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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 5:31 am
Ferros had given Jordan the sandwich he'd acquired in the cafeteria and extracted a promise that his hunter would eat. The dragon was used to the faint and nagging ache, greater or lesser depending on how long it had been since he'd last fed and what state of mind Jordan was in, but feeling the physical gnawing of hunger remain ignored in his human's body bothered him. Like this, he could do something about the problem, or at least try.
It was strange to be in a shape familiar and yet unknown like this. He knew he had been this shape before, sensed it in his structure and the easy way he walked on two legs, but he had no memory of it, only fragmentary recollections of being taller, longer, splendidly huge, having a shape in which he could push down trees like scareling toys. Yet this was also his own shape.
He watched his human move down the hall, returning to the dorms; Ferros wasn't yet ready to return to the room in which they lived, feeling that it would be awkwardly small. Jordan would be all right without him for a few hours. Once his human was out of sight, he returned his attention to the other weapon who sat perched on his arm, studying the fallen angel. It was comfortable to carry Tracey this way, and faintly, strangely familiar.
"What shall we do now?" Ferros inquired, and checked the doors behind them to see if Byr had followed. The jackalope had had several helpful suggestions as to what weapons might do upon finding themselves suddenly, if briefly, independent.
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 6:18 am
Tracey, despite his fairly soft and gentle looking exterior - terrible flaws in a Halloween denizen, was underneath a fairly determined and independent individual. But for some reason, he couldn't find it in himself to object to being carried like this - quite the contrary, he was enjoying it to the degree that he was almost beginning to dread when he would inevitably be put down. He couldn't remember much of anything before he woke up in Rep's thoughts, couldn't remember places or faces. But he had remembered Ferros' name, a connection that had come from somewhere instinctual.
He felt safer than he had in as long as he could remember, and while it was a good thing, at the same time there was that raw aching sadness mingled in, like there was something so important he'd forgotten. It had mattered, but he could no longer find it in his thoughts. It was frustrating and upsetting - normally he was barely aware of the gaps in his own knowledge, living such a different life they didn't matter. But today it stung and he wished he knew why.
"Hmmm. Well. I don't mind what we do. We can go outside if you'd like?" He wasn't sure how appealing that would be to the metal boil. Byrr's earlier suggestions came back to mind and he had to try and keep a straight face. "I don't know so much about the skipping and dancing and the like." He'd possibly break something.
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 8:20 am
Byr indeed followed the others out with a calm smile. They seemed pretty clueless about what to do with all this new found freedom, "So there's absolutely nothing either of you had longed to try from your weaponized forms?" He mentally registered that one boil was still carrying the other the look on his face turning quite curious, "Are you two... ahem... boilfriends?" He was starting to turn almost as blunt as Rin was.
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 8:32 am
"Outside would be good," Ferros said meditatively. Instinct was tugging rustily at him, long-suppressed or redirected. "I want to walk. I don't think I know any dances." He twisted to peer back over his other shoulder at his tail. "I think I would perhaps break things if I did." His smile was almost conspiratorial, as though sharing a secret, though if there was a secret, he had forgotten it.
Byr's question drew a startled look from the dragon. "No," he said without thinking. Then he paused, the red glow of his eyes muting with confusion at the complicated tangle of emotion that welled up in response to the thought. "I don't ... think so?" Something in him had denied it with immediate and sudden force, but a bittersweet patient longing had accompanied the answer. Ferros's headfins flattened back slowly with distress. I don't understand, he thought, and reached for Jordan, and remembered that his human was not there.
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 9:03 am
"I think I could dance once, I don't know if I still could. I can certainly still fly. I missed it." He sprawled a little lazier and flexed his wings for effect. "William spends a lot of his time looking down, he doesn't look up half as much as he should." He still dreamed of the freedom of flight, even within Rep's thoughts. "I would like to fly again maybe." But at the same time, to fly would be to go where the others couldn't follow, it would be to leave the metal boil's arms, that alone was cause to hesitate.
Byr got a baffled look, and Tracey's answer wasn't as abrupt or instinctual as Ferros. There was surprise more than anything else that anyone would ask that question of them both and a feeling that the other boil would never have been interested in such a thing. The wistful sadness returned and he looked up a him. The immediacy of Ferros' denial made him tilt his head slightly and frown, admitting, "I think you remember more than me."
The harder he tried to recall the harder it got, all there was were faint echoes of hurt - like running fingertips over long healed scars and guessing at their cause - and some persistent and enduring comfort that had held steady. "I feel like things are missing. And I didn't feel they were missing before." he sounded huffy at this revelation. "I don't like it. I didn't realise I was a jigsaw and someone stole my corner pieces!"
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 9:10 am
Byr settled into a calm smile and supposed they might have had a past. Before. Still he calmly shrugged, "Sorry I asked." He looked down at Tracey in Ferros's arms and smiled, "You can still fly by the way. I can just watch for a bit? No big deal. If I had wings I'd want to fly too."
"Afterwards we can do something I want and then Ferros. You can have your fighting, okay? We all get what we want that way," a smirk quickly followed as if he made some sort of joke lacking it's punchline.
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 9:22 am
"I don't remember," Ferros said, frustrated. "I couldn't - I wasn't - " The fragmentary feelings slipped from his grasp even as he stretched after memories that weren't there. He lifted his free hand and caught Tracey's smaller hand, bending his head to lay a metal cheek against the palm. "Traciel," he said, and closed his eyes a moment, frustrated at a hurt that seemed sourceless.
Remembering, then, that Byr was there, that they were undoubtedly confusing the jackalope, he released Tracey's hand with a sigh. "You should fly," he agreed, and shook the pipes on his shoulderblades with a rattle and a puff of steam. "I could not. But you can. What you say is very fair," he said to Byr, attempting to shake the lingering feeling of melancholy and frustration.
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 10:35 am
As Ferros laid his head against his palm, Tracey felt in the instant that he couldn't even breathe that there was a fondness that ran impossibly deep and bypassed all rational thought.
He opened his mouth to speak, words that came from that same incomprehensible place, before halting himself. What good would speaking all these distressing things do the other boil? They would all soon be back within their mental confines and they might never begin to know why it hurt so much. It wouldn't be fair to hurt him like that.
He felt like he'd hurt him enough.
"Y.. Yes. I'll fly for a bit I think. Just a little bit. I want to stay near you both." He blushed a little. "I'm a teensy bit scared of being alone."
He sat up a bit and in a gesture he didn't think too deeply about kissed Ferros on the top of his head. Then with a stretch, he spread his wings, and in a single lazy unified downbeat flew up into the misty air overhead. It was harder to fly here than... wherever he'd been. But it nevertheless felt good to no longer feel tiny, to be able to embrace the skies around them.
There was a few moments where he took the opportunity to stretch his muscles, instinct guiding him through almost impossible loop-the-loops and other aerial twists before he came to a lazy hover beside the other two boils, grinning hugely. "I could look you in the eye like this." he said to Ferros The lazy echoes of a much larger eye much higher - lingered in his memory.
The jackalope got a vibrant grin too. "Hey Byr, can you JUMP?"
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 11:41 am
Byr was unquestionably confused, uncertain if he'd missed something entirely as the two went from a very clear no to fondling and kissing and acting even more like boilfriends. He squinted suspiciously at them, were they toying with him? Byr don't play them games.
His distrustful thoughts quieted down to watch the fallen soar and do intricate little tricks. He was almost mesmerized by the show until he fell to just hovering his head tilting at Traciel and his question, "Oh. Oh yes, I can jump." He gave a little bounce to demonstrate, "I do have correctly working legs after all."
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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 12:04 pm
The delicate kiss made Ferros catch his breath for half a moment; he watched Tracey soar, twisting through loops and dancing in the air, and felt a joy so intense it was painful in the natural, graceful sweep of the fallen angel's wings and the clear curious bliss of flight. As Tracey drew up into a hover, smiling and teasing him, an odd echo shivered through him, the image of the angel smaller, beside him, soaring ...
The dragon shook the half-memory away, laughing rustily at Byr's answer. "Yes," he said. "But how high?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 5:35 am
Tracey simply smiled broadly at Byr's reply before agreeing with Ferros, pointing a clawed finger at the shorter boil.
"Can't jackalope jump higher than that? " He hovered a little nearer to the ground to plant his feet for a moment and push off, climbing a few meters into the air. "Like that maybe? I could be wrong, I just remember vaguely like everything else. Maybe you can do something else!"
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 7:27 am
"No... that's just a stereotype because of our big feet... we mostly bouncy-crawl in our true forms. I don't jump very well vertically either but I do do a sort of flying kick thing that I enjoy doing very much. I've never tried it like this though," he gently tapped on his chin trying to think of something else he could do in that form. Not much came to mind. "I... could charge and poke someone full of horns?" it was the best he had to offer.
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2012 4:05 am
"I have heard that big feet can cause many misunderstandings," Ferros said gravely.
He tilted his head slightly, consideringly. "I could smash things, and set them on fire. But I can still do that."
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2012 4:44 am
Tracey was no good at hiding his emotions and looked visibly disappointed he wouldn't be treated to any aerial feats of majestic leaping.
"Aww that's a shame. I'm sorry if I was being silly. I always thought big feet were like big wings! That they had to be for something rather than just being that way. You have pretty horns at least! "
Ferros got a broad grin. "I'm glad you didn't lose that ability, it's always fun to watch you do both, in any shape."
Both boils promptly found themselves subject of a very determined thoughtful look. Apparently Tracey had decided fun was on the agenda somehow, and come hell or high water they would have some. "So! What else can we do like this we couldn't do before?"
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