This violent anger, tearing us away
Hate, destruction, human consumption
Creates division, blinded in vision...
I haven't been very active lately, and it's because I hardly have any time to myself anymore. :/
I won't be posting much until... early-mid August... It depends...
See, my school year got really messed up.. (it's an online home school, so it has it's ups and downs...) And now, I have to pay for THEIR mistake. (it's a long, long, LONG story. All you need to know is they screwed up, and I'm paying for it.)
So, I'm working from 10am-6pm every weekday, and I still work on the weekends. I'm even giving away my summer break because of it.. I'll probably only get a couple days to a week or two of summer break before starting school again..
It sucks even more because I'm in eighth grade right now... so now I'm stressed out, and I hardly even get a break before starting HIGH SCHOOL, where I've seen the stress that comes from that.. (this is why having older siblings can sometimes be helpful...)
This year has showed me how horrible I am under stress... I pretty much have this constant feeling to cry.... and all I want to do is draw to relieve the stress, but I can hardly do that anymore..
Anyway... all my free time goes to drawing now... sooo.... Once high school starts, the first week (as I'm told by my sister) is really easy, since we're pretty much just getting introduced to the teachers and the classes, and as long as I don't get behind at all, I should have more free time... So until then.. Don't expect a lot from me.... Sorry... sweatdrop
I won't be posting much until... early-mid August... It depends...
See, my school year got really messed up.. (it's an online home school, so it has it's ups and downs...) And now, I have to pay for THEIR mistake. (it's a long, long, LONG story. All you need to know is they screwed up, and I'm paying for it.)
So, I'm working from 10am-6pm every weekday, and I still work on the weekends. I'm even giving away my summer break because of it.. I'll probably only get a couple days to a week or two of summer break before starting school again..
It sucks even more because I'm in eighth grade right now... so now I'm stressed out, and I hardly even get a break before starting HIGH SCHOOL, where I've seen the stress that comes from that.. (this is why having older siblings can sometimes be helpful...)
This year has showed me how horrible I am under stress... I pretty much have this constant feeling to cry.... and all I want to do is draw to relieve the stress, but I can hardly do that anymore..
Anyway... all my free time goes to drawing now... sooo.... Once high school starts, the first week (as I'm told by my sister) is really easy, since we're pretty much just getting introduced to the teachers and the classes, and as long as I don't get behind at all, I should have more free time... So until then.. Don't expect a lot from me.... Sorry... sweatdrop
...Raging like the wave, crashing to it's place
Such violent delights, have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire.
Such violent delights, have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire.
