cupping his cheek. He turned away and Reese reached for him, one strong hand wrapping around his wrists and holding them tight above the teens head as he pressed closer, lips against one furry ear.
'Finally...you're all mine...and no one to stop me.' the menace in those words filled Jayme with such icy fear! Tears pricked at his eyes in both reality and dream and he cried out then tossing and turning. "No...don't do that Reese...please..." the pleas were soft, breathless. A choked sob coming from him.
In his nightmares Reese didn't heed his plea and merely pulled the teen towards him who reacted and stomped a foot down on the others causing the man who wasn't much older than him and had been kissing him to let him go a moment, only to drag Jayme close, fingers tightening around a wrist and squeezing hard, a twist...and Jayme was crying out in pain feeling something snap. 'I swear, I'll break every bone in your body to keep you from fighting me!' a hand was raised, and swung and connected with his face, sending him sprawling with a sob.
While most of this hadn't ever happened, the intent from Reese most of the time was clear. He wanted Jayme. He was also growing increasingly violent. As the technicolor bruises on his arms attested to. Some much darker...recent...and other faded sicklier colors. Reese dominated Jayme's nightmares, and the teen sobbed away in his sleep, begging for him to stop. Begging for someone to please help him.
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 9:35 pm
There were numerous flaws in the way Kyran perceived that which he came into contact with in the outside world. Truth be told, he had almost zero social contact on the physical plane, the only other individual he'd ever met while awake being his own sister. As soon as he ever came into contact with another, Kyran always hit them with a Hypnosis attack, hiding amongst the broken and scattered shards of an unconscious mind. Rarely did individuals recognize or act in the same manner they did while awake. So while the darkrai child was capable of adapting his understanding in such a state of mind, he was less-than-accurate when it came to conscious thought. He barely understood Kiara, despite trying everything in his power to please her... and failing.
He just didn't understand.
The frustration quickly compiled, adding layers upon layers over time. The stress of this lack of communication, despite not craving it from another source, held the irritants more steadfast, and the more recent body mutation only proved to be icing on the cake. The more he had the solitude to think about it all, the more discontent he became. Such reaction was associated with many a stupid stunt, and even Kyran was not immune to the side effects.
As much as he was enjoying the show that was played out before him, he still could not shake the restlessness, the impatience, spurred on by curiosity. There was so much information hidden in this one teenager's frightened mind, so many things Jayme was afraid of that was born from very realistic consequences instead of the imagined... All the input kept raising more and more questions in the socially inept child's own mind. He couldn't comprehend the various aspects of life in the city, but there were always vague notions he was quick to see parallels in.
A more blissful thought seemed to spark across Jayme's mind, catching Kyran off-guard. Seemed the teddiursa was more of a fighter than he thought, even when caught in so many snags of a darker sort. It was almost unnerving, considering the darkrai wasn't used to being present in the face of happiness, even bleak hope, and wasn't too sure he liked it. Maybe it was just his own anticipation to get to the 'next scene' or not, but he was almost tempted to intervene when Endymion's image appeared. Annoying disruption...
He twitched a claw, but hadn't the need to move any further before Zevian burst onto the scene. Kyran literally breathed a sigh of relief. Regardless, he frowned at the scene, but found it to be bordering on the bizarre; seemed the teen knew quite the drastic range of demeanors.
Relief quickly turned more sour when he could feel the confusion intermingled with Jayme's fear over the encounter. He doesn't know why there's so much rage all the time... Kyran was able to gather that well enough, but the realization gave him a prickly sensation down his spine. It was too similar to how things were with Kiara, despite the adverse reaction Jayme offered to the anger-stricken one, not trying to satisfy but trying to escape instead. Kyran withdrew his observation for the moment before the disconnected name-calling arose, unwilling to be reminded of something so close to home at the present.
It didn't take long for the child to feel the presence of a cold, sharp, sick feeling in Jayme's mind. If he wasn't at the heart of all that the teddiursa feared now, he was skimming the core. Once more, Kyran's own worries and fears were superseded by those of the teenager, and the darkrai's more irrational behavior returned. Maybe it was a response to that which Kyran was running away from, but he honestly didn't care to think too hard on the matter. It wasn't about the child, and it never was.
His intrigue was stoked, despite his lack of a grasp on what exactly was going on. The first thought that cropped up in the darkrai's mind was that maybe the fear that was emanating off of Jayme in reaction to seeing Reese was a fear of humans in general. Kyran shook his head lightly, knowing that the darkrai had merely been pulling from what he knew of the humans himself -- next to nothing. No, with everything that was swirling in Jayme's mind in his dreams, his nightmares, the teddiursa was a member of the humans' society. The teenager understood what they did, how they worked...
... and what they were capable of. That was it!
Jayme was still pretty good at fighting it, all things considered. Despite the helplessness that was obviously being felt in this imagined scenario, Jayme still had the upper hand. He was pushing away, his mind keeping tabs and making sure nothing actually happened that Jayme couldn't face. It often happened when Kyran dug himself in deep, through the layers of terror in another's mind, when they had so many hidden things to fear, that they didn't want to face.
Due to this, Kyran could see that he was not likely to get very many answers if he left things to their own devices. At the heart of a nightmare, there was a limited amount of time before the dreamer awoke, whether it was willed that way or it was because of something too shocking. Or death, but that wasn't so obvious the case here. Unless Reese was holding out a hidden knife or something. He couldn't fathom it, why didn't the teen just fight back? Why plead like that?
It was then that the darkrai released his hold on his own actions. With a light smirk, he attempted to lock Jayme's ability to move, to paralyze the teen, if only for a moment or two. It was possible that this may only shorten the nightmare, and Kyran had very limited experience in extending a nightmare successfully: he was in their mind, which could ultimately veto his own capabilities of control, but only if they realized they could. In some cases, fright could work its way into becoming a fail-safe power switch and jolt the dreamer awake. In other cases, it could lead to more answers.
What are you so afraid of? he repeated, peering around. Kyran was quite oblivious to the implications of the encounter Jayme thought he was experiencing. He just didn't get it. He never thought of humans as anything similar to pokémon, and refused to make the correlation. Jayme's cries for help were falling on deaf ears in the face of inquisitive perplexity.
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Posted: Mon May 27, 2013 10:01 pm
That Kyran reacted the way he did when confronted with another individual, wouldn't have been held against him by Jayme. He'd have equated it with how his new friend Endy could come across as sort of gruff and tough and stuff, when really he was putting on a mask to keep himself safe. Jayme could understand those motives and wouldn't blame the Darkrai child in the slightest.
If Jayme had been aware he was being so entertaining to the boy, he might have given a sort of tremulous smile, and a timid 'That's good...I think?' uttered. Entertaining was good, but at his own expense like this, probably not so much. So it was likely quite a good thing he wasn't aware of the goings on just then. That his fears were based on knowledge on past events, or on an uncertain future...or even current happenings, none of them being a rather irrational fear of say the monster in the closet wasn't much of a comfort to Jayme. He would have likely preferred being afraid of a figment than reality.
Endy was definitely a bright spot to Jayme, even if he was a very new addition in that sort of respect, but it was likely that Endy was the best thing to happen to him in a long while. Oh sure he liked Urban just fine, but things he said and did either confused him, or left him embarrassed. Endy left him feeling warm and fuzzy as first crushes (even when one didn't know what one was) were want to do.
Jayme had seen so much in his life. Happiness, sadness, fear, hunger, thirst, cold, hot, confusion, embarrassment... and most since he'd become a poke-child. It was strange the amount of emotions a humanesque form could hold. He had been used to simple feelings and emotions before he'd found that star. Hot. Cold. Tired. Thirsty. Hungry. There were a few others, but nothing as complex as the things he'd felt since he'd changed.
It was something, the parallels in parts of their lives. Kyran with his sister Kiara...and Jayme with Zevian. Anger that stemmed from seemingly no where. The confusion as to why....and the lack of knowledge on how to handle it, and to soothe irritated nerves. Like Kyran and his getting away...Jayme tried to keep a low profile, and to retreat as quickly as possible when it became a necessity. Such as this camping trip. He'd definitely needed to be far away from the club, Zev, and Reese!
Oh yes, Jayme was well aware of what humans were capable of. Of what Reese was capable of should the man get his way. He was taller than Jayme, and stronger. It didn't take much to over power the teen really.
He was still pleading away with Reese, when Kyran pulled his dirty little trick and the Reese in his nightmares gripped his wrists in one strong hand and pinned him tightly to the wall keeping him unable to move as a hand trailed up the dress being worn till it was up about his waist a bit, Jayme still mostly being covered, and yet...not.
Jayme's eyes closed as tears dripped down his cheeks as Reese's hand began to fondle him, the hand about his wrists closing tight enough to leave bruises later he knew.
He shuddered as Reese pressed closer and growled against his ears. "You're mine Jayme, don't you ever forget it. I'm the one who found you. I'm the one who rescued you and took you in. I'm the one who can kick you back out if you don't stop fighting me, and give me your body. You're not good enough for anyone else. You're nothing but unwanted trash to anyone but me, and if you fight me anymore you'll find your worthless a** back out on the streets. No home. No food. No one. Urban isn't your friend, he's just pretending. You'll be back where you were when I found you. You don't want that do you?"
The words cut into Jayme, and his helplessness deepened, felt like a deep pit he was falling into out of control, and he wept harder as he stopped fighting. It was true...it was all true...Reese said it enough so it had to be true...he was worthless, but it still frightened him the way Reese behaved towards him. He didn't see Reese in this way. Suddenly he found himself in Reese's room, thrown on his bed, and he panicked, a scream of terror welling up in his throat to be let loose when a strong hand silenced him by striking him across the face and stunning him.
"Oh no you don't. You're mine remember? I'm going to do what I've wanted to do to you for years, and you're going to let me. Or I'll throw you out, with nothing not even the clothes on your back. Now...be a good boy, and take that dress off. Now."
He was stunned still from the hit and when he didn't move fast enough for Reese, he did it for him, yanking the dress and tearing part of it, bringing a sob to Jayme. He was powerless to fight, and didn't. Reese was the only one who wanted him in any way after all...why fight it?
The remnants of dress were shakingly pulled away as Reese closed in, and blocked out all light as he pinned Jayme to the bed....
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
The scream tore through the silent forest as he bolted upright, sobbing hard as he did so. Shaking arms curled around his knees and held tightly as he rocked back and forth face pressing against the tops of his knees. "Just a nightmare...just a nightmare...he didn't really...not yet...but he will...but not this time..." the words were disconnected between his sobs as he tried to calm himself.
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Posted: Mon Jun 10, 2013 1:53 pm
While Kyran's motives were made to mar the nightmare in a way that could show him -- or even merely hint at -- what Jayme was so terrified of from this lowly human, he really hadn't expected his block on the teddiursa's recognition of movement to go so... was 'well' the correct term here? It didn't seem as though the teenager was aware that the sudden inability to scurry out of this man, Reese's, grasp was anything out of the ordinary. Was he usually this terrified of a single person? Just this particular one, maybe? For a moment, it almost seemed silly for Jayme to be so horror-struck over the actions of a single man when, compared to pokémon, usually could hardly defend themselves very deftly at all.
He had been pulling these skimming thoughts from his own mind only by observation, however, as he could tell that Reese's grip on the small frame of the poké-teenager was violent enough to leave bruising. He admitted that it would have been amusing if Jayme actually kicked the man... but Kyran's momentary paralysis still seemed to be taking effect, Jayme not yet having shaken it off. Or maybe he was still just that scared... and judging from how near the central hub of fear they were, the young intruder wouldn't have been surprised.
Maybe it was because Kyran didn't tend to trespass on the mind of a misplaced human within the forest his home neighbored that he was not privy to the kinds of acts that Jayme feared would happen to himself. He could understand the concept of not wanting to be touched by someone you didn't like, or even that you did, but he could tell that that was only grazing the problem at hand here -- that didn't tend to petrify a person, after all.
Funneling the voices spoken so that he could hear them without having to be so close, he took note of the malice Reese's words held, verbalizing Jayme's fears more pointedly. Ah... it was beginning to click for the nosy child, the pieces falling into place as to why Jayme couldn't fight back, even if he had the fighting capabilities to do so, You're just a slave to this human. Despite Kyran's innate need to keep his emotional distance from those he infiltrated, the information he was unearthing just... didn't sit right with him.
"You are living a lie."
The darkrai slowly drifted backward; his vocalized words seemed harsh, but he understood well enough. A single, deeply-ingrained fear had cultivated the spiderwebbing of many offshooting roots, mostly paranoid trepidation through the twistings of Reese's statements but all very realistic nonetheless. He was able to comprehend the logical apprehension, the connections made out of dismay and years of abuse, even though the actions enacted still eluded him.
The thing was that, as a legendary pokémon, Kyran had initially been completely genderless. It wasn't until his exposure to the star gifted by an unseen jirachi did Kyran have the option of identifying more with one gender than the other, and it didn't seem to have been a choice that he had consciously made, but more the role that seemed to suit him, according to the discovered star. Due to this, any sort of open affection, good or bad, was made alien two-fold: he hadn't experienced any of it growing up, as a stowaway of existence, so the knowledge was absent in the files of his own mind. In this sense, he really was much like a young child, only privy to the vaguest in a platonic sense. Anything further than that was quite foreign to the darkrai.
And, to be honest, quite frightening. The dark apparition of a child had absolutely no clue what was going on, as the nightmare took on another turn, added another layer. He could gather that whatever scarred Jayme's psyche so deeply in this respect, amongst all his many outlying fears, was something that was bad. Regardless of the redundant 'why's' that kept cropping up, he was fairly certain he most likely didn't really want to know. It was only at this point in time that Kyran began suspecting that his own curiosity really had clouded his judgment...
He hadn't much time to dwell on that realization before Jayme abruptly shifted his mental state to the conscious realm. Kyran jolted from his seat on the ground, in the clearing but towards the outer edge, as his own consciousness was flung back from its meditative state. Disoriented, he stared at Jayme's huddled form, attention perking to the words the teen was trying to tell himself between the terrified, choked sobs.
Before he gave his mind any chance to feel sympathy, his self-preservation instincts shot through him, causing him to flinch. He was out in the open. Without thinking, he hastily shifted his weight to the walking staff tightly clutched between his hands and tried to pry himself upright. His faulty reaction time and disoriented state of mind caused him to slip, falling backward into the outcropping of bushes along the clearing's outer edge. Hissing, he quickly scooted back to hide his form more completely. Maybe he didn't notice... the child hoped, now awake with adrenaline kick to the chest. His hands slipped to the braces on his boots, attempting to tighten them further in a panic, I don't think he saw me in his dream... I'm pretty sure he didn't...
...But Kyran couldn't be absolutely sure. The darkrai wasn't suppose to exist in this world, to the inhabitants that dwelled within it. Had he just blown his cover? Did he just endanger not only himself, but his sister as well?
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Posted: Thu Jun 13, 2013 3:44 pm
As far as Jayme was concerned as he huddled there sobbing not so silently was that the nightmare hadn't ended soon enough for his comfort. It had left him shaken to the core of his being and he shivered even as he wrapped tighter in his sleeping bag. The fire had been reduced to embers and he'd reached for a small stick to try poking it awake again hoping the warmth would chase away the ice, and the light the demons that seemed to be circling around him. That sound!
What was it? His free hand rose to his mouth as a whimper threatened to escape and he clapped his hand tightly to block the noise, muffled whimpers of terror coming from him. He's found me...I need to get away!Jayme was an explosion of action as he leapt to his feet suddenly, stumbling and nearly stepping on the hot embers of the fire pit. He wasn't thinking coherently still trying to fling his nightmare away as he was, but he took off suddenly, not even being quiet a sob of terror torn from him as he crashed through the brush and trees, clothing catching and ripping, branches whipping him across the face more than once. One cutting and causing him to bleed much as he had earlier in the day. It was when his foot caught an exposed tree root that he stopped, and only because instead he'd gone flying and landed heavily on the ground as he slid to a stop still sobbing, bringing his hand to his mouth to bite it and quiet the noises he was making. Which way had he come from? He couldn't tell it was so dark. Maybe Reese wouldn't find him now! He carefully got onto his hands and knees and pulled himself up, biting back a cry of pain at a sharp pain in his ankle from the fall. His palms stung and he was sure he'd managed to scrape them up. Still, ignoring this he tried to continue on, a sturdy branch grabbed and used as a cane so he could continue hobbling, working his way deeper into the forest. Or at least to where he thought deeper was only to moments later feel himself falling, rolling head over heels and coming to a face down landing at the base of a slope he hadn't seen. Jayme lay there silently, body heaving with every breath he took trying to focus but he didn't move, didn't have it in him to move anymore. So he lay there listening...panic growing.
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 12:26 am
The shadow-skinned child, as he watched Jayme's reactions escalate to a peak level, quickly began realizing that his own harbored nervousness was unfounded. It was out of instinct that Kyran insisted he keep himself from view, that everyone was out to lock him up, pokémon or not... but considering the circumstances of the current predicament, of Jayme's mindset after such an emotionally jarring rest, it should have been obvious that the teddiursa was blind to all but the nightmare most freshly cut into his psyche.
The hands around the straps on his boots loosened their grip as the child watched, cautiously, the actions that the teen retaliated to the unknown noises with. The more panicked Jayme seemed to get, the less tense Kyran felt -- it meant that the brunette was too shaken to investigate what had caused it. However, it also seemed that he assumed that it was who had harmed him, which... in a way, was true, but not entirely how he was picturing it to have been. Kyran was not Reese, after all, and he had not been controlling what the image of Reese had done.
The boy flinched as the teen jumped to his feet, momentarily considering that he may have read what Jayme was capable of accomplishing on fear-driven adrenaline. That is, until Jayme tore off in the opposite direction... Kyran sat, slightly bewildered for a brief interim. When it was obvious that Jayme wasn't coming back anytime soon, the darkrai hissed an irritated sigh. I could just walk away right now, without any repercussions... he grumbled to himself, It would be the easiest course of action. This isn't my problem. This isn't. My. Problem.
Damn the guilt. He had always had that much humanity, at the very least, even as a pokémon.
He eased himself upright, slowly as he made sure that the encampment was deserted. His nerves were on full alert, twitching to the slightest sound that caught hold of his tapered ears. There wasn't a soul around, and he had a difficult time keeping such a notion in the front of his mind; he wrote it off as an effect of being yanked so forcibly from the confines of a deeply-scarring night terror. It wasn't often that the child found opportunity to do that, in years previous.
Kyran's steps were slow, much slower than he would have preferred. Jayme was easy enough to track, as the teenaged poké-human didn't seem to have the knowledge to conceal a trail, but the speed at which he had taken off was far above what Kyran was currently capable of. With a glower, the child grabbed at a piece of fabric that had torn with the grabbing hands of the stiff, low branches. The snags the terrified runaway had gotten himself in to helped to bridge the gap that much quicker, but it still couldn't have been faster than fifteen minutes before the darkrai-child caught wind that Jayme was nearby.
The forest, especially this far into the belly of it, was much darker than the point at which Jayme had escaped from. Here, the foliage was much thicker, and the trees congregated enough to help blot out the sky more completely. It was exactly why Kyran was not worried that he may run into someone else the further he crept along the broken trail, eye giving off a dim blue glow in the encompassing darkness. He peered down the slope that Jayme had fallen victim to, giving a light sigh; what exactly had he gotten himself in to, and how was he going to get himself out?
The child was highly adverse to attempting the sharp drop himself, remaining perched at the top. "That was not the most... intelligent thing you could have done," he nearly scoffed in the darkness, hoping it would merely alert the teen to the fact he was there instead of frightening him further. That's all he would have needed, to go chasing after the teen again... Then again, he wasn't privy to the fact that Jayme had been injured further than the short tumble that caused the stance on the ground floor, either. He knew that such impact to the lungs could leave one paralyzed, though, and frowned at the thought, "...You alright down there?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 1:00 am
Oh if only Jayme had known he was just the victim of an over active curiosity he probably would have relaxed and laughed with relief. Instead of knowing it was just the seeking of knowledge that had left him so utterly panicked, he was just that, and fleeing as fast as his muddled mind would allow him.
There was no way Jayme would investigate those noises! Oh no. He wasn't that brave and his brain and body told him Reese. So why go looking for trouble when running was the smarter option to him at this point even though it really wasn't. At least it showed the teen had some self preservation instincts even if over the years he'd been bullied and mentally beaten to the point of forgetting he knew any moves or techniques that could have aided him at any point. Oh no, had to have him weak, pliable, and brain washed.
Kyran could have walked away right then, and Jayme would have gone on laying right there for the night most likely, unmoving save for those shuddered sobs of fear he tried to keep quiet and then waited, hoping...for daybreak so he could slowly make his way back to a hopefully deserted camp, pack up...and move elsewhere for the next day and night. That he didn't made all the difference.
Jayme's clothing was more or less ruined at this point with as many snags he'd hit, the tears and deeply embedded stains... there was no salvaging these at the end of this trip that was for sure.
Jayme didn't know how long he lay there feeling various things crawling over him. Bugs he could tell, possibly a spider or two. He wasn't sure really, and he really didn't care. These sort of things didn't bother him anyhow, and less so now. He was listening intently to his surroundings despite being too winded to move, too worried about having possibly broken something in that fall to attempt to move.
There was a sharp gasp of surprise mingled with fear from the prone teen but he calmed after a few moments seemingly realizing it wasn't the voice belonging to his biggest fear. Still it caused him to inhale sharply, trying to still his still racing terror. "Had to get away...he's after me...can't let him find me...can't..." the fear in his voice was prevalent, there was no denying the Teddiursa was beyond frightened.
However at being questioned on his state of being he held the breath he'd just sucked in, and tried to evaluate himself. Mentally okay? Nope an utter wreck. Emotionally? Falling apart at the seams thanks. Physically? He slowly sat up wincing as he did the held breath let out in a whoosh of pain. Something hurt. He'd come back to that. Toes? Wiggling...hands moveable...arms...one was sore and felt wet. Had he scratched it? Probably..face? Stinging and stuff clung to it, leaves and other bits from the tumble. Legs? operable...though one felt sort of numb. End result? Mostly okay. "I think so...I tripped on a root..and then fell down a slope somewhere."
There was a touch of pain to the teens voice as he continued to sit there, realizing his side hurt and he felt around the ground where he'd been laying and felt some dead wood. He'd probably bruised his ribs. As he felt the ground for something to pull himself up with he turned towards the voice, barely making out the glowing blue eye peering down at him and he swallowed hard, brushing a hand through his hair, a few twigs and leaves falling from it as he did so, voice trembling as he spoke again.
"W...who are you?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 2:07 am
While Kyran may have been oblivious to the particular apex of fear that Jayme had been, was currently, experiencing, he wasn't ignorant of the fact that the teen was terrified enough to act on impulse. That much was apparent, by this point, even if it was hazy as to how far lost in that terror he was. At least, from an outsider's perspective, it was. Before Jayme even opened his mouth to respond, the fear laced in the air was almost tangible despite the tremors running through the teddiursa's body having ceased in the time it took the child to locate him.
He tilted his head slightly as a response emerged from the deafening silence. The child still had to strain to hear Jayme's words in the still night air, likely due to the angle and positioning, unless Jayme really had been mumbling. His eye seemed to flicker in the dark, his gaze easing away as Kyran was able to pick out the fragmented sentence, Ah, right. Not okay. That... should have been obvious. The pale-haired child had just been witness to the mental breakdown, or more specifically. the cause...
Kyran may have been able to figure out Jayme's mental state easy enough, but the teen's physical state was a different story. The child questioned whether Jayme would be of sound mind enough to formulate a proper reply as he watched the battered boy check himself over. He was responsive to what Kyran was saying, that much was positive. He also didn't seem to be afraid of the child, as disembodied of a voice as he may have been in the pitch darkness of the night. Then again, Kyran was unsure how perceptive Jayme was capable of being at the present. The living were such fascinating subjects to observe, the thought couldn't help but burrow its way into his mind.
As Jayme tested his limbs for injury, Kyran disregarded his doubt that the teenager could, in fact, answer the posed question. He caught the flinches, and when the injured arm was pulled into view, caught the briefest hint of blood on the air. He wasn't sure if it was because Jayme was unaware of the injuries or if he was just trying to sound tough, with the brief reply that was offered. He frowned, eye only narrowing the slightest bit in skepticism, but he didn't want to pry. Honestly, if Jayme was physically well off enough, Kyran would prefer to high-tail it as soon as was possible. "Can you walk?" he asked, words carefully pointed. He didn't want to get any closer in proximity than he already was; he was uncomfortable enough.
"It doesn't matter who I am," he replied curtly. He didn't like that question. While he wasn't sure how to answer it aside from what little he had offered, he also didn't want to reveal too much. As it was, Kyran was still unsure if Jayme recognized him from his darkened dreams. The child couldn't remember off-hand whether he had been seen, whether he had been heard, or whether Jayme had been able to touch base with either; he had been too caught up in the task of digging further into the receptacles of Jayme's mind to confirm or deny. Instead, he brushed the question off, twisting the answer into another that had potential to become the stand-in. "There's nobody else here," the darkrai-child stated with a dismissive wave. There was no Reese.
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Posted: Mon Jun 24, 2013 10:48 pm
If Jayme had realized that the very air around him had a mix of a bitter and sour taste and smell from his fear he wouldn't have been surprised. His stomach felt like it was being boiled in something bitter and sour tasting. It was a wonder the teen hadn't developed several medical issues from his stress!
There was no mumbling but it was hard to project his voice at this point, so winded was he from the run and the tumbles he'd taken, as well as the slight pain he was in. Still at least he was able to speak at all at this point.
Slowly he pushed himself up, a gasp of pain as he tried to straighten his injured arm pressing to his equally injured side and pressing into it trying to coddle the sore spot. "Oh...that hurts..." words moaned softly as his vision dimmed slightly and his head swam but he shook it off, and carefully made his way to the base of the slope. He thought. It was so dark... "I can walk yes. If I'm careful. I'm a little dizzy and my side hurts worse than I realized." hopefully no more than a bruised rib.
The curt reply...it made him wince a little as he recoiled from the tone. He hadn't meant to make whoever was up there angry with him! "I...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to make you upset...please don't be mad...." it was easy to see this teen was a very submissive sort of individual. It didn't take much to make him behave that way.
The dismissive tone did little to alleviate Jayme's worries...until he said he was alone...and then he relaxed a little and began the torturous act of climbing up the slope. More than once he slid down it again...some times further than others. He finally after almost five minutes of effort got to the top, teeth clenched together and he laid there on his stomach panting as tears of pain trickled to the dirt. "C...can you show me...which way...I need to go?" the words panted out around the pain as he forced himself up with another wince his side in worse pain.
Part of his shirt was ripped off further than it already was and he wrapped it around the cut on his arm, teeth used to secure the knot. Hopefully that portion of the shirt had been clean. He looked pale, eyes dilated from the dark and the pain, but he waited for some confirmation of which way to go. "I'm really sorry if my running through the woods like I did bothered you. I didn't mean to be a bother to anyone." he totally thought he'd bothered another camper!
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Posted: Tue Jul 02, 2013 11:34 pm
If there was one thing Kyran could say that he was decent at, it was his observational skills. He hardly shifted position as he watched Jayme's movements, and the silence of this particular area of the forest assured a lack of environmental distraction. He saw the teen flinch in pain, mentally cursing that he would probably need to help out if he were to make sure the teddiursa made it back to camp. It was one thing to terrify a person, but it was another to leave them stranded in unknown territory while hardly able to move.
Jayme's response was a little less than convincing, but at least the teenager had managed to move in the correct direction to the foot of the slope he had so precariously tumbled down. "That was a nasty fall you took," Kyran commended dryly.
However, the teddiursa's recoiling behavior at Kyran's response to who he was only managed to stir confusion in the child in return. "Mad?" he parroted, his voice growing softer at the unexpected expression of fear, "I'm not upset. What gave you that idea?" He hadn't realized his tone of voice, unwavering and cold from his lack of social interaction, could inspire an adverse impression to those he made contact with. His words were too lacking in emotion that when even the most subtle traces were heard, they were likely heard with more intensity. Of course, it helped that Jayme was already receptive to even the smallest hints of negative temperament, especially at present...
While the thought briefly crossed the darkrai's mind to help the teen climb up the sharp decline, the fact that Jayme hadn't requested the aid despite alluding to the pain he was in caught Kyran's curiosity once more. Wasn't he only causing himself more unnecessary injury by doing that? Was willpower really that strong in the teen? The latter was unlikely, considering what Kyran had been witness to while present in the other's nightmares. Did he just not like asking for help? That was fine by the dark-type child point of view, but the darkrai was beginning to question whether he should really be so obsessed with his own level of secrecy, at least anymore. Jayme was in contact with humans on a regular basis, but... would he really rat Kyran out, if he knew? Frowning, he decided not to take the chance. Even if he did end up helping Jayme back, he could stick to the shadows while doing so, and make it back before Jayme's eyes adjusted to the darkness. The forest was under a thick cloak of shade tonight, though, so it was possible they hadn't even the need to move quickly to accomplish the feat.
He couldn't help but be amused by Jayme's stubbornness. It was enough for the child to switch the hand that held his staff to grab the teen's arm with his own unclawed hand, offering to help pull the teddiursa back to his feet without forcing the issue after Jayme had wrapped the other arm. Sure, he was almost a good foot shorter, but that may not have been immediately evident. "You sure do apologize too much..." he commented. Why did Jayme keep doing that, and to Kyran of all people? A total stranger? It was a rather foreign concept, considering Jayme hadn't actually done anything to warrant the need to do so. Shaking his head, a bit amused, he answered the posed question with a statement, "Your camp is back this way. Come on." Ugh, what had he gotten himself in to?
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