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Never Fade

by ~Twilight16Master, Aug 1, 2012, 10:24:42 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

I think about it everyday
hurts so much I don't know what I wanna say
been running all around the world and still I can't be found
I don't know why I even try to have my way

I remember it like it was yesterday
I wish we didn't have to go our sepperate ways
cause loving you felt so good, that I cannot describe
even when you made me feel so damn ashamed

you'll never know how much I love you
never goes away
my vision may get foggy
but my feelings never fade
and I just wanna tell you
that it has been real great
I'm never gonna stop
I hope you follow in my wake

I've found myself some new friends
I know you told me that new friendship depends
on what pain you can take and how much your willing to give
but that's why your alone beginning to end

you'll never know how much I love you
never goes away
my vision may get foggy
but my feelings never fade
and I just wanna tell you
that it has been real great
I'm never gonna stop
I hope you follow in my wake

everyone has a story
I hope to read each book to prove that it's not boring
the devil's in the details, or at least that's what they say
I'll tell you more about that another day

you'll never know how much I love you
never goes away
my vision may get foggy
but my feelings never fade
and I just wanna tell you
that it has been real great
I'm never gonna stop
I hope you follow in my wake

you'll never know how much I love you
never goes away
my vision may get foggy
but my feelings never fade
and I just wanna tell you
that it has been real great
I'm never gonna stop
I hope you follow in my wake

my vision may get foggy
but my feelings never fade
I'm never gonna stop
I hope you follow in my wake

Roamed

by ~Twilight16Master, Jul 9, 2012, 2:10:50 PM
Literature / Poetry / Human Nature / Songs & Lyrics

I don't know
but I've been told
the story of a boy who lost his home
his daddy was an a*****e
his mamma was a b***h
so he roamed, roamed roamed
yeh he roamed, roamed, roamed

now his parents and his siblings
no, nobody knew
not his friends or his neighbors
that he'd seen a thing or two
he made alot of friends
made some enemies too
cause he roamed, roamed, roamed
yes he roamed, roamed, roamed
he roamed, roamed, roamed

now he's finally got his dream
he's living on his own
he's traveling the country
with his new dog, Bones
Bones is just like him
born to survive
cause he roams, roams, roams
yeh they roam, roam, roam
uh-huh, he roamed, roamed, roamed
roamed, roamed, roamed

Carrying

by ~Twilight16Master, May 23, 2012, 2:48:13 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

my favourite solution to each problem is one
my favourite answer to "what's wrong" is none
no matter how many times that they think I'm done
I'm still gonna be walking tall under the sun.
no matter how heavy the weight on my shoulders is
and wherever I go, whatever I do this is
my business, my life, my choice to keep walking
my burden, my strife, my voice to keep talking.

so how many times do I have to say it?
I'm ok, I'm alright, life's a game and I wanna play it
it's no use staying out, it's only boring that way
pull up a chair, roll the dice, see what you get today
if I had a drink for every time I've seen I ghost
I'd split it in half, share it and make a toast
to all the people that I've hurt and all the people that I love
to heavens and the earth and every star up above.

I spent my life carrying a cross of guilt
everyday I think about the people that I've killed
I sometimes wonder if I could take it back still
would I try?
would I die?
would I lie and pretend I didn't?
but I can't change what I did, and wouldn't if I could
cause the fact that I'm alive is neither bad nor good
and a ghost is a memory that's best left forgot
a corpse is a body that's best left to rot.

[Chorus:]
I keep carrying, carrying carrying on
I keep on carrying on
(I wear a cross like a chain around my neck)
I keep carrying, carrying on
I keep on carrying on
I keep on carrying on

Silently

by ~Twilight16Master, Apr 26, 2012, 10:42:38 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

two hearts together
beat as two
it's true
or beat as three
and pleasantly
but never beat as one

two souls apart
sing alone
and silent as stone
but stay not still
until
our voices scream apart

while yet we still linger
rotting, fermenting strong
our sorrow does prolong
the unrequited song

and neither do we dare
breathing from our pours
simply we adore
while not rising from our moors

two minds forever
storytell
and just as well
nobody listens to them
but then
a memory is born

two bodies close
lay down bare
and there
staying still
so ill
but never dying

while yet we still linger
rotting, fermenting strong
our sorrow does prolong
the unrequited song

and neither do we dare
breathing from our pours
simply we adore
while not rising from our moors

I will not glance to you
nor pray we make it through
this night of limbo
I beg you not to plead
and not to say you need
to love me so
it cannot be

Spotlight

by ~Twilight16Master, Apr 10, 2012, 8:56:04 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Trust me, I'm a doctor
trust me, I know best
trust me, I'm your lover
trust me, you need rest.
I'm your benefactor
without me you're a beast
you're just another monster
looking for a feast.

staying up again late each night
trying not to start a fight
I don't mean to feel such fright
but I hate to be alone.
if you ask me I will tell you I'm alright
doesn't really matter if that's right
staying up late every night
my dreams are chilling to the bone.

please turn out the light,
someone
because they shine so bright
in this dark room
I can't sleep at night!
I'm so afraid (I'm terrified)
I just want to hide (where are they hiding?)
plunge the room in darkness for me,
someone
please turn out the light.

trust me, let me guide you
trust me with your life
trust me, I'm your friend now
I used to be your wife.
no one knows you better
I know you more than you
I know things about you
that you never even knew.

stayed up late all night long
I fell asleep in class this morn
woke up feeling oh so torn
between staying and going home.
stayed up late last night once more
didn't even go to school
ask me to feel better, but I won't
I just don't wanna be alone.

please turn out the light,
someone
oh they shine so bright
in this dark room
I can't sleep at night!
I'm so afraid (*screaming*)
I just want to hide (help me! ********, what was that!?)
plunge the room in darkness for me,
please turn out the...!

[solo]

turn out the lights and hold me tight
turn out the lights and hold me tight
turn out the lights and hold me tight
turn out the lights, hold me...

trust me cause I tell you
trust me cause you're mine
trust me to control you
I wouldn't tell a lie
trust me that I'm here for you
trust me that I care
trust me that I love you
I'll always be there
trust me.

Lost at Sea

by ~Twilight16Master, Aug 20, 2011, 1:31:15 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

[Intro]

I cannot sleep at night.
my dreams are filled with thoughts of loss.
I'm not sure what I'm doing.
I hate to be alone.

I know that it's no use.
I'll only make it worse.
I try not to be awkward.
but it's killing me to be away from you.

lost at sea!
I'm drifting on an iceburg helplessly.
no oars to row myself,
no stars to guide my way,
I'm drifting evermore away from where I want to be.

I wonder what it's like.
to be someone who's satisfied.
I don't mean to complain.
but yes I do want so much more.

lost at sea!
I'm drifting on an iceburg helplessly.
no oars to row myself,
no stars to guide my way,
I'm drifting evermore away from where I want to be.

[solo]

lost at sea!
I'm drifting on an iceburg helplessly.
no oars to row myself,
no stars to guide my way,
I'm drifting evermore away from where I want to be.

lost at sea!

lost at sea!

an ocean of quantum possibility!

[Outro]

Fallen Knight

by ~Twilight16Master, Feb 24, 2012, 2:47:00 PM
Literature / Prose / Fiction / Fantasy / Flash Fiction & Vignettes

the Knight fallen from Grace, who though ashamed and seeking Redemtption is unequipped to protect or aid those he Loves. suited in the stained cloth of his sins, scarred by the consequences of his treachery and tethered by the bonds of his guilt, he wanders ever forward with Hope, his eyes on the horizon. he throws himself at all threats, his only weapon is his Resolve. Composure is his shield, and his helm is Compassion. his feet are wrapped with uncertainty, yet he never hesitates to venture the road to the unknown future. though splintered with fear, he is bathed in Trust. Stalwart, our fallen Knight rides out on his steed of doom.

real s**t

by ~Twilight16Master, Jun 16, 2011, 1:43:54 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

you stab me in the back
I turn around and snap
so what you looking at
mother ******** I won't take your crap

you know what goes around comes around
so stop clowning around
this ain't a lost and found
yeah I'm a white rapper but I ain't a clown

I grew up in this town
I seen it rise and fall
the buildings here are tall
bigger than I recall

downtown has gone to s**t
goth night has gone to hell
when we say this it it
the cops hear dinner bells

throw everyone in cells
to get their dollar bills
and smoke the contraband
while we practice our skills

so what you think of us?
are we realy thugs?
hippies and street rats
talking bout free love

and freedom of the press
and freedom of speech
helping the depressed
it's eachother that we beseach

community of compassion
it's something ya'll forgot
keep playing monopoly
and I'll keep taking shots

I'll drink anything I want
and as much of it as I confront
you gotta problem with it?
then tell me up front

you think you're better than me
because you got money
I'll show you wealth, honey
you worship paper, man, now that's funny

how bout a naked bunny
sitting on your lap on command
not cause you bought her hiney
but cause you are the man

someone that she respects
and give allegiance to
she trusts me with her life
and I can trust her too

but can you trust your hoes
just cause you bought her clothes
jewelry, cars, shoes, hats and bows
do you know where she goes?

do you know what she wants
or how her mind works
do you know how to keep her
when a hotshot shows her fireworks?

you don't know s**t bout trust
or what the Tribe is
I wanna teach the world
how to survive in it

and how to thrive in it
and what alive is
you other ******** try to say s**t
I arrive and shove your face in it

Afraid

by ~Twilight16Master, May 9, 2011, 8:09:44 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

[Intro]

I hear a Ghost in his guitar
and I can't stay high
no matter how I try
I'm singing Death
for what I thought I could achieve
but Loyalty is hard to come by

so say you'll stay with me
and never leave my side
in the rain or shine
I needed this
to keep me on my feet
but I'm never gonna lose my pride

thank you
for everything you do for me
for all your support
and all of your love
for everything you mean to me
I'm gratefull

thank you
cause in the face of heartache
with all your support
and all of your love
you fight away all my fears
I'm gratefull

[solo]

I don't wanna live alone
cause I can't sleep at night
unless I hold you tight
and I'm afraid
of being stuck waiting in the dark
even if I deserve it

so say you'll stay with me
and never leave my side
in the rain or shine
I needed this
to keep me on my feet
but I'm never gonna lose my pride

thank you
for everything you do for me
for all your support
and all of your love
for everything you mean to me
I'm gratefull

thank you
cause in the face of heartache
with all your support
and all of your love
you fight away all my fears
I'm gratefull

[build-up]

[break-down]

tell my Memories to go to sleep
I can't take it anymore
I need an outlet
some kind of pressure valve
to take away the edge so I can live
tell my Memories to sleep
and quit haunting me

tell my Memories to sleep

[solo]

I hear a Ghost in his guitar
and I can't stay high
no matter how I try
I'm singing Death
for what I thought I could achieve
but Loyalty is hard to come by

tell my Memories to sleep

[outro]

So Many Times

by ~Twilight16Master, May 5, 2011, 6:12:05 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

a heart can only break so many times
and I've seen the backs of my friends so many times
and I might've let folks down so many times
but just like anyone else I gotta stand up by myself
and a heart can only break so many times

somebody tell me what I gotta do
I can't keep it up like before
my core's been softened by a love that's deep
and even outlaws can't always be strong

I dunno what's happened to me
I need to feel somebody by my side
I just wanna know that I ain't always alone
even rebels get scared and they need something to hold on

a heart can only break so many times
and I've seen the backs of my friends so many times
and I might've let folks down so many times

a heart can only break so many times
and I've been through a thicket of hell so many times
and I might've pushed folks away so many times
but just like anyone else I gotta stand up by myself
and a heart can only break so many times

I'm running from my demons
I'm searching for a home
I'm kicking back the feelings
that keep me all alone
I don't know what I'm doing
I can't figure it out
I'm scared and hurt and lonely
and I don't want it to show

and a heart can only break so many times
and I've been to hell and back so many times
and I've seen folks walk away so many times
but just like anyone else I gotta stand up by myself
and a heart can only break so many times
a heart can only break so many times

Age of Doubt

by ~Twilight16Master, Feb 12, 2011, 1:03:53 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

am I too old for my age?
walking the streets to the Beats of my own Life I start to think "Why?"
Why do I
watch the days of my Life fly by while I
struggle,
worry,
and hurt?

am I too blind for Words?
next time I Sing count the rings in my Eyes.
I feel Alive.
which is more than I can say half the time.

Time.
Time is right and wrong and I am Strong enough to stand
and
Fight.

I'm a Fighter because I'm a Lover.
my Love gives me reason to Fight for another.
someone other than myself for whom I Care and I Share with that someone my Heart
and my Soul.

it's fair because I stole hers.

am I too young to Protect what I've Sung?
from the ashes of teh Sun of this World
to the shadows of the Moon of the next I say I must
consider
the Quest in Question.

I Just Wanna Die

by ~Twilight16Master, Mar 25, 2009, 5:27:03 AM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Songs & Lyrics

how can i be strong
when i feel so weak
been walking all night long
down this cold wet street
walking cause i just can't sleep
i try but i just can't speak
and all i know is i just wanna die
cause i can't cry
i can't cry
i can't cry

how can i be right
when i feel so wrong
been shuffling my feet
all night long
shuffling my feet along
i keep on singing ths damn song
and all i know is i just wanna die
cause i can't cry
i can't cry
i can't cry

and people ask me all the time
if i am ok
and i promise them that i'll be fine
i just with that they
would just stop worrying for me
so that i could die
and not have to feel guilty for
causing them to cry
cause i can't cry
i can't cry
i can't cry

i wanna cry
don't wanna die
i can't cry

Let It Out

by ~Twilight16Master, Mar 24, 2009, 12:25:14 AM
Literature / Poetry / Horror / Songs & Lyrics

Let the anger out
Let the sadness out
Let the pain out
Let it out and feel it

Take off the masks and look inside yourself
Pull it out and revel in it
Brilliant dark ecstasy
Bring out all your anguish
And your fear
Bring it out and bathe in it
Awesome oblivion

Let the anger out
Let the sadness out
Let the pain out
Let it out and feel it
Let the anger out
Let the sadness out
Let the pain out
Let it out and feel it

Now is the time to feel like you've never felt before
Take everything that hurts you
Everything you fear
All th stress inside of you
And scream till you're bleeding from your ears

Right now is the time
To revel like this is your last party
Take everything that haunts you
All that you desire
Everything you cannot have
And throw it on the fire

Let the anger out
Let the sadness out
Let the pain out
Let it out and feel it

Take off the masks and look inside yourself
Pull it out and revel in it
Brilliant dark ecstasy
Bring out all your anguish
And your fear
Bring it out and bathe in it
Awesome oblivion

Take off the masks and look inside yourself
Pull it out and revel in it
Brilliant dark ecstasy
Bring out all your anguish
And your fear
Bring it out and bathe in it
Awesome oblivion

Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let it out
Let all
The anger
Out

Forever Winter: A Short Story

by ~Twilight16Master, Mar 22, 2009, 5:17:31 PM
Literature / Prose / Fiction / Horror

It all came down to this. He'd researched and calculated and smuggled for this. Broke into the school for this. And now was the moment he worked so hard far.

As long as Don could remember he was suicidal. He just didn't care about anyone else, had no goals, no calling, no wishes. He honestly usualy didn't even care enough to die either. He did whatever he was told simply because he had nothing better to do, and he often did a half-assed job of it too.

Don was good at two things; Math and planning. He'd taken an interest in chemistry and medicine because he knew that he could learn in those classes just what dose of what drug he could take to end his miserable existance painlessly.

And now he had in his bedroom a superstrong home-made tranquilizer and a siringe. Allhe needed to do was take it and his heart would stop.

"Alright Donny, you can do this" he said to himself, and took deep breaths s if he were about to bunji-jump. He took a big gulp of whiskeyand made a face of disgust, then stabbed the needle into a vein and pushed the liquid down into his blood. In moments his vision darkened, his chest tightened and his muscles tensed. His stomach twisted and his throat constricted. He couldn't breathe, and tears were running down his face. His chest felt like it was on fire. He wanted to scream, to cry for help but no voice came out of his throat. He collapsed onto teh ground and sobbed helplessly, until finaly he fell unconsious, his heart stopped, and it was over.

Cool! I didn't read all of them yet, so far "Carrying" is my favourite. (-: