People say that, in a nutshell, I'm energetic, optimistic, and overall happy. Some people say I'm reckless and don't think things through. I usually hide my sadness behind a smile and after awhile, that smile will become real. You know how some people pretend to be something and soon enough, they become what they pretended to be? I'm like that. I prefer to take life easy and just enjoy everything instead of rushing through things.
Nothing worked. Everything I try at school, I fail. I can't do anything right, I'm now a loner, and I have become this ball of pessimism flying around. I changed. While Chase climbed the ladder of success, I seemed to descend into the pit of despair. I find this so unfair, that I should be the one so popular, so... accepted. This thought only propelled me further into a depression, because I'm a coward and a selfish fiend. I find it funny how the two things I'm absolutely afraid of are becoming true...
My background story is quite normal, actually, even if some people call me crazy. I spend a lot of time with my family and friends. I have a loving mother and an awesome father, as well as an intelligent brother and adorable sister. I really like to poke her cheeks. I usually spend my time in school and in my extracurricular activities, but when I have free time, I love to play my flute. I'm starting to learn how to play the guitar just for fun.
When I finally received my acceptance letter to Hogwarts, I couldn't stop jumping up and down from joy. I mean, I get to spend so much time with Chase! Imagine the things I could do with magic! Too bad there are restrictions, but still...
First Year I felt awesome. I thought it was going to be awesome. But Hogwarts wasn't as great as I had previously thought... I had fun for the first few months, but I had zero magical talent. I was simply... average. I made no friends either. I feel like suddenly, I became invisible. However, I carried on with life. That is, until one day when I sent a bludger crashing towards Heather, and hurt her really badly. I felt guilty, and the fact that the two girls, Heather and Remy, weren't even angry at me were even worse. I hurt someone and I wasn't even punished?
Second Year Nothing changed. Absolutely nothing changed. The highlight of my year was getting so hurt in quidditch that I quit being a beater, and swore on my grave that I would never touch a beater's bat. But then... Autumn came running at me, asking me what was wrong. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. But then, she clung onto me like no other day, crying about something. I shoved her away, but I used too much strength and she fell into the lake. I was the reason she almost died, and I didn't have the guts to confess. Autumn lied and said she simply slipped into the lake. I'm the worst. I should just disappear...
Third Year Nothing major has happened yet. I skipped the DADA's Boggart lesson and dropped out of advanced flying, just because. Though... It seems I have a knack for art and the like. It could just be a fluke. Nothing has changed and nothing will ever change. How depressing.
Fourth Year Life took an unexpected turn, and I ended up dating Chloe Clarisse. I had no idea what happened, and I have no explanation for this turn of events. What I can't explain either was, on a whim, I joined the quidditch team again as a beater. I guess I wanted some closure.
I enjoy hanging out with friends, spending time with my family, smiling, exploring the outdoors, music, and magic.
I despise waiting, crying, sadness, being away from loved ones, and having too many responsibilities.
I'm afraid of being hated and losing all hope.
My strength is making people smile.
My flaw is not being able to concentrate quite well on a specific task.
My wand is a 8 1/2 inches oak wood with an unicorn tail hair core.
My O.W.L. Scores Are: Astronomy - P Charms - E Defense Against the Dark Arts - A Herbology - A History of Magic - P Potions - E Transfiguration - O Art - O Cooking With Magic - O Muggle Art - O
My N.E.W.T. Scores Are: Charms - O Potions - A Transfiguration - A Art - O Cooking With Magic - O Muggle Art - O
My pet is a barn owl called Ress.
~ Violet {~Prof}
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Posted: Thu Oct 11, 2012 10:13 pm
Sun Henrick's List of Knowledge
Astronomy
First Year Names of Planets [x] Movements of Planets [x] Names of Stars (Including Sun) [x] Names of Constellations [x]
Second Year Mercury [x] Venus [x] Earth [x] Earth's Moon [x]
Third Year Mars [x] Jupiter [x] Great Red Spot [x] Jupiter's Moons [x]