A tear runs down my cheek
So many trials
How can one person handle all this
Why can't I speak
Just write
Write these poems
That make me want to cry
I can feel the tingle in my eyes
Knowing that tonight I will cry myself to sleep
Just finding out all the bad in the world
But knowing it for years from afar
And now it hits so close to home I could touch it
More tears
Why more tears
I wish I could forget everything
If that were so my mind wouldn't be going crazy
I can't control it
Every minute I wonder what went through you're mind
I gasp at the thought knowing how much you have
How much you could have
As you lie in that hospital bed
So close to death but yet so far away
How do I know
How do I control this feeling
That we could have stopped you
When we didn't know what you were up to
I want to place the blame on anyone but you
But I find it so hard
So know when you come back and read this
When you do something so stupid
That it doesn't just effect you
My tears are now blurring my vision
You may feel no pain
But you hurt us.
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