With all my fury, every inch of pain
This violent anger, tearing us away
Hate, destruction, human consumption
Creates division, blinded in vision...


You're telling me you actually care that my German grade was an F? Yeah, I know, my first F in my life. But in German? So the f*ck what? This is my third time re-doing this course. (So why do I have an F? Well, I do good on the tests, but I hardly ever work in that class because... 3 times over, I'm bored. So, my progress made me get an F.)

I got good grades in every other class (the ones that actually matter). I'm not going to be taking German again, because chances are, when the 2 years of foreign language actually counts, I'll only have the option of Spanish and French.
And I'll most likely forget most of what I learned by the time I get out of college. And when am I going to use German ever in my life? Sure, I think it would be cool to visit Germany one day, but they have plenty of people who speak English there. All I need to know is the simple question, "Sprechen sie Englisch?" and if the answer is "Nein" find someone else who will say "Ja".

Sure, I get it, I got an F. Oh well. I don't care anymore. I'm already giving up my summer break for this school. I want to get all my other classes to a point where I can just do my daily schedule without extra work, and still get a few weeks off before high school starts. German is the least of my worries.

I think I've had to deal with enough of this school's crap already... I'm stressed out enough, and I'm not even gonna get a chance to relax before high school, where the pressure's really on, so just stop putting more and more on me..

I'm doing all I can....


...Raging like the wave, crashing to it's place
Such violent delights, have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire.